Maxine’s POV
Since morning, I have been feeling nauseous. I want to throw up whenever I come to sniff someone’s perfume. My period is delayed and I know there’s a high chance that I could be pregnant.
But how? That weirdo used a protection that night and yet I got pregnant.
I got so scared to take the pregnancy test. The result positive is what I’m expecting and that’s the reason I’m scared. But how long I can postpone this.
In one way or other I had to find out what’s going on inside me and act according to it.
I grabbed her courage and went to the pharmacy. I bought the pregnancy kit with shivering hands and headed to the local restroom. I did the steps that were given in the manual and the result didn’t disappoint me.
I’m pregnant, with Damien’s child. Who else it could be? He’s the only person I’ve ever been with.
I walked to the dormitory and that’s when I got a call from my mother.
“Max, how are you doing?”
“I’m okay,” I said in a slightly annoyed tone.
“Where are you?”
“I’m going to my room,”
“Have you eaten anything?”
“Yes,”
“Are the assignments hard? Why is your voice like that?”
“I’m fine, Mumma,” I said, “I have some work, I’ll call you later,”
I quickly ended the call. I don’t know what to do. This isn’t something I expect at all. I don’t know why this is even happening to me. I tried not to cry but this is inevitable.
The first thought I had was, I don’t want this child but abortion is quite scary to me and I don’t want to do it.
Confused and afraid, I struggled to make a decision. I wonder whether I would ruin my life altogether.
With no other option, I decided to ask someone’s help which is none other than my roommate, Kristen.
I came to the dormitory after finishing her classes.
“Hey, why did you skip the classes?” she asked as soon as she saw me and lay on her bed.
"I'm not feeling well,” Monica said and Kristen gave her a concerned look.
“Why? What happened?” she asks.
“I feel tired, nauseous and my stomach feels bloated,” I said, “Oh, yes. I haven’t got my period yet,”
Kristen sat up in complete surprise.
“Hey, are you pregnant?” she asks as a joke.
“Yes,”
“Oh my God! How did that happen?” she asks.
“I have no idea. I think the guy I slept with,”
“You slept with a guy? When?” Kristen cuts off the sentence. I haven’t told anyone about what happened that night.
“Yes,”
“Who’s that guy?”
“I met him at the night club and in that drunken state, I… slept with him,”
“Oh, you don’t know anything about him,”
“I don’t know anything,” I lied.
Kristen gave me a sympathetic nod. “Don’t worry, things like this happen,”
“What are you going to do now?” she asks.
“I don’t know. I can’t tell to my parents and I’m confused. That’s the reason I’m telling all of this to you,” she said.
“You trust me,”
“Yes, I do. Please give me some advice,”
“Let’s abort it and don’t tell anyone,” she said.
“I can’t do that,” I said.
“Why not?” she looked at me as if I was an idiot.
“You’re clearly unhappy. I guess you don’t have to ruin your career, your peace, your body, your youth, and your parents' faith in you. This child costs you all this. You shouldn’t disappoint yourself, and you’re too young for this,” Kristen said.
I thought that must be the important points to consider but not these stupid morals.
“Decide something that will help you have a wonderful life. Don’t complicate it any further,” she said.
“I’m not complicating. I just don’t feel like aborting is right,”
“Then what are you going to do? Keep the child?” she asks and I look at her having nothing to say.
“Are you out of your mind? God, Maxine! You’re such an idiot,” she said.
“I don’t know what I should do,”
“I see,” Kristen raised one of her eyebrows. “I think you need some reality checks, why don’t you go and meet that guy? Tell him that you’re pregnant and see what his reaction is,” he said.
“Yes, I think that would be the best idea, thanks for suggesting,”
Kristen slapped her head.
“You’re dragging yourself into unnecessary problems, don’t you understand that?” she asks.
“I know. I’m well aware of everything but I don’t want to be cruel to myself. I know I’m not ready to have this child but I couldn’t have the heart to let go of this,” I said, “Besides, becoming a mother is one of my wishes and I think this child is meant for something. I don’t want to kill it and carry the guilt for the rest of my life,”
“Hey, this is your body and this is your choice. Don’t think that you’re going to kill a person. Are you still in the biblical time? There are a lot of women who abort their children for personal reasons. It’s a choice and I want to make up your mind before you hold any sort of memories with this child,” Kristen said.
