Worry overwhelms me and I sink into myself whilst she shakes her head in objection sensing my emotions. "You need not worry about anything. His whole family possesses pure Alpha blood and power we can protect him from everything. He will be welcomed and embraced by my pack, by Cronus's and yours. He is family, Theia."
"I know. But I worry for his future, if wolves are pushing away from him just after he was born I do not want him to undergo that glaring rejection as he matures. Phobos had spoken about his past many times and he was right. They look at Tadeas like he is an abomination of the moon."
"And you as his mother will strike down each of them who looks at him that way. Do not let them respond to your male's essence that way either. You are a Luna, a queen. You can make them submit to you and teach them to protect your male instead of rebuking him."
"You are right. This is my duty."
"And
"What the actual fuck?!" Deimos roars his voice saturated with unbridled rage and shock and I shrink into myself my body shuddering to the wrath he holds as he glances from Lumina to me and then back to her finally putting all the puzzle pieces together. "What is the meaning of this?"My eyes return to my male who stands there at a distance his captivating face an emotionless mask I cannot analyze, his composed piercing blues anchored on my flesh. All he sees is me."Goddamnit speak to me either of you!" Deimos bellows with a ferocious snarl and tears of guilt rush to my eyes whilst I blink them away striving to reign them back. He is seething he openly displays his emotions it is uncomplicated to understand him but with Phobos, I cannot feel or see anything from him. He is like a block of ice that one cannot penetrate to get through to its core, not even his female."There is nothing to say, Deimos. What is it tha
"Try me." Lumina openly defies him very knowing the consequences she could face for such disobedience and he finally turns those dark haunting eyes to peer down at her. He is a large male both in mass and height and an Alpha at that. His silent intimidation does not work on her and she gives him her warrior smile in return continuing to oppose him."Is that a challenge?" Phobos snarls as his claws elongate preparing to take a strike and Lumina extracts two sharpened knives from a hidden spot underneath her shirt equipped to fight him.The tension between the both of them has me shake my head in refusal as I cry out. This is not members of a close-knit family should face each other. Before he could lunge for her throat I screech out in terror, "No! Stop it Phobos!"Deimos is swift to scamper up the stairs and arrest Lumina dragging her away from my male's path only to crush her to his panting chest with widene
"Wait Phobos, before you go I just need to say that-" He rips his limb away from my hands as though I am an ordinary female who has touched him and not his Drahá. With a harsh glare of contempt sent towards me that has me spring back, he forces open the door and enters whilst I remain outside not having enough courage or strength to follow him and see his reaction as he greets his male for the first time. He would bleed indeed just as Lumina said and I know that I cannot bear to see it.There is an intense buzz in my ears that never ceases to stop, not even the soothing sounds of the rain is detected by me. Deimos vigorously points his finger towards where I stand screaming something at his female and she shoves at his chest fighting him with everything she possesses within. Their voices are muffled and only the rapid beats of my heart are loud and clear to me. My surroundings spin and Awan takes a hurried step forward his eyes filled with concern a
You will not be my Theia anymore.For the first few seconds, I hadn't really grasped his truth but when understanding belatedly settled in I found that he wished to pitilessly abandon me as I had done with him. His barbarous words stemmed from feeling betrayed but was spit out with the intention of a direct kill. It worked as expected and he felt that for I had clutched onto his chest whilst I shook my head terrified of being left alone by him like when I was a juvenile and wailed like a forsaken pup as those words wound me more than anything else. It felt as though he was breaking our bond not just the mate bond but also the beautiful past we held. The past I wholeheartedly treasured.Yes, it was not like I was blameless throughout our separation. But no matter what he was my home, he would always be my Phobos and I
The males did not come near me at all only smiled warmly from a distance with curt nods. I carefully studied each of their faces searching for something...just a negative emotion but I saw nothing but raw happiness. Their emotions were sincere for I reviewed their eyes as well. I could not breathe the heftiness of the remorse of what I had done weighed like a load on my shoulders, the despair of my wolves who I deserted for selfish reasons came to suffocate me."Thank goddess you are safe, Luna. We thought we lost you." One of the females whined as she wrapped her limbs around my waist and nuzzled into my neck seeking comfort. I stood there still as a statue encompassed by their heat. I did not know what to say, I could not meet their eyes either. My responsibility as their Luna should have made me think twice before leaving my pack but I allowed my emotions to manipulate my
