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Chapter Twenty Eight - I don't know what to do...
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2021-02-14 07:11:13Jake
I was confused as I made my way back home. What the hell just happened? Becca got on at me for being jealous, but the way she just acted seemed like she was the jealous one. Becca does not act like that when I need to leave. It makes me ask some questions. Has this become more than sex now? Or is it because we are connecting so well sexually emotions are running high, but the feelings are only sexual? I don’t know anymore. I will need to try and talk to her later if I can.
I got lost in my head on the journey home. I pulled into the driveway, no sign of Lauren’s car, which means she isn’t home yet, which is good. I told her I wasn’t going anywhere today, so I would need an excuse if she were home. I parked the car and headed inside.
I went straight for the shower, having a quick one to get the smell of sex, and Becca’s scent off me and pulled some joggers and a tee on
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