I was irritated. It wasn’t the kind of emotion that took one to a club, but I couldn’t say I was entirely there because I wanted to be there. Even worse, my older brother, Trent was me the designated driver to teach me a lesson. I got into an argument with him as a result of it, and he was looking at me with that look. It was this irritating, exasperating look that made me wonder if my Trent was seeing an adult or a teenager? I’d be the first to admit that I wasn’t quite the smartest person in that period of my life. I did all the things good boys weren’t supposed to go, I joined the wrong crowds, had my first drink when I was sixteen and never looked back, I’d skip school and sneak out of the house often.
My brother was nothing like me. He was the straight kid that always did his homework, always did what our parents wanted, he made everyone proud.
I hated the way he’d treated me when he found out, looking at me like I was a kid that didn’t deserve to decide because no matter what, it was the wrong decision.
Still, I never did drugs; I didn’t drive around drunk. I lost my virginity early, but I was careful, and I didn’t just sleep around, either. Still, I cleaned up my act to some extent; it just wasn’t enough for my parents and my brother. Even though I was twenty-four and living on my own, he still treated me like that reckless teenager that just needed to buckle down and listen to Dad, and it was so fucking annoying.
“Jake,” he said, after a long moment of the two of us standing there staring stonily at each other. “Why don’t you grow up, huh? I think it’s time now, isn’t it?”
I curled my lip.
“You can think whatever you want, brother,” I snarled. “You guys can look after yourselves, can't you?”
I snorted as I turned away, darkly amused that I was the only one even remotely sober in the whole group. The other guys called out to me as I turned to walk away. They seemed to have paused in their fun to clue into our little argument. I was annoyed with my brother, not them, but I only spared them a wave as I walked away without seeing where I was going. Besides, while they were all good guys from the little I’d seen of them in the short time since I met them, I still barely knew them.
Shit. I should have known better than to come here.
I didn’t hate my brother. A lot of the time, he got on my nerves, but I figured siblings were just like that. But I didn’t want to come to Vegas to begin with, even though I supported him. I wanted to even less when Dad insisted I tag along, but I went anyway, and I was regretting it now.
I should have known there would be more to this.
As far as I knew, my brother and his friends were out here to have fun, but then he’d started talking about things I didn’t want to hear, and when I wouldn’t listen, gave me that damn look.
There is no reason it has to be me!
I wasn’t paying attention, so I didn’t see the woman that was about to fall until she fell right into me. Then somehow, I ended up taking her with me back to my room to take care of her. I could have just left her alone, but even in a bad mood, I wasn’t that much of a dick. She looked way too innocent to be in a club, drunk, dressed the way she was. She didn’t have anyone with her, and there were several predators around that no doubt had an eye on her already.
She looked really cute, after all. Also sexy, which was a combination I’d never seen before.
I wasn’t taking her back with me for that, though. It was purely because I wanted to help.
“I have a room in the hotel,” I explained. “If you’d like, you can take a photo of me and text the room number and the name of the hotel to someone you trust, in case you’re worried.”
Her hand was still held in mine, and I felt her fingers twitch like she wanted to. I wouldn’t mind, it wasn’t like I had something to hide. I glanced at her, but her expression just looked dazed. With my free hand, I reached into my pocket and pulled out my keycard that held the room number on it, and handed it over to her.
She took it with her other hand then stared at it for the longest time. She didn’t even seem to realize we’d stopped walking until she stood up.
“Are you done looking at it?” I asked, amused.
She pouted again, her already pink cheeks darkening as she handed the card back to me.
“No, thanks,” she said primly, inching her chin up. “I’m not worried, this is a secure hotel, I wouldn’t have picked it otherwise.”
I smiled at her. She looked so proud of herself for it that I couldn’t bring myself to tell her that it didn’t mean anything that the hotel was secure. They had ample security, and I was sure there were cameras all over the place, though perhaps not in the rooms. Still, if someone wanted to commit a crime and get away with it, there were ways to make it happen. Not to mention, with enough money, some people would be bribed.
“Are we still going?” she asked.
That had me moving again, pulling her behind me as I headed for the elevator. Once inside, I still didn’t let her go. I noticed her shifting on her feet, and looked down at the tall heels she wore. The way she was acting, she’d either been on her feet too long or wasn’t used to wearing heels that high.
The elevator was fast, though, and we got off on my floor in a matter of seconds.
“Is there anything you’d like to eat?” I offered. “I could order room service for you?”