I just listen to it looking down.
“Having this child won’t make you a saint,”
“You’re right. I’m a religious person. But the context of aborting a child isn’t committing a sin but not choosing violence against an innocent,” I said, “I wouldn’t say abortion is a great sin and no one should do that. Of course, everyone has a different perspective on it and mine is this,”
“When you’ve already decided why are you asking me? Do whatever goes in your mind,” Kristen said and went back to bed.
“Kristen, will you accompany me tomorrow?” I ask.
“Where?”
“To meet that guy,”
Kristen stared at me in surprise.
“You’re insane. I never know this side of you,” she chuckled.
“Please, I’m serious,”
“Yes, I can see that. I’ll take you to wherever you ask me,” she agreed.
I nodded with a smile. I’m quite irrational but I think this is the right thing. I shouldn’t feel hesitant to do what my heart says.
Maxine’s POV“I don’t want to be here,”“Oh, come on. This is going to be fun,” Kristen said as she dragged me into the nightclub. That was my first time entering into a place like that and the bass of the music gave me goose pimples all over my skin.The place vibrates, and reeks of alcohol, and the people are dancing and drunk. Kristen looked more excited and started moving her body according to the music.She is my roommate at the dormitory. We are both art majors, but we’re totally opposite to each other. She’s tall, lean, and outgoing, while I stand five feet two inches, black, petite, and an introvert. She’s everything that I’m not.It was my childhood dream to pursue art as my career. I got into a prestigious institute and now my dream is coming true. Since I haven’t explored anything other than art, I’m in quest of new things with much hesitation.“Hey, look at those guys. Shall we join them?” she asks.“I don’t think so,”“Okay, you stay here, I’m going,” she left me and went
Maxine’s POVI drank a lot that night. Kristen made me do it. I was dancing forgetting the rest of the world. I know I might look funny but I felt the main character's energy for the first time. For the first time, I didn’t care about anything as I was too drunk and living in the moment.I didn’t mind where my friend was and who are these people dancing around me. I danced until I felt too tired and dizzy. I stopped and went to sit by the table.I just passed out and don’t know how long I’ve been like that. I regained my consciousness when I felt someone's hands pressing my thighs. I looked at the man who was doing that indecent act. I hadn’t seen him before and looked like the weirdest guy among all the faces I had seen that day.“Take your hands off me,” I scowled and quickly moved from him.“Hey, don’t get panic. I was dancing with you, don’t you remember?” he asks.I wasn’t in the right mind to answer him and looked around to find only a few people were in that place.I got panick
Maxine’s POVHe’s like in the movies, came out of nowhere and charmed her with his good attitude. And added to that, he got good looks with a charming smile.The most beautiful aspect of his face is his eyes. Those distinct ocean-blue eyes gaze at her softly in admiration. Something else is there and that makes me anxious.“Okay,” I nod.“And I like you,” he said which got her attention.“Don’t you feel the same way?” he asks.I couldn’t say yes right away. It would be embarrassing.“When your friend cut off our conversation, I wanted to stop you,” he said.“I know,” I said, “And I felt the same way,”He smirked and that he considered as permission to come into the room. He stood by her side and I looked up at him.“Do you have a boyfriend?”“Do I look like I have a boyfriend?” I ask with a smile.“I just want to make sure that you’re completely interested in me,” he said.“Why?”“Because I don’t want to give you any trouble,” he said.I look at him with confusion across her face.Wha
Maxine’s POV“I’m sorry for leaving you alone,” Kristen apologized.“That’s okay,” I said while cleaning out my stuff. She finally apologized when I suggested changing rooms. I don’t like to be around with someone too selfish. I’m too weak at handling people who have no compassion at all.But if I think deeply about that, I’m too immature to expect so much from others.“Don’t leave this room, I want you to be here,” she said.“I think we are both uncomfortable to be around each other. Don’t you think?”“It’s all after I left you alone at the party and I’m sorry I should’ve apologized earlier,”Yes, this is too late as it’s been a week since that incident happened.“That’s okay. Don’t make me feel guiltier,” she said.“Then don’t move, please,” Kristen said.I looked at her expression, begging me to stay.“Please, please, please, Max,” she requested.“Fine, I won’t move out,” I said but when I get the perfect chance, I’ll be moving out.“That’s wonderful. I love you so much, Max. You k
