I still cannot think clearly about this and I don't know what to do, I feel so confused, mad, anything all those negative feelings that make me depressed.
I'm pregnant, with the most dangerous mafia boss's baby.
This is so unpredictable for me.
The doctor has come and give me some medicine and vitamin for me and the baby in my womb.
“But please you can be more relaxed miss, avoid negative thinking that makes you stressed and bad, everything will be okay, stay calm your mind.”
I just nodded my head and cried, I feel so emotional and this is so unbelievable.
“Alessia, calm down and relax your mind, as our agreement you need to agree with anything that happened you need to take the risk because you already signed the agreement.”
“Y-yes, I do, Riccardo.”
I feel so scared and this makes me more difficult to escape from him, I don't know what to do, and I don't have any friends to talk to.
I was just locked in his mansion without being able to do anything, even interact with my family.
“Alessia, I want you completely to be mine, and you must, I will take you to Greece for our marriage and celebrate there.”
I just nodded my head without saying anything, I feel so afraid of him.
“Why are you just silent, I hate passive girls! Say anything to me!”
“Yes, that's okay, I will do anything you want because I already signed the agreement too.”
“You still look so passive, just like I'm the cruelest man in the world! I don't like your attitude!”
I am so tired of these conditions, I feel like getting forced into this marriage and anything without my consent.
“Alessia, look at me! You are mine, and I will never let you go, so you can stop dreaming you will escape from my mansion, once you made a mess with a mafia, you will be never able to escape, or you will die!”
Riccardo keeps holding my face, and he is talking closer right into my face, this makes me tremble and my heartbeat goes faster.
I can't stop crying, and he tore up the evening gown that I'd been wearing.
Riccardo slowly takes off his clothes, I know how it will end.
I just can't stop crying, and he starts to get closer to me.
“Alessia, you know I love you and always will! And you are going to become my wife! I'm not concerned about others, only you, the one I love, so I am giving you all of my love, and you can rest assured I will make sure that you get pregnant, I know that I can be very gentle and loving with you!”
And with these words, Riccardo put himself between my legs and push himself on top of me.
I can't think straight anymore, this thing is making me crazy.
“Alessia, you're beautiful, don't cry, you belong with me, now let me go deep into you and make you mine.”
My breathing becomes quick, and I think it's hard to breathe, and he starts rubbing my inner thigh.
Riccardo keeps on moving harder against me and my body gets tighter.
This is killing me because I feel so uncomfortable and in pain, it hurts so bad, and I can't stop screaming and crying because of this pain.
Riccardo starts kissing my neck and he kisses it so hard.
As long as he keeps doing that, I can't think of anything else.
“Please Riccardo doesn't do this to me, don't, stop please!!”
“Shh, you're hurting me, you're so cute when you're in pain!”
He starts to rub my sensitive spot, which made me moan loudly, and I felt so bad.
My body starts to shake so hard, and I can't move my hips.
“I'm going to do this to you until you beg me to stop, you want me so bad!”
“Riccardo, don't do it!”
And as soon as he starts to lick and kiss my two sensitive parts, makes me scream again.
“Don't, no, please Riccardo, stop!”
“I won't! Just let me enjoy my pleasure! This is what I've been craving since the first time I meet you.”
“Stop! Stop! Please!”
With these words, he put my panties down, and his great package hits against my sensitive spot, it's painful, and I can't stop feeling this pain.
“Riccardo, please stop! Don't make me hurt, please!”
“Shut up, little Alessia, and enjoy yourself!”
And he shoves his big package inside my wetness, I started to scream again, and I can't control it, I sense that it's hurting me so much, but it also excites me and turns me on, and I just scream my name louder.
“Oh Alessia, you feel so damn amazing! You're so hot Alessia, you're so sexy! I love you!”
“Ahhhh, oh god. I'm about to explode, you are so tight, Alessia.”