"Is it true? Is it true that you have been plotting an attack on Alpha Giovanni's pack?!" I shove open the bathroom door in a hysterical force that has it slam against the wall with a boisterous bang. My voice comes out in a shrill shriek for I am in a state of immense panic about the truth I have discovered.Phobos is unfazed by my abrupt intrusion, his palms are still set steadily against the wall in front of him with his head bowed as he allows the searing water to douse his scarred being. It is instantaneous the way my cheeks flush feverishly, the way I swallow moistening my parched throat that is engulfed by a raging desire to devour and the way my dry cunt dampens to the wicked sight of my nude dripping male. I should have thought this through.The rhythms of my heart quicken and my chest heaves as my eager blues take a sensually slow scan of his tattooed muscled flesh, it has been so long since I have beheld his rugged bestial magnificence this way
"I will make love to you as many times as you want." He mutters into my mouth and I pull away from him with a wobbly shake of my head whilst shoving my palms against his chest. Noticing that I wish to be free from his hold he lets me go without objection. I do not recognize this male of mine anymore."I do not want you to kiss me because I ask for it. I do not want you to make love to me because I desire it. I want you to do them because you wan-" I stop myself before I can continue expressing my thoughts. I am terrified of what he will state in return for my words. What if he says that he loves me as his female but has lost all interest in my body? What if this is because I bore Tadeas? My body is not the same anymore I admit I have stretch marks that surround my belly accompanied by saggy skin. It has been merely six months since my delivery and it is gradually healing but what if my changes bring forth a sense of distaste within him?Phobos snares my jaw and forces
Even though those two wolves outside are his brother's he finds them to be untrustworthy just like he sees me at particular times. I do not blame him for after all certain elements of his changes are my fault. The truth that he cannot read emotions breaks my heart each night I lay on my bed staring at the ceiling with my remorse ruining me. And after came trust that he has lost. In a way, my mate has partially reverted to the male I met three years ago. And it is my responsibility to make sure I breathe life back into his soul that has placed its borders to drive away everyone including me except for Tadeas. His male is the only one Phobos reveals his true self to.Sometimes I would hide in the kitchen to glimpse at my moon blessed as the blinding light in his ocean blues shimmered more brilliantly than the stars in the vast dark skies when he embraced our pup to his chest and beamed down at him. It was a lovely sight I could not take my eyes away from. But when he would disc
"What if they both are males?" He asks his eyes downcast a glimmer of sadness overtaking his features that rattles my heart, he is a bit apprehensive I see this. Having a female is something he really desires and I want to give him that. "Then we can just try again." My tone is salacious that has him growl playfully at me only to bend down and nip my cheek affectionately. "As soon as they are born?" His eyes sparkle as I narrow mine with pretend fury."Give me a break you beast." I smack his chest with my fist that has him toss his head back to let through a rich vibrant laugh. Always teasing me this stupid male of mine. "Elena." He whispers her name with a keen softness accompanied by a gentle smile on his face as he leans into my warmth positioning the side of his head against mine as he grasps onto a few strands of her locks feeling the silkiness between his fingers. She startles when he calls her name her broad eyes veering to gape at him and his smile deepens. The pup observes
Phobos moves at the speed of lightning to swiftly snatch the blanket from the opposite couch and shield me with it from head to toe. His palm settles against the back of my head and he forces me into his neck obscuring the entirety of my half-naked quivering being from view."Mine!" My male snarls furiously flashing his canines at our guests and I gently punch his chest cautioning him to restrain his Alpha pheromones that are intensely spilling out of his pores to permeate the air.After a few seconds of awkward pin-drop stillness, I peek through the blanket at Deimos who has his apologetic eyes adhered to the roof above him whilst he has his palm clamped over Kal's eyes screening his sight. "Let me see, papa! I want to see them wrestling." Kal whines struggling under his father's grip to be set free. Wrestling?
