ALIYAH POV
She tightened her grip on my neck. I think I can’t take it any longer.
Biglang bumukas ang pinto. I saw Eddie and some maids. Agad nilang hinawakan si Maris. Eddie took the injection from his pocket and injected on her.
“Papatayin ko kayong lahat!” sigaw ni Maris. Habang pinagtutulungan siya ng mga katulong na ibalik sa kama at itali.
Pinuntahan ako ni Eddie at tinulungang makatayo. “Aliyah, bumalik na muna tayo sa kwarto mo. Hayaan mong tulungan kita,” sabi niya.
“Salamat Eddie,” habang naglakad kami patungong pintuan, bumaling ako saglit kay Maris. Sa tingin ko ay unti-unti na siyang nakakatulog dahil sa gamot. Patungong kwarto ko, kinausap ako ni Eddie.
“Aliyah, huwag ka nang bumalik sa kwarto na iyon. At huwag mo nang kausapin ang babaeng iyon. Matagal na siyang baliw. At hindi ito ang unang beses na nanakit siya ng tao.” Ayon kay Eddie.
“Ganoon ba Eddie? Kaano-ano ni Lorenzo ang babae na iyon?” tanong ko.
“Kinupkop lamang siya ni Master. May sakit sa utak ang babae na iyon. Pero huwag kang mag-alala, hindi magtatagal wala na yun dito.” Seryosong sagot nito.
“Bakit siya mawawala Eddie? Saan siya pupunta,” tanong ko ulit.
“Sa tingin ko ay ibabalik na siya sa syudad ni Master. Siguro sa pamilya niya? Hindi ako sigurado.” Sabi niya.
“Ganoon ba? Siguro kailangan na nyang bumalik sa syudad para mapagamot siya doon.” Sagot ko naman.
“Narito na tayo Aliyah, magpahinga ka na muna. Huwag kang mag-alala, nasabihan ko na si Master na gusto mo siyang maka-usap,” mula sa sinabi ni Eddie para akong nakakita ng liwanag.
“Maraming salamat Eddie, sige magandang gabi, magpapahinga na ako,” sabi ko bago ko sinara ang pintuan ng kwarto.
It was good news actually. At least I will have a chance to talk to Lorenzo. I hope he can answer my questions and I hope that he was a nice person too.
I went to the mirror to see the bruises I got on my neck. Hindi ko inaakalang baliw na pala ang kausap ko. I pitty her, I should’ve not trusted her. Buti na lang dumating sina Eddie.
I made myself comfortable on the bed. Napaka-lambot ng kama at ng mga unan. I tried to take a nap until suddenly I fell asleep.
A few hours maybe after sleeping, I woke up again. I opened the curtains and it was still dark outside. I think nasa mahigit isang oras lang ata akong nakatulog.
I can still feel a little pain in my neck. Habang nakaupo sa kama, I heard a sound. It was the sound of the piano. I think someone is playing it. Being so curious as always, I tried to find the source of the music. I found another stair going to the next floor. Buti na lang at may konting ilaw. I think I need to go up to check.
I walked slowly and carefully. I am not familiar with the house in the first place. When I reached the next floor, mas lalong naging malakas ang tunog ng piano. May nakita akong kwarto at medyo nakabukas ang pinto nito.
There was a light inside the room so I can clearly see what was happening.
Sa loob ay may nakita akong isang malaking piano at may nakatalikod na lalaking naka-itim. He was playing the piano and he was really good. I saw his broad shoulders at kahit nakatalikod alam kong malaki ang katawan niya. I love the way he played the piano. He is a good pianist.
He stopped for a while and looked up the ceiling. He reached for a glass beside him. I saw that it was red liquid. Ininom nya ito at ibinalik sa mesa. I tried to look at the glass. I tried my best to look at it, and realized it was not a wine. It was actually thicker than wine and its crimson red. I stepped backward as I realized that it was blood. I am sure it was blood. I think I created a sound. I think he was able to sense me.
