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2024-10-29 19:42:56MONICA
I had never given much thought to how I would die. Living in the moment was something I did best. From a young age, that had always been the way I lived my life. When my parents died, I only enforced that principal further. Life was too short to be regretting stupid shit.
I lived for the adrenaline, for the danger, for the thrill that came with the concept of life itself. Trust never came easy, but really, trust never came easy to anyone. I was just one of those people who chose to ignore the sketchy signs because living my life with no rules and restrictions meant so much to me. The only person's command I would ever obey was my Alpha's and that was only because I had to submit. Going against him would force me to live a life as a rogue and rogues didn't fare well.
Regrets! I thought I lived my life with no regrets but sitting in the small six by four cell, hands cuffed above my head with silver cuffs
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