I heard the sound of a monitor and I flapped my eyes open to see I was in a white room.Mtcheww; I hissed. I thought I died.I sat up but something pricked my hand only then did I realise that a neddle was plucked at my back palm.I hiss again at the pain that hit me. I gently laid back on the bed hoping to calm my head which was banging so fiercely as if two masquerades were dancing on mt.I hiss again.Well, I have been hissing a lot since I woke up. But honestly, I was disappointed. Why would I be alive? I was supposed to die. Why would God give me life again? So I would continue to be sexually tortured by the alpha lord of all heartless beasts.I hissed, this time louder than the others.When the pain calms a bit, I stare around the room I was only to realize I was in the hospital. I thought it was my room or maybe his which I was. I can't believe I was brought to the hospital.Amen! The devil would torture me and still save me?? I doubt that he is the one that brought me to the
I arrived at the hospital the next day heading straight to May's room. I saw her sleeping peacefully and I frown at her sleeping form. I can't deny that she looks beautiful like a newborn baby. I thought of waking her up but kicked against it. Let me give her a few more minutes to enjoy her Paradise before I will drag her back into the heaven I have created for her.I chuckled. My eyes twirl in misdeeds.She looks at peace and also pretty but I know she looks more pretty in my hand as I manhandled her. Nah! More pretty with tears rolling down her cheeks.As I was contemplating whether I should wake her before going to meet the doctor so she could start getting ready or if I should see the doctor first and then come back to slap her out of the bed;The doctor walked in."Oh, Mr. Benson. You're here.""No. I'm in my room." I replied nonchalantly frowning my face. Some people are stupid and they tend to ask stupid questions. You saw me standing in the room and you're asking if I'm here.
When you are so unfortunate to live in hell while on earth, your everyday prayer would be for heavy rain to fall and quench that burning fire. You pray morning and night hoping for a change. And you will never stop praying until a miracle happens. Until your life becomes better.I would've been doing the same if, and only if I still believe in God. If he hadn't failed me many times- on different occasions when I beckoned on him. As it is right now the only thing I'm waiting on, and calling earnestly is death. If only that mighty warrior would sweep me off my feet making me lie down, my eyes close as the living runs around digging the ground and me sleeping peacefully in a coffin box.Yes, those are mere thoughts.At times like this, when the world is beating you mercilessly nature tends to forsake you allowing the cruel world to deal harshly on you like a howling wind of winter season as well as a powerful lion tearing his pry's skin.You could feel the lion's canine on your skin as i
Life is a bitch. An annoying bitch I tell you. It has nothing good to offer to average people like us. It is only favorable to the big men. That is, the wealthy men, romancing them and filling them up with roses.It has been two days. Yes, two fucking days since the last time I saw him. I heard from his assistant that he traveled to Chicago to visit his parent because they summoned him. It was so urgent that he had no time left for him to get ready or speak it out. He left just as soon as their call came in. I wish though, he never comes back.Even though I miss him I still don't want him back. Not now at least. I need enough time to heal from all the injury he inflicted on me, especially my sore privy.I stood up from the bed and headed downstairs to grab some food in the kitchen. I'm hungry, very hungry that I wonder what happened. Is not like I didn't eat last night.If I remember clearly I've been eating more than necessarily recently. Before, I could stay for the whole day witho
.....Hearing his voice brought so much fear, to an extent I almost pee in my pant. Not because I was afraid of what he would do to me but because I was worried about the effect of whatever he did would do to me in this my health. "Um. Sir, she's not too healthy..." "Excuse me, did I ask you?" He glared at her with his face changing slightly as anger surfaces replacing his earlier emotionless one. I heard her gulp, "I know you were not questioning me but, she's too weak to reply." "And so you chose to be her mouthpiece, huh?" "Excuse me Sir," I bent my head slightly backward to stare at her, trying to make out her features. There was confusion twirling in her eyes as she gaze at Benson who folded his arms keeping his hard squeeze face on hers. Her puffy eyes were dimmed slightly, her face creasing, crumbling to get her in confusion. She was speechless, she doesn't know whether to speak or remain calm. I tried to signal her not to say anything but she wasnt seeing me, or maybe,
"You're pregnant, " the doctor's word resonated in my head. How could that be?"Doctor please, can you recheck me? There might be a mistake; I'm not pregnant, there's no way I could be. Doctor, you have to check again." I pleaded desperately."You really are. I did a thorough check on you before coming to you with the final result. It is still the same thing. You are indeed pregnant miss Hayes." He repeated for the up-tenth time, but yet I found it hard to believe. There was no way in hell I would believe that. Getting pregnant for Benson, God! He would kill me. He kept reciting it over and over again that he doesn't want to see me pregnant. He warned me sternly to refrain from getting pregnant for him. He's even responsible for the drug I take, he bought it almost all the time and make sure it never lacking.From the first day I became his slave, he gave me postinor drugs and warns me to always take it after every intimacy we shared. His words," the last I would tolerate from you is
