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15. A Fool

Author: Eden Moon
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I sat at my desk, the papers in front of me a blur of numbers and meaningless deals. None of it mattered. Not Pinewood, not the real estate empire I'd built, not even the pack politics.

Nothing mattered except Lila.

The second she left me, something shifted. I couldn't shake it. Every day without her felt like a fresh wound in my heart. She was carrying my child, and that should've been my focus, but it wasn't just that.

I loved her.

It took me too long to realize it, but now that I had, the truth was suffocating. I'd been so damn stupid.

Lila should've been the one I chose from the start. Not Selena. Not the wild thrill that came with someone who didn't care about the pack, about responsibility.

Selena had been fun, an escape.

But Lila was forever. She understood what it meant to be Luna. She was strong and resilient and was everything I needed by my side.

And now, she was gone, fighting me at every turn.

The door to my office clicked open, and Selena sauntered in, dr
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