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NEW HAIR, NEW ME

Author: VEEWRITES
last update Last Updated: 2025-04-05 17:23:20

Zara's POV

Pain. That was the initial feeling I knew—burning, dull, heavy—like my body had been at war and didn't care to share the outcome with me. My eyes fought their way open to the light blue of the hospital ceiling, the antiseptic smell of disinfectant and something warm lingering in the air. I blinked slowly, trying to move, but all of my parts protested like I'd been run over by a truck and then dragged under it for good measure.

A soft sniffle caught my eye. I turned my head, slowly, like a creaky door that didn't want to open. And there he was.

Creed.

Sitting beside me, a tissue pressed to his nose, his eyes bloodshot and glassy. He looked like hell—like someone had chiseled away at his dignity and removed the pieces that made him tolerable.

And then it hit me. Like a slap to the soul.

She won him. That girl. That perfect, superior girl with too-smooth hair and too-sweet voice. She won out over me for him.

And he didn't stop it.

He let her.

I turned my head away, biting down
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