“She’s confident because you and I are still single. If you want her to back off, then marry me, Ellie.”
He was serious when he said that. I know he means it.
“I can’t marry you. I’m sorry.”
I was about to go to my room when he grabbed me.
“Tell me the reason, why you can’t marry me.” He said in a cold voice.
I almost shiver because of the coldness of his voice.
“I told you, you can’t marry me because of the kids. It’s not fair for the both of us.”
I promise myself that I will never fall in love with Ulie again. He broke my heart once, and he can do it again if I let myself fall for him again. I thought that I will never meet him again, but fate has its way. He became the father of my children and now we are living together. He always tried to win my heart but I always rejected him. I can see that he changed a lot compared to when we were in college. He’s more mature and responsible now. But I can’t accept him because I am afraid that I will get hurt again because of him. I am also not sure if he likes me for me or just because of the twins. After hearing that he once tried to end his life, everything changed. It pains me from thinking that I will lose him forever. I don’t think I can handle that. I want him to remember me completely but if remembe
When Ellie finally gave me a chance to win her heart, I can’t explain how happy I am. Though I am bothered by the memories that I can’t remember since Ellie is part of the memories I lost, I’m still happy because now, I have a chance to make her mine completely. I have been using the twins as an excuse to stay in her penthouse. We only agreed to let me stay with them for a year, but I keep on reasoning the twins the reason why she had no choice but to let me stay with them. I love her. I don’t when I started to fall in love with her. Maybe when I first met her in the club, that’s why I let my guard down, or maybe I already love her when we were in college, I was just so stupid not to know it. But one thing is for sure, I am deeply and madly in love with her. She is the only girl I will love in my life.
“I’m sorry Ulysses, I can’t tell you about that.” My forehead creased. “Why?” “Your parents ask me not to tell you about her because they are afraid that you will remember everything and you will try to kill yourself again.” He said in a calm voice. “Did my parents knew about Ellie?” I asked him. I’m a bit confuse because when Ellie and I talk to them, they act as if they don’t know my story with Ellie. If Quen is saying now that my parents were the ones who ask him not to say anything to me, then they knew my relationship with Ellie during our college days. Why are they acting as if they are clueless about this thing
I decided to stop forcing Quen to tell me about my lost memories. I know he means well, he always did. He is my best friend after all. I still want to know the memories I lost but at the same time, I’m scared to find them out. I feel like those memories will have a big impact on my relationship with Ellie. I just can’t figure out exactly what it is. Ellie and I were free from work because today is Saturday. Weekends are always dedicated to our twins. When the twins came out from the world, Ellie and I agreed that we can be very busy with work from Monday to Friday but our time during weekends will be solely for the twins. Our work can’t disturb our weekends no matter what happens. And I think we did a great job because the twins are very understanding whenever Ellie and I were busy with work. Ellie somet
We are all exhausted from yesterday’s family bonding in the amusement park. But it was all worth it. The kids enjoyed the activities that we did yesterday. They are requesting to go back there and we promise them that we will surely go back there to try the other activities that we weren’t able to experience because of lack of time. Even though we are still tired from yesterday’s event, we still need to get up and get ready because we will be visiting the twin’s grandparents and their favorite Auntie Kaela. Kaela is set to leave the country tomorrow. The twins will surely miss her, especially Alistair. And speaking of Alistair, he was the one who got up early because of today’s event. “Mom, can you be a little faster? T
"Ellie, the team is ready for our meeting.""Great, I'll be in the conference room in a bit," I told Luna before I hang up the intercom.I ask Luna to inform all the people involved in the Schulz project because I have a few instructions for them.The team fixes their seats when they saw me enter the conference room."Good morning guy! I'm sorry for the sudden meeting." I started my speech."We are all aware that we got the deal with Schulz Tech. This is another major project for CIC. But I am not the one heading this project."All of them look shocked from wha
We were having dinner when I noticed Alistair's sad face."Hey, Alistair is something wrong? You look sad." I can't help but ask."Mom is Auntie Kaela has a boyfriend?" He said teary eye.I shook my head. "None that I know of. Why?""We went to the airport to accompany Aunt Kaela then a guy came. They are arguing but I saw Aunt Kaela's face blushing whenever the guy said something to her. Then they went to the plane together." Alistair started to cry.I panic when Alistair began to cry. I went to him to console him. I was confused because I am not aware that Kaela is seeing someone. I look at Ulie to ask for his confirmation.
