Only it wasn’t going to be so simple. An hour later, sitting across the coffee table in the living room from Anthony, Audrey and Amy stared in horror at the lawyer.
“I thought you knew…” Anthony had said this twice in the last ten minutes since he had dropped his bombshell and his voice was wretched. “I didn’t imagine… I mean…”
He stopped abruptly.
“Your father said he was going to tell you, Addie.”
“I… Um… I suppose he was going to,” she replied numbly. “He’d asked me to come down to Seymour House the weekend before the crash but I’d got something on. I was coming down the next…”
Her voice trailed away.
“How, Uncle Tony? How could he lose everything? What happened?”
“The business has been struggling for years but he hung on to the belief that the tide would turn. He thought borrowing against the house would be a short-term measure at first.”
Anthony waved his hands expressively.
“Well, it wasn’t. There’s basically your father’s boatyard and one other left in the area and that’s one too many. They were both competing for a lucrative deal and they knew it would be the death knell for the one that didn’t get it. The other boatyard won. It’s as simple as that.”
“None of this is as simple as that...” she whispered.
How could there be nothing left? How could her father have risked losing the house? Why hadn’t he cut his losses with the boatyard and got an ordinary job somewhere else? At least then the house would’ve been saved.
Looking at her, reading on her face what she was thinking, Anthony continued quietly.
“The boatyard and the house went together in your father’s head, Addie. They were built at the same time by your great-great-grandfather…”
“No…”
Her voice cracked.
“No, the house is different, Uncle Tony, and he should’ve seen that. Seymour House is…”
She couldn’t find the words to describe what this place meant to her.
“There’s no way at all we can keep it?” Amy entered the conversation, her face white as a sheet. “I’ve got some savings, nearly twenty thousand in the bank. Would they come to some sort of an arrangement…?”
Her voice trailed away as Anthony shook his head. Audrey reached out her hand and grasped Amy’s. She would remember Amy’s offer all her life.
“What happens now?”
“In essence, the bank will claim what it sees as belonging to it. Then Seymour House will go on the open market. In the position it occupies and being such a fine old house, you’ll be looking at a great deal of money. Even if you used Amy’s twenty thousand as a deposit, you wouldn’t be able to make the mortgage repayments.”
“What if… What if we transform it into a bed and breakfast, even evening meals, too? What if we turn this house into a hotel?”
“Have you any idea of the cost of such a project? You’d need to do so much work before you could start taking guests. All sorts of safety procedures, not to mention converting the bedrooms into suites and so on.”
“Three are already suites.”
“Addie, we’re talking tens of thousands to get the place around if you’re going to get approval from the tourist boards and so on. Where’s your collateral?”
“Uncle Tony, there has to be a way...”
She stared at him, wild-eyed.
“I’m not going to give up without a fight. This is my house. They can’t take it from me.”
“Addie, to all extents and purposes it’s theirs already.”
“Dad would’ve wanted me to fight this.”
Anthony said nothing, looking at her with sad eyes as he laid out a stack of papers on the table in front of her.
“Look at these overnight. This has been a shock, I see that, and if I had thought Henry hadn’t told you, I would’ve said something before rather than dropping it on you like this. Take time to let it sink in.”
She didn’t want it to sink in. She wanted her house back. Somehow Audrey managed to pull herself together sufficiently to see Anthony out and then comfort Amy, who was beside herself.
After Amy’s husband and two young sons of four and five had been drowned in a freak storm when he’d taken the boys out in his fishing boat, Henry and Diana Seymour had taken the broken woman in until she recovered sufficiently to decide what she wanted to do.
Amy’s home had been rented and there had been no life assurance or anything of that nature. Shortly afterward, the Seymours’ housekeeper had suddenly upped and got married, and somehow Amy had just taken over the role.
That had been over thirty years ago and the arrangement had been a blessing for everyone concerned. Now, though, it was as though Amy’s world had ended for the second time in her life.
By the time Audrey had persuaded Amy to go to bed and taken the older woman a mug of hot, sweet milk and a couple of aspirin, she felt exhausted. Her head was spinning, she felt physically sick and stress was causing her temples to throb.
Nevertheless, she sat down at the coffee table and began to work through the papers Anthony had left for her. There was no escaping the truth. Tears streaming down her face, she opened the French windows and stepped into the garden, which was bathed in the mauve shadows of twilight.
Immediately, the scent from the hedge of China roses close to the house wafted in the warm breeze and, as she walked on in the violet dusk, pinks, sweet peas, and honeysuckle competed for her attention, their fragrance filling the air.
