I'm fuming when I storm back into the area where Dane is not present. Rose followed me and she can definitely see that I am pissed off. She probably knows how I feel right now, even if I don't know how to put it into words. And I don't think anyone will be able to understand what Danes presence is actually doing to me. He stops me from thinking rationally and do I not want that. It makes me just want to succumb to the feeling of listening to what he tells me and listening to what he thinks is right and what he thinks is wrong. And I've had enough of that. I've had enough of being told what to do and when to do it. It's a crippling feeling that I do not want to ever feel anymore. Also. i do not care how long he stays here why he needs to be here anyway. All I know is that this situation wasn't easing. At this moment, I take time and just kind of fight with my emotions. I just close my eyes, trying to hold myself because I do not want to be out of control just for the sole reason o
Dane slowly begins to walk to her. And when she sees his facial appearances. Finally, in delight Igasp when I see him and you were taller, longer with him. I can sense the aura of his presence. I know everything that has to do with him. And time and time again. I always make myself believe that he doesn't have such an entitlement in my life. I take my eyes away, try my best not to look like I am. In or that is right here with me. But it has happened already. “Maria.” He says to me, I've heard him say my name before but this time it sounds as if it's meant to be it's carrying an element of something that I cannot really explain. I wonder what is behind it? Yes, I say to him even when? A time ago I was just angry with him. I'm tired of him. “Finally, now, I hope I can talk to you.” He says and I wonder how long he has been trying to talk to me because of how he looks around hoping that there's nobody to stop us from speaking together. I also wonder if I want to listen to him. The
If loving you means I have to look at you every day and remember how much it cost? My brother's left this world and I would never see him again. So maybe you did not remember that Maria. Or maybe you forgot.Maybe you felt it's inconsequential to you. But it's not inconsequential to me. I've lost enough I've really lost enough. I do not deserve to lose any more person in my life, especially you. “You are the boundary to all of this when I look at you.” I think about how it is an abomination to be in love with you.Don’t you see that you are my limit? Do you understand it now? Should I continue to make you understand how critical my position is? He says to me and I do understand it now. “I understand why he had to be away from you understand what it meant.” Yes, I did make it very hard to do be a part of his life. Knowingly or unknowingly everything that has happened now. He really doesn't deserve it but it has already happened.It is insane how he is shedding more lights to the obvi
He pushes me to the wall till I have nowhere to go and the kiss deepens. Carefully, his hands grabs my waist and my chest comes in contact with his body. Dane puts his hands over my chin and makes me gaze at him. I missed you. He says and I wonder if I heard the right thing. Is it true? I am speechless and I do not have an answer for him right now. You did? I say to him and he steps away from me when he sees my injury. "Your arm." He says and his attention drifts to it. "It's healing." I reply and wonder why my voice is so low even when I used to feel intense anger for him. "It's my fault." He says to me and look at my eyes. It's not your fault. I say to him and we both hear incoming footsteps coming. Come. He says and grabs my hands to go to another place. “I'm not sure of where it takes me to as he holds my hand, but I know that no one is there.” It is just us staring at each other and longing to have another kiss with one another. Right before he kisses me so, he gazes in
I and Dane get into the room where everyone is busy socializing, and I can see Rose and Michael immediately stare at me. Georgina, on the other hand as a mouth open as they see me and him walk together into the room. I do my best to take my face away from them because they will surely make it seem as if I've made such a abominable thing. I mean, I understood that I was angry at him. And I said a lot about well that was true. I definitely was angry. at him. But right now we are both standing at a good place and I will not continue to hold on to the way I felt earlier because that has changed. It is not the way I feel right now anymore for some reasons, I can even hear the way Georgina is giggling as we walk towards them. I take a look at Dane and I can see how dominating his eyes are.It did not matter how many strong people were available in a room. The only thing that mattered was that is too strongly and proudly and he did it in the most admirable way ever wherever you went to.
I continued to train with Rose and remembering what she told me the last time and I take this more passionately than I've ever done before. At this point, I'm taking this training passionately because there's just an uplift and from what I used to know about myself, and what I know now. I take it very seriously, the fact that I have never had a shoulder to support me and the second fact is that I've just seen a piece of my parent and it gives me such awareness that I've never once had before. And I am focused on getting revenge and safeguarding everyone. Everyone that needs to be safeguarded, no matter. What do I know about the situation? That is all that mattered, right? So, I have to train and become stronger. After training for six hours, I head out of training room to clean myself up.
