LOGINRiley
Walking into the club, the loud sound of the music booming pierced through my ears and it was so loud that I thought I was going to go deaf. It wasn’t my first time in a club so I knew what to expect but because of everything that had happened, it felt like I was hearing these sounds for the first time. I could feel the men’s hungry gazes on me as I walked but I ignored them all and usually, my reason for ignoring was always because I had a boyfriend but now, it was different. I didn’t only lose my boyfriend, I lost my best friend too. My world has completely fallen apart and even though I had the insane urge to go home with a stranger to make me feel better, I had no intention of entertaining anyone. After all, I'm only going to get drunk and then go back home to rid myself of all this pain. I went directly to the bar and sat on one of the chairs as I gestured for the bar attendant. He looked hot with his neatly cut hair, the slit on his left eyebrow and his full luscious lips called out to me. Maybe making out with the bar attendant will make me forget everything. “What can I get you?” His voice jolted me out of my thoughts and it wasn’t until he got closer that I realized he isn’t the kind of man I would want to wake up with after a nasty night. “The strongest drink you’ve got.” I ordered and the attendant leaned over the table as his eyes scrutinized me carefully, he looked at me as though he was trying to figure out what was wrong with me. “I’m guessing you had a long day and you had to deal with a very jerky boss or you just had a terrible breakup.” He guessed as he poured me a drink and handed it to me. I took it and downed it all before sliding the cup back to him so that he was going to pour more. My chest burned but I didn’t answer him. I only ignored him as I kept sliding the glass back to him while he kept pouring. He didn’t pester me to tell him what was wrong with me and I appreciated it. I didn’t want to talk about how Noah and Zelia ripped my heart out and stomped on it but it didn’t take long before I started spilling. My vision was starting to get blurry and although I knew that I don’t get drunk easily, I could tell that I was already tipsy because of how slurred my speech was and how reluctant he was to keep pouring my drink. “I did everything for him, I basically handed him my entire life even when he’s being a jerk only for him to do this to me, to cheat on me with my best friend?” The words just kept coming and I was glad when the bar attendant nodded and slid me an entire bottle instead of a glass. “I went extra lengths to make him happy, I worked hard just so I would be able to get him gifts, you know, meet up with his lifestyle and I did everything I could to keep him happy and satisfied, well, not satisfied enough since he’s now sleeping with her.” I hiccuped, it was a sign that I was getting to my limit but I didn’t care. I took the bottle to my mouth and chugged on it because I knew that I needed more, I needed a listening ear too and the bar attendant was kind enough to give me one. “What did you do when you saw them together?” He enquired, from the way he spoke I could tell that he wasn’t the least bit interested in me, just the tea that I had to spill. “What could I do? I couldn’t fight if my life depended on it,” I answered, “I tried everything I could to make us happy together, I put in efforts, he knows everything about me….” I paused when I realized that the tears were about to fall. Noah knew everything about me, he knew my insecurities and my deepest secrets, I was looking forward to marrying him one day, and he was with me just because of Zelia. I scoffed, closing my eyes as I kept chugging on my drink. The bar attendant had left when he realized that I wasn’t talking to him anymore. “Take it slow, tigress.” I turned to see a man beside me, he had a beard that emphasized how manly he was and a smile plastered on his face that made him look so young. Ignoring him even though his presence makes me want to throw myself at him, I let him keep talking while I drank and wallowed in my self-pity but he didn’t leave my side until the club closed. Getting up from the chair, I lost my footing and staggered but I didn’t hit the ground and when I opened my eyes he was staring at me. His hand was rough but it gave me a sense of protection. He seemed different from Noah in every way but then again, I thought Noah was going to be the love of my life till eternity. “How much did you have to drink?” He asked as I tried to move from him but staggered again, “I can take you home, all I need is your address.” He said but I only shook my head. Home is the last place I want to be. “I’m not going home,” I responded, trying to stand on my feet but crashing right back into his hard chest that kept sending chills down my spine, “it reminds me of them and I don’t want to be reminded of them.” I finished. He looked lost but he did a good job hiding his curiosity as he asked if I would be willing to go to his guest house