Nine weeks?
He had just two weeks before he had to be back in the Bay Area. Since his birthday fell toward the end of those two weeks—and since the thought of spending his first birthday since the divorce alone depressed him even more than the divorce had-he'd hoped to spend those weeks with Jess.
He hadn't seen her enough in the past couple of years, and he didn't like the thought of the one family member he actually cared about drifting out of his life. Besides, he wanted her perspective on his divorce. He wanted to know if he was really an asshole Ginger said he was.
Almost as if she'd read his mind, Mattie chimed in. "Look, Brad, she told me you need advice about women." As she spoke, she started moving toward the front door. "And don't worry. I've got you covered on that front. Just not today. Come back tomorrow. We'll talk about it then."
She opened the door to show him out, but he didn't move. Something in her expression brought to mind the first time he'd seen her. It was the summer he was about thirteen if he remembered right. He'd been walking home from a friend's house. He turned the corner onto his block to find a U-Haul truck in front of one of the houses and this frail little girl sitting out on the curb, hands fisted on her knees, cheek resting on her hands, watching him as he walked toward her. She looked lost and broken. She'd flinched when he'd said hello as he walked by.
The instinct to protect her had been so strong, that night after dinner he'd pulled his sister aside and ordered her to go down the block and introduce herself to the girl. He'd wanted to help her, and giving her a friend was the only way he'd known how.
Until today, he'd never seen Mattie without thinking of that frail child, and it didn't matter that the frail child had quickly grown into a spunky tomboy with a sassy mouth.
But she was no longer the frail child or the spunky tomboy. She was all woman, with a woman's body and, if the interesting spark in her eyes was any indication, a woman's appetites as well.
Surely there was a statute of limitations on warnings issued by overprotective fathers. He was surprised to feel a smile forming on his face. The glint of suspicion in Mattie's eye only added to his amusement.
"Come back tomorrow?" he asked. "Actually, I was hoping to say here."
"YOU'RE NOT STAYING HERE!"
"Why not?" He crossed to the kitchen sink and rinsed his hands. "Jess invited me months ago." Jess invited me months ago."
From the corner of her eye, Mattie saw Brad's dog plod back into the room. Nose to the ground, the dog worked her way across the carpet toward the kitchen. Jessica would have a fit if she saw the paw prints Madison had already left. All the more reason to boot Brad out.
"She may have invited you," Mattie pointed out, "but she's in Sweden now."
"Then I guess I'm staying with you." Brad's mouth twitched upward in the barest hint of a smile.
He might as well sucker-punch her. At eighteen, he'd been handsome—focused and intense. But, dear God, at thirty-two he was devastating. He'd grown into his features. His square jaw and jutting chin had always seemed too big for the rest of his face. Now he'd filled it out. It softened him, just enough to lend his smile with the force of a professional kickboxer.
As if he knew he'd weakened her with the first blow and was now moving in for the last strike, he sauntered back to the living room, stopping mere inches from where she stood.
"What do you say? Wanna be roommates?" Brad asked.
Her stomach clenched in response, either to his smile or his words, she wasn't quite sure which. And, frankly, it didn't matter. Spending a couple of hours being sympathetic over dinner was one thing. This was something else entirely. The last thing she needed right now was for Brad to trample her heart like a herd of stampeding elephants.
Not that she was planning on letting him within stampeding range of her heart. Nope, not even for a minute.
But, just to be on the safe side, it was probably best if she kept him out of range of her body as well as her heart.
"No." Her response came out weaker than she'd hoped, so she cleared her throat and tried again. "Absolutely not. You can't stay with me."
"Come on, Mattie. Where else am I going to stay?"
"I don't care. Get a hotel room as anyone else would." Madison made another pass of the living room floor and, as she neared Brad, he reached out and snagged her collar. "There aren't any hotels in town that'll take Maddie. I checked."
"This is a resort town. You can't throw a cell phone without hitting an inn or a B and B. Surely one of them takes dogs."
"Not over fifty pounds."
"Well, you're rich. Bribe someone."
"I tried that. It earned me a half-hour lecture about how my generation has no respect for the past."
"Mrs. Higgins at the Cliff house?"
"How'd you guess?"
