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2021-08-12 19:27:40"You're so beautiful." I said, running my index finger through the split of her pleated hair.
She still looked confused.
"Is that why you look like this?" She asked, reaching up her hand to wipe the drop of tears that escaped my eyes.
I sniffle my nose and act like the jerk that I am.
"I'm scared you will hate me for what I want, but I can't help it. I am still going to ask anyway. I feel bad." I am now using the tears to my advantage.
She hit my chest softly, her eyes also turning misty.
Oh god! I feel more awful.
I'm shocked that the sys
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Having gotten the go ahead, I began to assault her breast with my teeth, lips and tongue. I switched between licking to suck and not failing to graze my teeth over her nipples, which earned me gasps and moans.She writhe her body under me.I alternatively looked up into her eyes and made her see how happy sucking her boob makes me feel. She would look embarrassed, but it's a good kind of embarrassment, because she did so with a smile.I've made her strengthen her resolve in getting fucked by me."Oh Scott! It feels so good." She expressed, her hands gripping the fur of the furry couch.I pulled back and kissed her lips once more, before my hand that was squeezing her breast began to trail down her toned body all the way to her intimate part.She jolted a little, making me stop kissing her. I pulled back to stare into her eyes.My dark lustful gaze held her flustered one for a few seconds, before my hand moved and now resting on her rose.Her chest heaved and she shut her eyes."Don't
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