"Is mom going home late tonight, dad?" Amelia asks while looking at the door of their room."Maybe a bit late. But don't worry princess, mom will come home before you went to bed."I was also concerned about Ellie. She did not send me a message that she will be home late. Normally, she will send me and the kids a message that she will be late and that we don't need to wait for her. Though, there were also days that she was a bit late so she didn't bother to send us a message. But now is a bit different, she was 3 hours late from her usual schedule. She was supposed to be here at 6 pm. I decided to give her a call. After three rings, Ellie answers my call."Ellie, where are you?" I ask.
I thought that life is so unfair. I even hated God for letting all of this happened. I only loved one woman in my life, but why did God allow me to be the reason for her sufferings? I hated God so much that I tried to kill myself. I feel like, my mere existence is the cause of the suffering of many people. The suffering of the people I love. They said when you don’t understand, you just need to trust God. I failed to do this. I failed to trust Him. One thing God has proved to me was, he is still in control. He did not let me die, instead, He gave me what I longed desire, and that is Ellie. I can’t believe that s
“Ellie, my brother committed suicide.” “W-what?!” Kaela didn’t say anything. All I can hear was her nonstop crying. I hang up the phone and went straight to the hospital. I called Luna and asked her to go to the hospital to take care of the kids. When we reached the hospital Luna was already there. “I heard what happen. How is he?” She said upon seeing me. “I don’t know yet. I need to talk to Kaela first. Can you get the kids and take care of them?” I asked. Luna nodded. “Don
I was so down after my daughter pushed me away. I asked my son to stay with her sister tonight. I know that Amelia needed her brother right now. Even though Amelia bullies her twin brother most of the time, Alistair is still her confidant. Also, I wanted to be to go to my parents. I need their comfort. So I drove my car to their mausoleum. It’s really a good thing that I made this mausoleum like a home. Especially in times like this. When I went inside and saw my parent's grave, tears start to fall again. “Mom,” My voice broke. “My daughter hates me. She doesn’t want to listen to my explanati
“What kind of stupid question is that? Of course, I’m not fine. My daughter hates me now. It’s all your fault.”Ellie hates me and I can’t blame her. It was my mistake who took away the lives of the people close to her... Ellie’s only family.Because of me, Ellie became an orphan. She needs to take on difficulties and responsibilities at an early age. I am proud of how strong she became but I am also mad at myself because she could have avoided this kind of loneliness and hardship if it wasn’t for me. I keep on questioning myself why did I do that?! Why did I try to beat the red light?! I should have waited! I was able to wait for her for five years, but why can’t I wait for a minute or two?
“What’s there to explain about? We heard about your plan with her loud and clear! You are so selfish, mom! I hate you!” Amelia shouted then she went out of my office.I glared at Hadley. She covers her mouth. “Oppps, I’m sorry! But don't worry everything will be alright after I execute my plan. Bye!” Then she went out of my office as if she won a lottery. I felt so weak. My daughter hates me more now. But what is she doing here? I was about to go to Luna and ask her why Amelia was in my office when I saw Alistair looking at me. I went to him and hold his hand. “Alistair I will expl
“Hi, Ellie. Amelia called me and she wants me to take her to the mansion.” Karma explained when I was the one who opened the door for her.I just nodded and I open the door widely for her to come in. I showed her to the twins’ room. I saw both of them sitting on their respective bed. But Amelia has a bag with her, looking determined to leave me. I controlled my tears from falling. I know I messed up big time. I guess they are better to stay in Escarrer mansion than be with me. I was still mourning for my parents. I was not able to mourn for them before because things happened so quickly that I find it hard to absorb everything.
“Come back home. The kids are waiting for you.”I was stunned for a moment. We often believe that everything happens for a reason. But I can’t seem to figure out why all these things happened. Why did God let me fall for someone responsible for my parents’ death? Why did God let me have children with him? I even let myself believe that Ulie was the one for me. “Are you okay?” I did not notice Luna’s presence. I was so consumed by my emotion. “I would be lying if I told you that I am okay because it’s so
I woke up with a heavy heart. I look at myself in the mirror. My eyes were swollen from crying all night. I still can’t believe that this is all happening. I can’t believe the person I entrusted my heart to broke it again for the second time. I regret meeting him. My phone rang. It's the phone we gave to the twins. “Hello?” “Mommy! Where are you? Why are you not staying in the house? Are you with dad?” Amelia asked. My eyes started to well up again. “I... I was at your grandparents’ mausoleum. I dream of the
“I was the one who killed your parents. I was the one who causes the accident.”“What are you saying?” I was so worried when Ulie suddenly passed out after he was shouting for pain. I immediately call the ambulance. Flashback The first person that came out of my mind was Quen. I called him and told him about what happened. “How is he?” Queen said as soon as he arrived at the hospital. “The doctor said that he is stable now. But they will run some tests to find out why he was suddenly in pain.” I said.