“I can't stop but think about what Victoria told me.” I know she's probably saying it from a place of displeasure because…I don't know. I'm still making Dane come to meet me even if he's with her? Honestly, I don't care. And I do not understand why she will come and meet me in the first place. But I've heard what she wanted to say. And I've got the message she wanted to blow across,telling me to be careful of Jonas. She is basically telling me that he is hiding something, and they understand the theory behind it. Not that I do not understand that. I'm wondering how I should manage this whole scenario. Like what exactly is going on? What am I up against? Here is the question that I have to answer for myself. I feel like there is a lot that I need to understand right now. And not anyone can help me. I have to do this all by myself. I'm basically just getting to know him. And if things like this are going to happen, that means it means that I should better go back to the root probl
I definitely do feel okay after the conversation that I've had with Jonas. I do not feel the need to make it seem as if he's weird or there is something I do not know about him. There is nothing like that when it comes to the relationship. I think I and him are currently in together. “Let me tell you, the kiss was the best part of the conversation.” I've never kissed and felt so passionate and amazing at the same time. It felt surreal, the attraction was out of the world and out of the place. And there is nothing I could have more desire than that sort of connection. I'm happy. I'm happy to be evolving and loving in a way I never thought I could love before. So, the first thing I did after leaving Jonas's place was take a taxi to the pack house. “First of all, I got to the crescent moon Pack, and I'm not here to make everybody know that I'm here.” I'm basically here to take the last remembrance of me out of here. I know I told Rose and Michael that we would stay together. In orde
I and Georgina are making sure we get ready for what is to come next. So, for this class trip we're planning to look exotic, cute and basically everything. We went shopping got cute mini dresses we also got ourselves a pedicure, manicure massage, skin prep. Basically, everything that girls do to make themselves look delicious for the next day. I also waxed for the first time, up and down. And once we're done, we come out of the shopping mall and we get into a jeep. There were some guys, looking at us and we were laughing our minds off because of how he was gazing at us, honestly it was such an intense gaze. And to think that I'm the type of girl who doesn't get looked by anybody. “Like no one ever takes a second look at me but this time someone did it makes me feel so energetic.” And then the outcome, someone that really saw me and thought about talking to me. I can't even begin to understand where that came from but I'm glad that someone saw me and thought, Oh, let me have a hon
“Today is the first day of the class trip and everyone is already packed before the bus leaves. And honestly, they're all staring at me.”I'm not the type of guy that grabs the attention of the old school. “Now, what I mean by that is, no one ever looks at me twice. It's probably because I'm always in a hurry.”Second, I do not care. And third, because I'm just not looking. So I do not know whether you're looking at me or not. But in this scenario, they are all looking at me. “Basically, everybody has their eyes on me. It is so surreal.” I've never seen it happen before. And the fact that it's happening right now is just drop dead. And Georgina sees it too. “Oh my god, everybody's staring at us!0 She says to me, and I use my shoulder to touch her a bit to acknowledge the fact that I know that everybody's telling us. “Tell me about it.” I say to her as we move together and I can see no one else other than Sophie, the stupid cheerleader and her team of humans or whatever I should ca
So, the teachers and monitors have put us through a series of exercises that will definitely be demanding to start our day on a rough part, I take in breaks that I actually need because I feel so tired.Honestly, right now, the only thing I want to do is get out of this game and basically never look back but with the way things are looking, it is going to be hard to do that.I look right at my side and I Georgina, who is currently pretending to faint so that will give her access to go and rest. But it's not working. She has tried everything she could possibly try and none of the teachers are even paying any single attention.“They are not gonna let you go.” I say and she looks at me. “You think I don't know that!” She says and I begin to chuckle because I was worried about going for this trip. I definitely was. I did not even want to come, I thought about it several times and it did not just make sense to be here.“But now that I'm here I think it's not that bad.” In fact, I do not t
I'm done paying attention to Victoria or her epidemic. It is better for one to watch their own back than focusing on doing something for another person. Anyway, it has decided how this was going to play out and there is nothing exactly I can do about the problem at hand. As much as it seems like there wouldn't be anything that would happen. I feel like it's going to be slowly but something is definitely going to have to happen, something that will make everyone fixate their eyes on something, or someone else.Sophie, owes it to them. “For me, I'm glad that I have a friend who is Georgina because imagine be bullied in a center of people and you literally have no one in the crowd, who can stand up for you.”“One has got to have someone you can trust in high school otherwise it would be a bad experience if you don't have any friends.” And then the popular girls hate you because they will they would want to bully you or they would want to intimidate you. “It's just the way of our lan
Victoria eyes clashes with mine when Sophie falls onto the ground. I look at Sophie’s distraught state on the flirt and the blood that trickles from her nose. I think she cannot believe that this has just happened to her.She must be in disbelief because she is the one that always has the upper hand. And now, she is the center of the schools attention. Winsy, rushes to her meet her and tries to get her up from the ground.Victoria walks away and my eyes follow her. Georgina holds my hand at the side, we can hear everyone talking about it and I whisper to Georgina.
