-= Yesha's Point of View=-
I walked out of the room without anyone noticing me, seeing that Brix had betrayed me.They were so engrossed in their own worldly lust that they didn't notice me.
"Shit! Why are you so dumb, Yesha?!"
I was scolding myself for my foolishness; I know we broke up, but it doesn't mean I won't feel betrayed when I find out Brix is having sex with another woman.
I may be innocent, but I'm not stupid; I realized she was Brix's colleague when I saw the woman.
I met her before, and as a girl, I knew she had a thing for Brix, and I wouldn't be surprised if I found out they were cheating behind my back even before we split up.
I don't care if people kept staring at me weirdly; all I know is that Brix betrayed me just when I thought I was ready to give myself to him.
I don't feel like going home just yet; I'm not sure I can keep the mood I was feeling at the time.
I should be upset and bawling my heart out again after finally understanding that we're truly gone, yet all I can feel is fury for his betrayal.
Instead of returning home, I opted to drive to a pub in BGC. I didn't even bother looking up the pub I was about to enter; all I wanted was to get wasted.
Perhaps it will help me forget Brix's betrayal.
As soon as I spotted a vacant seat, I called the waiter standing to the side of the bar.
"Give me your most powerful booze," I demanded.
As I could see him hesitating, I gave him my most deadly glare, which convinced him to comply.
I rushed to fill my glass and drank it all without hesitation.
All I wanted to do was drown myself to forget everything, even if only for a short while.
I kept drinking so much that I didn't realize I had almost finished the bottle, and it was already 1 am when I became intoxicated.
"All men everywhere be damned!" I screamed.
I didn't remember those words coming out of my mouth because I was wasted at the time.
I decided to go home at 2 am; I don't think I could complete the liquor bottle I ordered anyway.
I was about to call the waiter for my bill when my gaze was drawn to the semi-dark VIP section.
I've had the feeling that someone is watching me, but I ignore it and concentrate on my drinking; now that I'm leaving, I can't help but notice the man sitting alone in the luxurious VIP section.
A hypnotic sensation washed over me when I noticed the darkest pair of eyes I've ever seen.
It was like looking at a starless and clear sky, and I felt like all of my senses were being drawn into him, just like a wormhole.
He held himself as if he owned the place or, more accurately, the world.
Approximately seven waiters were waiting for his command, and I also observed some men in suits, who were most likely his bodyguards, indicating that he is not your ordinary joe.
I couldn't tell what he looked like because I couldn't see his face, but I could tell he was quite attractive from the lines of his face.
I'm not sure what got into me, whether it was the drink or his hypnotic eyes, but I found myself walking towards the enigmatic man, whose attention didn't leave me.
The closer I went to him, the more I could see what he looked like, and I was taken aback when I saw his gorgeous face.
But to call him handsome would be an understatement; he's sinfully stunning.
Seeing him in the faint light revealed more expressive features, such as his thick, noble-looking eyebrows and deep-set eyes that seemed blacker than the night sky.
He has a straight, well-defined, and prominent nose, and my goodness, those are the most kissable lips I've ever seen, and just by looking at those lips, it's as if heaven was promised.
I kept advancing towards him, flashing him the most seductive smile I could muster.
I could never be so brazen in my wildest dreams because I'm so anxious most of the time.
His bodyguard stopped me in my tracks as I was only a few feet from him.
"Sorry, miss," he added solemnly, "but this is a VIP-only area."
"Just let her, Bruno," the enigmatic man's husky voice says, sending shivers down my spine.
His bodyguard finally let me past, so I walked and sat down on the expensive leather couch he was sitting in without waiting for his invitation.
"What's the problem? Why are you all by yourself? A handsome man like you should not be drinking alone," squinting my eyes, I murmured.
I'm not sure what had gotten into me, but I found myself confidently caressing the muscles on his exposed arm.
With his deep voice, he replied, "I'm no longer alone, now that a gorgeous woman like yourself will keep me company."
I didn't notice the passing of time as we flirted because quite frankly found him to be an enjoyable company.
He's not just gorgeous, but he's also a natural talker. With him, there was never a dull moment.
By the way, why were you drinking on your own?." He questioned, his attractive features showing a hint of curiosity.
"Well, I saw my boyfriend having sex with another woman; oh wait, he's already my ex since he broke up with me," I said, laughing bitterly.
"Don't be too hard on yourself. It's his loss, not yours, that he broke up with such a stunning woman," he stated.
"Actually, it was my fault because I hadn't agreed to sleep with him yet," I looked around to make sure no one was listening before continuing. "Don't tell anyone, but I'm still a virgin."