She’d need to drink a lot of water, at least. She might be tipsy more than drunk, but she’d still be waking up with a headache tomorrow.
“I’m not hungry,” she muttered.
We stopped in front of the suite, and I finally let go of her hand. I opened the door and stepped aside to let her go inside first. If she had second thoughts, she wouldn’t go in. She didn’t hesitate, though, and I arched an eyebrow at her back.
Damn, but this girl is innocent. Or very defenseless. She didn’t know me, besides my name and room number, but she’d willingly followed me out of the club and into my room. Did she not realize that I could do anything to her behind closed doors and be gone tomorrow morning, and she couldn’t do a thing about it later? I didn’t think she was doing it deliberately.
I followed her inside and closed the door. She was looking around the room with a dazed expression.
“Please, sit down,” I offered. “I’ll bring some more water for you.”
She nodded absently as she walked over to the couch. She sat down and kicked off her heels. As I walked into the bedroom, I saw out the corner of my eye as she leaned down to rub her feet.
I closed the bedroom door behind me and leaned against it with a sigh.
What am I doing?
I wasn’t a bad guy, but this wasn’t a lot like me, either. I wouldn’t usually go out of my way to help someone I didn’t know, and now I’d brought a woman to my hotel room, and not for anything fun, but so I could take care of her.
And Dad and Trent think I need to grow up. Somehow, I did end up a babysitter in this trip, huh?
Well, whatever. At least, I was no longer in a bad mood.
Pushing off the door, I shrugged off my coat and folded it, then set it down on a stool. Then I headed for the bathroom. I undid my cufflinks and put them in my pocket, then folded my sleeves back. Moving to the sink, I turned on the water to warm, and washed my face. The club had been packed, and hot, and it was our last stop after a long day of following my brother and his friends, so I was sweating.
Afterward, I patted my face dry and decided to change out of my shirt, at least. I tugged it off, along with the thin t-shirt I had on underneath, and after wiping myself down, I pulled on a thicker, long-sleeved t-shirt.
Finally, I went back to the front room with a glass of water poured from the bathroom, only to pause when I realized Klara had fallen asleep on the sofa.
“Great,” I muttered.
I set the glass on the small coffee table and looked at the girl. She was curled up on the tiny seat, and she looked uncomfortable. With a sigh, I leaned down to pick her up so I could take her to the bed.
“You better be grateful for this, Klara,” I murmured, looking at her face.
She mumbled a little and shifted, so her face was pressed against my chest. I stared at her for a few seconds longer, then headed for the bedroom. It was a bit of a struggle. She wasn’t so heavy that I couldn’t carry her, but she wasn’t that light, either. I breathed in relief as I set her down on the bed until I realized I’d have to move the covers out from under her. I grumbled to myself about it, but I still handled her carefully. Even after I managed to move the covers, though, there was one more problem.
Her clothes looked so tight; I wondered how she could breathe in them. I pondered for a moment, before deciding to strip her. It would be wrong to see her or touch her uninvited, but I wasn’t doing this for thrills, after all.
I tried to be as gentlemanly as possible as I stripped her down. I left her in her underwear, though. Then I covered her up. I left her purse on the nightstand, and turned off the light, then left the bedroom.
“Damn,” I cursed, shaking out my t-shirt because I’d just made myself sweat again.
I found the water and drank it down, then hunted for some alcohol I knew was in the room. After finding it in the fridge, I poured some for myself and went to sit on the couch.
“Welcome to fucking Vegas,” I said to no one, lifting the glass up.
Then, I tipped my head back and drank down the entire glass’s contents.
