ANA’S POV
The following day, I wake up bursting with energy for no discernable reason. As I was trying to figure out what I wanted to do for the day, I remembered seeing a handbill on the bulletin board outside the office at school on Friday. It was advertising a pack-wide Halloween-themed carnival being held at the Moon Valley Packhouse. It was open to everyone in the pack, regardless of your ranking. Still, there was one essential stipulation: to gain entry to the party, the participant had to be decked out in some costume, with or without a mask. According to the notice, booths would be set up throughout the meadow behind the Packhouse with different carnival-type games like bobbing for apples, pie-eating contests, a dunking booth, and even a Kissing Booth. There were going to be prizes for best costume in several categories: Most Original, Most Likely to Get You Arrested, Scariest, Cutest, Creepiest, Funniest, Sexiest, Best Couple, and Least Recognizable. I had no plan to attend when I originally read the handbill. However, it was very apparent that my wolf would bully me into making an appearance. She was prancing around like a fuzzball of electric energy.
“You cannot hermitize yourself, Ana. You have never had the chance to attend anything larger than a ‘family’ dinner at the orphanage. Even there, you were made to feel like a pariah, a nobody. But now, NO ONE can tell you that you aren’t welcome or that you will be an embarrassment to yourself or, worse yet, to the overall public image of the orphanage. It is time to understand that the life you have lived until now was not the life you were destined to have. I have it on good authority that tonight is a pivotal point in your life, but ONLY if you attend that party!”
I repeatedly tried to argue with Scarlett, even stating that I did not have a costume. But, unfortunately, it was too late to get a decent one since tonight was the party, and other party-goers would have already picked through all the good costumes. I laughed at the image in my head as I pictured myself showing up in a burlap sack and claiming to be a “sack of potatoes.” But Scarlett seemed to have an answer to every argument I tossed her way and finally told me, “just go and check out the garment bag hanging in the closet already.”
I began laughing out loud at the absurdity of the costume as soon as I pulled it out of the bag. It was one of those inflatable costumes that once you put it on, you inflated it with air to create a kind of bubble around your body. And to top it off, I wasn’t far off from the “sack of potatoes”; the costume was Mrs. Potato Head!! I felt more at ease at the idea of attending the party after seeing that I would be completely concealed. Scarlett had thought of everything. Not only would I be a guest at this little shin-dig, but the costume was a head-to-toe outfit that would not only cover my face, making it impossible for anyone to recognize me by seeing my thick prescription glasses, but because of the inflation it also covered the fact that I was overweight, yet another sore subject, but a recognizable trait. I put it on and found it very easy to move around in; I did not feel the least bit encumbered or claustrophobic.
I rolled my eyes at Scarlett’s enthusiasm and conceded. I would go and see what the night would hold. I didn’t know how participation in this social event would be instrumental and a “life-altering” experience, but I was intelligent enough to realize that I would never get that answer if I skipped out of showing up. If I was honest with myself, I was kind of excited to step outside of my comfort zone, even if it was under the cloak of deception and hiding under a costume. I wanted to see how other people acted in social situations that were more their element than mine.
EMILY’S POV
“Come On, Ry,” I whined, drawing out my words like a five-year-old not getting her snacks on time, “I still haven’t found all the parts to the spectacularly amazing costume I have envisioned in my mind, and you are making this much more difficult than it has to be!!” I grunted.
Ryan chuckled and let me drag him through the mall on my quest for the “perfect” Halloween costume. “You do realize that you have had over a month to prepare for this,” he began. I glowered at him as we went into the closest jewelry boutique to look for the last of the costume jewelry I needed. “Not to mention that no matter how amazing or awesome your costume is, you are still excluded from being allowed to participate in or win any of the contests or prizes,” he concluded.
“I have been made painfully aware of that fact; however, that is not going to stop me from making my presence known in this party as a force to be reckoned with, even if it is only due to my keen fashion sense,” I huffed. Part of me understood that it would not look fair if the Alpha’s sister won any of the categories even though the ballots were being done in secret. There would always be some jealous wench that felt sidelined because of me, and that would spell nothing but trouble. I mean, yeah, I was pretty sure that I could handle my own in a skirmish. I had been training with the warriors for as long as I could remember. My dad always said that his little princess was not going to be a helpless maiden in need of rescue but a hidden warrior that could defend not only herself but those around her who were unable to do it for themselves. I smiled at the memory, missing my mom and dad so much at that moment. I pushed aside my feelings of loss and focused on getting the last pieces of my ensemble so that we could go home and I could help get the party set up before getting dressed.
