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The Strange feeling.

Author: Nnodim Praise
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Pancho POV

My eyes trailed Becca as she walked up to her room after eating her breakfast, she looked so effortlessly beautiful.

I guess this is all I can do now, watch her from a distance. I know she probably hates my guts, I hate myself too.

Staying away from her especially after that kiss we shared, has to be the hardest thing in my life.

I remember her eyes so full of hope after I kissed her, and I crushed it. All I wanted to do that day was to hold her delicate self close to me and never let go but I know it won’t be possible, not when this guilt still lays in my chest.

I couldn’t be with her knowing that I keep such huge secret from her.

“I don’t get why you are being a coward Pancho, it’s so obvious from your eyes that you are in love with her.” Luciana attacked me with a scowl.

“I’m not.” I tried denying but it didn’t work, Luciana read me like a book.

“You can’t fool me, your mouth speaks one thing but your eyes say another. Why are you doing this Pancho?.” She asked with
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