When I woke up the next morning, I regretted everything. Fuck! My head hurt like hell before I was even fully awake. The pain was likely what woke me up, and it felt even worse when I moved to roll over. “Ugh.” It wasn’t just the headache, either. The inside of my mouth tasted like shit. I’d been waking up like this the past week, and every time I got over the hangover, I forgot just how bad it was. I had never been hung-over before in my life, at least before this trip. If I drank alcohol, it was single glass champagne that was never full, at family parties, and I didn’t get to have that until I was nineteen. Now that I knew how bad hangovers were, not to mention the bitter taste of beer, I wondered why people loved the stuff so much. Since I was going back home soon, I was done with it shortly. Wait. I’m forgetting something, aren’t I? How did I get back to my room last night? I opened my eyes, only to wince and squint. There was light coming in from a set of open curtains,
I looked up when the door to the bedroom opened. Klara stepped out, fully dressed, with her purse in hand, and her hair was looking a little wet.“So, you finally decided to join me, huh?”Immediately, she frowned. I wondered if she knew, but every time she did that, her lower lip looked like it was sticking out in a pout, making me think she was cute again.“I used your shower,” she muttered. “It took a few minutes. Sorry I didn’t ask first.”I waved the apology away. “No need to say sorry for that. Say sorry for making me wait until the food went cold.”Last night, while she took my bed, I slept on the couch. It was damn uncomfortable, and I woke up early with a crick in my neck. I felt like I didn’t get enough sleep, actually, but it was better than bothering her.Still, I had to wonder when I started turning into a saint.The tray had been set on the coffee table, and I lifted the covers off the dishes. I’d ordered all the stuff that was good for hangovers. Some eggs, toast, slice
He let me go change, but he made me wait for him to finish his breakfast, then as I dumped the plates outside the room for room service, then he followed me back to my room. It was a smaller suite, but it at least had two rooms and a bathroom, and I had him wait in the front room as I changed. I didn’t have time to wash my underwear, so I just folded it and put it far away in my suitcase. I’d have to remember it later. Then, we headed out. “How are we getting there?” I asked. “Do you have a car?” I’d wasted money to get a flight, thinking I’d have to make my way back by bus, since I didn’t think the cash I had would be enough for much, and in the end didn’t last nearly as long as I’d hoped, anyway. It was just about everything I’d been saving up since I got my first job when I was sixteen, but until I finished high school, I used up more than I saved, so while it wasn’t little, it wasn’t a lot, either. When I realized there was not much point in continuing to save it, since I h
Klara was trembling. I’d only kissed her, and I thought she would shake apart in my arms.Damn.What happened to all those innocent intentions I had earlier? I was starting to wonder if I’d had any from the moment she fell into me at the club. Sure, I didn’t try coming onto her before, but that would’ve been in poor taste.She was, however, a beautiful woman that I was spending the day with, and it was obvious the attraction wasn’t just on my part.The first time, she didn’t seem to have any reaction, but that could have been because she was nervous for her first time on a helicopter. Every time after that, though, she’d kept blushing and fidgeting. More than once, I’d caught her staring at me when she thought I wasn’t looking.Honestly, I wasn’t going to try anything. It wasn’t the reason I asked her to go out with me to the Grand Canyon. I did want to see it, and it meant time away from my brother, which was a good thing. But seeing her sweet reactions, I couldn’t help touching her
Lucky for me, the drive was a long one because I could barely feel my legs. We rearranged ourselves after some time, though I somehow ended up sitting in Jake’s lap. He’d explained the instruction given to the driver, but I didn’t much care for the sights.Damn.By the time we made it to the hotel, my body was still singing. My thighs and hips ached, too, and I had to hold onto Jake as he got out of the car and led the way inside. It was all I could do not to walk funny because people would surely notice.Then, the other problem came.Crap.We hadn't used protection, and Jake came inside me, and I could feel it trickle down as I walked. This part of sex, was the part I didn’t like. It could be so messy when you weren’t prepared, and right then, I could only feel disgusted. Jake saw my tight expression. We were in the elevator already, and we were alone, so I was leaning against him and he had his arms tight around me.“Is there anything wrong?” he asked, frowning. “I didn’t hurt you
Something warm was pressed to my chest, and my arm was feeling numb. Those were the thoughts in my mind as I slowly woke up. I remembered yesterday, and when I opened my eyes, Klara’s face was a few centimeters from now. She was still asleep, and I drowsily stared at her for a long moment.Pretty.I pulled my arm from around her to tuck a few stray strands of her hair away from her face so I could stare at her properly.Unfortunately, I couldn’t just keep laying there, because I really needed to go to the bathroom. Klara was laying on my bicep, which was why my arm felt so numb. It was a bit of work, getting her off my arm without waking her, but I managed it and slid off the bed, rubbing my arm with a wince. It was pretty rare that I slept with the women I had sex with, and I wasn’t one for cuddling, either. Still, when I saw her frown and squirm until she was mostly lying in the place I’d just left, clutching the pillow to her face and curling up under the cover, I was tempted to ge