Maxine’s POVSince morning, I have been feeling nauseous. I want to throw up whenever I come to sniff someone’s perfume. My period is delayed and I know there’s a high chance that I could be pregnant.But how? That weirdo used a protection that night and yet I got pregnant.I got so scared to take the pregnancy test. The result positive is what I’m expecting and that’s the reason I’m scared. But how long I can postpone this.In one way or other I had to find out what’s going on inside me and act according to it.I grabbed her courage and went to the pharmacy. I bought the pregnancy kit with shivering hands and headed to the local restroom. I did the steps that were given in the manual and the result didn’t disappoint me.I’m pregnant, with Damien’s child. Who else it could be? He’s the only person I’ve ever been with.I walked to the dormitory and that’s when I got a call from my mother.“Max, how are you doing?”“I’m okay,” I said in a slightly annoyed tone.“Where are you?”“I’m goi
Maxine’s POV“I’m sorry for leaving you alone,” Kristen apologized.“That’s okay,” I said while cleaning out my stuff. She finally apologized when I suggested changing rooms. I don’t like to be around with someone too selfish. I’m too weak at handling people who have no compassion at all.But if I think deeply about that, I’m too immature to expect so much from others.“Don’t leave this room, I want you to be here,” she said.“I think we are both uncomfortable to be around each other. Don’t you think?”“It’s all after I left you alone at the party and I’m sorry I should’ve apologized earlier,”Yes, this is too late as it’s been a week since that incident happened.“That’s okay. Don’t make me feel guiltier,” she said.“Then don’t move, please,” Kristen said.I looked at her expression, begging me to stay.“Please, please, please, Max,” she requested.“Fine, I won’t move out,” I said but when I get the perfect chance, I’ll be moving out.“That’s wonderful. I love you so much, Max. You k
Maxine’s POVHe’s like in the movies, came out of nowhere and charmed her with his good attitude. And added to that, he got good looks with a charming smile.The most beautiful aspect of his face is his eyes. Those distinct ocean-blue eyes gaze at her softly in admiration. Something else is there and that makes me anxious.“Okay,” I nod.“And I like you,” he said which got her attention.“Don’t you feel the same way?” he asks.I couldn’t say yes right away. It would be embarrassing.“When your friend cut off our conversation, I wanted to stop you,” he said.“I know,” I said, “And I felt the same way,”He smirked and that he considered as permission to come into the room. He stood by her side and I looked up at him.“Do you have a boyfriend?”“Do I look like I have a boyfriend?” I ask with a smile.“I just want to make sure that you’re completely interested in me,” he said.“Why?”“Because I don’t want to give you any trouble,” he said.I look at him with confusion across her face.Wha
Maxine’s POVI drank a lot that night. Kristen made me do it. I was dancing forgetting the rest of the world. I know I might look funny but I felt the main character's energy for the first time. For the first time, I didn’t care about anything as I was too drunk and living in the moment.I didn’t mind where my friend was and who are these people dancing around me. I danced until I felt too tired and dizzy. I stopped and went to sit by the table.I just passed out and don’t know how long I’ve been like that. I regained my consciousness when I felt someone's hands pressing my thighs. I looked at the man who was doing that indecent act. I hadn’t seen him before and looked like the weirdest guy among all the faces I had seen that day.“Take your hands off me,” I scowled and quickly moved from him.“Hey, don’t get panic. I was dancing with you, don’t you remember?” he asks.I wasn’t in the right mind to answer him and looked around to find only a few people were in that place.I got panick
Maxine’s POV“I don’t want to be here,”“Oh, come on. This is going to be fun,” Kristen said as she dragged me into the nightclub. That was my first time entering into a place like that and the bass of the music gave me goose pimples all over my skin.The place vibrates, and reeks of alcohol, and the people are dancing and drunk. Kristen looked more excited and started moving her body according to the music.She is my roommate at the dormitory. We are both art majors, but we’re totally opposite to each other. She’s tall, lean, and outgoing, while I stand five feet two inches, black, petite, and an introvert. She’s everything that I’m not.It was my childhood dream to pursue art as my career. I got into a prestigious institute and now my dream is coming true. Since I haven’t explored anything other than art, I’m in quest of new things with much hesitation.“Hey, look at those guys. Shall we join them?” she asks.“I don’t think so,”“Okay, you stay here, I’m going,” she left me and went