With this, I immediately come inside me, I could feel the warmth inside my body.
After he finishes, he pulls out his big package and covers my sensitive spot, then he sat beside me and hold me while I sobbed my tears and my hands are shaking.
I can't believe that I got pregnant, I knew it would happen someday, but the way it happens today makes me scared.
“Don't worry, you will be fine.”
He kisses my forehead gently and tries to comfort me, but I really can't do anything except cry.
I just want everything to end right now, I just can't understand this situation and I feel hopeless and frustrated.
“Hey, don't cry, don't cry.”
“Don't you love me, Riccardo? Why did you marry me? Why didn't you love me?”
“What do you mean what I said before? I do love you, I told you many times before, but the reason I married you is that we will be a perfect couple, and you should learn to accept everything, we can never change the contract, but if it makes you happy, I'll just fulfill it. Don't think like this, I can't break the contract, I love you.”
He kisses my forehead again and hugs me tightly.
I'm still feeling the pain, but I can't show him, not now and not ever because I know that he will kill my baby.I can't help but cry, I would rather not be with this baby and I would rather not live this life.All my life I want to be loved by someone who loves me unconditionally, and here I am now, being forced into a marriage against my will. I know it's wrong, it's stupid, and it's wrong, but I wish I could run away from all of this.I just want to cry and scream in happiness, but I can't, I can't do it and this is just too much to handle. The worst part is that I can't stop crying.After some minutes, Riccardo stop hugging me and after a few seconds, he left me alone.It's quiet around me, no one is talking or anything, I think they wanted to avoid talking to me, I'm confused because I don't understand why they were avoiding me.Then I feel something warm on my back, and it's like it was raining, and suddenly, it stops.But suddenly, he goes back and takes the most beautiful and
"Good morning Miss Alessia, I'm here to prepare anything for you, because today will be your wedding day with Mr Riccardo, congratulations!""Yes thank you so much."The servant help me and prepare anything for me.I could see the make up artist already wait for me, for the most important day for me, I feel like dreaming, about this wedding and anything, they really treat me like a Queen.After clean myself, some servants help me to wearing the wedding dress and prepare for anything.They looks so enthusiast, but I don't know why, I feel unhappy and confused.I see myself in the mirror, but that's look like not me.I looked so beautiful, a beautiful young girl and so charming, I even couldn't close my eyes after see my looks, everything looks so magnificent.From the mirror I could see Riccardo too, he stand near the door and waiting for me."You are so perfect Alessia, I'm so proud to have you in my life."I nodded my head, I feels so afraid of Riccardo."Come on, I waiting for you i
I walk towards the door and take a step out of it, then I face him and grab his collar."I want everything to be my own."He laughs lightly, he doesn't seem surprised."Anything you want princess.""Can I have this beautiful bed?" I ask pointing at the big king size bed."Oh sure sweetie, whatever you want."But suddenly I heard his phone ringing.And then he going outside to answers the call.I heard the conversations a bit, but he seemed so angry.He looks so mad and that's makes me shocked.I heard man's voice on him and I could hear Riccardo keeps angry on phone.Finally he hang up."What's wrong? Why you look so angry Riccardo?""Don't worry about it, sweetie. Everything's okay.""Are you sure?""Positive."He kiss my forehead and then he go inside and closed the door, and I immediately run back inside the room."Why would you lie to me, Riccardo, what happened?""Just forget about it, it's just a business deal.""What deal?""Don't worry about it. I will explain later.""No! I w