Ryan’s attitude seemed to relax. After my outburst, he began acting more like my brother rather than the Alpha of the Moon Valley Pack. His eyes softened as he took my hands in his and turned me to face him. “I’m sorry, I am not trying to be an ass. I know that this is hard for you, being the first holiday without mom and dad. I am trying to remember that. Sometimes I just get lost in my mind about everything that I feel needs to get done and how to delegate it, that I forget you are struggling too.” I looked up into his eyes, seeing the underlying sadness there, and squeezed his hands, “I know, I’m sorry too. I don’t mean to be a whiny baby. You are right, I have had over a month to get this together, but I just kept putting it off. They don’t call me the Procrastination Queen for nothing,” I giggled. He smiled as he paid for the last of my purchases, and we loaded up the cobalt blue Cadillac Escalade with all my goodies and made our way back to the packhouse.
I knew that this Halloween party was planned by Ryan, specifically for me to have something to take my mind off of the fact that we were coming into the holiday season. There were going to be a lot of “firsts” to experience: the first Thanksgiving without Mom’s butter and herb-crusted turkey or Dad’s homemade cornbread dressing, which was a family recipe that had been passed down for generations; the first Christmas without the hand-blown glass ornaments being dusted off and put on the tree during the family “tree-trimming” party that always ended with Christmas cookies and Gourmet Hot Chocolate, or Mom’s constant worry about finding the perfect hiding place for our gifts and subsequently forgetting where that place was. It was always fun to get to the end of the presents under the tree to see mom’s face frantically trying to remember where she had hidden some gift or another that she had not seen get unwrapped. It was like a scavenger hunt at that point, a race through the house, room by room, leaving no stone unturned, to find the elusive present.
I mentally pulled myself out of my trip down memory to get down to the backyard to make sure that everything was on schedule and that everything was set up before I began donning my costume for the upcoming festivities. As I walked out the back doors, I was greeted by the sweet smell of caramel apples, popcorn, and the eerie sounds of a haunted house playing over the loudspeakers. Little pumpkin and ghost lights were strung up all over the backyard, connecting each booth and lighting up the borders of the party areas, which lit the yard perfectly. I smiled at how the preparations had been meticulously planned and executed. “Mom, I already know that you are looking down at our efforts, and I can feel your smile. This is exactly the way I know you would have decorated. I miss you so much, but I want you to know that we will be OK even though this is hard. You and daddy taught us everything we need to know to lead this pack and be the best people we can be before you had to go. I love you!” I whispered to the sky. I felt a single tear slide down my cheek and quickly wiped it away, squared my shoulders, and went inside to get dressed.
ANA’S POV
The party was in full swing by the time I made it to the entrance of the packhouse. I could hear the happy giggles of the children as they ran around, aimlessly, chasing each other in their little costumes. I made my way towards the refreshment table to get a cup of the “Poison Apple Punch.” I wasn’t aware that there would be alcohol in it until after I took a huge gulp, finishing it in one drink and feeling the burn of the whiskey. I knew by the way that my head began to swim immediately that this was not a human-brew whiskey but a wolf-brew because it was much stronger than what you could buy at the local discount liquor store.
I swayed a little as I turned around to put my glass on the table, losing my balance a little. “Whoa there, potato lady,” I heard from behind me just before I felt strong arms wrap around my waist, steadying me. “Looks like you might need to take it easy on the punch,” he said with a hint of laughter in his voice. I gently pulled myself out of his arms and stepped back so that I could see his face, “Thank you for keeping my Oompa-Loompa ass from face-planting on the snack table,” I giggled. “I assumed that because there were children present, the drinks would be non-alcoholic,” I explained shyly. I had never had alcohol in my life, so this was already a new experience. His smile told me that he understood. He went on to point out an entirely different refreshment table set up just on the other side of the dunking booth, “That one is set up for the children. I take it you have never attended any of the events that we have here periodically because if you had, you would have known that is always where we set up the “safe” drinks for the children and those who do not wish to drink alcohol for one reason or another.” I felt like a complete idiot as I face-palmed myself, “no, I have never had the opportunity,” I answered.
He held out his hand, introducing himself, “My name is Ryan.” I hesitated for a brief second before I took his hand and responded, “nice to make your acquaintance, my name is….” I paused before finishing, “Scarlett.” We walked around the backyard as he pointed out the different attractions of the party. It was a very comfortable conversation that threw me for a mental loop. Finally, it dawned on me that my only real experience with anyone of the opposite sex was when I found and was immediately rejected by my destined mate.
