Nikolai Twin
Selena’s POV My eyes widen in shock and the gruesome murder of father and mother flashes through my brain again. “You never mentioned anything about this while we were dating. You never stated anything of the sort in the contract.” My voice becomes louder slightly and I do not try to hold back. “Watch your tongue Sel. This is definitely not the place.” His jaw hardens and I can tell he’s annoyed. He's looking around too, through his masquerade mask— watching if someone heard me. But I don't care. “Why should I give a fuck about where we are when you lied to me about something so important!” I clench my fists in annoyance. “You came to me for help and I gave it to you in demand for payment. You agreed, you signed the signature yourself. I didn’t hold a trigger to your head when you signed it, did I?” He scans the environment with his eyes and I notice the subtle changes in him. “I signed those documents without a second thought because I knew you or so I thought.” “The deed has already been done. There’s no use making a fuss about it. You will soon be called up to the red carpet. Do not give off any information that will threaten his life.” I freeze when he brings this up again. “Everybody here belongs to one mafia organization or the other. They are extremely sensitive and they notice every single detail. You cannot afford to ruin even a tiny slice of this event today. Am I clear?” I blink my eye furiously trying extremely hard not to shed tears. “I understand.” “Good.” He tucks one of his hands on his pockets and wraps the other around my waist. “Young Master Nikolai.” Cheers and applause fill the hall but we all know they are not at all genuine. They will be only a few handful that are truly grateful for his success and his family members may not be part of them. Slowly, we walk to the ball and I try my best to make sure our footsteps are in sync. I can feel their burning gaze on my skin. Like they have finally found the weakness of a strong predator. “Nilai.” A woman that has the exact nose and a perfect physique walks up to us. Her smile is only slight and does not reach her eyes. I force a smile on my face when she stares at me. Her mask is the shade of blood. “Nikolai. My name is Nikolai.” The air around them feels tight and I struggle to breathe. “Mother invited me over to accompany you down the red carpet.” She sneers at me and I quickly stare at the ground. “Raise your head up. Now.” I swallow and I follow his instructions. “I can see you have a guest.” She tucks her hair behind her ears and I guess that’s my cue to leave. I lift my foot to move and Nikolai pinches me hard on my waist. “My queen does not make way for those I do not approve of.” I sense displeasure in his voice. “You should leave. I have a wife I’d like to introduce to the family.” The whole hall goes silent, so silent even the deaf would hear a pin drop. He gives me a slight push and we walk till we get to a table. “Mother. Father.” He nods slightly and pulls open the chair for me to sit. “I see you have a guest.” His father graciously slices his steak in a way I know fully well I cannot pull off. “A rather uninvited one if I must say.” His mother chirps in as well. It doesnt take me anything to realize they obviously prefer the other girl to me. “We invited Priscilla.” “She’s not the only daughter of a mafia boss I’ve slept with.” He says. I swallow hard and my shoulder tenses at the mention of the word mafia. “Priscilla knows you and your dealings better. Your wife to be does not particularly seem fond of our daily routine. Is she aware?” His light has a slight evil smile on her face. “That is why I brought her here. She will be informed of all of the activities. She knows me.” He places a slice of steak on my plate and I smile at him because I am genuinely grateful. “She knows you better than Priscilla? Then I am assuming she knows your hobbies. Pulling triggers and torturing people as well as competing with your brother over every damn thing?” She chuckles slightly. I struggle not to take a peek at him because I know they are watching. “You both know me too well to expect me to repeat a simple sentence.” He rubs his legs with mine and I quickly pull away. “Not to be too hard on your wife? But how many people exactly has Priscilla killed…just for you? Priscilla might just be ahead of her.” I swallow my spit nervously and finally decide to leave. “Sorry, I would like some air.” I push my chair back, it makes a loud screeching noise. “Sit.” Nikolai grabs my arm but I pull it away. I grab the layers of my gown and I walk outside as fast as I can. I open my mouth and try to take in as much air as I can. I rub my chest; let out a deep breath. My heart is still pacing. I need to be at peace before I go back to that table. Father’s murder scene flashes through my eyes again. I force myself to not throw up. When I finally decide to go back; Nikolai is the only one seated at the table. It’s not in his personality to just sit there calmly and wait for me. He would have been reminding me of my punishments or shooting daggers at me with his eyes. I square my shoulders and I go back into the hall, this time around, I stare straight into the eyes of the onlookers till I get to my seat. There's a sick feeling in my heart as I settle down. Something tells me Nikolai was going to punish me heavily tonight.Reconciling With The Wrong Man In BedSelena’s POV“I could not hold on anymore, I’m sorry.” I playwith my fingers expecting to hear a reply.“It’s fine.” I squint my eyes in confusion.Nikolai rarely ever accepts to let things be. He dictates things to go his way or no other.Silence looms over us and I decide to drown myself in alcohol and have a temporary escape from this hellish side of the world.I grab the cup on the table careful not to spill it over and still conscious of the looming eyes fixed to my body.“I do not intend to drag a drunk woman up tonight.” He removes my fingers from the cup slightly and downs it in one go.“If you can do that, I can as well.” I take the drink between sips, the contract rules and regulations fresh in my head.“Your parents do not seem to have a very bright impression of me. They prefer Priscilla. Why?” I swallow another sip of the drink ignoring how light headed I am starting to feel.“Don Carlo, Priscilla's father, is strengthening his base.