My steps are light as I strive to muffle my heavy excited breathing while tiptoeing into the warmth of our bedroom. Tadeas wriggles eagerly in my arms as soon as he sets his wide ocean blues upon his father who is sound asleep whilst I attempt to carry both my mischievous little beast and the moist lemon cake smothered with freshly whisked cream in my arms.The silky blanket has pooled down to shield my male's nude lower waist as he sleeps on his belly using his brawny arms to rest his head instead of our goose feather pillows. I gently lower our pup onto the bed and he is swift to waddle on his feet at full speed towards his father with keen enthusiasm. This is Tadeas's favourite part of the day, meeting either Phobos or me in our room for we usually do not bring him in here much."Papa!" He squeals with delight
A cold-blooded barbaric beast he is but at times he resembles that of a misconceived precious pup to me. But this truth shall be a secret of mine forever, I want this side of Phobos to be only mine till the end of our days. And if I tell him this it would only get his masculine pheromones all ruffled up, he would want to prove to me that in no way is he a pup which he will certainly do so with his body."I understand. You know best but you trust my words, yes?""Of course I do. It is only because you continually speak well of them and of that male's rule that I am willing to discuss more on this with Deimos and Drakho." Alpha males usually dislike having their females offer them advice on such matters but my male is different, he allows me to do so. He thinks that females possess a better thought process than males and
My trembling fingers plunge further into my male's lush lengthy locks yanking on them with a fierceness as my nails dig into his scalp extracting a throaty aroused grunt of pleasure from my male. His darkened bewitching blues pierce my own to deliver a look overfilled with raw carnal desire whilst his avid fingertips sink into the fragile flesh of my curvy waist holding me in position to arrest the rocking of my hips."Oh, Phobos." I mewl out keeping my legs that dangle over his shoulders in place as he rapidly rams his filthy tongue deeper into my dripping cunt over and over again tasting my damp insides as well the tight rim of my hole until I struggle to breathe amid my lusty moans that rip past my throat. He is too good at this.He buries his face in my drenched pussy taking noisy slurps of my sweet nectar tha
"Then since our male is your flesh and blood as you claimed, you will train him to control himself and his urges. He will save himself for his moon blessed as you did for me. I will never allow him to go seek relief from another female and you as his father and Alpha will make sure of it. Am I understood?""Theia I cannot promise such things-""Am I understood, Phobos?" There is finality in the tone of my voice showing him that he cannot argue with me on this no matter what.After a few beats of silence and him considering my words, he gives me a terse nod of acceptance. "I understand. No one shall touch your male and he will be forbidden from seeking out another.""I want my pups to remain pure for their mate
My heart feels heavy as I observe the wordless conversation between Argus and my male. Phobos stands tall and impenetrable as always not allowing a single trace of his true emotions to be visible for any wolf to determine or sense. But I feel how unsettled he truly is about Argus leaving for, after all, he took up the role of being his fatherly figure after Ondra died.Moira picks up her luggage and hands it to Ragon who calmly takes it from her with his longing eyes settled upon her fragile yet unique features. She barely looks at him now after the heartless words he hurled her way last time when he was injured. She had felt the complete weight of his bitterness towards her and assumed it was best to remain away I suppose."What about your male's baggage?" Ragon questions his voice stern but I am able to sense the hidden sof
Warm soothing brawny arms loop themselves tightly around my waist tugging me onto a hard toned chest that embraces me from behind where the slow beats of his heart evoke intoxicating shivers down the entirety of my spine. Moist plump lips caress the frail skin of my uncovered neck that willingly curves toward his loving mouth, a feathery kiss they gift to my quivering flesh that is always eager to receive his affection."I love you." He grunts out nuzzling into my warmth like a little pup demanding attention. He inhales deeply with his eyes locked allowing my scent to be absorbed by his parched organs, my smell he finds to be relaxing as though it is the only thing that welcomes his essence with open arms."Oh, do you now? And how much do you love me?" I ask teasingly whilst folding the freshly washed clothes that have
"Why is it that you sought after bodily release from whores instead of searching for me?" Elriam fearlessly counterattacks with her head tilted upward her spine straight for she is aware she holds no blame, unlike her male."My duty bound me to these lands. I was going to start soon I swear it.""You mean the pleasure you got from your whores tied you to this place." She states."Elriam!" He cautions her angrily earning a muffled snarl from her."Do not ever raise your voice at me again, it will not end well for you. Come Ragon I wish to speak with you about something in private. Let us go to my cabin I do not wish to see him even for another second." She captures Ragon's hand and ushers him away towards