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9 - Feel Given a Chance
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2023-06-09 22:36:10
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One Minus One 10 - Exclusive Video Call
When Zeva's finger was typing letter by letter on her cell phone keypad, suddenly Zero's profile photo appeared on her cell phone screen accompanied by a ringing tone. This made Zeva instantly freeze. The reason is, this time it's not just an ordinary incoming call notification from Zero, but a video call notification. Yeah, this is the exclusive video call from Zero to Zeva. Zeva's nervousness this time also increased compared to getting the first regular incoming call notification from Zero at that time. "Huaaa, why did he suddenly make a video call like this, anyway? I'm really shabby, I'm already wearing pajamas to sleep like this." Zeva panicked with her appearance. Zeva hasn't commented on her own appearance in a long time. Usually, when video calls with Runa and Gamma, Zeva doesn't take care of her appearance. Even if she hasn't showered or just woken up, she has immediately accepted the video call. In fact, in the past, it was the same when Zeva used to do video calls wi
Last Updated : 2023-06-19One Minus One 11 - Worried
After disconnecting the video call, Zeva tried to regain control of her ragged breathing. Yeah, Zeva was having the hardest time getting emotional with Zero's attitude just now. On the one hand, Zeva can understand Zero's nervousness, because Zeva guesses that Zero might be tired or have problems at work. However, on the other hand, Zeva couldn't accept Zero's groundless accusations against her. More precisely, Zeva did not accept Zero bringing up Zeva's feelings for Sky again. It was like Zeva had buried the matter deep, then suddenly Zero tried to pick it up again. "The first video call didn't put me in a happy mood, it even irritated me," grumbled Zeva alone. Right after Zeva grumbled, suddenly a chat notification came in. Then, Zeva stopped grumbling and turned to reach for her cell phone which she had thrown on the bed because she was so annoyed with Zero. Then, Zeva checked it. No, this time it's not a chat from Zero, but from Sky. Zeva's reply to the chat that Zeva ha
Last Updated : 2023-06-27One Minus One 12 - Serious Discussion
"Why are you quiet? That means you don't love me?" Zero asked about Zeva's silence. Then, Zero heaves a sigh. It made Zeva think that Zero was disappointed in her. When Zeva was about to speak out to express her feelings, suddenly Zero spoke again, "It's okay, it's okay. I know why you don't love me."Hearing that, made Zeva eager to deny what Zero concluded. Zeva was ready to speak, but again Zero was the first to continue speaking again, "But... you love me too much, right?""Ugh… don’t be overconfident," said Zeva in a tone like denial, but in fact, her expression could not lie. If only they were making video calls now, instead of regular phone calls, Zero could see Zeva's awkward expression clearly which unconsciously turned into a shy smile. "It's true, right? Come on, Zeva. Just admit it. Don't be shy to express your feelings to me frankly." Zero is still teasing Zeva. "Shhh, why does he even tease me, anyway," thought Zeva.Yeah, that's Zero's strength, just now he made Ze
Last Updated : 2023-07-22One Minus One 13 - Welcome Home
Since waking up this morning, Zeva has been grumpy. Maybe it's more accurate to wake up in the afternoon because Zeva woke up late. Yeah, how did she not oversleep, Zeva slept nearly morning. The cause of Zeva's grumpy mood is that there is no news of any chat from Zero. Of course, it wasn't as usual. Actually, Zeva can already guess the reason why Zero didn't send her a chat. Because last night or rather a third of last night when Zero pointed at her with a series of questions that were quite heavy, Zeva decided not to answer. Of course, Zeva did not explicitly say that she did not want to answer. However, Zeva distracts Zero by using the excuse that she is very sleepy and wants to sleep immediately. As a result, Zero complied with Zeva's wishes by ending their telephone connection. Zeva could tell that Zero was disappointed in her from Zero's tone of voice saying goodnight, unlike usual. Zero said it very flatly and only said two words, namely "Good night."Zeva hopes that Zero
Last Updated : 2023-07-23One Minus One 14 - Intimate
Once Sky had entered Zeva's house, Zeva just could heave a sigh. Then, instead of closing the door, Zeva opened the door of her house widely. Previously, when Sky visited there was always Runa or Gamma or both, but now there is only Zeva alone. Zeva will feel awkward if she is alone with Sky. Moreover, they haven't communicated in a long time. Except for yesterday, and that was only because of work. After that, Zeva immediately went inside, following Sky who was already sitting on the sofa in the lounge room. Indeed, that is the only spot in Zeva's house that is suitable for relaxing. In fact, Zeva's house is relatively small, there are only two bedrooms equipped with a bathroom, living room, lounge, and kitchen area. "Please sit down, Zev," said Sky when he saw Zeva who just stood there. "Whose house is this, anyway? Why did he even tell me to sit down, as if he was the host and I was the guest?" thought Zeva. Zeva sighed, then opened her voice, "What do you want to drink?"