Mattie threw up her hands in exasperation. "I said bribe, someone, I didn't say bribe the president of the Historical Preservation Society." She reached for Maddie's collar and began pulling the dog toward the door. To her surprise, Brad let himself be pulled along with her. "Go try someone else—someone who doesn't run the most exclusive inn in the country."
"Mattie, just let me stay here. It's only a week. Two at most. Madison and I won't get in your way. We promise. "
"Won't get in my way, huh? "She pointed to the paw prints marring the cream carpet. "We both know Jessica's going to freak out when she sees these muddy prints. "
"I'll pay to have the carpet cleaned. "
"The best steam cleaner in the world may not get out of this mess."
"Then I'll buy new carpets." A slow, broad smile spread across his face. "I promise we'll behave."
Her stomach flipped over. He'd behave? If only she could get her hormones to make the same promise. Besides, she knew that smile. That was his charming smile. He never smiled like that unless he wanted something.
"No. And that's final. "
"It's just a couple of weeks."
"A couple of weeks? I thought it was one week."
He ducked his head, seemingly reluctant to continue. "Look, the house Ginger and I lived in just sold. I had to be out of there by this morning, but I can't move into the new condo for a couple of weeks. If I stay with you, I can work from here until then and I won't have to board Maddie."
He raised his head, pinning her with a serious look. Then he said the one thing sure to rip out her heart. "Come on, Mattie. I need you."
As if sensing her imminent surrender, he continued pleading. "Come on, Sprout, let us stay. You know you're not going to turn away someone I need." Her hand clenched on the doorknob. He'd called her Sprout again. No one called her Sprout anymore. That had to stop.
She squeezed her eyes shut, remembering her promise to Jessica. She'd said she would help him. She couldn't let Jess down. More importantly, she couldn't let herself down. Brad had the power to hurt that lovesick girl, but she wasn't that girl anymore.
Besides, how hard could it be? As long as she kept things light and playful, he'd never know he still turned her insides to absolute mush. As long as she held him at arm's length, she would prove to herself---once and for all---that he held no power over her.
"One night. You can stay here tonight, but first thing in the morning, I want you looking for another place." The smile he flashed her sent a rush of heat pounding through her body. Damn him.
Light and playful, she ordered herself. Keep it light and playful. "Oh, and while you're here, stop calling the dog Maddie." For a second he stared at her in confusion--as if he couldn't imagine why she wouldn't want to share names with a dog---then he smiled. "Whatever you say, Sprout."
"And stop calling me that," she growled. Okay, so she needed a little more work on the light and playful thing. Make that a lot more work.
A few hours later, Brad found Mattie in the backyard, sprawled in a lounger by the pool, an open bottle of Fat Tire Amber Ale resting on the table beside her chair. She held a worn deck of playing cards in her hands, the familiar blue-and-white pattern faded with time and use, and she shuffled them from one hand to the other. She paused, looked up when he approached, and then tapped the stack against her palm.She still wore jeans, but she'd lost the shoes and traded the UCLA sweatshirt for a worn T-shirt that said, Teachers Do It With CLASS! Madison lay at her feet, slowly twitching her tail in sedate contentment.His traitor dog opened one eye and glanced at him dismissively before deciding, with a sigh, to ignore him.Mattie looked sorely tempted to follow her namesake' example. She shuffled the cards twice more, and he could sense that she was watching him from her peripheral vision. Mattie had never been able to hold a grudge and he could see her annoyance beginning to crumble.F
Her honestly surprised him. As a preteen, she'd done little to hide her crush on him. At first, he'd been flattered but uninterested. By the time she'd been old enough to stir his interest, he'd been playing ball for her father's team for three years. So when her father asked him to back off, he had."We were?""Oh yeah. At sixteen, I thought you were everything I wanted in a husband."Now he couldn't help wondering if there's been more to her crush than he'd expected. But unlike when she'd take about the store, her tone held no regret. Only whimsy.He couldn't resist playing along. "Tell me about us. What kind of couple are we?"Her lips curved into a smile every bit as playful as the glint in her eyes. "The perfect couple of course.""How did we fall in love?" It wasn't the only question he had about this little fantasy of hers, but it was probably the safest."Over Christmas, while you were still in college." SHe tilted her head back, her eyes drifting closed. "Our first kiss was l