Nanaig ang takot sa akin, kaya umalis ako sa harap ng pintuan at tumakbong palayo. I don’t care if he noticed me, I just want to go away from that room. Hindi ako pwedeng magkamali, he was drinking blood. It was blood. Humihingal ako nang makapasok sa aking kwarto. I tried to lock the door. I can’t believe what I saw. Inabot ko ang isang baso at uminom ng tubig na nasa mesa. Anong klaseng mansyon ba itong kinaroroonan ko? Kung hindi mga baliw, ay mga katulong na hindi mo naman makausap ang makakasalubong ko. Yung lalaking umiinom ng dugo, is he Lorenzo? I can feel cold sweat all over my body. Bigla akong napaigtad nang may kumatok sa pinto. I am so scared, is that him.
I don’t want to open the door. May kumatok muli and it was trying to open the door. I prepared myself to face him. I tried to inhale and exhale. This is it. The door burst open at pumasok si Eddie.
Hinawakan ko ang dibdib ko habang nakatingin sa kanya.
“Ok ka lang ba Aliyah?” tanong ng matanda.
“Yes Eddie, I thought it was another person trying to get in the room,” I told him.
“Pumunta ako para kamustahin ka Aliyah. Kamusta na ang leeg mo?” as he examined the bruises.
“Medyo masakit pa ng konti Eddie. But I am fine.” Sagot ko.
May inabot siya sa aking cream. Pwede ko raw iyong gamitin para sa pasa. Nagbigay din siya ng iinuming gamot para mawala ang sakit. Sabihan ko lang daw siya kung may kailangan pa ako. He was good to me. Nang umalis siya, I started to rub the cream on the bruises. Ininom ko na rin ang gamot at nagsimula nang magpahinga sa kama.
I was in my deep sleep when I felt someone kissing my neck and hands caressing my legs. I tried to open my eyes but all I see was darkness, there was no light inside the room. I can see a man’s figure beside me in the bed. I tried to move to stay away from him but I can’t. Parang nanigas ang katawan ko at wala akong magawa. I can’t even say a word. I just remained in the bed while he started to take off my dress and my underwear.
ALIYAH POVI felt scared as he started to undress me. Parang tambol ang dagundong ng aking puso sa takot. I really don’t know what’s happening. It is as if I no longer have control over my body. I felt him change his position. I felt his weight above me as he positioned himself in between my thighs. Wala akong magawa to stop him. I closed my eyes as tears started to fall from my eyes.I gasped for air as I woke up. Basang-basa ang buong katawan ko sa pawis. It was just a dream but it seems so real. I checked my body, I am still wearing the floral dress. I closed my eyes as I hugged myself. That was a nightmare. Bumangon ako sa kama at pumunta ng bintana upang buksan ang kurtina. Umaga na siguro, ngunit gaya kahapon, wala pa rin akong makitang liwanag ng araw. I think it was still cloudy outside at may mga hamog pa rin sa labas. Narinig kong may kumatok at pumasok si Eddie.“Magandang umaga Aliyah,” bati ni Eddie.“Magandang u
ALIYAH POVI tried my best to stop him but he was too strong. I was able to kick him as I used my hands to cover my exposed chest. I had the opportunity to escape from his grip and so I did.I tried to move fast away from him, ngunit naabutan nya ako. He reached for my hair and I felt the burning pain on my scalp.“Where do you think, you are going, you little slut.” Galit ang tunog ng boses niya.“Please, maawa ka,” I begged.“I own you. So you cannot say no to me.” Sabi niya habang sapilitan niya akong dinala at hinila papunta sa kwarto niya.I can’t even fight him back. He was so strong and the pain on my scalp was unbearable.Naramdaman ko ang mainit na luha sa aking pisngi. I don’t know what to do.We reached his bedrood. Grabe ang takot na nararamdaman ko.He pulled me inside and pushed me down on the bed. I felt his hands on my neck. Kitang-kita ko ang pula ng mga mata niya. His furious look scares me a lot.“Women praise me. Women beg for me. And I want you to do the same. Don
ALIYAH POVHis warm tongue ran over my neck after he gave his release. I was sobbing in pain about how he took away my virginity earlier.Nanginginig ang labi ko sa takot. I know he will not stop. Kahit anong pagmamakaawa ko, hindi niya ako pinapakinggan. Hindi ko kayang makita ang mukha niya.“I still want you Aliyah, to satisfy me more,” sabi nito.His lips landed on mine, devouring every part of my tongue. He forced his tongue inside my mouth. He let go of my lips and I breathe heavily. His Kiss was intense and rough. My lips were sore after that kiss.Hinawakan niya ang pisngi ko para tumingin sa kanya.“Look at me, this is the fact that you will see for the rest of your life,” sabi niya.“Walang hiya ka, kahit anong gawin mo, habang buhay na kitang kamumuhian. I hate you,” I shouted.My body was frozen but my mouth is not.His face tightening with a smile as he grabbed my body closer to him this time. Hindi siya kuntento sa ginawang pag-angkin sa akin at gagawin niya itong muli.