Suddenly, I observed his eyes darkening, and I was sure it was lust, but it didn't terrify me; to be honest, I found it sexy.
"Well, if you want, we can do something about it," he added seductively.
"Bring it!" I responded without hesitation. It's as if all rationality in me disappeared in an instant.
I didn't see him paying his or my bill, so I figured he owned the bar, but why should I bother?
"Nice car!" I couldn't help but make a comment when I spotted his Rolls-Royce.
He didn't respond, but he grinned and nodded. Then he told his chauffeur to take us to a five-star hotel as soon as we were settled in.
I had no idea how or when we arrived at the hotel, but what mattered to me was the man's passionate kisses.
His skillful lips were making my knees weak, so it was a good thing his muscular arms supported me up while he kissed me passionately.
I felt something inside of me that I had never felt before. It was a strong emotion that wanted to break out.
He was looking at me with such blazing need in his eyes as he let me breathe, but after a few seconds, he captured my lips again, tempting me to reciprocate with the same passion he was giving me.
When I felt his tongue inside my mouth, I let out a soft gasp, tasting every inch of it.
I was so enthralled by the feeling that this man elicited in me that I found myself sucking on his tongue with enthusiasm.
My hands began to move on their own and unbuttoned his polo, and when I became upset because it was taking too long, I decided to tear his polo.
"I like that," he remarked between kisses.
I tried to take off my blouse, but it was futile because his kisses made me insane with desire.
"Let me," he whispered as he sensed my struggle, brushing the top of my left ear.
He easily removed my blouse, and before I could figure out what was going on, I noticed his lips heading downward, leaving wet trails along the way.
His lips continued to kiss me all the way up to my neck, which was the most sensitive part of my body.
He gave me a not-so-gentle bite on my neck, and I felt moist in between my legs due to his motion.
After he finished kissing my neck, he moved on to my firm breasts.
When I felt his mouth on my left mound, I sucked in my breath. Even with my bra on, I could still feel his hot, moist mouth, which made me dizzy with need.
It wasn't long before he took my bra off, and he started sucking on my left breast while stroking the other.
When I felt his free hand caressing my womanhood, I let out another moan.
I wasn't sure when or how he took off my last garment, but I didn't have much time to ponder it when he gently caressed my folds.
My body is on fire from the intense yearning that consumes me.
After a few minutes, his lips steered away from my breast and proceeded to kiss my flat stomach, my navel, and finally, my lady parts. I couldn't help but grab his hair for support as he continued to kiss my folds.
"Oh my God!" I couldn't stop murmuring as he kissed and licked me in my lady part, and a few moments later, I had my first-ever climax.
He licked the juice that came out of my core, ensuring that no nectar was wasted.
I was panting when he finally decided to leave that region and level his face with mine.
"Fuck! Your sexy murmured is driving me insane," I heard him remark before he captured my lips again.
I could taste my own juice from his lips, which didn't bother me.
He kissed me again while grasping both of my boobies with his large hands.
He continued to arouse me most sexually, and I had already reached my climax three times before he finally positioned his enormous manhood in front of my entrance.
"This could become rough, so hang on tight," he warned, and as I agreed, he began moving his hips.
I initially felt the pain of his penetration, but his kisses made me forget about it, and before I realized what had happened, I felt his erection filling my core.
He moved slowly at first to ensure that I could adjust to his length, and when he sensed that I was already moving, his thrust became faster.
"Goodness!" I exclaimed when I felt his shaft strike something deep within my core, causing me to feel bliss.
"I think I found your G spot," he chuckled.
"My wha..." I couldn't complete what I was about to say as he suddenly thrust his manhood into my core, striking the same region that had me in a state of bliss.
He continued to pound on me, his movement becoming more intense with each thrust, and after a few minutes, I noticed him becoming tense, indicating that he was approaching his climax.
I felt his warm seed inside me, and after a few minutes, we were both panting from the earth-shattering experience we had had.
His length was still inside me as he looked at me with calmness in his eyes.
He kissed me again deeply before finally removing his erection from inside me.
He lay down next to me and looked at me with a playful expression on his face.
"Congratulations on losing your virginity," he remarked with a sly grin.
I merely smiled at him and kissed him before falling into a deep sleep owing to exhaustion.