No regrets? No regrets my ass.The thought echoed through her mind with every heart-pounding, knee-rattling step Mattie took along the bark-strewn jogging path. Squinting against the morning sun, she caught a glimpse of the last mile marker.Okay, you can do it. Only one more mile. One. More. Mile.She shoved aside thoughts of the pain and concentrated on putting one foot in front of the other. But no matter how she tried, she couldn't shove aside thoughts of Brad as easily.Every time she pushed his image away, it crept back in when she wasn't looking. Mercilessly, relentlessly. And annoying as hell.She'd spent most of her life dreaming of what it would be like to be kissed by Brad Sumners. At eleven, she'd imagined a chaste peck on the cheek. At fourteen, she'd longed for a romantic kiss, like something out of a movie. But last night's kiss wasn't at all what she'd bargained for. It was neither chaste nor charming. She hadn't i
Giving in to her body's demands, Mattie slowed her pace to a walk. A few more twists in the path and she'd be back where she'd started at the entrance to the park, just a few blocks from Jessica's house. She rounded the next bend and saw Brad heading straight towards her. Mattie stopped. Propping her hands on the top of her thighs, she bent over, struggling to pull air into her lungs. She blinked her eyes into focus, staring at the toes of her white Reebok cross-trainers. She tried to slow her breathing by inhaling through her nose, and the astringent aroma of the cedar mulch hit her nostril. Slowly she straightened, until she stood upright, propping her hands low on her back. She twisted to one then the other to loosen her muscles. Jeez, this was just her luck. At least yesterday under the towel, she'd been clean. Today she was just sweaty. And she harbored no illusions whatsoever that she merely "glowed." Unless he had some weird sweaty-female fetish, she'd have to put off her b
Are you crazy?"Brad considered her question as he slid the laminated card back into his wallet. Crazy? He didn't think so.Confused? That was another matter entirely.He achieved every major goal he'd set for himself in the past fifteen years. Now, when it mattered most, he'd failed. What he couldn't figure out was why it pissed her off."Look Mattie, all I..."She cut him off with a firm shake of her head. "No. Absolutely not.""But...""I am not going to help you find a wife.""Find a wife?" It took him a second to comprehend the conclusion she'd leaped to. By that time, she'd already spun on her heel and stormed off down the street.He caught up with her in a few steps, but she refused to look over at him. "I don't need..."She jerked to a stop, then whirled around. "You don't need? This is all about what you need, isn't it?" She glared at him, her eyes shooting daggers. "What about what I need?"It was just as well she didn't give him a chance to answer. He didn't have the slight
Surprise ricocheted through her and all Mattie could muster in response was "Huh?" followed by a long pause and then an equally ineloquent "Well, no."Sure, she'd fantasized endlessly about him asking her out, but she'd never wondered why he hadn't. "I was the scrawny best friend of your kid sister. I figured I was too young and you simply weren't interested." "When you first moved to Palo Verde, when you were ten? Yeah, you were too much young." He put his glass down and pushed away from the counter to step nearer to her. "When you were thirteen? Yeah, you were just the scrawny best friend of my kid sister." With two more steps, he closed the distance between them. He stopped, with his feet planted on either side of her own. Mattie's heart began to pound at his closeness. She inhaled sharply, trying to catch her breath, but that just pulled Bard's warm, masculine scent into her lungs and did nothing to clear her head. "By the time you were fifteen? You weren't scrawny." His focu
Clearly, she’d caught him off guard.Brad blinked in surprise, then said, “I told you before. I don’t want another wife.”“Who said I want another husband?”“You did. Last night by the pool. Whether you realize it or not, you still harbor some fantasy about us ending up together.” He stopped backing away from her and before she knew it, she was standing close enough to touch him.“Those were the fantasies I had as a teenager. Don’t you want to know about the fantasies I have now? The ones where I am not saintly? The ones you asked about last night?”She brought her hand to his cheek. The jutting bone of his jaw rested squarely in her palm, and a day’s worth of beard stubble brushed her skin. The only thing more erotic than these blatant reminders of his masculinity was the heady knowledge of her power over him.All those years ago she hadn’t been the only one harboring secret fantasies. Tonight, she wouldn’t be the only one finally acting them out.“Mattie, this isn’t a good idea.”“I