and with no other choice, I agreed as he helped me into the car. The drive took a while but we soon got to the destination and this stranger was also kind enough to help me get into a room. He turned to leave and that was when the floodgates opened. I was a little bit sober already and thinking about them made me sob, causing him to stop in his tracks just when he was about to get to the door. I could see his face clearly now, I haven’t met him physically yet but I’ve seen a lot of his pictures to know that he’s Zelia’s dad but he doesn’t know me. That’s it! He doesn’t know me! “What’s wrong?” He asked, making his way to me and without answering, I threw myself at him, slamming my lips on his and running my hands through his shirt as I tried to undo the buttons. Pleasure pulsated through me and I have never wanted to fuck someone as much as I wanted Charles to fuck me. Noah and I have never had sex so hot like that, it always lasted less than five minutes and seeing him fuck Zelia like that, the pleasure in her eyes and the way she moaned. I just wanted him to make me feel the same way and even better. “Pl…. Please…. Make it go away, make it stop. Just fuck me and make me forget this pain.” I begged when he pulled me away from him. His brow drew together and I saw how reluctant he was. “I’m not so drunk that you’re going to feel like you took advantage of me.” I went on when he didn’t say anything and like my words loosened something in him, his lips crashed on mine and my pussy throbbed. The room felt hot as heat spread through every fiber of my being as his tongue fucked my mouth while his hands explored my body and it didn’t take long for us to end up naked and on the bed. “Fuck me.” I pleaded and before I could bat an eyelash, his cock rammed into me, making me yelp in both pleasure and pain as he fucked me. The way his dick moved in and out of my throbbing pussy caused the memory to gradually fade away. The ray of sun making its way into the room caused my eyes to snap open and I almost screamed my lungs open when I saw that he was still laying beside me and sleeping peacefully. I have to get out of here before he wakes up. My breath hitched when he opened his eyes and my eyes widened. I tried to think of something to say but I couldn’t make out anything as I rushed out of the bed and picked my clothes. “Whatever happened between us last night was a mistake, a very bad mistake, a one night stand that shouldn’t have happened.” I rushed the words out and although he looked confused, he agreed as he also started dressing up. “Here,” he said as he handed me his card, “call me if you need anything and for the sake of the night we shared, I’d be more than willing to help.” He finished with a smile before walking away from me. “You don’t have to worry about me!” I called out to him, not like it mattered. I didn’t think I was ever going to need his help so I shoved the card into my bag and also made my way out of the room. I took a taxi to Noah’s house to get my things and then back to my house to pack the rest of my stuff. There was nothing left here for me, I’d thought that I was loved but I was wrong. Everyone I thought I loved only used me for their own selfish interest and staying here wouldn’t make me forget about it. I have to leave for the sake of my mentality, I have to go somewhere I won’t have to think about all of this. I have to go back to my hometown. Getting in touch with a realtor because I wanted to sell the only property my father left for me, I was told that if the house was sold, I would be sent the money. I thanked the realtor and hung up. Going back online, I managed to get a transcript from my school because I’d promised myself that no matter what happens, I would never drop out of school. My father went through a lot to see that he saved enough money for me to go to college and I’m not about to let all of that go to waste. I finished everything and got into the old truck that my father left me as I started it and drove to the countryside to meet my maternal grandmother. Bye Zelia, Bye Noah and fuck the both of you.Charles.Annabella had to go and run her mouth, letting Riley found out that something had happened between us.Well, I wouldn’t even classify it as an affair or something serious, it was a mistake, a drunken one that I had regretted heavily. I had told her then, that if I had the chance to redo everything correctly, then I was going to do it. Just to be able to erase whatever it was that we had then.Since the moment that Riley had asked me that question, I haven’t been able to be at ease. Not because I was scared of the incident, but of what she would take it.Our first meeting with Riley was at the bar, we spent a drunken night together, though I had never regretted that before and Annabella was the same thing. Years before I had met Riley that night, I was at a dinner party with the rest of the executive, there was alcohol everywhere, so of course I had to help myself and somehow, I ended up in the same room, the same bed with Annabella, naked.A used condom tied up at the end o