Selena’s POVChaosThe bright rays of sun hits me, waking me up from my slumber. I stretch my body as I feel sore over. My head is banging me and I assume it’s a hangover giving how much I drank yesternight.I try to recall what happened after my too many drinks but nothing comes to my mind other than me leaving the ball. I know for a certainty this is not home and I’m not at Nikolai’s place as his room is decorated in minimal colors.“Nikolai!” The rest of the memories I have been trying to gather floods my brain. I turn around and he is lying there still asleep but something doesn’t feel right.Nikolai’s tattoo is on the right side of his neck and his eyebrows are slim and neatly trimmed, this man that has the same appearance with my boyfriend has a dash across his thick eyebrows and his tattoo runs down from his neck to his arms.My eyes trail down his body and I realize his whole body is littered with tattoos.“He is not Nikolai!” My heart beats faster in my chest as I struggle to
Kieran’s POVDazedI stay in the room a little longer, the events of the last night reminiscing through my mind again and again. When it boils to having many women, I can’t tell who’s worse, Me or Nikolai.But there’s something about her that just seems different.This lady…I’ve had my fair share of women and I’ve never wanted them for more than a night. That is the only similarity I share with my twin brother, Nikolai.And yet, I want to wake up to her scent every day.I almost tried to sneak away some of her properties but that could pass a wrong message.Plus Nikolai has already introduced her to father and mother. I shake my head and I leave the room. I walk straight to the garden at the back of the house and as expected, they are all there.“Kieran,your mother was already assuming you would not be here given your brother’s abrupt behavior last night.” Father lifts his teacup carefully.“That was a dining celebration and it was basically for familiarization. This is the real deal.
Selena’s POVMeeting Priscilla’s FatherI ignore the numerous languages in Nikolai’s eyes. I want nothing more than to leave this place. Just seeing Kieran sitting comfortably brings back a lot of the memories from yesterday’s night. I struggle to accept myself around Nikolai.“How did he get to find out all of those things Selena?” He gazes leisurely at his family. I straighten my spine and I refuse to take any pose that will give away extra information.“How do you expect me to know? I thought you told him all of these things. Is he not your brother?” I retort immediately. I pout forming an angry face like I would if I was originally upset.“We will talk about this later. Let’s focus on the main thing at hand. Father and mother would go ahead to say to a lot of nasty things to you, they are only trying to see just how much you can take. Try your best not to let any of their words get to you.” He takes an inch closer to me.“I think I already made a note to myself about this.” I igno
Selena’s POVKieran’s True NatureI shiver in my seat, I clutch my stomach tightly trying my best not to throw up.“Kieran.” Nikolai turns to look at Kieran, the both of them calm.“Yes?” He stands up from the table and walks to Don Carlo’s body.“Leave him.” He places the tip of the gun at the back of Priscilla’s head.“Just kill me you bastard!” Snot is running down her nose. It is almost impossible to believe that this is the same Priscilla I met yesterday.“Hmm, I don’t punish ladies I’ve not tasted.” He smirks and looks at me. My trembling body does nothing to ease the guilt.“But I do have a way to punish you.” He grabs her by her hair with so much force, my scalp winces in pain for her.“Bang! Bang!” He fires two more shots to Don Carlo, one to his neck and the other to his head.“There. Do you now understand why I’ve played this game undefeated for so long?” He trails the gun up and down her neck.You’re a monster.” Tears are flowing freely from her eyes and despite his tight
Selena’s POVDiscovers She’s Pregnant“Mother and father keep asking about you. They’ve opened up to you Sel. They want to build you into the woman worthy of staying by my side.” His eyes sparkle with excitement.“I will not be going to your family to see them for a very long time. It’s been weeks and I have still lot recovered from the gruesome memories. For the first time in my life, I saw somebody’s life slip out of them right in front of my eyes and only then did you mother and father accept me! I am not ready for such a bloody lifestyle Nikolai. It’s best if we remain the way we are.”“To say nothing but the truth,I’ve been considering this contract marriage and I am not sure I’m the woman compatible with you. They were right after all.” I air everything on my chest ignoring the most important reason why this cannot work.I refuse to let him know that I still hold myself accountable over that horrible night.“Selena,you signed a contract. The contract would only be terminated if