I excused myself to go to the restroom. I could feel myself getting warm and not because of the weather. I splashed my face with cold water and put a wet paper towel around my neck before zipping myself back into the costume. I could hear someone on a microphone announcing that the prizes for the costumes would be handed out in the next 10 minutes and to make sure to cast your votes at the refreshment table if you hadn’t already done so.
As I was leaving the restroom, heading back to the backyard for the remaining festivities, I heard muffled voices, one of which sounded in need of help. As I sniffed the air, the foul odor of trash and smoke attacked my senses. Scarlett linked me, “THAT is the odor of ROGUES! Get help,” but instead of listening to her, I followed my nose, not allowing her to take over. Because of the one drink I had, I felt like I was 10-foot tall and bullet-proof. “I got this,” I told myself.
As I rounded a corner deeper into the house, I saw where the commotion was coming from. I saw a girl wearing a beautiful Victorian Era ball gown with an intricate mask covering her eyes. She had been cornered and was being held by two gruff-looking rogues. She looked terrified. She saw me a split second before I yelled, “So, you like to pick on women, huh? Didn’t your mommy give you enough love when you were a pup?” This verbal intrusion distracted them just long enough for the girl to break away and run past me. I assumed she was heading towards the backyard. I was sure she would get help. I just hoped that they would get there in time to save me.
They started advancing on me slowly, with their fangs protruding and dripping with foul-smelling saliva, “Well, well, what have we here? A little hero? I guess since you are the cause of us losing our prize, you will have to take her place.” I responded with a disgusted huff, wrinkling my nose at their stench, “Damn, dude, did you ever hear of a toothbrush, toothpaste, soap?” I knew that my insults were doing nothing more than making them angry but hoped it would buy me a few precious minutes until help could arrive. I hoped that if the rogues decided to attack, they would be clumsy in their efforts and, hopefully, not be able to make contact with me. I backed up slightly towards the corner I entered from, “oh, yeah, I guess not, huh? I mean, how many actual indoor plumbing facilities do you rogues get to experience.I’m guessing not enough….”
At that, I turned to run and hit a wall of flesh, not realizing that there were three rogues. This one was larger than the other two and held me without a struggle. “You have insulted my boys one too many times; we will show you what we do to insolent little girls. Let’s go, that girl will be back with reinforcements any…” he didn’t get to finish his sentence before he heard a low, menacing growl behind him. The other two rogues were white-faced at the vision they could see just behind the rogue that held me. He turned around, smugly, throwing me to the ground roughly, to be met nose to snout with the largest (and only) silver-furred wolf I had ever seen. He easily stood over 6’ in wolf form. Before the man could shift or utter another sound, the wolf gnashed his teeth at him, catching him in the throat and ripping it open, tearing his head completely off his shoulders in one bite. He looked up to see the other two rogues attempting to flee, but they were apprehended by three warrior wolves standing just behind the large black wolf.
Suddenly, the loudspeaker was naming the winning costumes in the background, “The winner of the costume that made the wearer the Least Recognizable is… Mrs. Potato head!” I could hear the cheers and claps and imagined people looking all over for the winner to accept the prize. At that moment, the girl who the rogues were initially harassing ran up to me, threw her arms around me, crying hysterically, “you saved me, you SAVED me!!” I answered, “it was nothing, really,” directly before I crumpled to the ground, everything going black and all sound ceasing to be heard…
RYAN’S POV As I was walking through the backyard, taking in the sights and sounds of the Halloween Carnival Activities and sporadically talking with guests, I was distracted by Mrs. Potato Head at the refreshment table. I watched as she got a drink and maneuvered it under the headpiece of the costume; I laughed to myself, “Now THAT is a unique costume.” For reasons I did not understand, I felt drawn to her. I knew she wasn’t my mate. My mate was killed when she was on a night run and misjudged how close she was to the edge of the cliff. I shook my head to bring myself back to the present. I had alread
DR. GAIL’S POV As I sat and waited for the processes of testing the bloodwork to finish and the X-ray films to reach me, I pondered the anomalies of this patient’s appearance. Glasses? Overweight? Is she even a wolf? Due to the super-high metabolism of werewolves, there has never been a werewolf who wasn’t lean and muscular, or at least as far as I have seen in the 30 years that I have been a pack doctor. So that was one of the tests I was running – ensuring this woman was a wolf. If not, I hoped it would give me the direction to look for her true lineage and, more importantly, help her.