“Miss Alessia, where did you want to go?”“I need to go outside to look for fresh air, that's the suggestion from the doctor.”“Okay, we will prepare a car for you, as per the suggestion from Mr. Riccardo.”“No, I don't need it, I just go for a while.”“That's okay, Miss, that will improve if we accompany you.”“Thank you so much for the offer, but I think I prefer to go alone.”I kept going outside the mansion and walking alone to my old place, I ran because I don't want anybody to follow me.I kept running without giving any attention to the people behind my back.“Hey, Wait!”I hear a man screaming, and he pushes my body.I fell on the street and I feel so dizzy when I realize I almost got hit by the car, with maximum speed without giving any attention to people, but I feel safe after getting help from the mysterious man.“Hey, are you okay?”I can't focus to answer his question, I just can't stop staring at him, he was the most handsome man I had ever met. I feel intense feelings
Suddenly, I meet Ezra again, he looks so happy to see me.“Hello Alessia, how are you?”“Hey Ezra, I'm fine.”Ezra looks so happy, and he suddenly comes to me.I feel someone has already got into my shoulder, and I'm dizzy, like lose consciousness. My vision gets blurry and when everything becomes black again.When I open my eyes next time, my whole world is white, a white light everywhere except for the dark room.My head hurts badly, but I can't even think of anything else except where am I? Where's my everyone?The next day is I trying to wake up and get my consciousness back.I wake up in a very fancy room with silver furniture anywhere.“W-where I'm I seemed like didn't able to remember anything clearly.”“Hey princess, you finally wake up, welcome to my mansion.”I see Ezra there in his bathrobe, he looks so handsome and his hair like wet after shower and his pretty gray eyes kept staring at me.“Ezra? Why do you take me into this place.”“Because this is my place, and I need
“And Alessia, I think if we must marry as soon as possible, I have been planning about it.”“But, do you think Riccardo will find it or not?”“Oh, that's not! He will never know about it, but I think he will be insane because he already lost the most precious thing for him and that's you Alessia.”Ezra takes my hands and kissed them.I nodded my head and kept staring at him.Even though Ezra was the mafia boss, he was very sweet and kind to me, that's different from Riccardo.I know Ezra was a very dangerous man, too, but I feel safe around him.When we finished dinner, we go upstairs and Ezra undress me, I was surprised at first, but then I start to blush hard.“Are you alright, baby?”“Yea I'm good.”Ezra smiles at me, and kiss me on the lips, I wrap my arms around him tightly and pulled him close.I was nervous, but Ezra make me forget about everything that happened to me.I don't even know if he loves me that much, and what about our future life together, we haven't discussed marr
The day after day I have been passed, I don't know how long Ezra has been kidnapped me, until this makes me wants to forget about Riccardo, but that's so hard for me.I feels isolated in this fancy mansion and try to forget all the things that happened, I know what's going on outside.I turn on the television and I see about my disappearance that Ezra keeps hidden from me, so this makes me doesn't know about anything that happened.But at the same time I know Riccardo feels the same like I did too.I don't know why my life can be with this mafia, maybe this is my destiny? But I never want this, this situations really makes me insane.Ezra is also the most dangerous mafia, I don't know when I will escape from him."Alessia? What are you thinking there? I've been waiting for you.""E-ezra I just?" My mind was racing with everything I could say. He looks at me confused, he's always confused, his eyes are big as if he wants to ask something but it would hurt him so much if he did.He walk
We're sitting in the couch of the living room watching a movie and I can't concentrate at all, because everytime I close my eyes, I picture Ezra running through the forest and the butterflies fluttering around in my stomach.Suddenly Ezra leans against my shoulder and I feel the blood rushing up to my face. I know I shouldn't be surprised by his sudden actions, we've been dating for almost a month and he never did this before. I think it's normal now, but I guess it wouldn't be possible."What's wrong? You look sad." He says softly and I shake my head, pretending to be fine.Ezra frowns, "Please talk to me Alessia." I raise my eyebrows and bite my lip nervously."Nothing, I promise." I reply and he stares at me intensely."Really?" he asks skeptically and I nod.Ezra sighs and puts his arm around me. I rest my head against his chest and I feel relaxed.We continue watching the movie and I don't remember when he fell asleep, he's laying on my shoulder but he looks completely different
