Masuk“Is that so? And what, pray tell, does a copy editor like yourself want from me?”
I swallowed. He’s talking to me as if he knows me! Does he know what I look like? I haven’t even told him my name yet because I’m caught off guard!
“Well?” His voice snapped me out of my thoughts. His eyes never left mine. He cocked his head to the side as if urging me to continue talking. My heart skipped a beat when he called my name! “Haven Thorne… right?”
I stood rooted to the floor. What. The. Hell! He DOES know me!
But how? Through Jessie? Wait… she said she wouldn’t squeal that I am in the party—that I’m using her invitation to get inside! Right?
She’s not like that. Even though she’s also friends with Joaquin, she assured me she wouldn’t tell… right?
“Who is she?”
“Does Joaquin know her?”
“It looks like someone we don’t know.”
“Is she a writer?”
“A referred friend, perhaps.”
“Then why is Joaquin acting like it’s the first time they met?”
“Hmm… quite audacious of her to approach him in the open if they don’t know each other.”
“She looks ordinary despite her pretty face.”
My lips turned into a tight line as I noticed that people already started gossiping about me being in front of Joaquin. Heck, they even started judging me! I know I’m ordinary… they don’t have to point that out!
I just want to talk to Joaquin, alright? Yeah, I’m taking advantage of my friend’s connection (and illness since she can’t come)… but it’s only for today—and I won’t ever ask for his attention anymore!
I swear!
I took a deep breath, not letting myself get distracted by the people talking about me.
This was it; it’s all or nothing!
“I need your help. I want to become a better writer, and I believe you can teach me.”
A slow smile spread across Joaquin’s lips. He sat his glass down on the table beside him and stepped closer, the crowd around them fading into a blur. “Teach you, hm? That’s rather a bold request.”
The crowd near them chuckled and sneered when they heard what he told me.
“See? I told you she’s a nobody.”
“Makes me think how she came to this party…”
“Please… it’s a no-brainer. Of course, through connections!”
“Taking advantage of it, perhaps. It’s even obvious that Joaquin doesn’t know her.”
I balled my hands into a tight fists, determined to talk to him despite the people looking down at me.
“I’m willing to do whatever it takes,” I replied, my voice firm with determination.
Joaquin studied her for a moment, then laughed for a moment. “Very well. But first, let’s see if you have what it takes to impress me. Follow me.”
Without another word, he turned and began walking towards a door at the far end of the room. I hesitated only for a second before following him, my heart pounding with a mix of excitement and apprehension.
This was just the beginning, and I have no idea what awaits behind that door.
‘Please… grant me the courage to power through!’
I followed Joaquin through the throng of guests, feeling their eyes boring into my back, their whispers nipping at my confidence. The door he led me to was slightly ajar, and as he pushed it open, the noise from the party dulled to a muted hum.
We stepped into a dimly lit hallway, the opulence of the main room giving way to a quieter, more intimate setting.
Joaquin glanced over his shoulder, his expression unreadable. “Keep up, Haven. We don’t have all night.”
His tone was sharp, almost impatient, and I quickened my pace to match his long strides. My mind raced with questions—why had he decided to entertain my request? What was his real motive? But I forced myself to stay focused.
This was my chance, and I couldn’t afford to waste it.
We finally reached a door at the end of the hallway. Joaquin opened it and gestured for me to enter. I stepped inside, my breath catching in my throat as I took in the sight before me.
The room was a private library, its walls lined with shelves that stretched from floor to ceiling, filled with books of very size and color. A large, mahogany desk sat in the center, papers and manuscripts scattered across its polished surface.
He closed the door behind us, sealing off the noise from the party completely. He walked over to the desk and leaned against it, folding his arms across his chest. His piercing gaze was fixed on me, assessing, calculating.
“Sit,” he said, nodding towards a leather chair positioned opposite the desk.
I sat down, feeling the weight of his scrutiny. My palms were sweaty, and I wiped them discreetly on my dress. Joaquin’s presence was overwhelming, but I forced myself to meet his gaze.
“Let’s get one thing straight,” he began, his voice low and authoritative. “I’m not in the habit of taking on proteges—especially not ones who crash my parties.”
I opened my mouth to protest, but he held up a hand to stop me. “That said, your audacity intrigues me. And in this industry, a little audacity can go a long way.”
I bit my bottom lip. Who knew that Joaquin Greyson is like this in person!? Well… he does give that air when you look at his photos… but I didn’t expect him to live the expectations in person.
“I’m sorry,” I blurted out, almost coming out as a whisper. “I asked a favor from Jessie… and I really want your opinion.”
He arched a brow at me. “I know that you know each other as she’s so kind to work for that small company, but I didn’t expect that you’re THAT close.”
“Sorry,” I apologized once more. “It’s obvious that I took advantage of her not being present because she’s sick...”
He narrowed his eyes at me, as if really judging my presence. “That really sounds like her… helping out a friend.”
Silence…
He reached for a stack of papers on his desk and flipped through them. “Anyway… you want to be a better writer, Haven? Fine… after constantly rejecting you and to you now crashing my party, show me what you’ve got.”
I pointed at myself. “Me?”
He rolled his eyes at me. “No, your shadow.” My lips straightened at his sarcasm. “Now, write something. Anything. I want to see your raw talent.”