Fifty pounds of pressure bore down on Brad’s chest as he struggled into consciousness. His head pounded. His body ached. His tongue clung to the roof of his mouth— a mouth so dry, it felt like someone had poured a bag of cat litter into it. To make matters worse, he had the distinct feeling that put in a good dent into Jessica’s bottle of Scotch wasn’t the only stupid thing he’d done last night.Why the hell had he thought it would be a good idea to come clean with Mattie? Why the hell hard he thought she needed to know how he’d felt about her back in high school? And why the hell had he given in to the need to kiss her?As if that would ever be enough. As if he’d ever be able to kiss her again without wanting to touch her. Without wanting to stripper clothes from that luscious body. Without needing to see—once and for all—the body that had fueled his teenage fantasies. Needing to explore every responsive inch of that body. Needing to drive her completely over the edge again and again
"You know, when I asked you to look out for my brother while I was gone, I didn't mean you had to do it forever."Mattie looked at her best friend—now her sister-in-law—and smiled. "Well, I did promise. And you know how seriously I take promises."There was a glimmer of sorrow in Jessica's eyes as she raised her champagne in a silent toast. For an instant, Mattie wondered if there was something going on in Jessica's life that her friend hadn't told her about. Then the moment passed, and Jessica said, with mock solemnity, "Thank you for making my brother happy.""Trust me, I've been waiting a long time for this.""You know, he always did want to be part of your family.""Watch it, I might start to worry that he married me just for that," she teased, even though she didn't really believe it.But looking out across her father's lawn, she could see why. Brad's parents—who'd nearly had a fit when she insisted on holding the reception in her father's backyard rather than the country club—sa
Losing Brad at twenty-one, when she'd never really had him, was devastating. Losing Brad at twenty-nine after lying in his arms, sleeping by his side and making love to him long into the night? There were simply no words for it. She wondered why the Nobel committee gave out awards for simple things like medical research and promoting world peace, but ignored the efforts of the brokenhearted to keep stumbling along as if nothing was wrong. Worst of all, she couldn't talk about her heartache with anyone. Jessica called every few days, but their conversations were brief. Mattie answered Jess's questions about 'how it had gone with Brad' as quickly as possible then changed the subject. Jessica—half a world away—would only worry if she knew how Mattie felt. Edith, Abigail, and Lucy tried to be supportive and understanding. But she didn't want to burden them. So for their sake, she insisted—repeatedly—that she was fine, relieved even to have the house back to herself, but she didn't thin
"Where the hell is she?" The words were out of his mouth before the door even slammed shut behind him. The bell continued to jingle in the silence that followed his question. For a moment, all three women—Edith, Abigail and Lucy—simply stared at him. Then the two older women spoke at once. "What do you mean, where is she?" Edith demanded hands fisted on her wide hips. Abigail's brightly painted lips pursed in a frown. "Isn't she with you?" Lucy's silence drew his attention. Even when he stared at her, she said nothing. Edith scowled, seemingly unaware of Lucy's silence. "She hasn't missed a day in years. We assumed, since she wasn't here to open the store, that she was with you." "She isn't." "Oh, dear," Abigail murmured. "Our Mattie is missing." Lucy—he noticed—showed no sign of concern. Silently she crept towards the door, apparently hoping to escape unnoticed. "Now Abigail," Edith warned. "Don't leap to conclusion. Just because she isn't here doesn't mean she's missing. I'
When she woke up to an empty bed the next morning, she wasn’t surprised. Brad rose early every morning— except for the morning she made him apple pie— to do situps and other torturous exercises. Given how much she’d appreciated those stomach muscles last night, she could hardly complain now.She stretched and yarned, smiling as she remembered the previous night. When they’d made love the night before, he’d been not just passionate, but surprisingly tender. And today was his birthday. She’d have to do something special for him.Mattie rolled over, burying her nose in the pillow, where he’d slept. The pillowcase still held his scent. It smelled like him and—she grinned as she recognized the scent—her bath gel.Only when she started to climb out of bed did she see him, sitting in her bedroom's only chair, half-hidden by the early-morning gloom. He sat, elbows on his knees, fingers templed, staring at her.And that's when she knew something was wrong. The relaxed, sexy Brad of last night
