"I'm selfish?" she asked to herself lowly not believing that she was being selfish in all this. She looked up at him with her blank eyes not knowing what to say to him anymore. She kept staring at him blankly while he also didn't choose to comment.The door of the bathroom opened and Emiliano walked out of it with a towel draped around his torso. When his gaze fell on both of them he frowned not knowing what was happening here. He saw her sitting blankly there with her tear stained face. Her red nose and ear tips were clearly telling that she was crying badly. He walked near her but she didn't move a bit. She was frozen at her place while he looked at Joaquin who was also looking at her with his cold eyes. An unknown look crossed his eyes which before Emiliano could understand what it was, it soon disappeared. Vanessa stood up from the bed and getting down she walked out of the room without saying anything. Joaquin and Emiliano were looking at her silently. When she exited the room
Vanessa was walking numbly down the hallways. She didn't believe what Joaquin did and said to her. She was having so many thoughts in her mind at once. She wasn't able to understand how did she become selfish in the constant struggle of being with the brothers. She just wanted them to be with her forever and never leave her. Then in all that when did she become selfish she couldn't understand. She started descending down the stairs slowly lost in her own thoughts. Ana and Ava who were placing the breakfast on the dining table saw her absentmindedly descending down the stairs which made them frown and look at each other. They turned concern and immediately ran towards Vanessa, holding her either hand they made her descended down the stairs with them and made her sit on the couch. "What were you doing Vanessa?You could have fallen from there." Ava scolded her gaining her attention. She slowly trailed her sea blue orbs at them and nodded her head."What happened dear? You seem lost?" A
"Pequeña bebe?" Joaquin called her softly yet hesitantly. Hearing her name being called she raised her head and looked up at them. "Y-Yes?" She asked him without any expression on her face. Her face was void of any emotion. "I- I wanted to apologize to you." Joaquin said hesitantly not knowing how to meet her eyes after behaving so irrationally with her. "I-It's okay Joa you didn't do anything wrong. You were right I was being selfish." she said and placed her head back on the table which made Joaquin to drown more in guilt.He felt a lump in his throat not knowing what to say to her anymore. He had made her feel bad and low about her own self. He made her feel less worthy and the things she isn't. He kneeled down on the grass beside her and placed his big palm at her thigh softly making her flinch. She again raised her head and looked at him. "I'm really sorry, Pequeña bebe. I shouldn't have said those things to you. I was only thinking about me not you. Please forgive me." he sa
After having her breakfast Vanessa stood up from her chair gaining brothers attention. Before they could ask her anything she started climbing the stairs. So they started having their breakfast hastily. She reached to their room and took out her medicines gulping with the water. The brothers also entered inside the room and saw her having her medicines which again turned them shock because they always have to remind her about her medicines. After having her medicines she went to the balcony of her their room and sat their on the couch with her closed eyes and the brothers also came there. "Are you fine, Mi charlatán? Is something happening to you?" Emiliano asked her softly. She opened her eyes and saw the brothers looking at him her standing in front of the couch. "I-I'm fine." she said to him. "Then why are you so quiet today?" this time Alejandro questioned her. "I-I just want to be alone." she told them which made to frown etch upon their faces. "Why? You never felt to be al
"I-I don't want to die. I don't want to leave you. Please, please don't let me die." she said sobbing and wailing her heart out in Alejandro's chest. "You are not going anywhere my love you hear me? You are absolutely fine. You are very strong girl that's why God decided to test you and you have to pass in his test. You hear me?" he asked her softly running his fingers through her hair."I-Is he taking my test?" she asked him like a kid curiously. "Of course they are. You are very strong so they decided to check your capability." Alejandro told her softly. She sniffled due to her runny nose. Joaquin noticed and wiped it with his shirt sleeve gently. "Please mi pequeña bebe for saying all those mean words to you. I didn't mean any of them, I just wanted to let my anger out and seeing you at that dangerous place made me out of control and I lashed out on you. Please forgive me. I want you to get out through this together. We want to be at each and every step with you in your tough t
As the time was passing Vanessa's condition was getting worse. Her hair had started falling so much due to the therapies that she has started to get worried about her hair. She didn't want to be bald and she wasn't even but the amount in which her hair was falling was telling that soon she will be bald. The glow at her face was not there anymore. The disease was turning her exhausted. Her eyes were dull, there were bags under her eyes, her lips were dry and chapped. She was looking completely changed now. Her disease was completely taking toll on her. It's almost been an year since she had gotten to know about her disease and the brothers were supporting her in every way possible. There were always there where she needed them, they are taking good care of her, her health, her medicines, her food and everything. It's just she have to be mentally strong time fight with the disease. She can't give up or leave hopes too soon. She was playing with Shadow more like scratching his stomach
They came downstairs with Shadow following them from behind. Ana and Ava were also having emotional moment knowing the risks she may have during the transplantation but they were praying the best for her. "Don't eat doughnuts without me." She said to Ava to which everyone started laughing at her loudly. "What? You won't be able to digest them if you will without me." Vanessa said and pouted. Ava nodded at her. Her bags were already placed in the car trunk so bdding goodbyes to everyone she settled inside the car with the brothers. From inside she was dying of anxiousness but from outside she was pretending to be happy and confident. Joaquin placed his hand at her small one softly and pecked her temple. "Everything will be fine. You will be fine." he assured her and hearing him she gained new confidence in her. After sometime, they reached to the hospital and as soon as they got down some loud voices came making her startled. "Surprise!" she immediately turned around and saw Rooh
Vanessa's stem cell transplantation was done and she was still unconscious. The staff had shifted her to the normal ward and she was under strict supervision of the doctors. No one was allowed to meet her until they will be sure that she is fine and stable after the process. The brothers longing eyes were looking at her from the glass window of the room. They could see her slow breathing while her eyes were shut closed. They wanted her to wake up soon so they could see her beautiful sea blue eyes again, hear her soft voice and beautiful giggles away. Rooh was also of the bed beside her and she was on the fluids diet for now. The doctor has strictly told her to consume iron rich food but for now she just can drink juices only. Vanessa's transplantation was successful but the brothers were still tensed because they were scared of the problems she would face after the transplantation. Her life is still not out of danger and that was keeping them on their edges and above that it's been