I just wanted to leave. I suddenly lost my care about the food I ordered. And I lost my appetite. I just wanted to leave right away, especially now that Zandrey is approaching. There was nothing on his face. In fact, he was smiling at me. I wanted to wipe off that smile. It irritates me. “Hi Ai,” he greeted with a smile. I didn’t invite him to my table, but he took a seat. “Fancy seeing you here,” he even added. I wanted to strangle him. How dare him come near me after I see him with someone else? Yes, I know I don't have the right. My rights probably don't compare to the rights of that girl he's with. But god, we made it clear to each other that we’ll inform one another when we’re dating someone. So we can stop. The hospital's just nearby and I should have thought he could be here. But he said he’s on duty! I never thought he would be here. He must have realized I was not talking to him since he came to my table. And he must have seen in my face that I don’t like being her
Zandrey was quick to carry me to the sofa. I fdidn't complain, and just replied to his kisses. It was like all the bad feelings I was feeling earlier were thrown out the window.He put me down to the sofa, his lips still not leaving mine. I opened my mouth to accommodate his tongue and it explored my mouth. The bad feeling I was having earlier was suddenly gone. The way he’s kissing me made me just forget everything.“Z-zandrey…” I moaned his name.“Let me make up for making you feel that way, Ai,” he whispered.He removed my blazer and I was left with just my tank top. It was easy for him to rain kisses on my shoulders now that my blazer’s gone.I was sitting on the sofa while he’s kneeling on the floor. My hands were on the side of his head because I initially didn't know where to put my hands. So i just held onto his shoulders so we could deepen our kiss. His hands, on the other hand, were busy exploring my stomach.He then reached for the edge of my top and quickly pulled it out o
Three days before my birthday, Daisy and I decided to just go with our plan of a simple dinner with the family and some close friends and a beach getaway on the weekend. Daisy found a resto and a beach that we can go to. It was basically all her doing. Maybe she just has nothing else to do.I already told everyone who wants to be present on my birthday for a simple dinner. I told everyone there’s no need to bring gifts, that their presence is already enough. But when we came to the restaurant, everyone have gifts to give. I could only count the people that are here in the restaurant. My Dad was there, Andrei, Auntie Gina, and my Mom. Thaniel’s here too together with Dominic and Daisy. Zandrey said he'll follow. “I should sit next to Daddy,” Andrei said. He's sitting beside me while Zandrey is in front of us. But he wants to sit with his dad. Mommy just switched seats with him so the two can sit together, while me and my Mom sat together.“Happy birthday, Aira,” she greeted. She kiss
My eyes were wide while I was looking at the small jewelry box Zandrey is holding. And he must have seen the reaction on my face because he chuckled. “This is not an engagement ring, Ai,” he said softly. “If you want one, I’ll give you one,” he added. It sounded like a joke to me so I just treated it like a joke. “What's that, then?” I asked. Why would he give me a jewelry box that looks like an engagement box or something. He must want me to have a heart attack on my birthday. He chuckled once again. He opened the box himself and showed me what's inside. “I remember Mommy Emily giving me a necklace before. It was during the time when we accepted her into the family, when I accepted her as my Mom,” he mumbled. “I remember her saying this belong to her daughter. She wanted to give it to me because she thought she lost you forever.” I don’t know where this talk is going but I have a feeling this was going somewhere emotional. I could feel the heating up of my face and the
I don't even know what to feel after hearing what the doctor said. I sure have experienced some extreme mood swings the past days, even craving any food, but I thought those were all just signs of PMS. I never thought about being pregnant. I was confident I won’t get pregnant because I’ve been consistent in taking my birth control pills. When the nurse handed me the pregnancy test kit, I stared at it. I don’t know what will happen after I pee on this stick. It could be positive, could be negative. A lot could happen. I still don't know what to feel. Zandrey sat on the chair beside my bed. He was just looking at me, watching the reaction on my face. “Do you need help with that?” I looked at him. “What if it’s positive?” I asked. I felt a tear fell down from my eyes. He wiped away that tear.. “That’s okay, right? I'm here... I'm here now,” he answered. I tried to look away but another tear fell from my eyes. I really don't know what to feel about this situation. I
Zandrey’s POV TW: Abuse, Violence I was almost running late for my next class. But Jed and Dominic got in my way, inviting to join a "group date". To avoid prolonging the conversation, I just agreed to go. There's no harm in it. Besides, I might benefit from it. In whichever way, I'm not sure. I passed by the Library since it was the closest route going to our building. But it was quite packed with students so I bumped into a girl. "Are you okay? I'm so sorry," I quickly said. I helped her pick up her things that fell on the floor. When I looked up, I almost stopped. Man, she's beautiful. Sure, our university is huge and there's a lot of pretty girls around but this woman here... there's something different in her. But as much as I want to do a meet and greet, I can't. I'm already late. "It's okay," she replied. "I'm really sorry, Miss," I said again as I gave her her books. "It's really okay." I apologize once again before walking away. If only I was not running late... B
Zandrey’s POV I don’t want to agree on the arrangement Aira wanted. I’m not just after her body. I want to be in her life, to be in our son’s life, to be included in her priorities. But I can't just push that thought, can I? I want her for myself, but I don’t want her to think I’m selfish. In every decision I make since we met again, she was in my head. Every step I make, it’s her that I consider. I just wanted to win her back. But destiny has been so playful. We see each other, but she doesn't like seeing me. But still, giving up on her was not in my plans. I’ll do everything I can to win her trust again. If it means waiting for her until I turn seventy, then I am okay with that. She’s worth the wait, so I am willing to wait. Giving her pleasure was so important for me. It’s always her over anything. Even if I don't get mine, I'm fine, as long as she’s satisfied, and I make her moan for my name, I’m good with that. Nothing feels better than that. Everytime she scratches
My mother was right when she said that not all things go according to plans. She said they have their own ways of complicating lives. But all things, the easy and the complicated, also have their own ways of serving their purposes, and it shall make everything make sense one day.I couldn’t quite remember everything about my mother, except for those words. I was still young, but for some reasons, it stayed in my mind. I waited for that day. I waited for when all the things that happened to me would make sense, because I wanted to know why those happened to me. But it just got me waiting for so long. Apparently, sometimes, it takes a while. "Ma’am Daisy’s waiting for you in your office, Miss Aira," Janine, my assistant said. I paid a glance at her and she was smiling so brightly at me that it made me smile too. It was nice having a friendly face here in the shop.I nodded at Janine and left my unfinished bouquet to her. Sunday has been the busiest day of the week. The orders are a