"Here it is." She said giving him the jacket.Riccardo puts it on and turns around to face her."Thanks."She smiled sweetly at him."Where do you want me to carry you?" She asked."You can carry me over your shoulder." Riccardo said.Alessia roll her eyes."You know, I'M NOT THAT BABY. YOU CAN DO IT WITH YOUR OWN TWO HANDS AND DON'T ASK ME TO PUT MY BACK ON YOU OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT."Riccardo looks surprised at how fast she reacted after what he said."Alright, whatever you say." He chuckled.And so Alessia carried him over her shoulders.As they were going towards the elevator Riccardo spoke."So, are you going back to work tomorrow?" He asks."I think so. My boss told me that she wanted me to come back to work as early as possible." She answered."That means I'll be able to spend more time with you, won't it?" He asked."Yeah, probably, but don't expect me to kiss you every time that you come home." Alessia joked.Riccardo laughs at her comment."Ok." He says "Well, I guess we sh
The next morning, Alessia woke up early. After getting ready quickly she went downstairs to see Riccardo waiting for her."Morning, baby girl," he greets her and give her a peck on the cheek."Morning, Riccardo." She replied as she sits on the table."Let's have breakfast together, I made you breakfast earlier." He said.She gave him a small smile."Thank you."After eating their breakfast, they decided to walk through the city. They walked hand in hand. It felt natural for them. When they reach near the park, they decided to sit on one of the benches."Have you been planning this for long?" Asked Alessia."Yeah, since last month. Why?""Nothing."Alessia leans her head against his shoulder. As they continue walking, Alessia couldn't hold it anymore."Do you really want to adopt my babies?" She asks."Of course I do." He answers without any hesitation."But I mean, why did you choose us?" Riccardo sigh."Honestly, I don't know. It's all I dream about for years." He paused. "When I wa
"That's a very valid question. And I don't blame you at all for missing me, Alessia. But don't feel guilty, okay? I would never be mad at you or upset if you ever thought about coming back to me. In fact, if you do decide to return, we'll talk more about this situation, alright?" She requested with a small smile.As soon as I heard the words we will talk being said aloud, I felt slightly relieved. However, it only lasted for a short amount of time because I immediately thought about what Ezra had said to me the night before. He had asked me to wait until tomorrow to give myself a chance to talk about the things that troubled me, so now, I was starting to wonder whether my decision to wait was a good idea. I decided I needed to ask her about it."Actually, I need to ask you something...about yesterday afternoon," I said nervously."What is it?" she asked curiously."I don't know how to word it exactly...but I have these weird feelings...and I'm beginning to think that maybe I should r
"This was a really fun game, Alessia. I think I'm going to enjoy playing it more often," she mentioned, smiling genuinely."Me too. And I'm glad you enjoyed yourself today. I missed you playing poker," I admitted."And I missed you too, Alessia. Thank you for everything you did. We wouldn't have survived without you," she said sincerely.Just then, someone knocked on the door and announced Ezra's arrival. A moment later, he entered the room with an excited smile plastered across his face."Sorry I'm late. I got caught up on a case and had to do overtime," he apologized."It's alright. You were lucky that it was only one extra hour," she commented.I gave Ezra a quick hug, while everyone else congratulated him on finally arriving back."Wow, you smell great!" I commented, noticing how fresh his hair smelled."Thanks. That means a lot to me," he said happily.We all then headed out of the house, saying our farewells. As we reached their car, I noticed the car seats had been removed and
