''When my parents found out that one of our biggest partners betrayed them and stole almost all of their money, they lost their minds. They tried to save everything they could, but it was too late. Most of our money was already stolen, but they managed to save the remaining part. They took me out of the private school I was in and sent me to live with my aunt. They enrolled me in the public school where I am now until they could find a way to pay off all the debts they owed to their partners. They worked hard to find a way out of this situation. After a couple of months of living with my aunt, Kai, and the kids, I started to feel comfortable with them. My parents found a way to keep the company, and they were coming to get me. I waited for them and prepared the bags, but they never came. After two days, my aunt came to my room and told me that they had been in an accident and they had both died. A month after their deaths, I was still broken. I started ditching school and going to pla
God, I love her. I loved her from the first time I saw her, and I hate myself for not telling her that. I hate myself for letting her go through all this. It was all my fault. She was there when I was losing my mind, and what did I do for her? I left her to deal with this shit all by herself so she could keep me safe. I shouldn't have listened to my father. I shouldn't have let his words get to me. But they did. They made me leave the love of my life to deal with this, as I was having the time of my life.I left her alone so I could date Emily, the principal's daughter, the person that has made Ivy's life a living hell not missing an opportunity to get her claws on her. My dad told me that it would be a huge plus for my grades and I could get a scholarship to the school he's dreamed of me going to all his life. Telling me that Ivy is a bad influence and just a distraction from my ''goal''. Telling me she was a lost cause and just a stupid crush, but no it wasn't. I thought I would be
I woke up after sleeping again after the nurse gave me my medicine. They are too strong and cause me to sleep every time I get them, but at least my back isn't hurting. I get up into a sitting position and look around for Roman, but he is nowhere to be seen. He left this morning without saying a word, and I could see the hurt in his eyes. I shouldn't have told him those words yesterday. I shouldn't have talked to him like that. He didn't ask me to do this. I did it to keep him safe. The voices started again, and all I could do was fist my hair.''Please stop. Please stop. Please stop. Please stop. Please stop. Please stop. " I hate them when they start screaming. When they beg me for mercy as I carve their flesh with a knife, I can do nothing to stop them. '' It's not my fault. It's not my fault. It's not my fault. It's not my fault.'' tears covering my face. I slam my hand on my head, wishing for them to stop. Praying for them to leave me alone, but the screams don't stop. They becam
"You know, I can walk on my own without any problems, right?" I say, but Roman doesn't even bother to listen. Two weeks have passed since I came to the hospital, and today, after many, many arguments between the doctor and Roman, he finally left me to go home. "Roman?""Yes, love." That word does things to me. He finally looked into my eyes, and all I could do was stare at them. It was like all the words fell out of my head. My cheeks started burning and my heart started beating faster. His hands tightened around my waist and legs as he held me bridal style. We continued walking towards the main entrance, my eyes never leaving his face. ''Like what you see?'' he asks, a slight smile forming on his lips. I hit his shoulder and put my face on his shoulder, my nose buried in his neck. The place where I find peace.''Don't flatter yourself. Butt....''"Don't you dare finish that word." - he says in a serious tone.''tttttttt'' I continue.''No,'' he says again, daring me to finish that se
Fuck, fuck, fuck. God, why didn't I sleep on the couch? I can't handle this anymore. This is pure torture. She shifts a bit, comes closer, and takes my hand in her chest, and I think I forgot how to breathe. I think I am going to cry. It's been almost half an hour of me trying to get to a comfortable position but failing every time. Every time I try to get back a little, she comes closer. I try to control my breathing and attempt to get out of bed for the hundredth time. Nop there's no escape from here. My morning wood wasn't going to get anywhere either, and I think I am going to die.It's been weeks of me sleeping with Ivy so she would feel more secure, but there's not been a day that I have woken up with my dick looking like a breakfast burrito. It is like he has a mind of his own now. I try to breathe and calm myself as Ivy stirs again. She turns to me, still with her eyes closed, hugs me, and kisses my cheek. Fuck me. No, she has been through hell, this is the last thing I would
"Ivy". I hear Roman call my name from the bathroom. I just pretend I'm still asleep. " Ivy I know you're awake. Get up. We have to go to school." I huff and turned to the other side, letting out a small hiss. My back has been hurting a lot lately, and I have to take two painkillers to ease the pain a little.''Ivy. Get up, we're going to be late," says Roman once more as he exits the bathroom, adjusting his jeans with a towel around his neck. His hair was still wet and drops of water dripped directly onto his toned chest, and God kill me if I lie. He looks hot."God stop being such a mom," I say, covering my head with the blanket. I felt my cheeks warm up and a strange feeling in my stomach. Why does he look so hot? ''I don't want to go there.'' "Can I take a few extra days off?'' I say with a pleading voice. I hear footsteps coming toward the bed and feel the bed sink to my left side.''Ivy. If you want to take a week off, I can do something, you know, but if you keep isolating your
