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2021-01-14 02:50:25"Don't overwork yourself. Take things slow. You don’t have to take all the responsibilities.” Phoebe says.
“I know. I was able to get a loan only for the first semester. I will have to do something and come up with the money for the next one too. And then there is the rent too.” I hated thinking about money. The moment I started worrying about the finances, that’s when I started having anxiety attacks. Somedays it just got worse, that I wouldn’t be able to sleep the whole night.
“We can help you with the rent a bit.” Phoebe offers. I shake my head, no.
“I can’t accept that. I can’t always depend on you guys when you have your shit to take care of.” I reply. Phoebe frowns.
“There’s nothing wrong with taking some help sometimes,” Phoebe says softly.
“I know. And trust me I am so grateful that I have you guys.” I tell her
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“It’s so fucking huge!” Alexa commented.“It’s even better in real life,” Phoebe commented.“This feels like a dream,” I whispered, feeling as though I was going to wake up any moment and realise that I was back home and I have been dreaming all this while. If I was dreaming, I wish I could be stuck here forever.We were standing at the entrance of the University of Edinburgh; stuck in a trance with the beauty before us.“If we don’t move now, we will be late,” Phoebe says, her voice breaking the spell. We walk further inside, looking everywhere, taking in the beauty before us.We move in three different directions, each one of us going towards our respective buildings. I keep the map open on my phone, checking every second. I was scared of getting lost in this huge campus. I ducked my head and walked towards my first class. I was grateful that nobody wa
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“Now that Celeste is already working, I think we should start hunting for jobs too,” Alexa says, her voice disrupting our binge-watch. We were watching the office again.“Yes, we should. Cel, do you think the cafe you work still has any vacancies left?” Phoebe questions.I don’t know why, but I didn’t like the idea of them working there. More people meant that William and I wouldn’t be able to spend those moments alone anymore without someone interrupting. Why did I make it sound like we hook up in the back of the cafe whenever we get the chance. Since when was I the possessive kind?“I don’t think so. But anyway I will have a word with William.” I reply, pushing away the uneasiness in my stomach.There was no harm in asking, is there? The only problem would be if William said that he wouldn’t mind extra helping hands, which is highly unlikely. The cafe was small and
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