“I’m sorry, sweetheart,” Adan told Lucy. “I’ve got a really busy day ahead of me, so I won’t be able to get together tonight.”“Aww,” she whined. “Okay, fine. But I’ll be missing you.”“Me too.”Adan rolled his eyes.He was talking to Lucy through his car’s speakers, while driving out to the capitol.“And hey,” he added. “I think it would be really good for you to check on Yena today. Maybe you could give her a call.”“I was thinking the same,” Lucy replied. “I’ll do that. You’re so sweet to think of her.”“Ah, I’m just worried about her.”“So am I.” She sighed.“It’s sad, what Nolan is doing…” Adan trailed off, hoping to pique Lucy’s interest.“What do you mean?”“Well, it’s just that Yena is such a wonderful girl. So smart and talented, so ambitious. And Nolan convinced her that he loved her, but… well, would you give divorce papers to someone that you really loved?”“No,” Lucy said. “No way. It doesn’t make sense.”“It doesn’t. The only reason he’d divorce her is because he doesn’t
I was waiting for Nolan in our room when he returned from work in the evening. “Hey,” he said as he closed the door behind him. His tone was solemn.And then he saw where I was sitting, and what I was doing. I was at the little dining table in our suite, with the divorce forms stacked neatly in front of me. Nolan walked over slowly. He loosened his tie and shrugged off his jacket on the way. His eyes were on the stack of papers the whole time. “I decided… that I can agree to this,” I told him. I couldn’t look him in the eye while I said it. I didn’t want him to see how badly I was hurting.It was everything I could do just to sit through this. To say these awful words, do this awful thing. “I signed it all,” I said. “I’m pretty sure I got to everything. Took a long time to look at all the pages, but I did it.” Hearing my own voice was strange. It sounded totally empty of emotion. I think I had run out of feelings. All that
“I will not allow this,” Luna said. “Absolutely not. What were you thinking, Nolan?”She was furious, pacing the room with her arms folded tightly across her chest. The volume of her voice was normal, but her tone was vicious.“You cannot do this, Nolan!”Luna stopped beside the table to look at the divorce forms again. She reached out one hand and drummed her fingers anxiously on the top of the thick stack of papers.Then in one quick, wildly angry motion, she swiped it off the table. The papers went spilling onto the floor and floating into the air.Nolan gave up trying to look like he had any composure left.He dropped his head into his hands and rubbed his tired eyes.“Tell me what you were thinking,” Luna said through clenched teeth. “Tell me what was going through your head when you had this contract drafted.”Nolan kept his face buried in his hands. His voice was muted as he answered.“I was thinking that she would say no.”“You handed her divorce forms.” Luna enunciated every
YENA “Oh, Yena, I’m so sorry… are you alright?” I closed my eyes and thought about that. “I don’t know, Tina. But I will be.” “Yes,” she said. “I know you will. And I’m proud of you for following your dream.” Tina sounded sad, probably because she could feel that I was. I was sitting in bed, staring at the door. Wondering when Nolan was going to come back here tonight… or if he would at all. Maybe he didn’t want to sleep in the same bed as me tonight. And if he did walk through the door, what was I going to say to him? He seemed upset when I gave him the divorce forms back, signed. But he was the one who wrote them up in the first place… “Yena, you there?” “Yeah. Sorry. What did you say?”I realized Tina had asked something while I was thinking about Nolan. “I was asking when you can come to see us here? I’d love to talk to you
Nolan splashed his face with cold water and looked at himself in the mirror.The hangover had him groggy, and his reflection was blurry.His skin was pale and greasy. He could even smell the sour smell of alcohol sweating out of his skin.Wake up, he told himself, rubbing his eyes to get them to focus. They were puffy, with dark purple circles underneath.Nolan gave himself a hard slap across the face, to force himself to his senses.It helped sober him up.A fast, hot shower helped a little, too.He needed a shave but didn’t have time to call for an attendant come and do a proper job of it for him.Going a little too fast with the straight razor, he wound up nicking himself right in the center of his throat. It bled more than he expected and took a while to stop.And now he was definitely late for whatever appointment was waiting for him.He looked down at the white towels he’d used to soak up all the bright red blood. And started thinking about Yena.His own blood smelle
YENA“Can we talk?”I nodded as Nolan walked into my studio. I’d been pacing the room, looking at all my stuff, thinking about how I couldn’t take it all with me when I left.I sat on the couch. Nolan followed me and it looked like he thought briefly about taking a seat beside me, but then he sat down in a chair across from me instead.“I just talked to my mother. She has a plan for how we’ll move forward with…”It annoyed me that he couldn’t bring himself to say it.“The divorce?” I asked. My voice came out sounding even sassier than I expected.He gave me a blank look. I might have stunned him a little.What did he expect? To serve me divorce papers out of nowhere, and have me be happy about it? How could I not be angry?“She wants us to take some time apart, starting now,” he finally continued. “Before everything is finalized…”“So, what? You’re kicking me out today?”“No. Yena, that’s not the idea. I…”It seemed like he was about to say something but decided against it.He shook h
NOLAN “We’d love to have Yena join us here at the university,” the woman was saying. “What a talent she has… we of course saw her performance at the werewolf university she attended last year, and we’d be honored to have her in our design program.” Nolan was on a video call with an admissions officer at the School of Fashion Design, where Yena had applied. “I know you spoke to my colleague,” the lady continued. “About our security concerns. I’m sure you know this, but our school won’t be able to provide the extra security that would be needed to keep her safe here, at cost to our university.” “Yes,” Nolan said. “I understand that, and of course we will be covering all expenses.” His brain was still not working its best. But this call was urgent for the school, and Nolan needed to get everything in order for Yena. “I can tell you now that the palace will most certainly be contracting some private security agenci
“I don’t want the money,” Yena said, “because I don’t regret marrying you.”“What does that have to do with it?”“Everything.” She frowned at him, like he didn’t understand. “I don’t want you to think I only married you for the money.”He sighed and said, “I know, Yena. I know you believe that.”“It’s true,” she said. “I know things started off strange between us, but I married you because I wanted you all along. And then… I loved you, too, Nolan.”She looked like she was shaking. Nolan wanted to reach out and hold her, but it wouldn’t have been right.“I’m willing go back to my regular life now,” she said, “without you feeling like you have to compensate me for anything. You don’t owe me. I wanted to be here with you all this time.”Nolan felt tears start to well in his eyes.He didn’t dare blink, for fear they would fall. He waited until Yena looked away before wiping his eyes dry with his hand, hoping she didn’t see.It might’ve been the first time in his life that he was about to