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I never thought!

Author: Ariel Liza
last update Last Updated: 2022-09-09 13:02:17

Celine remained silent.

"You must've known that I loved you."

"I knew." She finally admitted.

"But I thought you didn't care for me."

Roman's eyes flashed with anger. His lips tightened into a thin line and his nostrils flared as he inhaled sharply. He opened his mouth to say something but no words came out. His hands balled into fists as he tried to control himself.

"I was foolish and thoughtless back then. When you left me, I wanted to die. All I thought about was getting rid of the pain you had inflicted upon me. All I cared about was myself and getting revenge on you for what you had done to me. I believed that after you died I would feel relieved because I wouldn't have to live with that pain. Then I met you again." He took a deep breath as he tried to calm down his temper.

"The pain you caused me, the pain you caused me again and again and again. You hurt me. You made me love you. You broke me. You tore apart everything that was mine and brought everything within me back to yo
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