ALIYAH POVNanginginig ang tuhod ko at dumadagundong sa tibok ang aking puso. Nahihilo ako at parang masusuka matapos kong makita ang brutal na pagpatay kay Maris. Ang lalaking iyon, halimaw siya. Gusto kong burahin ang alaala ng patay na katawan ni Maris.Napaupo ako sa gilid ng kama habang niyayakap ang sarili. I am in hell. This is really hell.Napaigtad ako ng biglang may kumatok sa pinto. Malamang si Lorenzo yan o si Vlad. Sobra akong natatakot.Ayokong buksan, nananaig ang takot sa akin. Kumatok muli, ngunit hindi ko pa rin pinuntahan.Biglang bumukas ang pinto at napaatras ako sa aking kinauupuan.Pumasok si Teresa at kita sa mukha niya ang pag-aalala. Tumakbo ako palapit sa kanya at niyakap siya. Ang saya-saya ko na makita siyang muli.“Aliyah, I’m worried about you. Are you Ok?” tanong nito sa akin.I burst into tears as I hugged her back.“What happen Aliyah, tell me,” sabi ni Teresa.“Teresa, please help me. I need to escape from here,” nanginginig ang kamay ko habang nagsa
ALIYAH POV I tried to protest and fought back. His weight above me habang hinahalikan niya ako. Nakakadiri siya. I want him away from me. He pushed both my hands on the bed. Sumigaw ako upang humingi ng tulong kahit alam kong walang darating na tulong. I remember Maris, that poor girl. Alam kong gagamitin lang din ako ni Lorenzo to pleasure him and fullfil his needs. After that, just like Maris, he will surely kill me too. His mouth went to my breast and suck it with his mouth. “Lorenzo, tama na. Ayoko please!” I got no response. He was busy claiming my body. He stopped to stare at me. He was handsome but his heart is full of darkness. Bumangon siya sa kama at dali-dali kong tinakpan ng kumot ang hubad kong katawan. I was trembling in fear. Binuksan niya ang drawer malapit sa kama at may kinuhang lubid. I never thought na may lubid siyang nakatago rito. He went back on the bed. I tried my best to stay away from him. He was looking at me and his eyes were scary. Hinila niya ang p
ALIYAH POVNakita kong dumugo ang bibig ni Vlad. Imbes na magalit kay Lorenzo, tumawa lamang ito sabay tumayo.He licked the blood in his lips.“Sorry Lorenzo. Nadala ako sa ganda ni Aaliyah,” mahinahon nitong sabi kay Lorenzo.“I think you need to go Vladymir. Your three days’ vacation is over. Baka hinahanap ka na mga tauhan mo sa negosyo,” seryosong sabi ni Lorenzo.Tumango si Vlad at bumaling sa akin. He just smiled and went away.I felt terrified. Vlad almost kissed me.Lumapit si Lorenzo sa akin. Takot akong tumingin sa kanya. Galit na galit ang mukha niya.He grabbed my arm at sa higpit ng hawak niya, alam kong galit nag alit siya sa akin.Hinila niya ako pabalik sa mansyon.“Lorenzo, please, it hurts me,” I pleaded but he didn’t care.We reached his office and he pushed me on his couch.Our bodies were closer to each other as I felt his weight above me.“No one can ever touch you, kiss you and fuck you. Only me Aaliyah,” sabi nito sabay halik sa aking labi.Walang awa ang hali
ALIYAH POVDahan-dahan akong naglakad papunta sa kanyang kwarto. Nagsimulang lumamig ang mga kamay ko. Takot ang nararamdaman ko sa tuwing maririnig ang pangalan ni Lorenzo. Ayokong makita siya, kinamumuhian ko siya.Nakarating ako sa harap ng kwarto niya. I don’t want to come in. Ngunit alam kong mas magagalit siya kung hindi ko susundin ang gusto niya.Kumatok ako ng tatlong beses ngunit hindi niya ako pinagbuksan. Kumatok muli ako ngunit wala pa rin, kaya napag-isipan kong pumasok na lang sa kwarto niya.Pumasok ako ng dahan-dahan hanggang sa natanaw ko siyang nakatayo sa malawak na balcony. Ang isang kamay ay may hawak na baso na may alak habang ang isang kamay ay nasa loob ng kanyang bulsa. Mukhang malalim ang kanyang iniisip. Ano kayang dahilan bakit niya ako gustong makita ngayong gabi?“Kanina pa kita hinihintay bakit ang tagal mong dumating Aaliyah?” seryosong sabi niya.Napalunok ako. Hindi ko alam ang isasagot sa kanya.Lumingon siya sa akin at nakita ko ang mga mata niyang