We both got up and made our way down the hallway to the kitchen. There, I saw our family eating together. They all looked quite happy and excited. My heart filled with happiness upon seeing everyone looking so content. It was truly a perfect family.As soon as I arrived downstairs, I spotted them sitting together at one of the stools at the kitchen counter. I walked over to them and took a seat beside her."Hey," I greeted."Hey," Ezra responded."I'm sorry for waking you," I apologies."Oh, it's not a problem. I didn't mind getting up early anyway," She stated cheerfully, waving her hand dismissively.I chuckled softly to myself and turned my attention towards my mum who was busy cooking breakfast."Mum, please don't cook too much. I might not be able to handle it after all," I pleaded.She chuckled."There's plenty more where that came from," she reassured me."Thank God," I whispered in relief.Alessia suddenly jumped up from her seat and ran out of the room, running past me and a
Without saying another word, I followed him into the bedroom, closing the door behind me as I did so. I laid down on the bed and he crawled onto the mattress and pressed a kiss against my forehead. I immediately melted into his embrace. My eyelids started to droop tiredly. Dan chuckled and kissed my temple."Go to sleep, Alessia," he ordered softly.I hummed contently and closed my eyes, relaxing into his touch. Soon enough, my breathing slowed and deepened until it eventually stopped altogether. Ezra smiled to himself as he looked down at me, admiring my peaceful expression. I was sleeping soundly in his arms. The events of yesterday were finally catching up with me and I could barely keep myself from falling asleep. The exhaustion was setting in and I could barely keep my eyes open. I sighed softly as Ezra rubbed circles against my hip soothingly.He leaned forward and rested his chin atop my head, gently brushing away the strands of my loose hair and placing a gentle kiss on th
"Okay, love, I get it. Let's not talk too much and just get ready for breakfast. Then we should probably hurry up and eat before everyone arrives," he said playfully.I nodded and smiled.I felt so loved by Ezra. He gave me more joy than anything else in this world. Even though I'd never admit it out loud, he was definitely the most important person to me in this world. Every time I thought about losing him, my heart broke and I felt so empty. All I wanted to do was hug him tightly and tell him how much I loved him. I had never had anyone give me unconditional love Ever.I had never experienced that type of warmth. I was used to people only caring about the fame I brought them. It scared me to think that someone would ever care about me. And that they would love me unconditionally.I shook my head to clear my thoughts and glanced up at Ezra nervously. There was no way I would be able to hide the emotion in my eyes if I dared to speak. The words seemed stuck somewhere in my throat."
"Marry me," he muttered between heavy breaths."Huh? Why?" I questioned, staring up at him in confusion."Because...because I want you to marry me," he repeated.I gasped quietly in shock, unable to speak a word. Dan's dark eyes were filled with determination as he stared at me intently.ToYah, yah, yes! Of course, I'll marry you!" I blurted out hurriedly.I immediately slapped a hand over my mouth. My voice had come out so loud and I could tell that Ezra had definitely heard me. I bit my lip anxiously and glanced over at him nervously. But surprisingly, he didn't react at all he merely chuckled softly and kissed me tenderly on the lips."Good girl," he murmured softly. "Now come here," he added.I reluctantly crawled towards him. Once I was close enough, he pulled me into a tight embrace and hugged me tightly."Are you okay?" he asked worriedly."Yeah, I'm alright," I assured him.I couldn't believe I had just proposed to Ezra. Sure, I'd always known that it would eventually happen,
"I love you so much," he whispered in my ear before pressing his lips against mine.I felt my cheeks flush brightly again and I closed my eyes in anticipation. As soon as our lips connected, I felt my senses begin to dull and my body relax. All of my worries and problems melted away, leaving nothing but bliss behind them. Nothing mattered except for Ezra."I love you too," I replied softly.After a moment, I pulled away, breaking apart our kiss. I took a deep breath and exhaled loudly."So...are we going back to watching TV now?" I asked hopefully.He chuckled softly."We can continue watching whatever you want," he replied. "However, are you sure that you're alright?" he questioned.A part of me wanted to lie and say everything was fine, but I knew that I couldn't do it. I couldn't hide the truth from Ezra. Besides, he probably already suspected something, judging by the look in his eyes. So, I decided to answer honestly instead."Honestly? No. Not really. I' m just tired," I admit