''That's all for today, class. I expect you all to be finished by next week because that is the project's final deadline. '' We all slowly began gathering our books and leaving the room. I've been back in this hell for two days now, and I'm already ready to leave. Roman assured me that I could go to him if I felt uncomfortable or if someone was teasing me, even if they weren't meaning any harm. I like to solve my problems, but feeling more secure knowing that he will be there for me. I learned more about Adrian and Gray after yesterday's meeting. Adrian seems like a nice guy. He has managed to get some free time between breaks and comes to check on me, but I know for a fact that Roman was sending him. I haven't talked to him much since yesterday. More because I want to keep myself under control. I need to stop feeling like I'm going to pass out every time he comes near me and until then I try to be distant. We are just friends.I leave the classroom and go to the cafeteria. I have o
I woke up to someone banging on my bedroom door. I didn't know what time it was, but I quickly threw on some clothes and went to the door. Is Roman back? I quickly unlocked the door, wishing for Roman to be on the other side. I should apologize for what happened. I shouldn't have talked to him like that. Unlocking the door, I faced a very concerned Adrian. I sight in disappointment and open the door all the way.''Thank God. I thought you were dead. '' Adrian says walking into the room and hugging me. "God, you're such a heavy sleeper." He says hugging me tighter. Yeah, sure, don't get me started on how many sleeping pills I have to take."Adrian, my back," I say with a small hiss.''Oh, I'm sorry, I totally forgot." He says, taking a step back."Are you okay? I called Roman this morning, and he didn't answer his phone. I thought something happened to you, I searched for you at school yesterday, but I couldn't find either of you," he says with a worried face. I looked at him and just t
I can hear someone calling my name, but I can't tell if I am in a dream or if someone is calling my name. I heard it again. This time more clearly, which made me jump up in fright. ''Ivy. Love. Wake up. We have to go.'' I hear Roman, and based on his voice tone... Something has happened. I looked around and realized that I had slept on the couch. And my back is completely numb. Why is this couch so uncomfortable? I could see Roman walking back and forth with bags in his hands as he placed them at the main entrance.''Roman?'' I say as I uncover myself and get up. I could feel one of my arms has fallen asleep, but I tried to get my mind off of it. No answer. ''Roman,'' I shout his name this time, but still no answer. I started going upstairs, where I heard things getting thrown. I could see the room light was on, and I got inside and almost gasped at the condition of the room. It was a complete mess. Everything was thrown all over the place. Clothes. Objects were now broken. The mirror
c "I still hate you," I say as I open the last pop tart. He gave them to me as an apology for getting me in this Oh, but I am not going to let it slide so easily. "Oh, come on. I said I was sorry, " he says as he gets out of the car and runs to my side to open the door. He extended his hand for me to take it, but I completely ignored it as I got out of the car, stuffing my face with the last pop tart. I sniff and toss the pop tart package in the bin. My throat felt sore, and I think I might have a temperature. Roman's arm comes to my shoulders as he pulls me closer to him. I tried to pull myself away, but he immediately pulled me tighter. ''Don't you even think that.'' His hand stayed on my shoulder as we continued to walk into school. ''Can we just go home? I don't even want to pass this class.'' I say as I try to give him my 'innocent' face. It works like a charm. ''First, don't be this dramatic. The doctor said you were fine. And no. We aren't going home. We agreed you have to
I woke up before her, so I could only watch her sleep. I know. It's creepy. But watching her rest her head peacefully against my chest, her arms hugging me closer as I hear her soft snores, is the best part of my morning. If I manage to be near her, it's worth the creepiness. I started smoothing her silky black hair. She shifts but calms down again after a few seconds. I lowered my head, burying my nose in her hair.God, I'm so stupid. I hurt her, and she's still here with me. Still in my arms, hugging me like she's afraid she'll lose me. I kiss his head every now and then, but I can't seem to get enough of her. I still can't believe my fingers were in her. Her wall tightened as I teased her. Moans escaped from her small mouth. The thought of it made my dick twitch, but I shook the thought out of my head and calmed myself down. It's about Ivy. I'm trying to make her comfortable and make her feel good.I continue to play with her hair, feeling the strands in my fingers. Memories from ye
