Please calm down

"It wasn't an accident?"

I bit my lip nervously as I remembered what she had said. But she seemed to know it was an accident.

But then why was she so upset? She was smiling when she came back in the room and I saw her face brighten when I smiled at her, but when I closed my eyes, she showed me that hurt look again and hugged me and begged me not to leave... I guess that I deserved that look.

But she didn't mean to hurt me. She was hurting herself. That was obvious from the way she cried when I left and the fact that I didn't hear her cry.

Her crying sounded muffled, maybe she was covering her mouth to stop herself from crying. Why would she do that? Is she trying to get me back? Was she angry with me? She must be! She's being mean right now! But I don't blame her.

She probably has no reason to act like this towards me! It's not my fault! If anything, she should be apologizing to me!

A sob escaped my throat involuntarily. My tears started pouring down my cheeks. I felt so stupid for