"Nothing." I responded sharply turning my face to stare at him. I look back at May giving her signal not to say anything. "She fell after using my office restroom and I'm helping her to stand." I added. Luckily, my toilet door is close to the place we are."I apologize if our closeness gives you wrong ideas." I stood up, grabbing her arms and helping her to stand as well. There was fear in May's eyes. "Put yourself together, so , he doesn't see through your eyes that I'm lying." I whispered into her ears as I help her stand before moving away from her."Thank you." She murmured, dusting her body."Is her result out?" He asked. He didnt question us any more on our close proximity, but I can see in his eyes the small doubt which he's trying to shed off. I just hope he doesn't bring it up again, especially when he's alone with May."You haven't answer me doctor.""Oh, yes. Her result is out." Responded me immediately sparing him a glance. I sighed, then gesture for him to take a seat. He
I ran after him to get to him as soon as possible. The last thing I would want is to be tortured. It has been more than two weeks since he had forced himself on me and I really want it to stay that way. On getting to his room he wasn't there, I turn around to leave when I heard the shower running. "Omg!" I panic, "is he going to sleep with me? Can I handle him?" Fear paralyze me washing me with goose pimples as my heart was skyrocketing high than normal. My heartbeat was quicker than usual. I was terrified. As I sat on the floor waiting for him to come out; a lot of thoughts filled my mind as I wonder if he was going to sleep with me. I don't know, a little part of me wishes for him to while that rational part of me wishes he doesn't. I was torn apart. I know that If he touches me he might kill me, especially with this my not-so-good health. My thought was swindling searching for clues why he would send for me but find none. I was still lost in my thought when the door swarmed o
**May**I woke up , blinking my eyes severally to see clearly my environment. When I got accustomed to the bright light shining in the room, It was only then did I realize that I was in the hospital.I sighed, closing my eyes as I tried to recall why I was there in the first place. It wasn't long before everything came rushing back . How David shot Benson but I took the bullet in his place.Sighing again, my hand unconsciously went into my stomach as I massage it trying to see if I could feel a movement. I felt none.I won't be surprised if I miscarried since the bullet hits directly in my stomach. My eyes brew immediately with tears when I remember that my kids had an accident and were also kidnapped.I remember David admitting that he staged their accident but he didn't say anything about what they were about or what happened to them at the hospital.I swallowed and blinked a few times, the tears drying up as if a dryer was inserted in them to suck in all the liquid trying to fall.
**David**I was drinking and smoking with my dad as we talked about some random stuff that has been happening in the organization. I have already narrated to my dad how Benson's grandfather showed up and shielded his grandson from me.I told him everything going on including how Benson was tryna snatch my woman from me. He was pissed and even promised to confront his grandfather to stay away from Benson and I's dispute.Gulping down the last drop of wine in my glass cup , I refill it before facing my dad again,"did you kidnap May's kids?""May's kids? Um...you mean your girlfriend's babies?" He asked a hint of confusion plastered on his face. He didn't do it. Knowing that, I should have dropped the talk but I didn't,"yeah." I replied nodding my head."No. I didn't. Why would I ?" "If you did father, you have to tell me. I really want to know who took them.""I did no such thing. I can't adopt your girlfriend's baby, why would I do such a thing?""Maybe because they aren't my kids, an
**Benson**I was sitting at the pool, my legs dipped inside the water as I sipped wine while letting my thoughts wander around. The thought of those little bunnies that got into an accident couldn't leave my mind as I wonder if they would make it.I wish so badly that I glance at them, that I get at least a little picture of what their faces look like.Still moaning in sadness over the little kids I felt a presence behind me. I angled my neck to glance at the person only to see May standing at my back with tears in her eyes. Her eyes were red and swollen and her hair disheveled.She stood there blinking a few times as if to hold back the emotions howling in her. She was blinking back the tears making their way down her chin. She looks like a mess like a mad woman who'd loosen its leese chain and flew from the secluded room she was kept in.The lines of her dried tears line up around her whole face showing that the crying war has been going on for quite a long time.Looking up the sky
Finding out that I'm pregnant was the most terrific news I ever wanted to hear. Honestly, I could not understand why all these things had to happen at the same time. My kids lying helplessly in the hospital while the doctor was telling me that I can't help got me so upset. I can't believe that I will watch my kids die just because of the fact my hands are tied to an extent I can't even help them. It is as if the world has finally ended.We have been hearing that the world would end , that is just a fucking fiction. Watching your kids lying half dead on a hospital bed with no hope of their survival especially when you couldn't do anything to help out I'd the real definition of an ended world. "God! What did I do to deserve this? Who do I offend?" I arrive home to see David sitting on my couch. I wasn't even in the mood to talk to him so I walked upstairs without saying anything to him.I could hear his footsteps behind me but I did not bother to look. I know he's right behind me, al
