Maxine's Point of ViewAfter the talk with Alyn, I don't know what our status is right now anymore. I was... disappointed when I heard from him saying he was confused. He said that I am the only one he loves but why is he confused? That's why... When he said that, I was also confused. I don't know if I should fight him or if I should let go. Others will think I'm weak if I let go but I know most people will be happy because they prefer Alyn to end up with Elaine. Also... I'm scared that Alyn would choose Elaine over me before I make a decision. It's been a week and I still refused to talk to him after that day. I also refused to meet my biological parents for the reason that I don't think I can talk to him well given my current situation. Gosh, if I only knew that love could be hurt like this, I wouldn't have let myself fall in love. Where am I living? I'm still living in the mansion with the five. It's not because I tell them to let me stay here until I get better and go back to my
Byron's Point of ViewI went to the dentist. I laid down in the dental chair while the Ms. Dentist was doing something with her equipment. Maybe she's readying them. That James, he's been bothering me for 2 weeks now. I think he lost his mind. The fuck is he saying that he likes me? We're both guys, and on top of that, I'm straight! He has gone mad. The dentist approached me, "Okay, open up."I took a deep breath, "Fuck. I don't know where to start. I'm thinking that he has gone mad but I think I'm the one who will lose my sanity here. One day, I went to the bar and met him there for the first time after so long. I got drunk and you know what happened? Damn it. He bottoms me! I'm staring for fuck's sake! He's my childhood best friend, how can he do that to me? I like girls, I like to fuck girls! And in just one day, I was fucked by my guy friend! Then, he's been bothering me for weeks now after confessing to me that he likes me. Damn, what should I do?""Oh, uhm..." the dentist scra
Alyn's Point of ViewI went straight to my room when I got home. I want to visit Maxine in her room but I don't want to have a fight with her. I know that she's still carrying what she saw that day. I know that it's not easy to just forget when you saw your lover kissing another woman with your own eyes. If we were to exchange bodies, I would be hurt as well. If I were her I would feel betrayed, and cheated on. Seeing her hurt hurts me more. Damn it, what's the reason for Elaine to come back? And ruin the things between Max and I.If I were to lose Max, I don't know what would happen to me. I prayed for her. I've always been, so I don't know what to do if he loses. Our relationship was only one month old, and I had no intention of ending it just because Elaine was coming back. Yes, I was confused the first time I saw Elaine. However, when I looked back at Max's face, it's doubtless that I can't afford to lose her in my life, even though our relationship has been short.Damn, I missed
Alyn's Point of ViewI was about to walk towards the paper when my head suddenly ached. The fuck? I even closed my eyes and touched my temple because of the pain. As I closed my eyes, a vague image appeared in my head. The image showed Maxine crawling under my blanket. The hell. What's wrong with me? I was okay just a minute ago so why did my head hurt suddenly?Did I drink alcohol last night? But I don't remember drinking or going to the bar. Therefore, why do I feel like I have a hangover? Oh, damn it.I forced myself to walk even if it's hard for me. The surrounding seemed to be shaking, man. Damn, maybe it's not my head that's the problem? Maybe there's an earthquake that's why this is happening to me."Damn it," I cursed to myself.When I couldn't take the headache anymore I just crawled. When I finally got closer to the paper, I immediately took it and rested my back at the door.I breathe out heavily before I open the folded paper, "Maybe this paper is cursed. Fuck." I mumbled
Sid's Point of ViewThe mansion feels empty without Missy around. I feel like there's something missing even though we're complete. We're in the dining room right now and eating our breakfast. It has been 3 days now since Missy left. I'm going to lie if I don't say that I'm missing her. Unlike the usual us, we were eating silently. Clearly, everyone misses Missy. Who wouldn't miss her though? She has been with us for so long. Although I accompany them to get to their home, I'm still surprised that she will leave. I mean, I didn't expect that to happen because I know that her heart grew closer to us. Also, the other reason was Alyn. I thought she wouldn't leave because she couldn't let go of Alyn and her love for him was strong but I was wrong.I don't know what she was thinking but I know that she hurt herself. She thought that the love Alyn showed to her was just a mere joke. However, she doesn't know that my cousin is sincere. I know that because I can see how miserable he is right
Maxine's Point of ViewLiving here with my family wasn't that bad. They always make me feel that they love me, they care for me. They also give everything I want, sometimes even if I don't ask them for anything they will give me one. I can really feel that they love me and I'm part of this family. The house is triple the size of GH's mansion. My room even has a second floor. They also showed me my room when I was a baby, when they lost me. Mom said that they ordered a maid to clean that room everyday. I'm so touched.However, there was no time that I didn't miss GH and his grandsons. I hope they are doing okay there. I'm doing fine here so I hope they were too. My school life is not bad either. My classmates were treating me well, unlike in my past school. Of course, they know about my family so I think that's the reason why they are good to me. But I hope my family status is not the reason why they are nice. I hope that family status is not the important thing to gain friends. Wow,
Maxine's Point of ViewI'm looking at my reflection in the mirror, admiring my looks. I'm wearing a fairy shoulder white chiffon. I practiced a smile and how to greet everyone that would come later. Everyone is busy while I'm here alone in my room. Dad and Mom won't let me step outside my room. They said that I should just stay here until they called me, so I just did what they wanted me to do. There is nothing to lose if I follow their instructions. But I feel bored, and scared. Why? Because, when I'm alone all I could think about was Alyn. Nevermind.I'm nervous! I will play the piano later in front of various people. What if I make a mistake? Sigh... It would be embarrassing, especially to my relatives. I hope I won't make a mistake, I'll do my best! I don't want to embarrass my family in front of numerous people. Because I don't want to think about anything and to avoid it, I just lay down on my bed and sleep. I just woke up when I heard a knock on the door. I yawned and stretc
Maxine's Point of ViewDue to shock, I stood up and grabbed the MC's hand. I looked at her straight to her eyes and asked her, "Are you kidding me right now? Or is this only a dream? I haven't awakened yet?"Her eyes widened. She looked around the visitors before she turned to me again to answer, "Please, Ms. Maxine, don't embarrass yourself in front of those people," she mumbled.I let go of her hand and looked at the crowd. I took a deep breath when I saw the worries on Mom's face. I sat down again and using my right hand, I held my left hand to stop its trembling. Damn. Even if this is just a dream, I still feel nervous. I want to wake up before I can see Alyn's face. "Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome, Alyn Crawford!" She even raised her hand to act like he was really introducing Alyn.After a few moments, no one comes out. No one goes up in this little stage. Even the MC is puzzled because no one showed up. She even re-read her script to make sure that she read it right. She