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Chapter 74 – Mind Filled With Pain

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(Aya’s POV)

I lowered my head, not wanting him to see the tears shimmering in my eyes and the anger on my face.

“You will never be happy, Aya,” He muttered angrily as if cursing me. “You’re no different from this parure.”

My lips trembled, pursing my lips and breathing hard before speaking again. “I’m glad I did not choose you, Ryan,” I sniffled, hating him for breaking my heart this way.

Couldn’t he just say he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me?

“You wasted my time and money,” he said, taking his wallet from his suit jacket’s pocket.

“Then don’t pay for this,” I gritted my teeth.

“Let this be my parting gift to you,” he murmured angrily, standing up and leaving cash more than the cost he spent for the champagne and whatever he ordered in advance.

I pressed my lips as I held my tears, hoping they would not flow down my cheeks. Sniffling, I raised my head and watched Ryan leave the restaurant. I made the mistake of closing my eyelids as it pressed the tears from my eyes.

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