“Tell me about Mike.”Mattie stilled, about chocolate chips poised above the mixing bowl. Her hand clenched on the package and a few chips tumbled in. Deliberately, she shook half the chips into the bowl before asking, “What do you want to know?”She had the tapping of Brad’s shoes as he crossed the tile floor to stand beside her. In her peripheral vision, she saw him against the counter and cross his arms over his chest. “Tell me about the money.”She squeezed her eyes shut. When she opened them, she dumped the rest of the bag in the bowl—the day she was having for double chocolate chips. then she flipped the mixer on and waited for the consolation only raw cookie dough could provide.She turned to face him, “They told you about the loan,” she surmised. He nodded. “They shouldn’t have said anything.”“I pressured them.”She almost laughed at that. “Right. You’re the last person I’d expect to hear a defending them.”“They only wanted to help.”“I know.” She flipped the mixer off, extr
“You made her cry.”Brad looked up to see Lucy standing in the doorway to the office, flanked on either side by Edith and Abigail. Collectively, they looked ready to lynch him. The image of being hung by a quilted noose flashed through his mind. He laughed grimly at the visual.They didn’t see the humor he did. As one, they stepped into the room, fists propped on hips, narrowed in defensive anger.He held up his hands surrender. “Wait. I didn’t mean to. She’s just upset about the—“ He racked his brain for suitable lie, but couldn’t construct one. “About the books. She’s worried about the shop.”Infinitesimally the three women relaxed.“Well, hang it all,” Edith said. “We know that. But we don’t know what to do to help.”“No, we don’t,” added Lucy. “We offered to take pay cuts, but she wouldn’t listen.”“Oh, dear,” Abigail murmured. “We had hoped things were picking up. After all, a strong woman knows her own mind and her own limits.”Brad nodded as if he understood. He’d spent most of
He’d never met a business he couldn’t fix. Sure, some places had more problems than others did. That was just the way of the world. The good news was, for him at least, solving A Stitch in Time’s problems was going to be relatively easy. And brief.That was the good news. The bad news was, when Mattie heard the changes he was suggesting, she wouldn’t like them. But she was a businesswoman. Surely she would be able to distance herself emotionally from the problems with the shop.And yet, as he settled into the chair facing her desk, he hesitated a moment. He realized that he wanted to be able to fix her problems. Not because to her owed it to her—though he did—but because he wanted to be the one who rescued her. He wanted her to once again look at him and see her hero. Maybe if he saved her business, she would.The tiny room, dimly lit by a single overhead fixture, radiated with the warmth of Mattie’s personality. the ancient wood, the kitschy, Depression-era wall clock, and the inviti
Brad never slept late. In fact he hadn't slept past nine in the morning since he'd gotten drunk his freshman year of college, slept till noon the next day, and missed his economics exam. So he was more than a little surprised to roll over, crack open his eyes, and see a tepid ray of late morning sun creeping through the gap in Mattie's curtains. He blinked sleepily before rubbing the grit from his eyes with the back of his hand. He knew without looking that Mattie no longer lay beside him in bed. She'd slept curled against him for most of the night, and he missed the warmth of having her near. Missed waking up beside her and making slow, sleepy love to her first thing in the morning. But the solitude did give him a chance to think. All this time, he'd been saying he didn't want another wife. Mattie hadn't believed him. Well, it turned out, she was right. He did want another wife. He wanted her. Why hadn’t he seen it before?All his life, he’d wanted a family like the one she’d gr
She didn't mean to kiss him. It just sort of happened. An accident. Like the time in college, she'd tripped, fallen partway down a flight of stairs and broken her foot. One minute the world was right-side up and her feet were firmly on the ground, the next she was tumbling, free-falling, helplessly headed for disaster. One minute she was gently stroking his arm, murmuring something reassuring. The next, he'd twisted to face her, and the temptation of having him so close was simply too much to resist. Her mind cut off and she leaned forward to press her lips to his. Instantly she pulled back, surprised by the warmth of his mouth. But one taste simply wasn't enough. She had to have more. Leaning forward for another kiss, she pulled her feet up under her, angling closer to him. His lips were warm and soft beneath her. Pliant. As if he hadn't yet decided whether or not to kiss her back. But he tasted wonderful, spicy and sweet. Like cinnamon sugar. And she simply couldn't get enough o