Kaiya
Last night, King Bowden was almost human, downright nice even, but today he’s back to his surly self and barely pays me any mind. I don’t know if it’s a good or a bad thing, but it does make the rest of the drive to his castle feel like an eternity.
As the castle looms into view, the reality of the situation finally hits me like a ton of bricks. The king took me from my home and brought me to his without so much as a by your leave. I don’t even know what he’ll expect of me as his mate.
‘I can always run,’ I remind myself. ‘If it becomes unbearable, I can run and disappear again. It’s not that hard.’
The castle is beautiful and well kept, spanning several acres with towers reaching high up into the sky. Green ivy creeps up the yellowish brick adding character and beauty to the old building.
The driver opens the door for me and I practically fall out of the car, stretching my numb and aching limbs. King Bowden didn’t lie when he said we’d be in the car most of the day and I’ve never been this grateful to be on my feet.
Open-mouthed, I stare at the impressive castle. The household staff is lined up along the cobbled path that leads to the entrance. All of them are dressed in similar uniforms of black and white, the men in slacks and white shirts, and the women in black knee-length skirts with white blouses. Everyone has their hands clasped in front of them, and their heads respectfully bowed.
A man dressed in a black suit and grey tie approaches us the moment we step onto the path. “Your majesty,” he says. “Welcome home. It’s been too long.”
The king gives the butler a curt nod. “Thank you, Neil,” he says, grabs me by the wrist, and pulls me closer. “This is Miss Cole. My prospective mate.”
The butler’s face lights up, but otherwise he keeps his composure. “Congratulations, your majesty.”
“Hm,” King Bowden grunts, and without another word starts to walk up the path to the front door, leaving me behind.
Not sure what else to do, I hurry to catch up with him.
The steps are cut from black stone and lead to a massive veranda made of the same granite as the stairs. Two massive doors, at least three storeys tall, open to reveal the impressive lobby inside. A crystal chandelier hangs down from the high ceiling, illuminating the entire reception. Ancient artwork adorns the wall, and suits of armour stand sentry over the foyer.
Tastefully placed hidden lights emphasise the beautiful art, and four sets of granite staircases with intricately decorated wrought iron railings lead to the upper levels. Arched entrances to hallways branch off in every direction.
With every passing moment, my situation becomes just a little more real. “Will the lady require a room of her own,” Neil asks behind us.
“Yes,” Bowden says. “On my floor. Not…her old room.”
“Of course, your majesty,” Neil says.
“She’ll also require a full wardrobe and personal care items.”
“I’ll see to it, my lord.”
The butler walks away, snapping his fingers. Two Omegas come running and listen intently while the butler whispers instructions.
I wonder who this ‘her’ is the king spoke about, but I can’t bring myself to ask the question. I don’t think I want to know. For the first time in a very long while, I’m completely speechless. I don’t know what to do or what to say. I have no idea what’s expected of me.
This is so far removed from everything I know, and for the first time I wonder why I didn’t question the king a little more last night, why I didn’t oppose him when he declared that I’m to be his new mate. I just came along, sure that I could run away at some point. “Now what?” I whisper to myself.
“Settle in,” Bowden answers. “I’ll send for you a little later and we’ll discuss the marking ceremony.”
“I…what if I don’t want your mark?”
The king snorts loudly and calls a man over. He’s dressed in black slacks and a blue jacket with prominent golden buttons. A Lycan warrior, and judging by the scars crisscrossing his face, one that’s not to be trifled with. “Please see Miss Cole to her room.”
The man snaps his heals together. “Yes, Sire.”
He doesn’t even ask where my room is, he just walks ahead of me, expecting that I’ll follow. With everyone’s eyes on me, I try to push away the rising panic and run after the guard up the wide staircase. Within seconds, I’m completely lost.
I don’t have a wolf, despite what King Bowden said last night, and my sense of smell isn’t as developed as a full wolf’s would be. It’s better than a human’s, yet I don’t think I’ll be able to find my way back to the lobby using my wolf senses. There are too many scents here, mixing together until they’re indistinguishable from one another.
After what feels like an hour, we finally come to a stop outside a plain door with big, cast iron hinges. Out of breath from running after the guard, I fold double and grab my knees, trying to get my breathing back under control. The guard smirks at me. “You are unfit. You’ll be useless in a fight”
“Why do I need to fight?” I ask through gasps of air. “Isn’t that your job?
The guard doesn’t answer me. “This is your room.”
This door, like all the others, is much taller than it needs to be and it’s so heavy that I have to put all my weight behind it to push it open.
