“Is that so? And what, pray tell, does a copy editor like yourself want from me?”
I swallowed. He’s talking to me as if he knows me! Does he know what I look like? I haven’t even told him my name yet because I’m caught off guard!
“Well?” His voice snapped me out of my thoughts. His eyes never left mine. He cocked his head to the side as if urging me to continue talking. My heart skipped a beat when he called my name! “Haven Thorne… right?”
I stood rooted to the floor. What. The. Hell! He DOES know me!
But how? Through Jessie? Wait… she said she wouldn’t squeal that I am in the party—that I’m using her invitation to get inside! Right?
She’s not like that. Even though she’s also friends with Joaquin, she assured me she wouldn’t tell… right?
“Who is she?”
“Does Joaquin know her?”
“It looks like someone we don’t know.”
“Is she a writer?”
“A referred friend, perhaps.”
“Then why is Joaquin acting like it’s the first time they met?”
“Hmm… quite audacious of her to approach him in the open if they don’t know each other.”
“She looks ordinary despite her pretty face.”
My lips turned into a tight line as I noticed that people already started gossiping about me being in front of Joaquin. Heck, they even started judging me! I know I’m ordinary… they don’t have to point that out!
I just want to talk to Joaquin, alright? Yeah, I’m taking advantage of my friend’s connection (and illness since she can’t come)… but it’s only for today—and I won’t ever ask for his attention anymore!
I swear!
I took a deep breath, not letting myself get distracted by the people talking about me.
This was it; it’s all or nothing!
“I need your help. I want to become a better writer, and I believe you can teach me.”
A slow smile spread across Joaquin’s lips. He sat his glass down on the table beside him and stepped closer, the crowd around them fading into a blur. “Teach you, hm? That’s rather a bold request.”
The crowd near them chuckled and sneered when they heard what he told me.
“See? I told you she’s a nobody.”
“Makes me think how she came to this party…”
“Please… it’s a no-brainer. Of course, through connections!”
“Taking advantage of it, perhaps. It’s even obvious that Joaquin doesn’t know her.”
I balled my hands into a tight fists, determined to talk to him despite the people looking down at me.
“I’m willing to do whatever it takes,” I replied, my voice firm with determination.
Joaquin studied her for a moment, then laughed for a moment. “Very well. But first, let’s see if you have what it takes to impress me. Follow me.”
Without another word, he turned and began walking towards a door at the far end of the room. I hesitated only for a second before following him, my heart pounding with a mix of excitement and apprehension.
This was just the beginning, and I have no idea what awaits behind that door.
‘Please… grant me the courage to power through!’
I followed Joaquin through the throng of guests, feeling their eyes boring into my back, their whispers nipping at my confidence. The door he led me to was slightly ajar, and as he pushed it open, the noise from the party dulled to a muted hum.
We stepped into a dimly lit hallway, the opulence of the main room giving way to a quieter, more intimate setting.
Joaquin glanced over his shoulder, his expression unreadable. “Keep up, Haven. We don’t have all night.”
His tone was sharp, almost impatient, and I quickened my pace to match his long strides. My mind raced with questions—why had he decided to entertain my request? What was his real motive? But I forced myself to stay focused.
This was my chance, and I couldn’t afford to waste it.
We finally reached a door at the end of the hallway. Joaquin opened it and gestured for me to enter. I stepped inside, my breath catching in my throat as I took in the sight before me.
The room was a private library, its walls lined with shelves that stretched from floor to ceiling, filled with books of very size and color. A large, mahogany desk sat in the center, papers and manuscripts scattered across its polished surface.
He closed the door behind us, sealing off the noise from the party completely. He walked over to the desk and leaned against it, folding his arms across his chest. His piercing gaze was fixed on me, assessing, calculating.
“Sit,” he said, nodding towards a leather chair positioned opposite the desk.
I sat down, feeling the weight of his scrutiny. My palms were sweaty, and I wiped them discreetly on my dress. Joaquin’s presence was overwhelming, but I forced myself to meet his gaze.
“Let’s get one thing straight,” he began, his voice low and authoritative. “I’m not in the habit of taking on proteges—especially not ones who crash my parties.”
I opened my mouth to protest, but he held up a hand to stop me. “That said, your audacity intrigues me. And in this industry, a little audacity can go a long way.”
I bit my bottom lip. Who knew that Joaquin Greyson is like this in person!? Well… he does give that air when you look at his photos… but I didn’t expect him to live the expectations in person.
“I’m sorry,” I blurted out, almost coming out as a whisper. “I asked a favor from Jessie… and I really want your opinion.”
He arched a brow at me. “I know that you know each other as she’s so kind to work for that small company, but I didn’t expect that you’re THAT close.”
“Sorry,” I apologized once more. “It’s obvious that I took advantage of her not being present because she’s sick...”
He narrowed his eyes at me, as if really judging my presence. “That really sounds like her… helping out a friend.”
Silence…
He reached for a stack of papers on his desk and flipped through them. “Anyway… you want to be a better writer, Haven? Fine… after constantly rejecting you and to you now crashing my party, show me what you’ve got.”
I pointed at myself. “Me?”
He rolled his eyes at me. “No, your shadow.” My lips straightened at his sarcasm. “Now, write something. Anything. I want to see your raw talent.”