Chapter NineSelena’s POVDiscoveryMy head throbs me with a banging headache. One I cannot ignore, but I choose to. The only thing I have on my mind is how I am going to present this to Nikolai. Should I proceed to tell him first that I am heavy with child and then let him know I do not know who the father is? I breathe deeply and I decide to see him after work. Usually, I’d walk briskly to my working place as it’s a trekkable distance. But now, I can’t walk so fast anymore. I’m forced to take a cab. I wave down a taxi. “Burgsway.” I hop into the taxi immediately. “What’s going on?” Newscasters are hanging all around my workplace. I pay the driver and I get down. I walk as fast as my legs can carry me and I run up to my office. “What exactly is going on?” I scan the workers trying to gauge the severity of the situation from their facial expression, all I see is sympathy and pity. “Selena.” I jolt when I hear my boss’s voice. His direct orders have never been a pleasant one. “
Nikolai’s POVSelena Leaves“Selena, I can explain.” A thousand options ring in my head and I hurriedly scramble to find the most believable one. “You can explain? Ok then, explain. Let me know why your hair is ruffled, you have kisses on your body,hickeys on your neck, your zip is undone and why my best friend is all messed up in your house! Give me a good and reasonable explanation.” She folds her arms and waits for me to say something. “Let me explain.” I should suck up and apologize but that is not a word in my dictionary. “I’m waiting to hear you explain Nikolai.” Her gaze softens“I, I haven’t been feeling very well of recent. She, I, we were in a call and she, she just came over to check up on me, these are from other ladies, we actually haven’t done anything. I wouldn’t do such a thing. Especially not to you.” I sound like an idiot, but this is not the first dumb lie I’ve told and she believed. “You must really deem me to be stupid to say such meaningless words to me. Stra
Nikolai’s POVSelena Leaves“Selena, I can explain.” A thousand options ring in my head and I hurriedly scramble to find the most believable one. “You can explain? Ok then, explain. Let me know why your hair is ruffled, you have kisses on your body,hickeys on your neck, your zip is undone and why my best friend is all messed up in your house! Give me a good and reasonable explanation.” She folds her arms and waits for me to say something. “Let me explain.” I should suck up and apologize but that is not a word in my dictionary. “I’m waiting to hear you explain Nikolai.” Her gaze softens“I, I haven’t been feeling very well of recent. She, I, we were in a call and she, she just came over to check up on me, these are from other ladies, we actually haven’t done anything. I wouldn’t do such a thing. Especially not to you.” I sound like an idiot, but this is not the first dumb lie I’ve told and she believed. “You must really deem me to be stupid to say such meaningless words to me. Stra
Chapter NineSelena’s POVDiscoveryMy head throbs me with a banging headache. One I cannot ignore, but I choose to. The only thing I have on my mind is how I am going to present this to Nikolai. Should I proceed to tell him first that I am heavy with child and then let him know I do not know who the father is? I breathe deeply and I decide to see him after work. Usually, I’d walk briskly to my working place as it’s a trekkable distance. But now, I can’t walk so fast anymore. I’m forced to take a cab. I wave down a taxi. “Burgsway.” I hop into the taxi immediately. “What’s going on?” Newscasters are hanging all around my workplace. I pay the driver and I get down. I walk as fast as my legs can carry me and I run up to my office. “What exactly is going on?” I scan the workers trying to gauge the severity of the situation from their facial expression, all I see is sympathy and pity. “Selena.” I jolt when I hear my boss’s voice. His direct orders have never been a pleasant one. “
Selena’s POVDiscovers She’s Pregnant“Mother and father keep asking about you. They’ve opened up to you Sel. They want to build you into the woman worthy of staying by my side.” His eyes sparkle with excitement.“I will not be going to your family to see them for a very long time. It’s been weeks and I have still lot recovered from the gruesome memories. For the first time in my life, I saw somebody’s life slip out of them right in front of my eyes and only then did you mother and father accept me! I am not ready for such a bloody lifestyle Nikolai. It’s best if we remain the way we are.”“To say nothing but the truth,I’ve been considering this contract marriage and I am not sure I’m the woman compatible with you. They were right after all.” I air everything on my chest ignoring the most important reason why this cannot work.I refuse to let him know that I still hold myself accountable over that horrible night.“Selena,you signed a contract. The contract would only be terminated if
Selena’s POVKieran’s True NatureI shiver in my seat, I clutch my stomach tightly trying my best not to throw up.“Kieran.” Nikolai turns to look at Kieran, the both of them calm.“Yes?” He stands up from the table and walks to Don Carlo’s body.“Leave him.” He places the tip of the gun at the back of Priscilla’s head.“Just kill me you bastard!” Snot is running down her nose. It is almost impossible to believe that this is the same Priscilla I met yesterday.“Hmm, I don’t punish ladies I’ve not tasted.” He smirks and looks at me. My trembling body does nothing to ease the guilt.“But I do have a way to punish you.” He grabs her by her hair with so much force, my scalp winces in pain for her.“Bang! Bang!” He fires two more shots to Don Carlo, one to his neck and the other to his head.“There. Do you now understand why I’ve played this game undefeated for so long?” He trails the gun up and down her neck.You’re a monster.” Tears are flowing freely from her eyes and despite his tight