Last Updated : 2023-07-24One Minus One 15 - Reminiscing
Zero's unilateral disconnection made Zeva chuckle, "Tsk. Why does he like making accusations so much? Even though he didn't see how it was." Then, suddenly a voice from Sky called from the kitchen, with a little shout, "Zev, come here a moment, please." "That's also one thing, why is he asking me to come over? Why didn't he just come to me here?" grumbled Zeva. Even though she grumbled, Zeva still got up from her seat to fulfill Sky's request who asked her to go to the kitchen. "Why?" asked Zeva as soon as she reached the kitchen. "Help me to prepare the dishes, Zev, let's hurry," said Sky while still focusing on stirring the food in a pot on a burning stove. "Well, he even gives me orders," thought Zeva. Zeva instantly recalled Zero's accusations against her. Zeva thought if for example, she helped Sky, did all of Zero's accusations against her come true? "Did you also say that you're ready to do it? Then, in the end, you even asked me to help you," complained Zeva. "We
Last Updated : 2023-07-25One Minus One 16 - Lost Contact
It's been two days since Zeva lost contact with Zero. Zero didn't contact Zeva at all. Likewise with Zeva. In Zeva’s case, it's clearly due to her pride. The reason is the last time the one who disconnected the phone call unilaterally was Zero. So, Zeva felt that it should be Zero who reach out to her first. Especially since Zero had accused her of things without any clear evidence. Zero was the one at fault, and Zero should apologize to her. Even though for those two days Zeva was busy outside the house because she worked to take pictures of her clients, on the sidelines of the shoot Zeva occasionally checked her cell phone. Undeniably, Zeva was waiting for Zero to contact her. "Does this mean he wants our relationship to end right away, right?" thought Zeva, seeing that there was still no incoming notification from Zero on her cell phone. "But wait, what's really going to end? It's not clear what relationship we are in." Zeva corrected her own thoughts. Then, suddenly a voic
Last Updated : 2023-07-26One Minus One 17 - A Warning
Two days had passed without any communication, and Zeva hesitantly greeted Zero, who was on the other end of the phone. However, after waiting for about two minutes, there was still no sign of a response from Zero."Hello," Zeva said again, thinking that perhaps Zero was unaware that the call had connected."Zero," Zeva called out again, as there was still no response.But still, there was no answer from Zero. Suddenly, the phone call was disconnected abruptly. Zeva wasn't sure if it was due to a lost signal or if Zero intentionally ended the call."What's wrong with him? Maybe he didn't really intend to call but accidentally pressed the dial button?" Zeva whispered as she lowered her phone from her ear."Why is he so frustrating? He's making me think about him all the time," Zeva grumbled.Afterward, Zeva decided to sit down to calm her heart and mind while waiting for her client to finish eating. Of course, she had no intention of going back into the restaurant. After successfully e
Last Updated : 2023-07-27
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One Minus One 45 - Can I...?
