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2025-03-23 18:00:58Celine POV
The warmth of his human skin disappears, replaced by scales hotter than fire, his massive form easily cradling me against his chest. The sky above shifts, darkening slightly at his presence, but I don’t look up.
I look at him. Helios.
His golden eyes burn as they lock onto me, the intensity of his stare making my breath catch. His massive claws tighten around me, pressing me closer, as if now that he has me, he’ll never let go.
“Mine.”
The possessive snarl doesn’t come aloud, it rumbles through his chest, through me, vibrating deep inside my bones.
I keep my arms wrapped around him, letting my fingers stroke over his scales, feeling the ridges and grooves of his powerful form. “I told Sebastian to let you take over for a bit,” I murmur, watching as his golden eyes narrow slightly.
Another growl, deep and rumbling, not quite satisfied. “I don’t want a bit,” Helios f
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