When I say goodbye will be I did said earlier I just feel some kind of way because it is definitely exactly how I feel about everything I feel about him is an enormous wave of passion.And I'm just glad that him and I are still standing in the same place. I thought we were on opposite sides of one another but we aren't. And it feels good once again, to reconcile to that part of me.We are no more on two sides of a coin and after taking a very deep breath, I head towards my room, The moment I head into my room and immediately I see that the room is dark. I turn on the lights as I begin to head into the shower. After I take a shower and wash my hair. I can hear some distant noise coming from somewhere and I wonder what it is.I come out from the shower and Georgina enters the room immediately. What is going on? I ask her immediately and she looks at me. It looks like there was some disturbance outside.She is about to say something when Michael comes inside.“Maria, I need to speak to
The next morning, I'm very happy about going out and seeing what exactly Rose has to show me about the outskirts of Eastwood city.I woke up literally remembering the events that happened yesterday. And it is as if I did not even sleep at all, but then I do feel refreshed, especially because the men that were caught. The last time I know for a fact that these people are searching and it is high time I showed them that if they look for the person that doesn't want to be found yet, it's high time they got caught. I don't feel like the most important person yet, because I definitely am not the strongest or the boldest, but learning sooner that all the responsibility lies on me. I've been able to understand what role I play and how to manage such a role. I come downstairs and I can see that Dane, Rose, along with Michael and waiting for me at the car. I didn't expect this to be a direct follow up with bodyguards. I expected it to be just I and Rose but if it'll keep them quiet about
“We stay in our designated lane to attack when the time comes.” We have made the plan very well. Now, the only thing I'm thinking about is how the saint brothers caught us the last time.I and Victoria are standing in the circle where we been told to stand and everything feels surreal. I cannot believe that so soon. We're already planning our attack towards them. I just hope that it goes well. I raise my head when I begin to hear the sound of footsteps drawing closer.In a few minutes, the saint brothers walk to meet us and I raise my head. I can see the smirk on their faces when they find out that Jonas has brought them two hybrids.They probably think what's the catch? And what the price is for whichever one of us they actually want. I cannot wait for them to be destroyed from the face of this earth. I take a very deep breath and I didn't realize that Victoria is holding my hand until I stare at our palms that are entwined together. “Oh my goodness.” It is the same girls we caug
Victoria has continued her life. She hasn’t really spoken ever since she saw what Max and what he was doing. Them, she decided that she was not going to care about whatever he did again. Yet, she cannot seem to focus on what needs her focus. She comes out from class and there is sweat profusely sipping from her forehead and she doesn't even realize it. She locks shut locket and she begins to head out of school.She can see Maria, walking right in front of walk and normally, she will try to start a conversation and say, whatsoever she has in our mind, but this time she just walks past. Maria sees that she walks past and she can tell that something is definitely wrong with her and because Dane has finally talked about the reason why this had happened. Maria believes she can actually have a conversation with Victoria. A conversation that does not involve the both of them trying to kill themselves or trying to show that they've got the upper hand whatsoever. Maria walks towards her o
The moment I get home I see Jonas, he literally just pops up from nowhere and begins to walk towards me. I shake my head in disapproval when I see him. I know he's trying to apologize, he's going to do as much apology as he can to make me not hate him for what he did. In fact, I do not hate him for what he did. I could never hate him. He is the love of my life and he will continue to be that to me. He is definitely stronger than Dane and he knows that why did he have to enter into the fight? Are you seriously angry with me? He says.I stop facing him, wondering what exactly he is thinking by that statement? Am I supposed to be happy with him for beating Dane? “Yes, he may be my ex boyfriend but that doesn't mean anything.” I will continue to be angry because it was so unnecessary. It basically did not have to happen. And yet it did. “Yes, I'm angry at you.” And why is that such? Why is it such a shock to me? He came into your room and you did nothing about it. He says and my facia