ALIYAH POVI woke up in his bed. I scratched my eyes to see that I was alone in his room.Naalala ko kagabi how he claimed my body over and over again. I can still feel the pain in between my thighs. Huminga ako ng malalim. Napakabigat ng dibdib ko. I feel like I am trash being used by a man to pleasure him.Tumingin ako sa paligid. Napakalaki ng kaniyang kwarto. Lahat ng mga muwebles ay mukhang napakamamahalin.His room carries a traditional style. The walls were made of dark wood inspired by 18th and 19th-century designs. Layered in color and texture, traditional style interiors, bring a sense of history and glamour to a space.Hinanap ko ang damit na sinira niya kagabi but it wasn’t here. I saw a new dress prepared for me. It was a simple V-neck purple dress.May towel din at mga underwear. I hurriedly fixed myself and put on the clothes.Agad akong lumabas ng kwarto niya upang bumalik sa aking kwarto. As usual, the first thing I will do after a night with him is to clean my body.
ALIYAH POVMaaga akong nagising ngayong araw. I had my breakfast outside the mansion. The weather is perfect today. Habang kumakain, naalala ko ang Snake dagger na nakita ko sa kwartong iyon. It was my first time to see a dagger that was as mysterious as that one. But beside that dagger, mas naiintriga ako kay Benedict. Hindi siya mawala sa isip ko, may kutob akong hindi maganda. Lumingon ako sa napaka-laking mansyon niya. Napakaganda ng disenyo nito, mukhang itinayo mula noong unang panahon. Ngayong araw si Kate muna ang magbabantay sa baby ko. She wants me take a rest and enjoy this place. While roaming my eyes around, witnessing the majestic view of this land, dumating ang isang katulong para tawagan ako.“Ma’am, iniimbitahan ko po kayo ni sir Benedict sa kanyang opisina,” wika nito. I nodded and followed behind her. Habang papunta sa kanyang opisina, hindi mawala sa akin ang isang masamang kutob. Ngunit pilit ko itong binabaliwala. I try to convince myself that we are here in Bene
ALIYAH POVDumaan ang mga buwan, I remained in the custody of the Guardians. I t wasn’t easy for me to accept that my father was gone. Despite of everything that had happened, I am still lucky to have Kate with me. Papalit-palit kami ng lugar hanggang sa nanganak ako. It was too painful to give birth. Ramdam ko na ang isa kong paa ay nasa hukay. Akala ko hindi ko kaya, akala ko hindi ko maisisilang sa mundo ang aking anak. While I struggled during my labor, all I can imagine was Lorenzo’s face. Huling impormasyong nakuha ko ay noong sinabi ni Kate na narito sa mundo namin si Lorenzo and that she took Teresa away. From that time, wala na akong nakuhang impormasyon pa. Alam ko na ang dahilan kung bakit papalit-palit kami ng tirahan ay dahil gusto akong protektahan ng guardians mula kay Lorenzo.I gave birth to a healthy baby boy. I named him Alaric. He has his father’s eyes, nose and mouth. Magkamukha sila. I treat my son as the most precious thing I have in this life. Mula nang oras na