Selena’s POVMeeting Priscilla’s FatherI ignore the numerous languages in Nikolai’s eyes. I want nothing more than to leave this place. Just seeing Kieran sitting comfortably brings back a lot of the memories from yesterday’s night. I struggle to accept myself around Nikolai.“How did he get to find out all of those things Selena?” He gazes leisurely at his family. I straighten my spine and I refuse to take any pose that will give away extra information.“How do you expect me to know? I thought you told him all of these things. Is he not your brother?” I retort immediately. I pout forming an angry face like I would if I was originally upset.“We will talk about this later. Let’s focus on the main thing at hand. Father and mother would go ahead to say to a lot of nasty things to you, they are only trying to see just how much you can take. Try your best not to let any of their words get to you.” He takes an inch closer to me.“I think I already made a note to myself about this.” I igno
Kieran’s POVDazedI stay in the room a little longer, the events of the last night reminiscing through my mind again and again. When it boils to having many women, I can’t tell who’s worse, Me or Nikolai.But there’s something about her that just seems different.This lady…I’ve had my fair share of women and I’ve never wanted them for more than a night. That is the only similarity I share with my twin brother, Nikolai.And yet, I want to wake up to her scent every day.I almost tried to sneak away some of her properties but that could pass a wrong message.Plus Nikolai has already introduced her to father and mother. I shake my head and I leave the room. I walk straight to the garden at the back of the house and as expected, they are all there.“Kieran,your mother was already assuming you would not be here given your brother’s abrupt behavior last night.” Father lifts his teacup carefully.“That was a dining celebration and it was basically for familiarization. This is the real deal.
Selena’s POVChaosThe bright rays of sun hits me, waking me up from my slumber. I stretch my body as I feel sore over. My head is banging me and I assume it’s a hangover giving how much I drank yesternight.I try to recall what happened after my too many drinks but nothing comes to my mind other than me leaving the ball. I know for a certainty this is not home and I’m not at Nikolai’s place as his room is decorated in minimal colors.“Nikolai!” The rest of the memories I have been trying to gather floods my brain. I turn around and he is lying there still asleep but something doesn’t feel right.Nikolai’s tattoo is on the right side of his neck and his eyebrows are slim and neatly trimmed, this man that has the same appearance with my boyfriend has a dash across his thick eyebrows and his tattoo runs down from his neck to his arms.My eyes trail down his body and I realize his whole body is littered with tattoos.“He is not Nikolai!” My heart beats faster in my chest as I struggle to
Reconciling With The Wrong Man In BedSelena’s POV“I could not hold on anymore, I’m sorry.” I playwith my fingers expecting to hear a reply.“It’s fine.” I squint my eyes in confusion.Nikolai rarely ever accepts to let things be. He dictates things to go his way or no other.Silence looms over us and I decide to drown myself in alcohol and have a temporary escape from this hellish side of the world.I grab the cup on the table careful not to spill it over and still conscious of the looming eyes fixed to my body.“I do not intend to drag a drunk woman up tonight.” He removes my fingers from the cup slightly and downs it in one go.“If you can do that, I can as well.” I take the drink between sips, the contract rules and regulations fresh in my head.“Your parents do not seem to have a very bright impression of me. They prefer Priscilla. Why?” I swallow another sip of the drink ignoring how light headed I am starting to feel.“Don Carlo, Priscilla's father, is strengthening his base.
Nikolai TwinSelena’s POVMy eyes widen in shock and the gruesome murder of father and mother flashes through my brain again.“You never mentioned anything about this while we were dating. You never stated anything of the sort in the contract.” My voice becomes louder slightly and I do not try to hold back.“Watch your tongue Sel. This is definitely not the place.” His jaw hardens and I can tell he’s annoyed. He's looking around too, through his masquerade mask— watching if someone heard me.But I don't care.“Why should I give a fuck about where we are when you lied to me about something so important!” I clench my fists in annoyance.“You came to me for help and I gave it to you in demand for payment. You agreed, you signed the signature yourself. I didn’t hold a trigger to your head when you signed it, did I?” He scans the environment with his eyes and I notice the subtle changes in him.“I signed those documents without a second thought because I knew you or so I thought.”“The dee