A blackbird was singing its heart out somewhere close, the pure notes hanging on the breeze, and far below the house, Audrey could hear the whisper of the sea on the rocks below the cliff.
“No way I would give up without a fight! This is my home! Will always be my home!”
Audrey had always known she would come back here one day. Boyfriends had come and gone and she had nearly had her heart broken once or twice, but deep inside she had always imagined coming back to the area she had grown up in, meeting someone local who would be able to love this place like she did and settling down somewhere close.
And then one day, when she was much older and her parents had had the joy of watching grandchildren grow up, Audrey would inherit the house she loved with all her heart. And hold it in trust for her children…
Sinking down onto a sun-warmed bench that had retained the day’s heat, she shut her eyes against the pain. If she lost Seymour House, then she would really lose her parents… That was how she felt.
Audrey couldn’t explain it because of course they were gone, but here, in the house and garden which had nurtured so many generations of her family, she still felt close to them.
She sat on in the quiet of the night until it was quite dark, the leaves on the trees surrounding the grounds of the house trembling slightly in the summer breeze. The moon had risen with silvery hauteur in the velvet-black sky, the stars twinkling in deference to their queen.
“Oh… Such a beautiful night…” she whispered.
It was always a beautiful night indeed. And it was a wonderful, magical place in every season… In the spring, when the swallows began to build their nests under the eaves. In the summer, when the wild rabbits brought their babies onto the smooth lawns to eat grass that was sweeter than on the cliffs beyond Seymour House’s boundary.
In the autumn, when the trees were a blaze of color and squirrels darted here and there anxiously burying nuts, or winter, when the sound of the sea crashing on the rocks filtered through shut windows and flavored dreams,
In every moment of the year, Seymour was an enchanted place and the house… Well, the house was more than a house, it always had been. She knew by heart every corner of it, she had memories involving every room…
“I have to do something… But what?”
Audrey held her aching head in her hands, bewildered at how quickly her calm, happy life had been turned upside down. She didn’t know which way to turn. At midnight, Audrey walked back to the house, turning off the lights downstairs before retiring to her room.
As she opened the door and looked at the room which had been hers as long as she could remember, desolation claimed her again.
“Enough for today, Addie. Now… sleep,” she said in the stillness of her room.
She needed to sleep and then she would be fresher to think of a way to solve this mess. This was the twenty-first century, an age of miracles when things were happening which would have been considered unthinkable a century before. It couldn’t be beyond the wit of man, or woman, in this case, to think of a way to keep the Seymour House. She’d work twenty-four hours a day if necessary.
Stripping off her charcoal-grey dress, Audrey threw it into a corner of the room. She would never wear it again. Nor the black shoes and jacket she had bought specially for the funeral.
Without bothering to brush her teeth or shower, she crawled into bed in her slip, an exhaustion that rendered her limbs like lead taking over. In contrast to the last few nights after Amy’s shocking call, Audrey was asleep as soon as her head touched the pillow.
Over the next couple of days, Audrey and Amy followed one unproductive idea after another, but by the end of that time, Audrey was forced to acknowledge the fact that the situation looked absolutely hopeless. If either of them had shedloads of cash they could afford to pour into the old house it might be different, but if they had then they wouldn’t be in the position they were anyway. Her father had gambled on the business reviving and he had lost. End of story, end of Seymour House. The debt was huge, colossal. Audrey called Anthony Blackburn on the third morning after the funeral. She and Amy were sitting close together on one of the couches in the living room, so they could both hear the conversation, their faces tight and strained.&
Opening the bedroom door, Audrey walked over to the wardrobe. ‘I really need to look businesslike,’ she told herself firmly. ‘Cool and businesslike and in control.’ Audrey always left a selection of clothes at Seymour House for holidays and weekends with her parents, but they were much less formal than her things in London.“Damn it! There must be something that would do in here.” She glanced at the charcoal dress and black jacket, which were still where she had thrown them on the night of the funeral.“No! I can’t wear these again…” Silly and emotional perhaps, but that was the way she felt. That June day was a warm one, the sky blue and cloudless with just the slightest of breezes whispering over the garden and through