CHAPTER 52LORENZO POVI felt the warmth of my fingers as I tightened my grip on this glass of wine. Every drop has a lingering effect on me as always. I want to sink a good half-bottle right now as I remember that day when I thought that I could have lost her forever.Hindi ko mapapatawad ang aking sarili kung may mangyaring masama kay Aaliyah. Lalo na ngayon na alam kong magkaka-anak na kami. Kahit isang minuto ayaw kong mawala sila sa isipan ko. Hindi ko makakalimutan kung paano nanginig ang buo kong katawan habang tumatakbo upang tingnan kung sino ang nahulog sa building. My eyes widened in fear when I saw Aaliyah’s father lying dead. Blood crawls around him. I turned around to see my sister standing, her eyes full of anger. She killed Aaliyah’s father, my vision turned red and all I can remember was me attacking my sister. She fought back but her strength depleted. I can see her skin suffered from burns. I smelled holy water around. I knew it, someone used holy water against her.
ALIYAH POVBiglang sumakit ang tiyan ko habang tumatakbo kasama ni Teresa. I can’t believe, Teresa is alive. She told me about the curse. Nag-alala ako para sa baby ko, ayaw kong mapahamak siya. When we arrived there, no one was there. Bigla akong nakaramdam ng lamig sa buong katawan ko. Sa hindi maipaliwanag na rason, nagkaroon ako ng masamang kutob. I turned back to look at Teresa. Para akong estatwa na hindi makagalaw. I can see his two eyes, slowly turning black. Napaatras ako sa takot. This isn’t right.She smirked and moved closer to my direction. Natakot ako para sa baby ko. “Teresa, what is this?” tanong ko.“Time to kill you Aaliyah, I’ve been wanting to kill you. Mula nang malaman kong mahal ka ng kapatid ko, wala akong ibang gusto kundi ang patayin ka,” sigaw nito.Hindi ako makapaniwala. May kinuha siya sa bag, isang kutsilyo. Papatayin nga niya talaga ako.She attacked me with a knife, siya namang pagdating ni Kate. Kate found us, buti na lang at dumating ang kaibigan ko.
LORENZO POVBinasag ko ang mga bote ng wine at mga baso sa aking harapan. Galit na galit ako, ilang buwan na ngunit hindi ko pa rin matagpuan si Aaliyah. I’ve searched all places but I can’t find her. Sabi ng mga tauhan ko, mukhang tinatago nila si Aaliyah sa isa sa mga simbahan na nasa kontrol ng “Guardians of Light”. Hindi kami makapasok, siguradong malulusaw kami. I want Aaliyah beside me, I need to protect her. Labis ang pagsisisi ko dahil hinayaan kong kainin ang kaluluwa ko ng pagnanasa at nagawa kong lahat ng masamang bagay sa kanya. I know, there’s a part in her heart that hates me. Pinatay ko ang mga inosenteng tao sa harap niya. I raped her many times. I even hurt her physically. Even her best friend Janine, I killed, just to protect her. I tried to save Janine, from a spell that slowly poisons her mind, ngunit hindi ko na nagawa pang iligtas siya. That day she wrote the letter to Aaliyah, I know her intention, and that is to let her go upstairs to kill her. Kaya inunuhan ko
ALIYAH POVLumalaki na ang aking tiyan. Five months and I’m becoming more excited. Laging masama ang pakiramdam ko. I often vomit, especially if I don’t like the taste of the food. Kate is always beside me. Hindi niya ako iniiwan. Ngayong araw, finally, we were able to convince the council to let me out and see the outside world. Simula nang malaman namin na buntis ako, I wasn’t allowed to go out. Ayaw daw ng council na may masamang mangyari sa akin. Today, they gave us permission to go to a nearby mall. Ngunit 30 minutes lang at may mga bantay sa paligid para makasigurado na safe kami ng anak ko.Namili ako ng mga gamit ni baby. Sister Mercy gave me money. Naalala ko noon, when I was young, my family and I loved to visit malls on weekends. Dinadala kami ni daddy sa mga shops and stores, and would let me and mom buy whatever we want. Ngayon, hanggang sa panaginip na lang lahat. It will never happen again. Kahapon binisita ako ni Dad. I was so shocked to see him. Naninilbihan na rin da