I was slow to wake up. I felt so warm and comfortable that I didn’t want to move. Even when my mind became conscious, I only sighed and hugged tightly at the soft thing in my arms. Then, I remembered last night and frowned.My eyes blinked open, to be met with the hotel’s pristine white pillow. Only, when I moved, there was a suspicious stain on it. I pulled back and rubbed at my chin, sighing when I realized I’d drooled.Well, that is embarrassing.“Jake?” I called out.I realized I couldn’t see him, and rolled around, but he wasn’t behind me on the bed.Could he be in the shower?I listened but couldn’t hear him there. So he was probably in the other room.With another sigh, I slipped out of bed. I was a little disappointed not to wake up with him beside him, but by the light coming into the room, it was likely no longer early in the morning. I headed for the bathroom, unconscious of my naked body. I felt an ache in my hips and between my thighs. When I looked down, I could see some
Though I’d thought of taking a bus ride home, in the end, I decided it was impossible. It would be a long trip, and while I wouldn’t mind the scenic route, I was now impatient to go back. I wanted to see my parents, have a good talk, a good cry, and go to sleep.Lucky for me, I had enough funds to purchase an airline ticket, and more money to pay back. I didn’t like taking loans. I didn’t have a formal job, though I did do some small stuff online that got me pocket money each month so I’d bother my parents less, I was hopeless with loans.I’d have to bother Mom and Dad to pay it back for me, I thought sadly.I wanted to try at least and sleep through the flight, but my emotions weren’t quite stable. I was excited, nervous, anxious, with apprehension growing in the background. I would have to face everything I’d been running from, after all. It wouldn’t be easy, and I did miss my family and friends.Did I make a mistake?I didn’t know how much time I had left. Maybe, instead of wasting
It was easy enough to figure out.Klara was hiding something, and there was no way I could meet her, or try to talk to her, while I doubted her. It might have been easier to just ask her, but I hadn't been sure if she would have told me, and I wasn’t sure if I wanted to hear what it was, if it was what I’d been thinking.What I found out was so far out of my expectations, though, that it took a while to process.Brian, my old college friend and current PI, had worked faster than I expected. He’d told me who Ben was within a day, and the moment he told me the dates that aligned with his birth, it was easy enough to count back roughly nine months to when Klara and I met.She’d told me herself that she hadn't been with anyone besides me for the past two years, and even in the middle of my doubts and suspicions, I was still inclined to believe her. Going by her character, in that time, there wouldn’t have been anyone else before me.The conclusion I came to, was that the child was mine. C
Jake had wanted to spend the whole weekend with me, but after practically running away from him so I could get home, I was a little worried to see him again. I hesitated to call him, but when he didn’t try to call me either, I got worried enough to call him first.I didn’t get a reply. Even when I sent texts, there was still nothing. I figured he was annoyed at my behavior.Dammit, Klara. He must have realized something was wrong. You were too damn obvious!That evening, since I didn’t get any form of communication from him, I stayed at home. It turned out Dad and my siblings had gone out so the kids could have some fun.Mom took Dad aside to talk, and when they came back, the expression on his face was strange. She must have told him about the one night stand. I was glad that she’d told him so I wouldn’t have to, but I had a feeling Dad wouldn’t be looking at his little girl the same way again. It would be impossible not to realize I was an adult when I came back pregnant, but neithe
I got home just before lunchtime. I’d already known by the texts she’d kept sending yesterday, but she was pissed.The moment I walked inside, it was to find her in the living room with Ben in her arms. She sent me a cold look, then got up and walked to the kitchen without a word to me. I sighed but didn’t immediately follow her. The house was quiet, and I wondered where everyone had gone. It was a Saturday, but they might all have their stuff to do.I ran upstairs to put away my clothes. I wasn’t in the same outfit I’d worn yesterday, and I doubted she’d missed it. She would want to talk to me, and I wanted to see my baby boy before I went back to meet Jake again, so I went down to talk to Mom.My heart trembled a little. A good part of why I was always such a behaved girl, besides being introverted, was because Mom could be scary when she was angry. At least I knew, while she was holding Ben, or as long as he was in the room, she wouldn’t start shouting at me.“Hello, Mom,” I called