He stared at her. It took all of her strength not to let her eyes fall away but Audrey was determined not to be the one to look away first. Antony began to say something into the taut silence which had fallen but in the next instant, James was on his feet, glancing at the other two.“I think Miss Seymour and I need to talk privately for a few minutes. If you’ll excuse us? We won’t be long.”“Addie?” Anthony glanced at her, his face concerned.“It’s perfectly alright, Uncle Tony.” Audrey had risen to her feet and now she smiled at the lawyer and Amy.“Order for us if the waitress returns, would you? You already know what I usually order here.” She didn’t think she’d be able to eat a thing but it would be
Audrey was trying to maintain her calm, but the man in front of her and his awful accusations was rubbing her the wrong way. So being cool, calm, and collected went all down the drain.“If you must know, Mr. Mayer, my mother was a wonderful woman, the best, if I may say so. And never, in a million years, would she have married my father simply because he was going to inherit a business and a big house. She wasn’t like that.” Her fury strangely seemed to calm James. His voice was now lower than it had been a moment ago and without the growl to it.“Calm yourself, woman,” he said but without using a mocking tone. “You’re overreacting right now.” She didn’t think about what she did next… It was pure instinct. The sound of the slap echoe
“Miss Seymour… I…” James stopped and expected until she faced him again. And Audrey did face him again. She was conscious of the dark shadow of his chest hair under the thin cotton shirt he was wearing. Her mouth went dry. Ridiculous, but somehow her body kept insisting that she acknowledge her sexual awareness of this man when it was the last thing she wanted to do.“I don’t want to argue with you, Miss Seymour,” he said flatly. “I really mean that. But I’m not prepared to let Seymour House go now when my father has expressed an interest in acquiring the property. For that reason, I will buy the house, with or without you on board. If it helps your ultimate decision, most of my time will be spent seeing to our business in the States.” Audrey flushed in spite of herself. She liked pla
He watched the car drive away without responding to Anthony’s questions. In truth, James didn’t hear the other man, his mind and senses still tied up with the young woman who was the daughter of his father’s old rival. James admitted to himself that he had, quite unjustly, pictured a different kind of woman from the one he just saw, when his father had first told him about his love for Diana Seymour. The fact that everyone had told him the daughter was the spitting image of her mother, both physically and in temperament, had prepared him for a cold, calculating, beautiful woman with her eye to the big prize. The sort of woman who didn’t mind trampling over anyone who got in her way. He hadn’t been too sure of Audrey&
“He said what?” Amy stared at Audrey, shaking her head.“Look, it wasn’t like that, Addie. I promise you.”“You know about it, then?” Audrey was beginning to feel very confused. Nothing was as it seemed. They were sitting in the living room at Seymour House with a tray of coffee in front of them, but she had succumbed to pressure from Amy and related all that had passed between her and James before she’d even had a sip of coffee. Now she reached forward and took a hefty gulp of the scalding-hot liquid before asking again.“Amy, am I the only person in the world who doesn’t know about George Mayer and my mother?”“It was all so long ago, Addie. Of course, I knew George, having been born in the
The intimacy of the dark, quiet garden was like a different world and, as she began to tremble, his lips moved over her face with swift burning kisses before returning to her half-open mouth. James plundered the undefended territory with ruthless expertise and Audrey heard herself moan as he triggered the desire for more. Her arms had wound around his neck and her fingers tangled themselves in the dark crisp hair at the base of his neck. He groaned in his throat and at the same time, she felt the unmistakable proof of his arousal against the soft swell of her stomach. It was all she needed to bring her back to reality and the enormity of what she was doing. This was James Mayer, the most arrogant Don Juan she ever knew. The same man who had caused her such ang
“This is a huge step for you to take and I don’t want you to feel trapped after...” “A few months ago, if anyone told me I would be thinking of settling in England, I would have told them they were crazy,” James admitted softly. “Now it’s different. I’m in love with the woman of my dreams. I’d like to buy a beach house in California, though. I’ve got plenty of friends there and it would be a base when we visit my relatives. You’d like it, I promise. There are even those who say the Pacific rivals the Cornish Sea,” James teased. “Oh… Not you, I hope.” “Never me, my love.” James drew her into him, kissing her until she was breathless. “Would you like our children to grow up at Seymour House?” he murmured against her mouth. “You know I would, sweetheart.” “Then that’s settled, Addie.” He kissed her again. “
James called three times before he left the States the following Wednesday and, true to her word, Audrey didn’t pick up her phone to answer. By the third call, his voice had been flat and cool. It didn’t scare her as it would have done just days earlier.“So, you’ve finally realized I’m not as stupid as I look,” Audrey said grimly to the phone when she had listened to his message. “Good! Because if you expect me to fall at your feet and beg you to make a go of things, you picked the wrong girl, Mr. Mayer.” Then she closed her eyes and leaned back on the sofa. Her body was so tense it hurt. She had gone through every emotion known to man in the last few days but one thing remained constant. She was hopelessly in love with him. So foolish on her part…&nb
