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Chapter 46

Author: EessaArkisha
last update Last Updated: 2024-07-16 22:12:44

The moment I woke up, the memories of what happened last night all came to my mind. I couldn't even care about the throbbing pain in ny head because the memories of what happened last night invaded my entire system. Now I feel so frustrated not to Zandrey or anyone, but to myself.

See? I knew I would regret it but I still let it happen last night.

No, I made it happen last night.

I suddenly remember how I initiated the kiss, how I told him to fuck me. I don't know if my mind was playing tricks on me, but I thought about me almost begging him for it to happen. And I even told myself I’ll deal with it today.

Now that today finally came, I wanted to slap and punch myself.

“Good morning, Mommy,” Andrei greeted. I was glad he didn't see me look crazy rolling above my bed earlier. When he went inside my room, I was just lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling.

What can I do now when everything's already happened? It can't be undone. And even if I try to not think about it t
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