When I woke up the next morning, Klara was still in my arms. I didn’t know why, but I felt relieved. Until I remembered last night.Klara groaned, and I felt her feet flex as she stretched her body out. I looked around the room. Even with the curtains closed, the light coming in was bright, so it was probably late in the morning. I blinked my eyes, feeling like I hadn't gotten enough sleep. After the words she’d said, I couldn’t fall asleep for a long time afterward, but I didn’t dare wake her up to ask, either.Nothing is wrong.I told myself that several times, but I didn’t really feel that way. After all, something was actually very wrong.Could Klara have someone else?We didn’t know each other well enough. We hadn't known each other that long, either. But I was pretty good at reading people, and I didn’t think she was the kind of person to do something like this. She didn’t look guilty or anything when she was with me, and even when she tried to hide it, her emotions were pretty
Meeting Klara had been a pleasant surprise, and I wasn’t ready for it to be over so quickly. After we spent the night at my hotel, she had to go back home. But, this time I had more information about her, and more importantly, I had her phone number.Klara and I spent a lot of time together. She still had classes at the school, so I had to be patient at times, but when I wasn’t in the hotel room, I was out somewhere waiting for her to be done so we could meet up.I wasn’t sure if Dad knew something was up, but on the day we were supposed to go home, I woke to a text, asking me to meet up in the hotel’s café.Thankfully, Klara wasn’t with me when it happened. I showered quickly and got dressed, then went down to meet Dad.We sat together silently, only speaking up to order the food. Up until our breakfast arrived, neither of us spoke. Dad was the first to break the silence in the middle of the meal.“I’ll be heading back this afternoon,” he said. “You didn’t let me know about your plan
It was a minute before Jake finally let me down. I sighed as my feet touched the ground. My thighs were still trembling, so I leaned back against the wall as I righted my clothes. Jake helped, reaching behind me to zip my dress up for me. I blushed a little as I fixed the crotch of my panties.Out of nowhere, I burst into hysterical giggles. I slapped a hand over my mouth, but besides arching an eyebrow, Jake didn’t seem put off.“You’re laughing right after we had sex. Should I worry?” he asked, a corner of his mouth quirking up.I let out a few more giggles before I got a hold of myself, shaking my head.“Um, no. It’s nothing like that, just…every time I meet you, I do things that don’t seem much like me.”“So you don’t let random strangers take you to their hotel rooms while you’re drunk?” he asked. “Or spend a whole day with them and have sex in a limo? Then meet them two years later and fuck in the back of a bar?”I giggled again. “Um, no. I’ve only ever done that sort of thing a
I meant it when I told Klara I couldn’t wait. All those times I wanted to see her, now that she was in front of me, all I could think about was the night we spent together and how much I wanted to have her again.When we walked into the bar, I’d taken a glance around the place, an old habit that I hadn't been able to kill from my wild partying days. After paying for our meal and drinks, no one so much as blinked at us as I rose with Klara’s hand in mine, and tugged her toward the back of the bar.There was a discreet door, half-hidden behind a corner. Some signs pointed the bathrooms were in that direction. Instead of going through that hallway, I pushed the door, and it opened. We found ourselves in an alley, and I closed the door behind us, feeling satisfied.We went down a little in the alley, just in case, someone came out of the bar. We’d spent more time in the bar than I thought, and it was already dark outside. Little light got into the alley, but that worked more to my advanta
I’d arrived early for the speech because I knew the place would end up being packed, and if I wasn’t early, I’d end up sitting in the back. Julia had been there with me, and we’d found seats pretty close to the front.Walking beside Jake as we left campus, I praised that decision.Even though I had no idea how to search for him all this time, he appeared in front of me.Julia had been curious when I told her I’d be staying behind. I wasn’t the only one that hung back. Other people wanted to try and talk to the men of the Black family, but they’d been surrounded. I hadn't been sure how to talk to him. We’d locked eyes when he was on the platform, and I didn’t miss how he kept throwing looks at me, so he hadn't forgotten me, either.I’d been worrying about how I’d be able to talk to him in private when he walked up to me on his own.The two of us were silent as we walked. I wasn’t sure what I was supposed to be feeling. Of course, I’d been shocked to see him, and a part of me had been p
Two days flew by quickly. I’d taken Dad’s advice to heart and gone around sightseeing my first two days in New York, but the talk day arrived quickly.Dad wanted me to be with him when he went to the school. I found myself wondering if it was for moral support or something. I’d always stayed in Cali, or when I strayed, at least stuck close, even when it came to school. I didn’t see much reason in me showing up at the school when I wasn’t an alumnus, but maybe it was hard for him going there? Especially since we’d all been there for my brother’s graduation, and Dad even gave a speech on that day.As far as I knew, it was the last time he’d been by.I figured I’d feel out of place, but under the impression that it would help Dad bear it easier, I decided I wouldn’t fight him on this.Ever since I lost my brother, I’d become more understanding toward my parents. Thinking of things from their point of view instead of staying a selfish brat that wouldn’t even listen to his parents’ words.