RYAN’S POV As soon as Dr. Gail left the examination room to run the labs, a tech came in and took Scarlett down to the imaging department to get the ordered X-rays. I had several minutes to myself before Scarlett was returned to her room. I sat down, running my hands through my already unruly dish blonde hair, in complete confusion. I mind-linked my Beta, Chris, to update me on the rogue situation and ensure that no one else at the Carnival had been attacked or was aware of the breach. “No one other than us is aware that anything happened with rogues. There have been no additional reports of anyone else being attacked. They must have only been here for Emily. Thankfully, they failed,” he responded. I knew it was something that I would need to address with my warriors. He further informed me that the remaining guests from the Carnival were leaving and making their way to the
ANA’S POV “You saved me, you SAVED me!!” the young lady who the rogues were harassing said as she threw her arms around me, hugging me fiercely. “It was nothing, really,” I replied to her. Directly after making that statement, I felt weird. It felt like I would feel whenever Janice and her doctor friend, Kaira, would give me my nightly injections after dinner. They told me that the shots were to “stop the progression of a malady called ‘Lunapeste’ or the ‘Moon Plague’ and also to make sure that I didn’t become contagious and pass it on to any other wolf-cub in the orphanage. I didn’t know what Lunapes
RYAN’S POV: After sitting in the conference room with Dr. Gail, Emily, and Chris every day for the past week, we realized that we were no closer to answering any of the questions we had concerning Scarlett’s health. We finally came to the mutual consensus that other than monitoring Scarl
ANA’S POV As soon as I woke up, or rather, “came to” from the coma I had succumbed to, Alpha Ryan was beside himself. It was almost comical how he went running out of the room, yelling for the doctor as he ran down the hallway. The reason I found it funny was that, in his frazzled state, he must have forgotten that he could easily have used his ability to mind-link with any member of the Moon Valley pack. Instead, he was frantically running through the clinic’s halls, being loud and disruptive, undoubtedly disturbing other recovering or ill wolves.
DR. GAIL’S POV I was sitting in my office, wrapping up some last-minute paperwork before calling it a day. All of a sudden, I heard some commotion in the hallway. It sounded like someone yelling, but I couldn’t make out what was being said. I got up from my desk and went to my door. Opening it, I walked right into a wall. I looked up and realized that the wall I ran directly into was a breathless Alpha Ryan. “She’s
ANA’S POV: I looked around the room, expecting accusatory leers, but instead, I saw eyes full of questions and something else…patience? I began to spill the information I had not told anyone, not even Emily, when I made my apology to her. Right then, Scarlett whispered in my mind that she was there to lend her strength to me as I trekked this difficult journey before she faded back to the recesses of my mind. Steel
RYAN'S POVAs soon as the front door slammed shut, I launched myself away from the railing and raced to my room. I grabbed my leather jacket, wallet, and keys in no time and headed toward the garage. I linked Maria, our head Omega, telling her that the date was a "go." Maria already had specific instructions on what I wanted to be set up, where, and by what time. I had no worries that everything would be done perfectly without micromanaging her. I jumped on my Ducati 916SPS motorcycle. I knew this little speed demon would get me where I needed to go quickly because time was of the essence. I had to ensure that there would be plenty of time to get everything done before the girls got home from their day out. Everything had to be perfect. Ana deserved nothing less.The first place I headed was the human city. I made my way to one of the cell phone stores and picked up a new phone with great photo features. The picture-taking ability was a must as it was a major part of the date activit
ANA’S POV When I woke up the following day, the sun was filtering through the opening of the curtains in front of the balcony. I didn’t remember closing the French doors before we went to sleep. I stretched like a feline to activate my muscle groups. When my hand landed on the side of the bed Ryan had laid on when we made it to the bed, I realized that it was not only empty but also cold. That only meant he had been gone for a significant amount of time. Although I was not too happy about waking up alone, I wouldn’t complain. The reality was, if I hadn’t been so emotionally exhausted by the end of talking to Ryan, I would have more than likely insisted that he make his way back to his own room; I understand that we are mates and that at some point, cohabitating would happen…sooner rather than later if truth be told. The mate bond is nothing to mess with. It seems to have a stronger pull on each other’s hearts and souls than the moon has on the ocean tides. Nevertheless, I wasn’t rea
