It's a Saturday and it's a very hot day. “I can't even believe I'm saying this but I would just like to go to the beach and get a swim, having some freaking cold lemonade with Gina and be under the sky till evening time.”This is what I want but I cannot have until the Alpha is okay with it.“Of course, I'm not some princess that has to be trapped in the cave.” I think to myself as I step out of the shower and put on my shoes. “Right now, I have new set of jeans and new tops.” So, now I do not have to repeat the same old T-shirts anymore. “I've taken a step in advance from the normal clothes I used to put and closed the door of my room as I head downstairs.” “There, I see Dane pulling out some boxes.” I wonder if this is the best time for me to tell him what I want you to do. He sees me and for a slight second. I tilt my face anyway to make it seem as if I wasn't looking. I mean, what else is there to look out for in this glass house.At one point I can see clearly his hands and
I can hear Georgina's voice and she is definitely scared. The second I pick the call, what I hear is the sound of growling. They are with her. My forehead continues to glow and I cannot even begin to put my feelings in a better way. I feel like shooting fire out of my hand once and it clashes with whoever and whatever. It will not be enough for me. I cannot stand here and do nothing about it. I definitely have to do something about it. As as time continues to go by, I can't seem to put my feelings in a single position. I turn back immediately and I'm not sure anyone is able to understand what's wrong with me. I'm feeling the need to actually fight and cross out everything that stands in my way. As I begin to rush back into the house. They must have told Dane what I'm up to because he begins to run after me soon after. Then, he gets to the car before me even when I started to run earlier. What is the matter? He says and I look at him. “My friend is in danger.” I say to him a
They did not see it coming. They never thought that I would be able to have so much power and vexation down inside of me. I knew it. I could see it in all their faces. They did not see me to be that person. They are in the air and I'm not going to let them out of it anytime soon. As long as my focus is put on them and Dane is around, I know that I can secure and control myself. There's just a way I feel knowing that he is around and he can stop me if I take you too far. And because of that, I'm willing to continue to throw them out with my power in the air.I can see as the wind is blowing everyone into different areas of the territory. And as much as this wasn't what was supposed to happen, it has already gone and this is where the real problem comes from. I'm not able to let them down from the sky, and no matter how much I move my fingers, so no, it doesn't happen. I'm moving my hands in the air and trying my possible best to kind of let go. And as I continue, it's not working
All, and sundry in the community comes together because of the fight that just took place. At least no life has been threatened and that is such a good thing that has happened. And for some reason my head is held up high because I just feel like I definitely put this fight under control. I made sure the problem was lowered. Dane and I are walking around, I am right behind Dean, as everyone's been shown, to make sure that there is no one with any form of casualty. That is too great. I began to see the eyes of the members of our wolf community and they are looking at me with something that looks like hope.And honestly, I didn't recognize it because I've never been looked at in such a manner. “No one ever gratifies me for anything the only thing they have done is blame me, curse me out and tell me what my curse stands for.”This is such a new beginning.I can’t believe that I am the reason for that sparkles in their eyes. I can't believe it. I stand still for a moment to understand i
After making a everyone is secured in their houses, Dane make one of his guys take Georgina and she has texted me that she has gotten home safe and some.I put cellphone into my pocket after I got her last message, and I watch as Dane is coming back into the house. I am still outside the environment because I feel it was a new kind of responsibility.I have to make sure that everyone is feeling fine. I would not have cared before but now I do care because seeing the way they looked at me and felt like it was because of me that they were safe.I brought them into safety then I felt the need to stay here and to show them that I am intentional about doing that. I've been looking at my hands throughout and I've just been contesting about what good I can actually do. “For the first time, I actually feel like I have never had a curse before I feel like it has never been close.” “Everyone around me has made it seem like I am not worth anything.”As Dane is supposed to be walking towards
The next morning, I wake up and I remember what happened the last night. It is like a continuation because I woke up with the feeling of it as I rise from the bed and I do not see him next to me. But then, I'm glad I do not see him next to me because for some reasons, I'm just really embarassed right now, when I'm on my own. “But still, I remember exactly what he did to me before we close both of our eyes.” I placed a hand over my neck and the evidence of what we had is right here. I look around and I realize I'm still in his room and I need to get out of here. I need to get into my room and have some quick shower. The moment I opened the bed sheet, I can see some traces of blood and I'm just embarassed by myself at this moment. I know there's really nothing to be embarrassed about.“It's because I am a virgin and there is nothing wrong with it, but I cannot help but feel so embarrassed.” Still, my face is flush as I see how naked I am, but I'm glad that I can find my T shirts at
