Melissa’s POVI thought the drive home would be quiet and peaceful due to the boys’ exhaustion after a long day at the park, but I was wrong. It was as though they had gotten a fresh wave of energy the moment we got into the car. They began to play with the numerous toys they had gotten from Alpha Knox’s and Demetri’s ridiculous competition playing the park games and outdoing themselves in winning toys for the boys and for Caroline and me. I looked through the rearview mirror and could barely see the boys. My huge SUV was so laden with toys and plushies, that I knew the boys would have a field day trying to play with them all. But they already had more than enough toys at home and I wanted to teach them a lesson in cheerful giving, so I decided to bring up the idea of them donating some of the toys to the sick kids in the hospital. I was not worried they would not like the idea. I was proud of the fact that my boys were good children who were kind and lovely as well.“Hey boys,” I cal
Melissa’s POVI was preparing a light dinner for the twins and I, but I could not stop thinking about all that had happened during the day. From finding out that Knox was getting a concubine, Caroline to the way he and Demetri had acted at the park and finally to what the boys had said when we were in the car, my head was a buzz of different thoughts. Despite trying as hard as I could, I could not get Knox out of my mind. The jealousy that had coursed through me the moment I had seen him with Caroline had left a bitter taste in my mouth all day long. I tried to caution myself, reminding myself that I had no right to be jealous and that not only was silly, but it was also disloyal to Sam.You have a loving fiance, Sam. There is nothing between you and Knox and there can never be.Just then, my phone buzzed. I looked down at it and saw that it was Sam. It felt eerie as though he had been summoned by me thinking of him, but at the same time, I felt guilty. Other than in the past few min
MELISSA’S POV“Melissa, please just return to me… the boys are happy there, are they not? Can’t you just leave them there and come back to me, please? I need you.”“And my children don’t?! We talked about this before I left, Sam. there is no way in hell I am leaving my boys. How could you even bring this up again? Are you not ashamed of yourself? The boys adore you. How do you think they would feel if they found out that you are trying to get me to leave them all alone…?”"Don't twist my words, Melissa!" Sam’s voice was sharp now, his frustration spilling over. "I'm saying... there has to be a way for us to work this out. For us to be together again."I scoffed, feeling the tension coil tighter in my chest. "How? By me leaving them behind? How is that even an option, Sam? You knew from the start that they are my priority. They are everything to me.""I know that!" Sam shot back. "But I’m not asking for forever, just some time. We can bring them back later. It’s just… I need you here w
MELISSA’S POV"I love you, Melissa. I hope you love me enough to choose me."I stared at the words, my heart sinking deeper. How could he say that? How could he ask me to choose between him and my children? Between the life I had built with the boys and a future with him?I set the phone down, refusing to reply. Not now. Not when I was still reeling from our argument. I didn’t want to say something I couldn’t take back. I could feel the anger simmering just beneath the surface, mingled with a deep sense of hurt.How could he put me in such an impossible position? He had been there through so much—he knew my history, the boys' history. To think that he would ask me to leave them behind, even for a short while, felt like a betrayal. I didn’t care how scared or insecure he was feeling. The boys came first, always. And Sam knew that, or at least he should have.But even knowing that didn’t make the guilt disappear. I did love Sam. I had loved him for so long, and part of me had always env
MELISSA’S POV"Mom?" His voice was sleepy, barely a whisper."Hey, buddy," I said softly, smiling despite the heaviness in my chest. "What are you doing up so early?"He shrugged, rubbing his eyes with the back of his hand. "I had a weird dream."I knelt down to his level, brushing the hair out of his face. "Do you want to tell me about it?"Tyler shook his head, then hesitated. "It was just...I was looking for you, and I couldn’t find you anywhere."My heart clenched. It was just a dream, but the timing felt cruel, like the universe was mocking me. I hugged him tightly, hoping he couldn’t feel the turmoil inside me."I’m not going anywhere," I whispered into his hair. "I’m right here, okay?"He nodded, his small arms wrapping around me in return. After a few moments, he pulled back, looking up at me with those big, innocent eyes. "Are you okay, Mom?"I blinked, taken aback by the question. "Of course, sweetie. Why do you ask?""You just...seem sad sometimes," he said, his voice quiet
MELISSA’S POVI glanced back at the boys, who were watching the scene with wide eyes. “It’s fine, Knox. I’m good. Really. You didn’t have to come all this way.”“Melissa, come on,” he said, stepping forward slightly. “You’re already running late, and I can see you’re stressed. Let me help, alright?”His tone softened, and I felt the weight of exhaustion pulling me down again. I was tired—so damn tired of doing everything on my own. But letting him help? It didn’t feel right. It complicated things. Still, there was something in his eyes that made me hesitate.“Okay,” I said, almost reluctantly. “Let me just grab my bag.”I turned to the boys, trying to mask the unease Knox’s presence stirred in me. “You two behave while I’m gone. I mean it. Call if you need me.”“Will do, Mom,” Dylan said, giving me a look that was far too mature for his age. Tyler waved, already distracted by something on the TV.“Love you,” I said, giving them a smile, even though it felt forced. “I’ll be back soon.”
CHAPTER 48MELISSA’S POV"I can’t lose him, Melissa," he finally said, his voice cracking slightly, betraying the emotion he usually kept locked away. "I’ve already lost too much."Hearing that crack in his voice broke something in me. I wanted to reach out, to offer comfort, to promise that everything would be okay. But I knew better. Making promises in situations like this was dangerous, especially when I didn’t know the outcome myself."I’m doing everything I can," I said quietly. "I promise you that."Knox nodded but didn’t say anything else. The car pulled to a stop in front of the hospital, and for a moment, neither of us moved. I felt the urge to say something more, to bridge the growing chasm between us, but the words just wouldn’t come."I should get inside," I finally said, breaking the silence. "There’s a lot to do.""Right," Knox said, snapping back to the present. He cleared his throat, his mask of stoicism sliding back into place. "I’ll be waiting for your call."I nodde
ALPHA KNOX’S POV"Melissa."She turned, looking at me over her shoulder."Thank you," I said, my voice barely above a whisper. "For trying. For everything."She nodded, closed the car’s door gently behind her and walked away towards the hospital’s entrance. I watched her go, our conversation on my mind.Her words reverberated in my mind: There’s a chance. I wouldn’t be working this hard if I didn’t think there was.The hope that I had in me for Michael’s recovery was like a double-edged sword.I knew that too well. Hope could lift you up, but when it fell apart, it shattered you into pieces that were impossible to put back together.Finally, after what felt like hours but was only minutes, I forced myself to turn the key in the ignition. The engine rumbled to life, but I still hesitated before putting the car in gear. What if I drove away and something happened? What if I left, and that small glimmer of hope slipped away while I wasn’t there? The thought of losing Michael was unbearab