RileyI swiped away the drops of water from the side of my mouth, letting out a sigh. I don’t think there could be any word to describe how tired I was feeling.My entire bone has been cracking, due to amount of work I had to cover for the day. It was already five in the evening, the closing time yet I couldn’t even step a feet out of the building for fresh air.I need to finish off all the work that was kept for me on the desk. I knew why it was that way, I had caused it upon myself when I had spoken back to Miss assistant director, and yes, I was being sarcastic with it.Just after she had left the conference room, I was called by the HR, a complaint was filed against me, although I wasn’t going to receive a query, I was going to a week worth of work load for Miss Ana until she comes back from one of her worthless vacation.The sound of the huge mahogany door being opened hit my ears, but I acted like I had no idea it was opened. I kept my head door, my eyes lingering on the system
Riley. The air was strong between us, no it was weird and I had no idea why I had agreed. Could it be because of lust? Or because I had told myself that nothing could tie me down to this man sitting across me. A part of me kept on telling me that this could be the biggest mistake of my life, but my body needed it and I wanted to relive that experience from that night, years ago. The bliss, the stars that I had saw, I wanted more of it. So I think I deserved it after going celibate for four years. “Miss Riley. Do you have anything to chip in?” Someone in the crowd called out. Fuck, I had totally dipped out, forgetting the fact that we were in a meeting. I wasn’t just with Charles in a room alone, but with other workers of the company that will be involved for the Russian project. “Rather than staring at the wall.” The person added. It was assistant director of the company. I had seen her once in a while here, but other than that, she has never spent an entire days in the o
Charles.When I had gone to Riley’s place, nothing would have prepared me for the way that it was going to end.But I messed up, now it is Monday and I am not sure if I can face her. I practically showed her that I viewed her somehow.That I never forgot about that night, how I was willing to pay her whatever she wanted to get to spend a night her again. “Fuck.” I muttered.The heels hit the tiles, coming closer with each passing second. It scared me of how Riley was going to act.She had been cold to me recently, and that was even before I had messed up. I buried my face on the mahogany table, but I knew it wasn’t even end up for so long.So instead, I cleared my throat, planned to clear the air when she gets in here, blame it on the alcohol that I never got to sip.It was the only fair deal. The door clicked opened, her soft scent hitting my nose. No matter how many times I had to inhale it, I just never got used to it. “Good morning, Mr Charles.” Her voice boomed through the room.
Riley.That night, what I didn’t expect myself to do was to lock the bathroom door after I had put the kids to sleep and the nanny had left.For four good years, I had been celibate. I told myself that I didn’t need the sex or anything but now, Charles was making me go back on my words.I let the robe slip off my shoulders as I stood right in front of the mirror, I wanted to see myself while doing it.I wanted to imagine Charles standing behind me as he guided me to do the right thing. I let out a soft hiss, my hand trailing around my thighs, feeling the hot.It wasn’t the same as what I had felt when Charles had pushed me up against the wall but I could smell my arousal. I was dropping wet down there, I knew I should be screaming for the way that I was feeling but I loved.The idea alone, letting Charles smell my arousal before he ate me like his dinner crossed my mind. I brushed against my breast as the excitement settled.I wanted this and I knew it. I licked my lips, with my eyes
Riley."Are you listening?" Charles asked. I didn't answer, rather than staring at him, wondering if something was truly wrong with him. Maybe I was right and he needed external help. "Say something, Riley."I opened my mouth then closed it. There was no point in addressing anything. "I have nothing to tell you because I had told you before. I have nothing to do with you, I can't be with you or even have kids for your daughter. I have a life and I am willing live that life peacefully." I finally said.My life, it had always been simple and fari, not even when I had given birth to the boys and they changed my life. "I am your worker, nothing more." I added.There has always been a barrier between the both of us, just like how I had put one between me and Zelia. Despite how good we had gone back in time, it didn't mean anything now again. "You daughter was here, earlier." I told him.It was clear that they had both come here coincidental. "She came?" He raised a brow."Yes, she said she