The dinner table looked like it had been pulled straight out of a palace catalog.Lobster thermidor drizzled with thick, creamy sauce sat in golden dishes, followed by an arrangement of foie gras, caviar-topped hors d'oeuvres, and delicately carved duck breast in plum reduction.Wine glasses shimmered in the glow of the massive chandelier overhead. Everything screamed extravagance, from the imported china to the absurdly shiny silverware I was slightly scared to touch.It was my first time seeing food like this in person, much less being expected to eat it. I took a bite of the duck first, and I swear I saw stars. It was too good. Unfairly good. But even with food like this in front of me, I couldn’t relax.Because across the table, Joseph Bryan Greyson—the infamous patriarch himself—was watching me.No, studying me.He hadn’t said much during the first few minutes, but his silence was more unsettling than anything. Joaquin sat to my left, politely eating, cool as ever. Meanwhile, I c
Ethan drove in silence.The city lights flickered past the windows, muted behind the tinted glass. The air inside the car felt heavier than usual—dense with everything that hadn’t been said since that night.I sat by the window in the backseat, my legs crossed, the silky slit of my burgundy dress riding high on my thigh. I knew exactly what I was doing. And I could feel Joaquin noticing.He sat beside me, hands clasped in his lap… until I caught him stealing a glance.He cleared his throat—sharp and sudden, as if trying to shake off a thought.I turned to him slowly. “You okay?”“Yeah,” he said, eyes lingering for a second too long before he looked out the opposite window. “Fine.”I didn’t believe him for a second.He shifted in his seat and then reached out for my hand.I blinked as his fingers wrapped around mine, lacing them together tightly, deliberately.A show. A couple in love. That’s what we were here to do, right?I stared at our hands blankly. I said nothing.He turned his h
Two days had passed since that night—the night he kissed me, touched me, and then walked away like I was a mistake.Since then, Joaquin and I had slipped into a silent routine, the kind that only cracked open when convenience demanded it.We both worked from home, communicating only when absolutely necessary—when discussing the status of manuscripts or coordinating meetings.Nothing personal. Nothing close.The warmth from before had all but vanished, like a curtain drawn over the sun.It was late in the afternoon when we were seated across each other in his study. Papers scattered between us, a laptop open to a shared document as we read through a final chapter submission from one of our authors. We gave notes. We revised. We edited.Just like normal.“I just flagged a pacing issue in chapter fifteen,” Joaquin said, voice neutral.I nodded, eyes still glued to the screen. “Got it. I’ll adjust the timeline slightly to make the transition smoother.”“Thanks,” he said. “And—right, before
I changed into my usual sleeping clothes—a plain tank top and soft pajama shorts—and let out a long sigh as I stared at my reflection in the mirror.My cheeks were still flushed from earlier, my lips slightly swollen. I shook my head and groaned quietly, trying to shake off the heat that still lingered on my skin."Ugh," I muttered to myself. "Why did he stop?"I didn’t even know what we were doing—what this was. But it felt real… until he walked away like I was a mistake.Feeling restless, I padded out of the room and headed down to the kitchen. The house was quiet. Jessy and Ethan had left earlier, and Joaquin had already retreated to his room. Probably to nurse both his stab wound and his guilt.I opened the pantry and grabbed a bag of chips, then pulled out a soda from the fridge. I perched on a stool by the island and started munching in silence. Each crunchy bite was supposed to distract me, but nothing could shut up the whirlwind in my head.The soft sound of footsteps pulled me
His lips pressed against mine again, soft but hungry, and this time, I didn’t pull away.I couldn’t.The heat of his body, the way his hand gently cupped my face, the intensity in his eyes—all of it made it impossible to think clearly. I melted into the kiss, my fingers clutching the fabric of his shirt as if anchoring myself to reality.He deepened the kiss, his tongue sliding against mine with a desperation that made my knees weak. I gasped softly, my back arching as he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me closer.The silk of the lingerie clung to my skin as his hands trailed down my waist, fingertips leaving trails of fire in their wake.“Joaquin…” I whispered between kisses, barely catching my breath.“Hm?” he replied, lips brushing against my jaw as he moved to kiss the underside of my ear, then lower—my neck, my collarbone, everywhere he could reach.My fingers tangled in his hair as he kissed his way down. My body pressed against his, aching, tense, wanting. His palm slipped u
Once Jessy and Ethan left, I finally excused myself and went to my room, carrying a few of my shopping bags with me. Mark helped unload the rest and left them by the hallway for me to sort later. I gave him a quick thank-you before shutting my door behind me with a sigh.Finally, peace and quiet.I dropped the bags on my bed and started pulling things out one by one, the plastic rustling as I laid the clothes flat across the sheets. There were way more than I expected to get—and way more than I ever thought I’d own.I bit my lower lip as I admired the colorful pieces, a mix of sleek and casual clothes, stylish tops, flared jeans, skirts, and jackets that screamed cool city girl who has her life together.Honestly, I’ve always wanted to dress like this. But between my old budget lifestyle and work stress, there was never a reason—or a means—to splurge on anything remotely fashionable.Now here I was, practically swimming in new clothes thanks to Joaquin.Even if our relationship was roo