Maria drops Dane on the bed after dragging and wobbling him down the stairs, and then, other sorts. Honestly, she did not ever think she would make it. But now that she has made it, she's about to walk right straight out without even looking behind when he grabs her. Dane grabs her hand before she can leave and she faces him.“It is because of the decency that she has left in her soul that made her decide to bring him home.”At the end of the day, she doesn't want to have anything to do with him. So, it wasn't meant to be relationship, it was just because she puts it in the look on his face alone shows that he is going through a lot.She doesn't know why he is going through a lot or why he is looking this way. The reason for him breaking up with her is the most insensitive thing on this earth but yet it happened and she had to live with it.But he's also human and he makes mistakes and she has grown from that mistake and because she has grown from that mistake, she's able to forgive
After Dane has gotten the confrontation and information that he wasn't expecting, it has a hard time heading towards the car. As much as it wants to keep moving. There's just this freezing in the step on your face as if he cannot take another step forward. She is completely different from the person who used to or maybe it's because it wasn't prepared for this new home. She's definitely moved past from him. I will never be looking at him. Again, irrespective of where they land. did not think that this would be easier. But then he didn't think he should be accepting either. He has always been a strong person in it and this is no different. He is about enter into the car when he hears a footstep right behind him. Dane looks back—thinking it is Maria until he got that scent that proves it isn’t. He catches it before even facing back, it assures him that it is not Maria. Dane looks back and sees Joan’s behind him and his brows lift. The moment his eyes catches him, he crunches his fi
I have said this many times, how many times do you have to be told there is no us in this anymore? You and I, it's over!“I am with Jonas now, and I love him very much.” “ I know what love tastes like, I know what love is supposed to smell like…I know how love is supposed to treat someone.” Love isn't supposed to cheat on you with someone else that you were already becoming close to someone you are considering to be a friend love. “I'm supposed to do that and you're kind of love does all of this shit, doesn't it?”“Yeah, blame me for all of that.” Dane says.What do you mean by blame you for all of that!? You basically did all of that. You're asking me to blame you, dude.“It's your fault. I say to him, but I don't ever want to have an argument with him.” Jonas is right downstairs and I shouldn't be in the room where I just finished making love talking to another guy. “You need to leave, right now.” Yeah, I know. Dane says and he increases his voice. “Reduce your voice, he could
I wake up from the bed and Jonas is right next to me. I didn't know what I was expecting but I wasn't expecting him to be right so close to me where I could see him, smell him. All of that which I never thought I will ever do again. It's easy for me to look at this moment and remember how far I've come along I've put myself in this place. And how I got here. It's also easy for me to stay here forever, and I look out of it for a second and I love every bit of it. The feeling of being in his arms, being protected and so often, not knowing if he's making a fool of me or something. He captivates my heart in ways that I cannot fully process and I’m just seeing myself here right now. I'm in love with this situation where I am right now. I'm not scared. I'm not trying to understand where he stands. When it comes to me. I know where he stands. I hold on to where he stands. I have the perfect scenario hooked up in my head and there was no dogs that walks around me when I tell myself that h
Dane has a smile on his face in the presence of Elena, he has finally been able to see the brighter light of everything and workout the things that seemed to kind of want to swallow him up. She is giving an intel about her journey, who she met on the road and what it is like to be out of the city, and just how the news is brought back. “So, Victoria and Max are hybrids.” Elena says and he nods his head.“I cannot believe that Max is alive.” When I heard that Max was alive, I thought it would be such a great thing to help you . I know that you struggle a lot with the burden that rests on your shoulders, but I did not realize that there was more danger at hand or we could have ever imagined. “I'm really happy that Max's life she says to him, and he nods his head.” Yes, I'm happy too, I guess my brother's life was never lost. And I guess I know the reason why they were attacking him. “So this saint brothers and Jonas, you believed you're still working together?”Do you not trust him
Dane is in his feelings.He is not in the right mindset, right now and nothing is looking good for him. He cannot even bring his focus to on one spot—everything seems to be in disarray.Here, his mind is in multiple places at a time. He basically has a responsibility of taking care of the whole pack. The curse lies on the back and it seems like no one understands how heavy the weight lays on his shoulder. Do they think all he does is give others and command, authority toe everyone. They do not realize the influence or the adverse effect of what his orders and command may do to him.The lives that he needs to protect. His brother was known to be dead for an abrupt time and before it was revealed, he had to put up with a girl who was supposed to be the reason why his credit was put in danger in the first place. He fell in love with her. And later, he decided that he was no good for her because there was a responsibility that laid on our shoulder that he needed her to realize. And be