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Chapter Thirty- Two

Author: Emma Taylor
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XANDER POV

PRESENT TIME- NORA’S BEDROOM

As I scroll through the dozens of messages in Nora’s phone, the higher my blood boils, it’s going to melt me from the inside. I am doing my best to hold on to my sanity, to not slip into the darkest parts of myself. Those areas I keep in the shadows, the parts I reserve for my work, not for her.

The demon waiting inside, pacing in his cage, urging to have the reigns. But he comprises all the things I hate about myself. Those characteristics that remind me so much of my father, the side I had to create to survive in his house. I have always found a healthy way to exercise him, so that the urges don’t happen in situations like this. Around her. Never around Nora.

“Xander?” her soft voice breaks through the growls of my inner demons, tingles sparking across my chest as she buries her face in my chest. The cage lowering as breath returns to my lungs. Her touch calming the inner turmoil raging within. “Are you okay?”

Inhaling deeply, I let her lavende
Emma Taylor

Hey Rebels, I apologize for the super long chapter today, unfortunately there was no good place to split to keep the flow. But HOLY CHARACTER GROWTH!!! Nora just laid it all out on the line. I don't know which couple I am more proud of! Don't forget to join Emma's Little Rebels on the blue social media platform ending in "book" to join in on the character discussions :) Thank you for the gems, likes, comments, and reviews! I appreciate them and you so much! XOXO Emma Taylor

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✨Joanna✨
Love this communication is key !!
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Gabrielle
loved the long chapter! i think it was hazel’s cousin who was there. gotta be
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Marcus must be who puts the drug
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