I hold back a gasp of surprise when I walk into the room. It’s not just a room - it’s a fully furnished apartment. The living room area is beautifully and tastefully decorated with black sofas arranged in a u-shape around a black coffee table.
A white area rug breaks up the slate-grey tiles, and there’s a massive television against the wall facing the couches. There’s a small bar and fridge in the corner next to a wall-to-wall window overlooking the beautiful back gardens, and heavy black drapes in case I want some privacy.
Next to the bar, and in front of the window, are a little dining table and two chairs made from reclaimed wood.
On the other side of the room is a bed that would put all beds to shame. Bigger than the king size I slept in last night, the canopy bed harkens back to the seventeenth or eighteenth century.
It comes complete with black curtains for extra privacy and has steps on both side of it so I can gracefully ascent to my sleeping space like a proper queen. I giggle at the thought. Me? A queen? Never.
A vanity matching the bed’s dark mahogany takes up the rest of the space on this side of the room. It’s already been stocked with lotions, potions, and make-up. The door right next to the vanity leads to an impressive walk-in closet that is completely bare, but so clean that it practically sparkles.
Another door inside the walk-in takes me to my bathroom. Everything in here screams money, from the marble countertops, to the sunken bath that is roughly the size of a small swimming pool and the luxurious shower. Even the towels look like they cost more than my rent.
Instead of being impressed, I’m terrified. I am completely out of my element. Give me my dingy flat on the wrong side of town surrounded by rough, but genuine and generally kind people, any day. That I understood. There I thrived. I don’t fit in this world. I don’t fit at all.
I climb the steps up to the bed and sink away in a mattress so comfortable that simply lying on it feels like pure sin.
What am I going to do? How am I going to get out of this one?
Clara will be here soon. We’ll run away together. Start over somewhere new. I won’t be alone for too long.
Neil knocks on my door and shortly afterwards enters my room, followed by a string of Omegas carrying clothes and shoes of every variety, style, and fabric. I get off the bed, ignoring the little steps, and try to help, but that just outrages the butler who sternly informs me that it’s beneath me to pack my own clothes away.
“A young lady arrived some time ago with Gamma Jaeger,” he says when I won’t stop bugging him to let the Omegas put the clothes down and just leave. “Goes by the name of Clara. She requested to see you. Shall I send for her? You can take tea together in your private garden.”
My heart does a little flip of joy. “Yes!” I exclaim. “Please.”
The butler nods and disappears again. Clara is here. I won’t be all alone in this strange place with all these strange wolves and their weird ways. We can plot our escape.
It doesn’t occur to me that I had her kidnapped, and she might not be too happy with me when she finds out.
Ten minutes later, the Omegas are done and there’s a knock on the door. Thinking that Clara finally made her way to my room, I call, “Come in,” without thinking twice.
Griffin steps into the room, his face serious. “Are you settled in?” he asks
“Yes,” I say and start to pick at my nails.
“The king wishes to see you right away.”
“Oh. Does he always send you with his messages? Isn’t that a little beneath a Beta?”
Griffin smiles indulgently. “Neil left for the shift tonight, so there’s just me and Gamma Jaeger, who currently has his hands full with your very angry friend.”
I start to smile. I can imagine Clara going off on Jaeger, calling him every name in the book. “I was supposed to see her.”
“And you will, but the king comes first.”
I nod. “Of course,” I say and slip my feet into the uncomfortable pink sandals that match the pink dress King Bowden made me wear. “What does he want?”
“That’s not for me to say, but…he’s not in a great mood, so don’t let your mouth run away from you.”
“My mouth doesn’t run away from me.”
Griffin smiles and waits for me to exit the room ahead of him. “It does. Just be careful what you say, okay?”
I nod and follow Griffin on unsteady legs down the hallway, up a few steps and right to the king’s door. “Well…good luck,” he says, turns around, and leaves me here all alone.
I inhale deeply, trying to get my nerves under control, but before I can knock the king barks, “Get in here!”
