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2- 40. Experienced

Author: Eden Moon
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DECLAN -

Suki stretched out on the rock beside me, legs extended, fingers tapping idly against the stone. She wasn't in a rush, and that only made everything worse for me.

"Why are you upset?"

I stared at the dirt, exhaling hard. "You don't want to know."

"Please. You rejected me. Nothing else you say can be worse than that."

That shouldn't have hit as hard as it did. My hands tightened against my knees, but I kept my voice even. "Yeah... Sorry for that too."

She shrugged like it didn't matter. "You did what you had to do. That doesn't mean I can't tease you about it."

She smiled, not mean, not teasing, but something about it still made it impossible to ignore. I didn't push. Couldn't. Not right now.

Some of the pressure in my shoulders eased. "You're handling it better than I thought."

"What, did you expect me to run off crying?" She kicked a loose rock down the slope. "I don't do the whole helpless thing."

I huffed. "I know. Takes a lot of strength to live out here on purpose all t
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