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28. Need to talk

Author: Jackie Blue
last update Last Updated: 2023-02-15 23:05:13

Damn the pounding of Evans is getting louder, he's not going to give in before Jake opens the door. Does he know I am here? Has he been to my place? Did he even see Jake carrying me into his bedroom?

"For fucks sake, Jake. I know you are there. Open up, I'm not leaving!"

Jake is giving me a worried look and I can't quite figure out what is causing this look? Is he afraid of losing another friend because of me?

"Jake he's your friend, I don't want you to lose another one because of me. You should talk to him. And I need to talk to him too."

The defeated look on Jake's face hurts me. No idea what's going on in his mind right now, but he looks hurt and afraid. With all the shit we've been through, I don't want him to feel this way. After giving me a long look, he gets up, puts on some pants and leaves the room. My heart starts pounding as he leaves without saying one word or even turning around to look at me. Is he already regretting whatever this is between the two of us?

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