"Wait a moment, Dear. I need to take care of Liora for a bit," Zero said reluctantly as he let go of his embrace with Zeva. "Come on, get in the car. You go home first with the driver. I'll follow later. I still have something to discuss with Zeva." "No. How could you be so heartless, Brother? Letting me go home alone? I don’t want to be by myself. I’m scared," Liora refused Zero’s idea. "You won’t be alone, Liora. Auntie is there," Zero reminded her, as if Liora had forgotten. "No, I don’t want to. Auntie is probably already asleep, so I’d still be alone," Liora insisted. "How is it any different if I’m there? You’d still be alone in your room," Zero countered. "But you can stay with me while I sleep," Liora replied confidently. "Auntie can stay with you too, then," Zero offered a solution. "No, that would feel weird. It’s always been you who stays with me," Liora remained firm. "Liora, please, learn to be independent. Just pretend I’m out of town like usual," Zero tried to
One Minus One 44 - Deal
“So, he wanna stay here?”“He said so. But… I don’t know.”“Do you doubt him?”“Umm… I just think it’s too forced.”“You’re the one forcing him to stay here?”“Of course not. In fact, I asked him to really think about it through carefully before deciding. But… he’s adamant about staying here. He said it’s because he’s worried about me being alone in a foreign country. But I’ve been here for years.” For once, Zeva spoke this much to Sky.“Years, huh? It’s only been two years, Zev. If this were a job application, you’d still count as a fresh graduate or someone with no experience.” Even though Sky was quite amazed that Zeva was opening up to him again, he didn’t want to waste this moment. So, Sky tried to respond with his usual lame jokes.“Well, what matters is it’s more than a year. Besides, survival skills are honed from birth, not just since we first set foot in a foreign land,” Zeva replied.“But… shouldn’t you be happy?”“Yeah, I’m happy. But… if it’s too forced, I disagree.”“Hmm
One Minus One 43 - Do you understand?
"Dear, please look at me! It’ll only be a moment. I promise I’ll come back and stay here."“Don’t make promises about uncertain things,” replied Zeva, without taking her eyes off the laptop screen.“Okay, I’ll prove it. But… do you not want to take me to the airport?”Zeva didn’t respond, but she was still focused on her laptop.“Dear, please, don’t ignore me. I’m about to board a plane, you know. If something happens while I’m on the plane, this might be our last moment together.”Zeva immediately stopped what she was doing, then directed her gaze towards Zero, giving him a sharp look and saying, “Just seconds ago, you said you’d prove it, but now you’re already thinking about leaving me?”“Who said I want to leave you, Dear? It’s quite the opposite. I want to be with you 24/7,” retorted Zero.“If you don’t intend to leave, why are you hoping that something bad happens to the plane you’re on?” Zeva demanded.“That’s not what I meant, Dear. I was just reminding you that unexpected thi
One Minus One 42 - Four Seconds
“Where is he? Turn on the camera!” A deep male voice filled Zeva’s quiet room.“Ugh... what’s up with you, Bro? It’s still super early and you’re already mad.” Yes, it was Gamma who called Zeva early in the morning.“I want to see if your boyfriend is still fully dressed or not.” Gamma couldn’t trust any man around Zeva, especially since the two of them were under the same roof—alone, without anyone else.“Well, if you want to see, call Zero directly on his number. Why are you calling me? If you call me, I have to go downstairs and check his room,” Zeva complained.“So, you’re really staying in separate rooms?” Gamma still wanted a valid confirmation.“Of course. Your room is empty, too. Why? Didn’t Zero already ask for permission directly from you to borrow it?”“That Nol guy really knows how to keep his defenses up,” Gamma said, translating Zero’s name to its Indonesian meaning.“Oh right, I have to wake up Zero. We planned to go jogging this morning. Bye, Bro, Sis Runa.” Zeva abrup
One Minus One 41 - This is what is called Zero Hour, Dear!