Bowden I pace past my comfortable old leather couch for the hundredth time while I wait for Kaiya to make her appearance. I've been restless all day, to the point that I'm afraid I'll hurt someone if I can't find a way to calm my nerves and settle my wolf. “Mate,” Knox growls in my head. “Go get our mate.” Knox is behaving completely out of character. Usually after we've found our mate, he'd settle down, content knowing that she was here if he wanted her. There are no female Lycans, and since we have no need to procreate, our wolves merely crave the emotional bond with a mate. They don't care one way or the other about a physical one anymore. The need for a mate bond is woven into our DNA. A holdover from the ancient times when female Lycans still existed. Before we became immortal and we still needed to breed. Knox shouldn't be acting this way now that we've found our next mate. Neither should I, for that matter. I want her here, in my arms where she belongs. I haven't felt this w
Bowden “My last mate?” I ask and stare at Kaiya’s slender back. “How do you know?" "I just know," Griffin says. "It's in the way Knox behaves...and you, you are more protective than usual. It feels different this time, doesn't it?" Frowning, I nod at my Beta. Am I that obvious? "So after she dies, this ends? The torture of finding and losing mates, it all finally ends?” “No. It doesn’t end, Bowden. It never ends.” I have more questions, but Kaiya turns around to look at us, her big grey eyes questioning. “Should I go so you can talk in private?” she asks with all the grace of a well-trained Alpha's daughter. “No,” I say. “Please-” I indicate to the food on the table -“go ahead and eat.” “I’ll wait for you,” she says and turns her back on us again. She might have lived as a rogue for way too long, but the Luna training she no doubt received from her mother is starting to kick in. Whether she knows that’s she’s falling back on her instincts are unclear, but it's there all the sam
Kaiya I stare at the closed door, a feeling of utter despair settling over me. It’s not as if I had been mistreated. The king even treats me decently, despite the rumours about how much he abuses his breeders, rumours that turned out to be untrue by the looks of things. Then why do I want to run away from him so badly? Maybe, if I try, I could even be happy here. There’s no happiness to be found in captivity though. A gilded cage is still a cage. I don't want to live like that ever again. Sighing, I turn away from the closed door and fetch the clothes from the bed. I’ll figure it out later. Tomorrow perhaps, when I’ve had a chance to speak to Clara. She's older than I am and she's been on the run for close to ten years now. She'll know what to do. For now, there’s not much I can do. The king is in the apartment with me, and with his super senses on high alert, I won’t be able to fart without him knowing about it. I gasp in surprise when I enter his bathroom. I thought mine was lu
Kaiya “What did you see?” Griffin repeats the question. “Oh,” I say. “You actually want an answer?” “That would be nice.” I consider lying to him, but for whatever reason decide against it. “She didn’t look…quite right. Almost as if-” I feel ridiculous just saying the words aloud -“she was a ghost. Her hair just sort of…floated.” Griffin’s menacing demeanour softens and his amber eyes fill with sadness. “I assure you, she is very real...and that's the hell of it.” “Yeah. I figure maybe…maybe the full moon…” I throw my hands in the air. “I don’t know what I saw, Beta.” “You should call me Griffin. You’ll outrank me soon.” He sighs like an old man carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders. “She’s my mate.” “I…yeah, you did kind of look in love.” He chuckles humourlessly in response. “The thing is, Kaiya, she died more than eighty years ago.” “The fuck you say,” the words slip out of my mouth before I can stop them. I’d think the Beta was trying to make a joke, but he lo
Bowden I spent most of the day focusing on my work, not even leaving my desk to eat lunch so I could make a dent in the mountain of paperwork waiting for me. There are always endless requests for extra protection from the smaller packs, or a need for mediators between feuding packs. Orphanages need funding and widowed she-wolves need protecting. It never ends. Since I’d been gone for nearly four months, the wolves had to wait until I returned to see me in person, and today there was a long line outside my public office on the ground floor. Most of my day were taken up dealing with their problems while I tried to work through everything else in between listening to wolves' endless, petty grievances. Griffin and Jaeger can usually handle most of the wolves’ personal issues and only refer the most serious cases to me, but even after they filtered out the unimportant requests, the sheer amount of people waiting to be seen was overwhelming. I close my laptop and pinch the bridge of my n
Bowden Kaiya stares at me in utter disbelief. “Why are you telling me?” “I don’t want you to get your hopes up and think that this will ever be anything more than it is now.” “So…what’s the point then? Why am I here? If there's not...I don't...” she throws her hand in the air, unable to give voice to her turmoil. “Knox, my wolf, needs his mate. Without her...without you, he becomes...well, uncontrollable, homicidal. It is what it is.” "So this is all for your wolf?" Wordlessly, I nod at her. Kaiya bangs her glass down onto the side table, sloshing water all over the furniture. “Then I’ll just reject you,” she says and plants those tiny fists in her hips. “He can just find someone else, because I don’t want to be in some loveless-" she flails her arms around -"whatever this is for the rest of my life.” “Hm,” I grunt. “Go ahead. Try to reject me.” “I Kaiya Cole, daughter of Alpha Deimos Cole, reject you King Bowden…” she hesitates, looking to me for the answer to her unasked ques