I was walking out of the company with tears in my eyes. This would probably be the first time I'm crying in years. I was hurt and broken.I felt so bad and sad when I remembered that it was me who killed my child which would probably be my only chance of having a child after what my ex did to me.I think that stupid David knows that I have a very low percentage of giving birth. The possibility of me having a child of mine is slim. I remember my friend Dafoe getting offended when I brought May to the hospital after I mistakenly pushed her down the stairs.I never meant to do that but I know she might not believe it especially when I was forcing her to abort it and I did maltreat her too back then.It was after I'd confronted her that I realized how stupid I have been. I shouldn't have done that , the stupid doctor is only trying to mock me. Maybe he is the father of those kids. Though I can't say they look like me ."Son, watch where ....." My grandpa was saying but pulse when my hea
With the loud bang of the gunshot and the echo of my gun which had fallen down I looked back to see the older version of Benson standing behind me with a big frown on his face.Fuck! Newman Thong! The grandfather of Benson. What the hell he's doing in this goddamn place! "You Marcus are really something else, trying to hurt a Thong, huh?" His question brought my mind back to stare into his fierce eyes which were burning in anger and disgust.Honestly, I might be a powerful mafia son but when it comes to the Things they have this aura that brings fear into your soul merely by looking at them. With the amount of irritation showing on his face I found it hard to keep my gaze on him.They are our greatest enemy , yet we do not attack or provoke them because we know how deadly they could be.I wasn't trying to get into his family's bad list. I only wanted to get rid of him. It was supposed to be a smooth kill and no one will suspect men ."What were you trying to do?"I kept quiet as I wat
All night I was tossing and turning. I couldn't get the image of the bastard doctor hitting May.What I'm feeling is anger and rage. I felt like strangling him to death. Now I know why May feels so lost and lifeless and it is also the same reason why she haven't been getting enough sleep.But what I fail to understand was what really go wrong not that I'm surprise though perfect bastard like him are always cunning ~the mostly have a lot under their sleeves . They are more dangerous than snake.Looking at the wall it morning, almost eight. I stood up and head to the shower hopefully the cold water could calm my banging head. The thought of what May is going through is giving headache.I can't believe that after what I made her go through that she would witness that horrible maltreatment again. I aren't perfect but know I have realize how bad and heartless I was and I have also made a resolution and I know I will never go back to being that again. I might have indulge in such act due t
*May*With tears in my eyes I lay on the floor of my shower room. I can't believe that after escaping from bully I came back to the worst if it. I can ever believe that the man I trusted so much could be the one hurting me now. I never saw it in him or my desperation to leave Benson's house blinded me from seeing the real image of David.The worst of it now is I do not know how to escape especially when he got his men everywhere. And even if I found an opportunity I can really not when my kids is also under watch. He's watching all of us and the isn't any way I can run away .And then I can't trust Benson either, he might be acting sorry now but there's no guarantee he would be better. I think my life is scrolled up.It have always been that way,"Open this door , May." David's hand knock and voice boomed and I panicked. Is he going to hit me again?Knowing that leaving him waiting could also make things worst for me I crawled to the door and open it. I had locked it earlier to save me
I felt a tap and a little push then I stir to see May nudging me,"mmmm?""I want to pee, can you take your head off?""Oh, sorry." I apologise moving away. I felt empty when she left as the warmth I was getting from her body vanished. I almost drag her back to lie back on the bed but I know I can't especially when she's pressed.Patiently, I laid on the bed wishing ernestly that she would return back to the bed, back into my arms. I won't force her if she doesn't as I don't have the right to do that after all I made her go through.After some minutes pass, she came out of the bathing room and moved to my bed. But instead of lying down she sits,"what's wrong May? Are you okay?""Yeah."she murmured."Talk to me may, please. I know im the last person you would like to speak to but please say something. " She said nothing, instead she hug herself frowning her face."May,""I'm hungry." She answered at least.I sighed sighing out in relieve. ' what the fuck was I thinking.'Getting up from