"Damn it, Ivy." "Just one more shop and we are done.''''Nop I don't need more clothes. I am done buying. Just let's go home. I am starving.'' she says, getting in the car. God, it is like I am raising a child. I started driving back home, but I couldn't keep my eyes off her. She is gorgeous and the sunset does no justice to her beautiful face.''What do you want to eat for dinner?'' I ask her, and her head turns in my direction. Her beautiful eyes locked with mine, and for a moment I thought I had forgotten how to breathe.''I am starving, so it doesn't matter what I want. I just want to eat,'' she says, her baby-brown eyes still looking at me.''Okay then,'' I say parking in front of the house when we arrived. We both got out of the car, and I got the bags and headed inside. I put all of them in Ivy's room and headed to the kitchen. I decided to cook Ivy's favorite food. Chicken parmesan.I gathered all the ingredients and started cooking. Sticking to the recipe I did everything tha
love you.Yep, I totally screwed up. I am a bad person. He told me he loved me, and I just stood there like I saw a ghost. He eventually helped me move my things back to his house, which I was not at all on board with, but he forced me and gave me no other choice. I spent the whole drive home with my head down toward the window, watching the sunset. I couldn't even look him in the eye. He loves me. My stomach felt like a storm was there, and all my feelings were mixed. We finally got to Roman's house, and he got out of the car and put all my things in the room he gave me. I could see the sad look in his eyes, and to be honest, I was feeling bad. He told me he loved me the word I had dreamed of hearing and I stood there like a statue. I go to my room, and Roman is putting the last bag on my bed. I leaned against the door frame, watching him tidy things up around the room.''So I somehow fixed the room and put some new sheets on the bed. If you want, I can help you unpack.''"No, I can
My head feels like it's going to explode at any moment. My body hasn't moved an inch since I laid down. It's like it doesn't belong to me anymore. I don't know how many hours have passed since I passed out, but it seems like an eternity. I stayed in bed because I don't have the strength to get up. My whole body aches, and every time I move, my skin gets goosebumps. It feels like a million needles are in my body, and they sting me every time I try to move. I could feel my stomach doing flips, and all I wanted to do was empty it.I shouldn't have taken so much medicine. I try to get out of bed as I feel a strange feeling forming in my stomach. I manage to stand up and use whatever I can to keep my balance. I could feel my head spinning and immediately regretted getting out of bed. I managed to get to the bathroom, but as soon as I got there, my vision went blurry and my head started to feel heavy. I used the sink to keep my balance, but my body had other plans. I felt like the little bi
I woke up to someone banging on my bedroom door. I didn't know what time it was, but I quickly threw on some clothes and went to the door. Is Roman back? I quickly unlocked the door, wishing for Roman to be on the other side. I should apologize for what happened. I shouldn't have talked to him like that. Unlocking the door, I faced a very concerned Adrian. I sight in disappointment and open the door all the way.''Thank God. I thought you were dead. '' Adrian says walking into the room and hugging me. "God, you're such a heavy sleeper." He says hugging me tighter. Yeah, sure, don't get me started on how many sleeping pills I have to take."Adrian, my back," I say with a small hiss.''Oh, I'm sorry, I totally forgot." He says, taking a step back."Are you okay? I called Roman this morning, and he didn't answer his phone. I thought something happened to you, I searched for you at school yesterday, but I couldn't find either of you," he says with a worried face. I looked at him and just t
''That's all for today, class. I expect you all to be finished by next week because that is the project's final deadline. '' We all slowly began gathering our books and leaving the room. I've been back in this hell for two days now, and I'm already ready to leave. Roman assured me that I could go to him if I felt uncomfortable or if someone was teasing me, even if they weren't meaning any harm. I like to solve my problems, but feeling more secure knowing that he will be there for me. I learned more about Adrian and Gray after yesterday's meeting. Adrian seems like a nice guy. He has managed to get some free time between breaks and comes to check on me, but I know for a fact that Roman was sending him. I haven't talked to him much since yesterday. More because I want to keep myself under control. I need to stop feeling like I'm going to pass out every time he comes near me and until then I try to be distant. We are just friends.I leave the classroom and go to the cafeteria. I have o
"Ivy". I hear Roman call my name from the bathroom. I just pretend I'm still asleep. " Ivy I know you're awake. Get up. We have to go to school." I huff and turned to the other side, letting out a small hiss. My back has been hurting a lot lately, and I have to take two painkillers to ease the pain a little.''Ivy. Get up, we're going to be late," says Roman once more as he exits the bathroom, adjusting his jeans with a towel around his neck. His hair was still wet and drops of water dripped directly onto his toned chest, and God kill me if I lie. He looks hot."God stop being such a mom," I say, covering my head with the blanket. I felt my cheeks warm up and a strange feeling in my stomach. Why does he look so hot? ''I don't want to go there.'' "Can I take a few extra days off?'' I say with a pleading voice. I hear footsteps coming toward the bed and feel the bed sink to my left side.''Ivy. If you want to take a week off, I can do something, you know, but if you keep isolating your