I enter into the house and I can see that Dane’s men are given me the “ you’re in trouble” eyes. I don’t know how I'm able to know that but honestly, after spending a good amount of time.Dane has just made me know how it feels to be in his surrounding, the air just has something to it when he is upset with me or when there's a problem. So right now, I know that Dane is angry. I take a very deep breath because I don't even know what is expected of me this moment. I can’r always have this argument with him about being indoors and brutal to myself because it's not just the kind of argument I want to be having with him. But still, it looks like it'll always be something. We will both continuing fighting and there is nothing I can do anything about it. I just pushed the thoughts aside and step into the house and I closed the door. It's already nighttime and I'm sure he is not going to be the kitchen as I walk slowly. I look over to my side at the kitchen and I can see that he is rig
The next morning, I get to school and everything literally takes me back to what has been done before now. I mean, I can't even close my locker without going back and thinking about it. It feels like like a joke. “Like…I'm leaving in some reality that is not true.” because this is Dane I'm talking about.”Dana and I have become passionate with each other. sharing a bed with each other. Doing that, which I do not even know how to tell Gina about and I'm just left in this space. Thinking about how I'm going to progress all of this and make it make a bit of sense. Honestly, it's it's a very hard thing to do to try to make sense of what we have right now because first of all, nothing is changing. “Okay, my powers are not erupting out of me.” There is no difference between who I am now and what I used to be. I just wonder if it is even working, or if we're doing this without caring about whatever happens.In a sense, I close my locker and right as away I see Georgina, and I feel like l
“We stay in our designated lane to attack when the time comes.” We have made the plan very well. Now, the only thing I'm thinking about is how the saint brothers caught us the last time.I and Victoria are standing in the circle where we been told to stand and everything feels surreal. I cannot believe that so soon. We're already planning our attack towards them. I just hope that it goes well. I raise my head when I begin to hear the sound of footsteps drawing closer.In a few minutes, the saint brothers walk to meet us and I raise my head. I can see the smirk on their faces when they find out that Jonas has brought them two hybrids.They probably think what's the catch? And what the price is for whichever one of us they actually want. I cannot wait for them to be destroyed from the face of this earth. I take a very deep breath and I didn't realize that Victoria is holding my hand until I stare at our palms that are entwined together. “Oh my goodness.” It is the same girls we caug
Victoria has continued her life. She hasn’t really spoken ever since she saw what Max and what he was doing. Them, she decided that she was not going to care about whatever he did again. Yet, she cannot seem to focus on what needs her focus. She comes out from class and there is sweat profusely sipping from her forehead and she doesn't even realize it. She locks shut locket and she begins to head out of school.She can see Maria, walking right in front of walk and normally, she will try to start a conversation and say, whatsoever she has in our mind, but this time she just walks past. Maria sees that she walks past and she can tell that something is definitely wrong with her and because Dane has finally talked about the reason why this had happened. Maria believes she can actually have a conversation with Victoria. A conversation that does not involve the both of them trying to kill themselves or trying to show that they've got the upper hand whatsoever. Maria walks towards her o
The moment I get home I see Jonas, he literally just pops up from nowhere and begins to walk towards me. I shake my head in disapproval when I see him. I know he's trying to apologize, he's going to do as much apology as he can to make me not hate him for what he did. In fact, I do not hate him for what he did. I could never hate him. He is the love of my life and he will continue to be that to me. He is definitely stronger than Dane and he knows that why did he have to enter into the fight? Are you seriously angry with me? He says.I stop facing him, wondering what exactly he is thinking by that statement? Am I supposed to be happy with him for beating Dane? “Yes, he may be my ex boyfriend but that doesn't mean anything.” I will continue to be angry because it was so unnecessary. It basically did not have to happen. And yet it did. “Yes, I'm angry at you.” And why is that such? Why is it such a shock to me? He came into your room and you did nothing about it. He says and my facia
