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Chapter 53 embarrassed

Author: A La
last update Last Updated: 2022-08-03 21:10:43

Probably because I'm used to being used and betrayed, I didn't break down this time.

I no longer cried as a rebellion as I did when I first saw the cruel nature of life, because I learned that tears are useless.

I didn't argue, I didn't make a fuss, and I didn't shed a tear.

I just calmly left, walked back to the ward in silence, took off my shoes, laid back down on the bed, and pulled up the covers to cover my head.

I was a little calmer than I expected, I didn't even have my heart rate or body temperature rise faster. I just lay there quietly, pretending I hadn't woken up.

If I had to describe how I feel right now, it would be like... I was once a grass, I spent a long, long time rooted to the earth as a home, I thought I could live like this for the rest of my life, suddenly one day, a gust of wind uprooted me, rolled up into the sky, I began to wander.

Suddenly the wind blew me down to a rooftop and I stopped and had a brief moment of peace.

For me, Xavier was the roof of chance e
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Dionna
she's such a hypocrite..she been using Xavier from the beginning so how she mad at him when she doing the same thing as him..if anything he been helping her her whole time in sin pack because without him she would've endured so much
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