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Chapter Thirteen

Author: Emma Taylor
last update Last Updated: 2023-09-08 23:39:47
CHARITY POV

It’s been days since Fletcher left, and the hole in my heart only grows. I am not sure avoiding Matt is helping matters. Having him so close and yet feeling emotionally distant is debilitating.

Times were much easier when I never had both guys in the same place, but now that I have, I cannot imagine us any other way. It’s selfish, I know, but it’s impossible to avoid. Both men have burrowed their way into my soul, and I don’t think life will be possible without them in it.

My confusion makes me want to bang my head against the wall. They’re going to expect a decision eventually, for me to pick one over the other, and I won’t be able to do it.

“You’re going to burn a hole in the carpet,” Matt jokes, startling me. Nearly jumping from my skin, I turn to find him on the other side of the screen door that separates the sun porch from the outside.

“Goddess, you scared me,” I breathe, clutching my chest. I stop my repetitive journey to let him inside.

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Emma Taylor

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Rebecca
Ohhh I just love Matt. I’ve been torn between the two the whole time but but this makes me really want Matt to get the girl
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Alisha Christine Bishop
I was giggling right along with them...
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