Kaiya I fall back on the comfortable old leather couch and stare at the ceiling high above. I don’t think about the things the king had said to me. Instead, I wonder how the Omegas can reach all the way up to the ceiling to clean. The chandelier hanging from the rafters is sparkling and I can’t see any cobwebs. I can't imagine that they bring in ladders every day to clean the place. Eventually, I roll off the couch and leave the king's apartment with Oswald hot on my tail. Before I can even think about running away, I need to figure out how to shake the guards that showed up when Clara and I left the garden this morning. “Goodnight, your majesty,’ Oswald says and takes up position next to my door, his back straight, eyes trained on the opposite wall. I go to my little bar and rummage around for something to drink. Sometimes, after a long shift, Clara and I would share a glass of really bad wine, the kind that comes with a screw top instead of a proper cork. We’d eat the cheapest,
KaiyaThe doctor doesn’t seem in the least bit fazed by my emotional outburst. Instead, he gets up and calls the king back inside. “It will help if yeh hold her a bit,” he says to the king and leaves, softly closing the door behind him.I can hear the king’s reluctant sigh even over my hysterical weeping. I wish I could stop, I just want to stop, but the more I try, the harder I cry. And I don't even know why I'm crying like this. I've been through much worse. There's no reason on earth for me to sit here and cry like a damn toddler, but I just can't seem to stop.At some point, Bowden simply picks me up and puts me on his lap. He hums softly in my ear, and that strange warmth that radiates out of his body spreads through mine, giving me a sense of safety and peace. It does help, and finally I start to calm down until my tears dry up for good.Without asking for permission, he carries me to my bed and gently tucks me in, putting my injured foot on a pillow and making sure the blankets
Dear Readers, Here we are at the end of Kaiya and Bowden's story. This one flew by didn't it? I loved working on it, and I'm genuinely sad that it has come to an end. Kaiya is perhaps one of my favourite characters, and I loved exploring her story. I hope you enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed writing it. I was once again blown away by your amazing support. I want you to know that I do read your comments, and they do always encourage me to work harder and write better. I love hearing from you. Writers always love hearing from their readers, so please never stop! You have no idea how much it means to us as writers. Thank you, as always, from the very bottom of my heart for your support, comments, gems and ratings. It means everything to me. I hope to see you for our next adventure. Much love,Celice
KaiyaThe returning Lycans didn’t care where Deborah and I came from, especially not after Bowden told them that going forward, none of them have to give up their mates unless they want to do so by choice.None of them wanted to break their bonds. None of them wanted to suffer through the heartache again. Centuries of living in fear came to an abrupt end, and they embraced it with open arms and hearts.A week later, Neil mated with one of my father’s ex harem girls. A sweet young woman named Kaylee, a week after that, Deacon mated with Sparrow. A new light shone in the castle, one of hope and happiness.Three weeks after I came back, Vanessa returned, but she wasn’t the same. Jaeger told her what happened, and it scared her. She couldn’t get her mind wrapped around it – the magic, the deaths, the mayhem, all the things things that humans find unimaginable. We were the living embodiment of her nightmares.She gave Jaeger an ultimatum – leave his home and live with her in the human world
Kaiya I wake to the sound of the song I sang to the mates the day they exited the catacombs. Deborah stands next to me, a confused frown on her face. “They’re all dead,” she says. “They’re supposed to be,” I say without thinking. I have no idea where that little nugget of knowledge came from, but I know it to be true. I groan softly and sit up, looking around me. There's no light coming in from outside, but I can feel the full moon. A white sheet of snow cuts the outside world off from view. The only light comes from the flickering torches against the walls. Bowden isn’t here like he was the last time, and I feel completely and utterly abandoned, cold, and lonely. “Why aren’t they waking?” Deborah asks, her face pulled into a frown of confusion. “You could never wake them,” Lauren says from the darkness. I swivel my head in all directions, looking for her. “Not by yourselves. They were dead and you forced them from their afterlife, pulling their souls into the void.” “We didn’t