He wasn’t that good of an actor that he could’ve fooled her on that point. She chewed her thumb nail down to the quick and then fixed herself a sandwich before returning to the garden. The sky was blue, the air warm and birds were twittering happily as they sunned themselves in the trees surrounding the garden. Crazy, but she wished it was raining. She wished there was a gale-force wind blowing and everything was dank and gloomy. She wouldn’t feel so at odds with her surroundings then. Audrey continued to think about the conversation with James for the next hour, after which she came to a decision. She had the foreman’s cellphone number for emergencies. She would give him a call and at least, find out what was happening to
They looked deep into each other’s eyes, but they didn’t let go of each other. They started kissing again, with a starving intensity as though they were parting for good. As always it was James who gained control first, gently putting her from him but still supporting her trembling body.“This is killing me inside, Addie… I swear it is,” he said trying hard not to embrace and kiss her again.“I don’t want to see you go, James, but they need you there… I’ll be right here, waiting for you,” Audrey replied forcing herself not to cry.“I’ll call you and let you know how things are… Okay, darling? But it might be hectic…”“I understand… That’s alright, James. Just call when you can. I hope those children are alright… The father, too.”“Addie…”&ldquo
The next month was the most deliriously happy of Audrey’s life, in spite of all the hard work during the day at Seymour House. Even that was enjoyable because James arrived most mornings and stayed with her throughout the day before he went home to change to take her out in the evening. They didn’t always go too far afield. Sometimes he arrived with a picnic Amy had prepared and they took the basket down to the beach below the house where the waves rolled gently on the clean warm sand. Other days, they would walk and swim and explore the rock pools before eating, then stretch out under the dying sun and relax. At twilight, they often had the beach all to themselves and that was when they began to talk, or at least when James did.&n
Audrey busied herself filling the kettle and placing two of the six mugs she had kept handy for the builders on a tray, keeping her back to him as she did so. She couldn’t blame him for coming to check on his investment and she had half expected he might call over the next day or two while he was in England. She just hadn’t bargained for a dawn visit! And she found his presence acutely disturbing, especially after the home truths which had been exchanged the evening before. Still, she would have had to face him at some point, she told herself bracingly, so it might as well be earlier rather than later.“Sleep well?” he asked out of nowhere. Steeling herself to turn and face him, Audrey brought all her willpower to bear in a polite smile.“Not too bad. And you?&rdq
James watched her go, knowing he was going to let her walk out of his life. He continued to stand frozen for a full five minutes before starting to walk, and then it wasn’t back to the village, nor to Seymour House, but across the fields to the cliff path. It took a while to find a spot where he could climb down to the beach but, once there, James started to pace the sand, his mind in turmoil. He marched up and down for an eternity before sitting on a rock that still held the warmth of the day.“She’s right,” he said yelling in the direction of the sea. “We’re too different… A story between us would have a very short life. I could never want the things she wants. Not anymore… Not ever!” He frowned, and then looked up at the sky. It was
“Anyway, you’re a miracle worker…” Silence fell between them, a bit uncomfortable for Audrey. They walked, still in silence, and several times she had to swallow against the tightness in her throat. It was when they branched off into the narrower lane which bordered the cliffs and led to Seymour House that James spoke again.“How have you been?”“Me? Uh… Busy,” she replied lightly. “How about you?”“The same,” he answered and paused. “Audrey, you aren’t afraid of me, are you?” There was a strange quality to his voice and she couldn’t quite define it.“Of course, not.” It wasn’t the truth. Physically, Audrey knew he would do nothing to hurt her.
The next few weeks were frantic and messy with umpteen minor panics as the builders moved in but, although she only averaged four or five hours of sleep a night, Audrey welcomed the agitated pace. The knowledge that she was responsible to oversee the alterations to Seymour House virtually on her own was heavy at times, but it did mean her mind was fully concentrated on the job at hand. During the day, that was. Her dreams, which regularly featured a tall dark man with riveting blue eyes, she could do nothing about. George seemed surprisingly glad to leave everything to her and Audrey hadn’t expected this. Apart from the odd hour or two once or twice a week when he visited the house with Amy, she only saw the pair of them when she called in George’s house for her evening meal.&nb