-= Yesha's Point of View=-"Shit!" I mumbled silently while clutching my throbbing head, and to make matters worse; I awoke due to a beam of light from outside.My head is killing me, most likely as a result of a hangover after too much drinking.Make a mental note to never consume liquor again! I wanted to sleep again, but the ray of light made my headache worse.I opted to close the shades, but when I opened my eyes, I was puzzled to see an unfamiliar ceiling.My room's ceiling was supposed to be beige, but the one I was gazing at appeared to be cream in color.Suddenly, I realized that I wasn't the only one in the bed.When I looked over and saw a naked man lying next to me, it was a good thing I contained my screaming.I saw a sleeping Greek god in my bed, or was it his bed? Wait, maybe his bed because I am not in my freaking room!Fortunately, my sudden movement didn't alarm the gorgeous man, and as a result, I had the pleasure of marveling at his stunning looks.He seemed so ser
-= Yesha's Point of View=-"Damn!" While riding my bike to work, I couldn't stop cursing.Today is Monday, and I dislike Monday because it marks the beginning of the week, which means I have to go to work, and since a lot happened over the weekend, I wanted to rest at home.As expected, I received a scolding from my mother for not returning home and spending the night outside; if she only knew what I did, she would definitely rip me apart, therefore I would never tell her what I did last weekend.I definitely want to skip work today, especially because I'm already feeling soreness and ache all over my body, particularly in my lady part.I couldn't believe I had taken that monster of a shaft in me, considering he was big and I was still a virgin at the time.It just goes to show how skillful he was in bed and with women. There is no doubt that he had a lot of experience in that area, and for some reason, I felt bitter thinking about the women he had slept with, but I quickly dismissed
-=Yesha's Point of View=-"Oh my goodness!" When I noticed Xavier's surprised expression as he stared at me, I discreetly mumbled, followed by a mischievous smile forming on his face as he stared at me meaningfully.I didn't think I could withstand his stare, so I averted my gaze, but even when I wasn't looking, I could feel his burning gaze.It was truly a small world; who would have guessed that I'd be meeting the guy who stole my virginity in a couple of days, and he also happened to be my new boss?"But he's still incredibly good-looking," I thought to myself, and I couldn't stop staring at him.When I finally looked at him, I was dumbfounded, and he didn't even try to hide the fact that he was staring at me with such hunger in his eyes.Sally would have been horrified to see the passion in Xavier's eyes had she been able to see what I was seeing.I know I should turn away, but I just can't bring myself to do it. As a result, I missed Xavier's outstretched hand in expecting a hand
-=Yesha's Point of View=-"Damn it!" I cursed as I rode my motorcycle back home.The talk between me and Xavier really infuriated me, the nerve of him to propose that I would be willing to have sex with him again because it would never happen again, even though he was incredibly good-looking, but still, I need to be unyielding, once is enough.I still couldn't believe it when I found out I had a one-night stand with my boss, of all people.I blame the booze I drank that night; if I hadn't been intoxicated that night, I wouldn't have made the mistake of sleeping with a stranger and losing my virginity, but it's too late to repent now, so I vowed never to drink again.Aside from drinking, I blame Brix for everything; if it weren't for him, I wouldn't have gotten wasted and slept with a random stranger.Normally, it takes me more than an hour to get home, but because of how fast I drive, it only took me 40 minutes instead."How come you're here so early?" My mother asked as soon as I ent
-=Yesha's Point of View=-I awoke terrified because I feared I was still in the hotel room, but when I looked around, I realized I was in my own room."It was just a dream, Yesha," I reassured myself.I checked the time on my phone and saw that it was only 5:30 a.m. and that I still had plenty of time to spare, but I chose to leave my room.I looked at Dustin's closed door and assumed he was still sleeping, so I decided to give him a few more hours."You're up early; why don't you take a bath first? I'm almost finished preparing our breakfast; is your half-brother still sleeping?" She inquired, and I couldn't believe how casually he spoke the word "half-brother," as if he comfortably accepted Dustin as my half-brother."I guess he's still sleeping," I replied, my stomach grumbling as I smelled my mother's cooking.She was cooking garlic rice and longanisa, so I went back to my room to get my toiletries so I could take a bath, and when I was done showering, I went straight back to the
-=Yesha's Point of View=-I left Xavier's office feeling victorious; I hope what I did put him in his proper place, but I have my doubts.G5 is not far from my office, so I decided to walk there.There were a lot of people on their lunch break as well, but I was still hoping we could find a place to eat because I only have an hour of lunch break.When I checked my phone, I noticed a text message from Dustin. He was already waiting in G5 in front of the National Bookstore, according to the message he sent.I spotted him right away when I arrived at the meeting location he had specified in his text message.In all fairness to Dustin, he stood out from the crowd, and I was about to approach him when I noticed him talking to a cute Chinese-looking guy."Excuse me, but..." The Chinese-looking guy rudely interrupted me without glancing my way, making me frown."Get lost, miss whomever you are, can't you see we're busy?" He said, irritably, finally looking at me, and I could see the astonish