ANA'S POVAs heartbreaking as Ryan’s tale was, even through the tears that consistently fell like a small waterfall, I felt my anger rise as he explained the visit from the Elders. Who the hell did that Jamal guy think he was? Directly following that thought came the realization that Ryan had already met and lost his destined mate. Although I was over the moon at him being my “second-chance” mate, a piece of my heart broke for him knowing that in five short years, he not only lost his parents but his destined mate, the “one soul” created just for him, Christina. He had experienced the trifecta of loss in less than a decade.“Princess?” Ryan called out to me. “Are you okay? I’m feeling a myriad of emotions coming from the mate bond,” he said. I centered my attention back on his beautiful face. I replied, “I just felt your pain, anger, and devastating loss as you related your experiences, and I guess it was amplified by my anger and sadness over what you have endured. But how can you fe
RYAN’S POV “There are so many things about each other that we don’t know,” Ana stated, somewhat absently. I looked over at her and replied, “You can ask me anything that you want to know, and I will answer honestly and openly.” Ana considered the offer for a moment before asking apprehensively, “Even if it is painful to discuss? What if it brings up terrible or traumatic memories?” I thought about what she asked and felt moved by her concern, “Regardless, even if it is hard to answer, for whatever reason, I will still answer. You have every right in the world to know about my past. At this time, I know more about your past than you do about mine,” I answered sincerely. Ana then inquired, “Would you tell me about your parents? What happened to them? I know that I have lived in this pack my entire life, but I was kept away from the general public for the most part. The only
RYAN’S POV“You’re staring again,” Ana says sweetly to me without ever turning around. “What makes you think that, princess?” I huffed as I looked away and out the French doors to the valley below. Ana turns towards me, walks up beside me, grabs my left and brings it to her lips, kissing it gently. “Ryan, you hold your breath whenever you are contemplating something; and when you are standing right behind me, holding your breath, I know that you are still wondering how the Ana that shifted to her wolf last night is not the same-looking Ana that shifted back into her human form…” she said with a smile. Before I could refute her observation, she stepped around me to stand directly in front of me and looked up, locking eyes with me as she cocked her left eyebrow up in an arch and proceeded in challenging me, “Of co
ANA’S POV I had heard wolves all my life describe how they felt when they consented to their inner beasts have control and allowed them to run free, wild instincts taking over. The stories were always laced with haughtiness and were hateful and hurtful in their verbiage when they addressed me. They would say things like how it was basically a waste of their time and breath to talk to me about shifting because I was a disgrace to myself and the pack because I was wolf-less. I shook my head violently side to side to try to shake off the memories which made my silver fur shimmer in the moon’s beams as they sifted through the canopy above to bathe the forest floor in an almost ethereal glow. They were wrong to say such hurtful things to anyone, but they were right about one thing…NOTHING in the world could ever compare to the complete and utter freedom I felt when I
ANA’S POVAfter several rounds of screaming, crying, cussing, begging the gods to end my life and contortions, I once again succumbed to the blissful serenity of the darkness. At least hear, I didn’t feel that excruciating pain, non-stop.Suddenly, I blinked my eyes and realized that I really must be blessed because I was staring straight into the beauty of the Dreamscape, once again.I had become familiar with what trails get me to the waterfall and Moon Lake where Selene, Scarlett and I usually end up gathering together. I began to make my way there. It was all so familiar yet still shrouded in mystery, enchanting and magical. Once I arrived at the side of the lake, I realized that I was the only one present. I wasn’t worried because I knew that this is Selene’s domain. If I am here, I am no more than an invited guest and would not
EMILY’S POVI frantically mind-linked everyone I could think of that could help Ana. I had never seen any being, supernatural or not, contort their bodies in the uneven, unnatural angles I watched Ana’s body molded into. I was sure that this had to do with that witch that had helped Janice torture Ana her entire life. The first person I linked was Ryan. Whatever magic that was assaulting Ana, something told me that Ryan’s presence would help in relieving her some. Even if it was only a small percentage, at least it might help her to be able to take a full breath without such intense pain shorting her lungs of the much-needed oxygen.I knew that Ryan was racing like the wind to us. I then linked Beta Chris, Gamma Ophelia and Dr Gail in a “group chat” type link, giving them each instruction to meet us Ryan, Ana and me at our current location. After they all respo
A/N: I want to apologize to all of you loyal and supportive readers of my story. I have been sick over the past 2 months and everytime I thought I was begining to recover, I would relapse and be right back in the bed. Starting today I will be updating every day, at least one chapter per day. Thank you all for your patience and support... enjoy the upcoming chapters, and dont forget to comment and let me know what you think.RYAN’S POV“Mate,” I whispered as I smelled her scent for the first time: Honeysuckle and Spring rain. As I leaned in and put my forehead flush with hers, I heard the question in her small voice, “Mate?” This made my wolf whimper. I leaned back far enough to search her glistening blue orbs for signs of rejection. “It makes so much sense now,” I began talk to her, “the feelings of comfort, protectivenes