"Wah, this couple needs more briefing," Zeva commented after seeing the photo results on her camera. Zeva approached her clients. "Finished, Zev?" the male client asked when Zeva was in front of him. "We need to talk," Zeva said. "Okay, let's go!" responded the male client. "Where to? Let's talk here to save time," Zeva replied. "Oh, okay. Rin, you just rest there, alright?" the male client instructed his partner, pointing to one of the park benches about 18 meters away from where they stood. "Rin? Why suddenly call me by my name?" the girl questioned. "Well, your name is Ririn. Nothing wrong with that," the guy replied. "Well, it's not wrong. But usually, you call me 'Beib,'" Ririn said. "Why, though? It's such a trivial matter to fuss about," the guy remarked. "For you, maybe it's trivial. Fine, from now on, I'll call you by your name," Ririn replied. "Okay, Rama. You just continue with your business. I'm going back to the hotel," Ririn continued and immediately left. "W
One Minus One 40 - Zero Hour
"You just finished getting dental veneers?" "Huh? Why are you suddenly asking that?" The confusion was evident on Zero's forehead in response to Zeva's question. "Because it's unusual for you to immediately show off your teeth like that." "Unusual? How am I usually then?" Zero felt that the expression he showed was not something rare. "Usually, you flaunt your pillow face. Always sleepy." "Oh, hehe. It's called hard work like a horse, Dear. I have to stay up late." "Working so hard that you forget to sleep, and what do you hope for in the end? Early aging?" Zeva pointed out. "Well, not like that, Dear. I work hard like this for you, you know." "For me? Have I ever asked you to provide for me? No, I've never asked for anything from you," Zeva said, refusing to accept Zero's statement. "Well, not really, Dear. But... I work hard to prepare to provide for you in the future." "You want to turn me into a substitute for a nursing home?" "Well, what's the connection with a nursing
One Minus One 39 - Don't play around with serious matters
"If you want trouble, don't involve me." Zeva's call successfully stopped Zero in his tracks. "Who's trying to get you into trouble, Dear? We just need to hurry." "We? If you still remember 'we', you shouldn't be pulling me like this." "Dear, sorry, I didn't mean to pull you. I need to check on Liora urgently. There's no time to walk casually. I'm really worried about her." "I understand your worry. Even... I don't mind that you didn't ask whether I'm willing to come or not. But... wherever we're going, we should prioritize being careful. Rushing might not get us there safely, let alone quickly." Not without reason did Zeva reprimand Zero like that. It's because, twice already, they had come close to being hit by cars and bicycles. More precisely, it was Zero who almost got hit because his position was right beside the passing riders. Zeva was surprised as to why Zero seemed to be so indifferent to his own safety. "Dear, sorry for not asking first. Because I really want you to
One Minus One 38 - Start from Zero
"Absolutely not. Starting today, I don't want to take you to the airport anymore." "Oh, why are you being so cruel? Come on, dear. It's still a few more hours we can spend together." Zero still tried to persuade Zeva. "I've never wanted to take anyone to the airport. I didn't even want to escort Sis Runa and Bro Gamma. It's just because of you that my feet touch the airport again after so long. Ironically, you are the one being cruel to me by forcing me to do something I dislike." "But why don't you like taking me to the airport?" "Ugh... can't you really pay attention to what I'm saying? It's not just you, but everyone, anyone." "Okay, okay, sorry. So, what's the reason?" Zero was still curious about why Zeva was so against the airport. "See, you don't know anything about me," Zeva responded with her biting words. Hearing Zeva's sarcasm, Zero immediately moved to hold both of Zeva's hands and gently stroked the back of her hand with his thumb. And, with an intense gaze softene
One Minus One 37 - End vs Stay
"Don't rush me! I don't like being rushed.""Is it because you dislike rushing activities, or does it depend on who is rushing you?""Both.""Zev, can't we talk calmly?" Zero asked with a hopeful gaze."I have to go back tonight," Zero added."Go back where?""You know the answer, dear," Zero replied, gently stroking Zeva's cheek with his thumb.Yes, Zero was right. Zeva already knew that Zero would go back to Indonesia. However, Zeva still asked because she was grappling with her own thoughts and her small heart. Zeva's heart was not ready to accept the fact that she and Zero would have to do long-distance again."That's why, dear, instead of wasting our time arguing like this, let's spend our remaining time together as much as possible," Zero persuaded."Aren't you angry?""Angry about what?" Zero asked back."You know what I mean.""No.""Are you really not angry?" Zeva asked again, as if uncertain about Zero's answer."I said 'no' to respond to your statement 'you know what I mean