-=Yesha's Point of View=-I still can't believe my lie was exposed so quickly, and this time I blame Angie!I can already imagine Xavier laughing at me, and the worst part is that the person behind me didn't help me at all; he could have simply warned me that Xavier was behind me earlier, but he didn't.I had the impression that no one was on my side anymore, and that everyone was on Xavier's.When we eventually reached home, I was exhausted, and after parking my bike in front of our house, I headed inside, completely ignoring Dustin.I went to my room to get my toiletries and a change of clothes, and then I headed straight to the bathroom.I was about to shut the bathroom door when I heard Dustin."Wait a minute, Yesha!" He yelled."What now? What do you want?" I asked, still irritated with him."Do you and Xavier have a romantic relationship?" He asked, smiling, but instead of receiving an answer from me, he found himself facing the door as I slammed it in his face."The nerve of hi
-=Yesha's Point of View=-When I felt Xavier's lips gently nibbling my earlobe and leaving moist traces in my ear lobe, a moan of pleasure escaped my lips.I couldn't ignore the sensation I was experiencing due to Xavier's doings.His lips proceeded from my ears to my starving lips; his kisses were featherlight at first, but I didn't hesitate and became aggressive when kissing his lips, and his kisses deepened, his tongue tasting every part of my mouth.When I heard a faint moan escaping from Xavier's lips, I smiled; I sucked on his tongue out of lust, causing him to lose control."You're driving me insane, Yesha," he whispered, his seductive voice evoking hunger within me.I'm not sure how it happened, but I found us both naked, well, except for Xavier's black underwear, and I could see the massiveness of his manhood through the remaining material on his body.I couldn't stop feeling him there, and the thickness and length of his shaft heightened all of my senses.I heard a sharp int
-=Yesha's Point of View=-I was still sleepy when I got out of bed, and I wanted to make breakfast for the man I love, but I was puzzled when I realized he wasn't in bed anymore."Where has he gone?" I wondered aloud.I went into the bathroom to see whether he was just relieving himself, but I didn't find him when I opened the door and peeked inside.The next place I looked was the kitchen, but I didn't see him there either, so I went back to our room, and that's when I spotted a sticky note on the side table.I picked it up and immediately recognized Xavier's handwriting."Yesha, I'm sorry if I have to leave early. I have a client I need to see today; eat your breakfast and don't wait for me."Those were the words scribbled on the sticky note, and I couldn't help but feel sad when he seemed to have forgotten what day it was.Today is our second anniversary as boyfriend and girlfriend; it's hard to believe that two years have passed since he told me he loved me as I was about to leave
-=Yesha's Point of View=-I went to Julia's house with a heavy heart; the ever-so-strong Julia had tears in her eyes as I bid her farewell."You're not allowed to have more than one best friend in the UK; I want to be your only best friend, do you understand?" She demanded stubbornly."Without a doubt! No one could ever replace Julia Montero as my best friend, and I doubt I'd ever find someone like you, not in the UK, not in the Philippines, and not anywhere else in the world," I stated.I was trying hard not to cry, but when I saw Julia crying, I couldn't stop the tears falling from my eyes.She grabbed me and hugged me hard, as though unwilling to let me go, but we both knew I had to leave, so she finally let me go after about 10 minutes of hugging me."I want you to promise me that you'll try to be happy once you're in the UK; you deserve to be loved, so never give up on love. Yesha, promise me that," she added."I promise," I said with a smile.I would do everything to be happy, n
-=Xavier's Point of View=-"I love you."Those three words kept replaying in my head; it had been more than a day since our last conversation, yet her words lingered in my ears.I hadn't expected to hear those words from her, especially because she already knew my stance on love.I had already told her that I don't believe in love and would never believe in love, but for some reason, those words from Yesha's lips struck me."Damn it, Yesha! Why did you have to complicate our relationship? Why did you feel the need to fall in love with me?" In frustration, I asked.It frustrates me that she expected me to feel the same way when I had already expressed my position, but what bothers me even more, is that I had missed her.I am a practical man who believes that if something no longer works, it is best to end it rather than let it continue, yet for some reason, I couldn't just let Yesha go.I used to have no issue ending a relationship, especially if the woman was falling for me, but I cou