Maria drops Dane on the bed after dragging and wobbling him down the stairs, and then, other sorts. Honestly, she did not ever think she would make it. But now that she has made it, she's about to walk right straight out without even looking behind when he grabs her. Dane grabs her hand before she can leave and she faces him.“It is because of the decency that she has left in her soul that made her decide to bring him home.”At the end of the day, she doesn't want to have anything to do with him. So, it wasn't meant to be relationship, it was just because she puts it in the look on his face alone shows that he is going through a lot.She doesn't know why he is going through a lot or why he is looking this way. The reason for him breaking up with her is the most insensitive thing on this earth but yet it happened and she had to live with it.But he's also human and he makes mistakes and she has grown from that mistake and because she has grown from that mistake, she's able to forgive
After Dane has gotten the confrontation and information that he wasn't expecting, it has a hard time heading towards the car. As much as it wants to keep moving. There's just this freezing in the step on your face as if he cannot take another step forward. She is completely different from the person who used to or maybe it's because it wasn't prepared for this new home. She's definitely moved past from him. I will never be looking at him. Again, irrespective of where they land. did not think that this would be easier. But then he didn't think he should be accepting either. He has always been a strong person in it and this is no different. He is about enter into the car when he hears a footstep right behind him. Dane looks back—thinking it is Maria until he got that scent that proves it isn’t. He catches it before even facing back, it assures him that it is not Maria. Dane looks back and sees Joan’s behind him and his brows lift. The moment his eyes catches him, he crunches his fi
I have said this many times, how many times do you have to be told there is no us in this anymore? You and I, it's over!“I am with Jonas now, and I love him very much.” “ I know what love tastes like, I know what love is supposed to smell like…I know how love is supposed to treat someone.” Love isn't supposed to cheat on you with someone else that you were already becoming close to someone you are considering to be a friend love. “I'm supposed to do that and you're kind of love does all of this shit, doesn't it?”“Yeah, blame me for all of that.” Dane says.What do you mean by blame you for all of that!? You basically did all of that. You're asking me to blame you, dude.“It's your fault. I say to him, but I don't ever want to have an argument with him.” Jonas is right downstairs and I shouldn't be in the room where I just finished making love talking to another guy. “You need to leave, right now.” Yeah, I know. Dane says and he increases his voice. “Reduce your voice, he could
I wake up from the bed and Jonas is right next to me. I didn't know what I was expecting but I wasn't expecting him to be right so close to me where I could see him, smell him. All of that which I never thought I will ever do again. It's easy for me to look at this moment and remember how far I've come along I've put myself in this place. And how I got here. It's also easy for me to stay here forever, and I look out of it for a second and I love every bit of it. The feeling of being in his arms, being protected and so often, not knowing if he's making a fool of me or something. He captivates my heart in ways that I cannot fully process and I’m just seeing myself here right now. I'm in love with this situation where I am right now. I'm not scared. I'm not trying to understand where he stands. When it comes to me. I know where he stands. I hold on to where he stands. I have the perfect scenario hooked up in my head and there was no dogs that walks around me when I tell myself that h
Dane has a smile on his face in the presence of Elena, he has finally been able to see the brighter light of everything and workout the things that seemed to kind of want to swallow him up. She is giving an intel about her journey, who she met on the road and what it is like to be out of the city, and just how the news is brought back. “So, Victoria and Max are hybrids.” Elena says and he nods his head.“I cannot believe that Max is alive.” When I heard that Max was alive, I thought it would be such a great thing to help you . I know that you struggle a lot with the burden that rests on your shoulders, but I did not realize that there was more danger at hand or we could have ever imagined. “I'm really happy that Max's life she says to him, and he nods his head.” Yes, I'm happy too, I guess my brother's life was never lost. And I guess I know the reason why they were attacking him. “So this saint brothers and Jonas, you believed you're still working together?”Do you not trust him
Dane is in his feelings.He is not in the right mindset, right now and nothing is looking good for him. He cannot even bring his focus to on one spot—everything seems to be in disarray.Here, his mind is in multiple places at a time. He basically has a responsibility of taking care of the whole pack. The curse lies on the back and it seems like no one understands how heavy the weight lays on his shoulder. Do they think all he does is give others and command, authority toe everyone. They do not realize the influence or the adverse effect of what his orders and command may do to him.The lives that he needs to protect. His brother was known to be dead for an abrupt time and before it was revealed, he had to put up with a girl who was supposed to be the reason why his credit was put in danger in the first place. He fell in love with her. And later, he decided that he was no good for her because there was a responsibility that laid on our shoulder that he needed her to realize. And be