ALIYAH POVAng sarap sa pakiramdam habang nararamdaman ko ang init ng sikat ng araw. Naririnig ko ang huni ng mga ibon sa paligid. Ang amoy ng mga bulaklak sa aking paligid, mga taong nagkukwentuhan at mga batang nagtatakbuhan. Ang malamig na simoy ng hangin na tumatama sa aking katawan habang dinadala nito ang nakalugay kong buhok. Tatlong araw mula noong nakalabas ako sa harang ng San Vengganza, hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa rin akalaing malaya na ako. Noong nakatapak ako sa lupa ng aking totoong mundo, agad akong nahimatay at natulog ng ilang oras. Si kate ang una kong nakita. She told me everything, about the “Guardians of Light,”. Matagal na nila akong gustong iligtas, ngunit hindi ganoon kadali ang pasukin ang kuta ni Lorenzo. Eddie has been their eyes to learn more about Lorenzo. It took him years to have his trust and they were successful. I remember Lorenzo, from the first time I saw him in Santa Isabella Farm, he was looking at me that time intensely. I hated the way he looked
LORENZO POVNagmadali akong umalis ng mansyon. Sana makabalik ako agad mamayang gabi. I just need to buy that ring for her. That Wittelsbach-Graff Diamond ring is perfect for her. I can’t believe this is all happening. Finally, I am going to propose to her. I have been stalking her for years. Mula noong makita ko siya sa Santa Isabella Farm, sakay ng isang puting kabayo. Aliyah Rose Castellano, the moment I knew her name, parang musika ang pangalan niya sa aking isipan. She’s too young and fragile. I’ve been fantasizing her. Her crystal like eyes, rosy cheecks, her captivating smile, everything about her is so perfect in my eyes. Lahat ng mga babaeng nasa paligid ko nakatingin sa akin, ngunit siya, ibang-iba sa kanila. Dinaanan lang ako at tinitigan saglit na parang wala lang. “Am I not attractive to her?” I became angry and confused that time.Mula noon, hindi na siya umalis sa aking isipan. Lagi ko siyang sinusundan. Minsan lang siya kung lumabas ng bahay. Kasama ng kanyang mga kaib
ALIYAH POVBusy ako ngayon sa pagluluto. Abala ang ibang katulong sa mga gawain dito sa mansyon. Kaya naiwan akong mag-isa sa kusina. Bilin ni Lorenzo sa kanila na pagandahin at linisin ang buong mansyon. He said, he wants to have a party tomorrow night. Hindi ko rin natanong pa kung anong party iyon. Siguro may darating na naman na mga bisita.Gumising ako ng maaga ngayong araw. I want to help in preparing for the breakfast. Pero dahil abala ang lahat at walang kukuha ng mga gulay sa labas ng mansyon, kaya walang nagawa ang cook nila kung hindi ang lumabas nang mag-isa.Puro gulay at itlog ang nakikita ko sa lamesa. Pagkatapos magluto, dumating ang isang katulong upang tulungan akong ayusin ang mga pagkain sa lamesa. Tumingin ako sa katulong at nakaramdam ako ng kaunting kirot. Naalala ko si Janine. This woman in front of me has the same age as Janine. I can’t believe I fell for the man who killed my friend. I shook my head, ayoko munang maalala ang mga iyon. I want to spend this day