-=Yesha's Point of View=-I awoke the following day sleeping beside Julia in her bed, hollow within. Still, when I remembered what I had discovered the previous night, tears streamed down my cheeks as I remembered Lindsay, Xavier's wife."How could you do this to me?" I tried to stifle the sound of my tears by placing a pillow over my face, worried that it might awaken Julia from his sleep, but no matter how hard I tried, a sound escaped my lips."You're crying yet again," Julia remarked.She lifted the pillow covering my face and gazed at me with so much sympathy.I couldn't help but embrace her, seeking support and comfort in the hope that it would help lessen the pain.She embraced me real tight, making me feel that she would always be there for me.I made a conscious effort not to turn on my phone; I knew Xavier would most likely want to speak with me, but I was still not ready to hear or even see him.I had already texted my mom last night to tell her that I would be unable to r
-=Yesha's Point of View=-My life goes on as usual, with everything falling into place.My relationship with my parents is improving, particularly with my dad, who wants to make up for the years he wasn't in my life; even my relationship with my siblings is improving.Everyone at work supports my relationship with Xavier; no one believes my relationship with our boss is inappropriate, which surprised me.Everything in my life is almost perfect, except for one thing: for Xavier to finally tell me that he loves me and for me to tell him how much I love him.I was tempted to tell him how much I truly loved him at times, but the fear in my heart kept me from doing so; yet, I realized that in order for me to know the true score between us, I needed to lay all my cards on the table and tell him how I felt for him.I was afraid because I didn't know what to expect; I knew Xavier cared for me, without a doubt, but does he already love me?As much as I didn't want to get hurt, I knew that to w
-=Yesha's Point of View=-I awoke the next day, still sore from last night's passionate lovemaking, but pleased to see Xavier's peaceful face, still fast asleep; I'll never tire of looking at his handsome face, the man I love.I took a quick shower and then decided to leave; I locked the door behind me before leaving, as no one should know that Xavier and I were sharing a room again or that Xavier was wearing nothing and the only thing covering his manhood was the blanket I used.I can only picture their shock if my relationship with Xavier became public knowledge.When I eventually stepped out of my room, it was still early; it was just eight a.m., and there were few people outside, but I could see a few coworkers eating breakfast.I immediately grinned at seeing Angie and Sally eating their breakfast; they were seated in a far corner of the restaurant and thus did not notice me immediately."Hello, ladies! Are you all right with me joining you?" When I approached their table, I aske
-=Angie's Point of View=-"Do you really think you could get away with messing my chance of finding a foreigner husband, Yesha? Better think again, my friend," I said while going to Yesha's room.I managed to get a duplicate room key for her room when I acted that I was supposed to be sharing a room with her and told the receptionist that I had lost my key card, and since the receptionist saw me with Yesha, she believed my lie.My heart was pounding in my chest while I continued walking. I was afraid that I might get caught. I was about to turn around when I suddenly remembered the missed opportunity of having a handsome foreigner husband.I mean, I was almost there; I convinced Phillip that we were meant for each other, and he had already promised to bring me to the US so we could get married, but because of Yesha's revenge, that would never happen.I knew I had done her wrong when I decided not to wake her up when we had already arrived, but that was just a joke, so she shouldn't br
-=Yesha's Point of View=-I am happy for my mom; she has finally been reunited with her true love. However, I only have one concern.My dad wanted us to follow him to the United Kingdom, where he hoped to start our family.I love my mom and support anything that will make her happy. As much as I hate being apart from my mom, I have no plans to leave the country permanently, and I don't suppose Dustin is ready to return to the UK."I'm truly happy for both of you, but I don't see myself leaving the Philippines for good; I have a career here, and I couldn't possibly abandon it just like that," I stated firmly.They chose to talk to me after learning of my decision to stay in the Philippines from Dustin. I'm sure my mother persuaded my father to do so."You don't have to be worried, Yesha; there are plenty of better opportunities in the UK. I could place you in one of the largest advertising agencies in the country, or you could start your own," he suggested casually."I said no," I repl
-=Yesha's Point of View=-Dustin's statement helped me understand him even more; it's no surprise that he grew close to my mother and me because it was the only time he felt like he was part of a true family.Living in a house void of love must be torturous for Dustin; even though I haven't had a love of a father, my mother made sure that I didn't lack in love; she never failed to show me how much she loved me, and I make sure that I also show her how much I love her.Maggie had a confused expression on her face, and I could tell she was struggling, but after a few moments of hesitation, she ultimately departed with Jessica; before she left, she looked at Dustin again, and I could see the sadness in her eyes.We watched as Maggie and Jessica walked away, and we kept staring behind them until we couldn't see them anymore.Dustin shed a tear from his left eye, which he quickly wiped away with his hand; after today, my love for Dustin, my loveable bisexual and complicated half-brother, h