The morning sunlight filtered through the blinds, painting thin stripes of gold across my desk.Jessy was already gone, her absence marked only by a sticky note stuck to the coffee machine.You survived the dinner. Now tell me everything later.A doodled winky face followed, of course.I smiled to myself, peeling it off. Typical Jessy. Even her notes had personality.I poured myself a cup of coffee and sat by my desk, laptop open but untouched. My cursor blinked on the blank document like it was waiting for me to fill it with something profound.But my mind wasn’t on work.It kept circling back to last night. The restaurant’s dim glow, the sound of rain outside, the way Joaquin looked at me when he said, “It feels like a beginning.”No promises, no dramatics. Just that quiet honesty that lingered long after he drove away.I’d told myself for months that I didn’t want to choose, that I wasn’t ready. But maybe what I really meant was that I didn’t trust myself enough to believe I could
A week slipped by before I realized it.Between unpacking, catching up on work, and easing back into my writing routine, the noise in my head had finally settled. My days found rhythm again.Quiet mornings with coffee, afternoons buried in edits, and evenings spent with Jessy and Ethan, who had practically moved into my apartment these days.It was comfortable. Normal.Tonight, the three of us were gathered around my kitchen island, half-eating, half-working. Jessy was scrolling through social media while Ethan typed something furiously on his laptop, occasionally glancing up to answer her random questions.“Okay, explain this,” Jessy said suddenly, tapping her phone. “Why do people tag their exes in nostalgic posts? Like, do they want closure or a lawsuit?”Ethan groaned. “You can’t analyze every sad post on the internet.”“Sure I can. It’s free entertainment.”I laughed softly, pushing away my plate. “Maybe they’re trying to say what they can’t anymore.”Jessy looked at me knowingly
By the time the plane landed at JFK, it was almost midnight.New York was wrapped in a thin fog, the kind that blurred the skyline into silver outlines against the dark. Through the oval window, I could see the wet shimmer of the tarmac reflecting the city lights—familiar and distant all at once.The moment I stepped out of the terminal, the chill hit me. Crisp, sharp, and clean. I’d forgotten how cold spring nights in New York could be.I pulled my coat tighter and wheeled my suitcase toward the exit, intending to grab a cab and get home before two. Jessy had texted earlier: Call me when you land. Don’t make me track your flight again.I smiled faintly. That sounded exactly like her.Just as I was reaching for my phone, it buzzed in my hand.From: Joaquin“I’m outside.”I blinked, staring at the screen. He wasn’t supposed to be here.Looking up, I scanned the glass doors leading to the pickup area and there he was, standing just beyond the automatic doors, dressed in black, hands in h
The morning light filtered through the hotel curtains like a soft whisper.I hadn’t slept much, but I didn’t feel tired either. The kind of calm I woke up to wasn’t the absence of exhaustion—it was the kind that comes when you’ve said everything that needed saying.The symposium had ended the night before. My flight home was scheduled for that evening, which meant I had a few quiet hours left to breathe in Kyoto one last time.On the bedside table sat a small vase of lilies—a gift from the symposium organizers. A note rested beside it, printed neatly on a card: “Thank you for your words.”I smiled. My words—the very thing I used to doubt most—had reached people halfway across the world.I made coffee, checked my emails, replied to messages from fellow writers, and reread the kind words from Professor Hayashi.“You reminded us that truth is also art. Continue writing with that heart, Ms. Thorne.”I could almost hear his calm voice saying it.After a while, I decided to step out for a sh
The hum of the plane was soft, steady—almost like a heartbeat.Through the window, the clouds stretched endlessly, the sunrise painting streaks of pink and gold across them. It was beautiful, in that fragile, distant way you can’t touch.It had been years since I’d traveled alone. Before, I was always running from something—from heartbreak, from failure, from the noise of everything I couldn’t control. But this time, I wasn’t running. I was going toward something.When the captain announced our descent, my hands trembled slightly against the armrest. The city appeared below—orderly, quiet, breathtaking. Kyoto glimmered like a watercolor, rooftops framed by mountains and trees just beginning to blush with spring.As soon as I stepped out of the terminal, I felt the difference. The air was cool and crisp, scented faintly with green tea and rain. Announcements echoed softly in Japanese and English. A few travelers passed, their movements graceful and unhurried.I stood there for a moment,
The days leading up to my trip felt strangely peaceful—almost too peaceful.For the first time in a long while, my mornings didn’t start with frantic deadlines or emotional exhaustion. Just the quiet hum of life returning to something that almost felt normal.When I woke up that Friday, the scent of coffee drifted from the kitchen. Jessy was already there, hair tied in a messy bun, humming off-key to a pop song while flipping pancakes. Ethan sat at the counter with his laptop open, half-working, half-smiling every time she burned one.“Morning, sleeping beauty,” Jessy called without looking up. “We thought we’d let you rest before we start Operation Japan.”I rubbed my eyes, suppressing a yawn. “Operation Japan?”“Packing. Styling. Mental preparation. You know, the essentials,” she said, proudly sliding a slightly overcooked pancake onto a plate.Ethan looked up from his screen, smirking. “Translation: she’s been making lists since six a.m.”Jessy threw him a glare. “Some people take s