“I think that a person with basic common sense would stay away from the drama.” Honestly, it is of no use getting into high school drama, especially for someone that will put you down and disrespect you in front of others. “So, I'm doing the next sensible thing which is pretend as if none of this is your business.” Basically, it isn't and walk away from the whole thing.So, the moment that has happened and everyone is talking about it, and no one has stopped figuring it out. I take a step back and hold Gina. “We're smiling, but we're not smiling as much as we ought to smile.” Basically, shit happened. We know about it. But we're not going to make a joy out of it. I mean, when I see Sophie and her bloody nose like a crazy person. I just know that she deserves it very, very well. And this is the worst thing that could have happened. To me, she definitely deserved that punch, Georgina says, and I agree with as I fold my hands and walk away. I mean, did you see the blood trickling fr
“We stay in our designated lane to attack when the time comes.” We have made the plan very well. Now, the only thing I'm thinking about is how the saint brothers caught us the last time.I and Victoria are standing in the circle where we been told to stand and everything feels surreal. I cannot believe that so soon. We're already planning our attack towards them. I just hope that it goes well. I raise my head when I begin to hear the sound of footsteps drawing closer.In a few minutes, the saint brothers walk to meet us and I raise my head. I can see the smirk on their faces when they find out that Jonas has brought them two hybrids.They probably think what's the catch? And what the price is for whichever one of us they actually want. I cannot wait for them to be destroyed from the face of this earth. I take a very deep breath and I didn't realize that Victoria is holding my hand until I stare at our palms that are entwined together. “Oh my goodness.” It is the same girls we caug
Victoria has continued her life. She hasn’t really spoken ever since she saw what Max and what he was doing. Them, she decided that she was not going to care about whatever he did again. Yet, she cannot seem to focus on what needs her focus. She comes out from class and there is sweat profusely sipping from her forehead and she doesn't even realize it. She locks shut locket and she begins to head out of school.She can see Maria, walking right in front of walk and normally, she will try to start a conversation and say, whatsoever she has in our mind, but this time she just walks past. Maria sees that she walks past and she can tell that something is definitely wrong with her and because Dane has finally talked about the reason why this had happened. Maria believes she can actually have a conversation with Victoria. A conversation that does not involve the both of them trying to kill themselves or trying to show that they've got the upper hand whatsoever. Maria walks towards her o
The moment I get home I see Jonas, he literally just pops up from nowhere and begins to walk towards me. I shake my head in disapproval when I see him. I know he's trying to apologize, he's going to do as much apology as he can to make me not hate him for what he did. In fact, I do not hate him for what he did. I could never hate him. He is the love of my life and he will continue to be that to me. He is definitely stronger than Dane and he knows that why did he have to enter into the fight? Are you seriously angry with me? He says.I stop facing him, wondering what exactly he is thinking by that statement? Am I supposed to be happy with him for beating Dane? “Yes, he may be my ex boyfriend but that doesn't mean anything.” I will continue to be angry because it was so unnecessary. It basically did not have to happen. And yet it did. “Yes, I'm angry at you.” And why is that such? Why is it such a shock to me? He came into your room and you did nothing about it. He says and my facia