Bowden “Bowden?” Griffin asks from the entrance of the catacombs. “This is not healthy. You have to get out of here. Time is running out.” Every day, just before sunset, I come to the catacombs and stare at Kaiya’s face, willing her to open her eyes. I shake my head, unable to move. Three days after Kaiya died the first time, the bond started to come back to life. It helped to keep some of the darkness at bay, and I did all right until the day after the full moon, when it happened all over again. The pain of it woke me from my sleep, tearing through my like a blunt knife. I was still trying to take a breath when Griffin stormed into my apartment, a look of pure agony on his face. "Is it breaking?" he asked. "Are they proper dead?" "I don't know." I gasped through the pain. The first time it happened was still too raw, too fresh, and it all blended together into a stewing pot of abject suffering We rushed to the catacombs to see all the mates back in their sarcophagi and Kaiya
Kaiya I didn’t expect to go back to sleep when I entered the catacombs. I didn't give it much thought before now, but what the hell are we supposed to do down here, day in day out, unable to sleep, unable to live, unable to die? No wonder everyone is so fucking angry. I've not even been in the catacombs that long, and I'm already pissed off at the world and the dark witches that cursed me to live this waking nightmare. Lauren leads us into a vast, open temple. It's bigger than the one in Junction City, but unlike the one under that pack house, this temple glows brightly. It is warm and inviting, and I feel no trepidation when I step inside. There are twenty witches in the temple, including the old woman that did the purity test on me, standing around the altar, chanting some ancient spell in an ancient tongue. A spell at least as old as the catacombs. On our way here, I tried to talk to Elowen. I could still sense her, she didn’t die, but just like I couldn’t talk to Bowden anymor
Kaiya I open my eyes, but it’s as if I’m trying to see through a deep mist. I can’t make anything out around me. My arms and legs are trapped against my body. Someone tied me up. I let out a high-pitched scream and try to struggle out of my bindings, grunting and crying as panic wells up in my chest. “Sh-sh-sh,” Bowden’s voice flushes over me. “Stop fighting. I’ve got you.” At the sound of his voice, I relax and allow him to lift me up off the hard surface I’m lying on. He unwraps whatever it is that kept me trapped like a swaddled baby, and the more he works to undo me, the more of the world comes into view. What happened? I remember falling asleep in Bowden’s arms, and then nothing. Not even dreams. Did I make it? Were we wrong? My heart sinks when I sit up and take in my surroundings. We’re in the catacombs. The thing that bound me now lies at my feet, and looks like some kind of funeral shroud. The full moon is casting it’s glow in through the opening. Two weeks went by, but t
Bowden When we return to the castle, we find two more dead werewolves. Mindy, the one who always did Kaiya’s hair, and a male that worked in the kitchens. “Fuck!” I growl. “Fuck, fuck, fuck.” “Bowden,” Griffin says gently. “I’ll take care of this. Go upstairs and get started on your whiskey.” “No. I’m taking care of these fuckers once and for all.” “What are you going to do?” I give Jaeger a cold stare. “We have a dungeon full of witches.” “No,” my Gamma says. “No, you can’t tie them to you. You already battle with your own darkness. Tying that many to you…it will swallow you whole.” When I mated with Kaiya, my darkness faded in the brightness of her light, but it’s back now with a vengeance. I want to kill something, preferably hunters. “Leave me alone,” I say and stomp through the castle to my apartment. I get the ritual box from the safe, locking the office behind me again, and go to the dungeons. Griffin waits for me at the bottom of the stairs. “Are you going to try to sto
Bowden The Lycans formed an honour guard on either side of the path that leads to the catacombs. They’re dressed in their mourning clothes, the same as everyone else, hands clasped in front of them, heads bowed. A few of them are openly crying, including Neil. He never did take a real liking to Kaiya, but he loved her. When you live as long as we have, you start to learn that the two aren’t necessarily mutually exclusive. It's the only time I feel comfortable showing them all my emotions, open and raw, bleeding for all to see. They've all been here more than once, and they all know the enormity of it. The exquisite and unending pain. Jaeger and Griffin walks ahead of me to show me the place they had prepared for her. It’s a little deeper into the catacombs, but not so far that the warm sun streaming in from outside won’t catch her. Oswald came to light all the torches that had gone out while the mates were roaming around outside, and they flicker in the breeze, casting their soft,
Bowden “That’s it.” I slam the last of the hunters’ diaries shut. Out of sheer desperation, we turned to them but found nothing important. “There’s nothing. No answers.” We have spent the last two and a half days frantically reading, searching for answers to the mate problem, while also trying to figure out how to break the death curse. I went into the dungeons and questioned the witches I brought back from Junction City to hear if any of them could break the death curse, or at least knew who cast it, but they were as clueless as Samantha was. I stare at Kaiya, who is sitting next to Oswald on the couch, reading a book about nymphs. We know a lot more about them now, but very little about wild children. No one bothered to write about them because they’re so rare. A knot pushes up in my throat as I realise that we’re not going to be able to save her. Up until a few minutes ago, I kept expecting a miracle, kept thinking we’d find something somewhere, but I was arrogant...and so, so