Maria drops Dane on the bed after dragging and wobbling him down the stairs, and then, other sorts. Honestly, she did not ever think she would make it. But now that she has made it, she's about to walk right straight out without even looking behind when he grabs her. Dane grabs her hand before she can leave and she faces him.“It is because of the decency that she has left in her soul that made her decide to bring him home.”At the end of the day, she doesn't want to have anything to do with him. So, it wasn't meant to be relationship, it was just because she puts it in the look on his face alone shows that he is going through a lot.She doesn't know why he is going through a lot or why he is looking this way. The reason for him breaking up with her is the most insensitive thing on this earth but yet it happened and she had to live with it.But he's also human and he makes mistakes and she has grown from that mistake and because she has grown from that mistake, she's able to forgive
After Dane has gotten the confrontation and information that he wasn't expecting, it has a hard time heading towards the car. As much as it wants to keep moving. There's just this freezing in the step on your face as if he cannot take another step forward. She is completely different from the person who used to or maybe it's because it wasn't prepared for this new home. She's definitely moved past from him. I will never be looking at him. Again, irrespective of where they land. did not think that this would be easier. But then he didn't think he should be accepting either. He has always been a strong person in it and this is no different. He is about enter into the car when he hears a footstep right behind him. Dane looks back—thinking it is Maria until he got that scent that proves it isn’t. He catches it before even facing back, it assures him that it is not Maria. Dane looks back and sees Joan’s behind him and his brows lift. The moment his eyes catches him, he crunches his fi
I have said this many times, how many times do you have to be told there is no us in this anymore? You and I, it's over!“I am with Jonas now, and I love him very much.” “ I know what love tastes like, I know what love is supposed to smell like…I know how love is supposed to treat someone.” Love isn't supposed to cheat on you with someone else that you were already becoming close to someone you are considering to be a friend love. “I'm supposed to do that and you're kind of love does all of this shit, doesn't it?”“Yeah, blame me for all of that.” Dane says.What do you mean by blame you for all of that!? You basically did all of that. You're asking me to blame you, dude.“It's your fault. I say to him, but I don't ever want to have an argument with him.” Jonas is right downstairs and I shouldn't be in the room where I just finished making love talking to another guy. “You need to leave, right now.” Yeah, I know. Dane says and he increases his voice. “Reduce your voice, he could
I wake up from the bed and Jonas is right next to me. I didn't know what I was expecting but I wasn't expecting him to be right so close to me where I could see him, smell him. All of that which I never thought I will ever do again. It's easy for me to look at this moment and remember how far I've come along I've put myself in this place. And how I got here. It's also easy for me to stay here forever, and I look out of it for a second and I love every bit of it. The feeling of being in his arms, being protected and so often, not knowing if he's making a fool of me or something. He captivates my heart in ways that I cannot fully process and I’m just seeing myself here right now. I'm in love with this situation where I am right now. I'm not scared. I'm not trying to understand where he stands. When it comes to me. I know where he stands. I hold on to where he stands. I have the perfect scenario hooked up in my head and there was no dogs that walks around me when I tell myself that h
Dane has a smile on his face in the presence of Elena, he has finally been able to see the brighter light of everything and workout the things that seemed to kind of want to swallow him up. She is giving an intel about her journey, who she met on the road and what it is like to be out of the city, and just how the news is brought back. “So, Victoria and Max are hybrids.” Elena says and he nods his head.“I cannot believe that Max is alive.” When I heard that Max was alive, I thought it would be such a great thing to help you . I know that you struggle a lot with the burden that rests on your shoulders, but I did not realize that there was more danger at hand or we could have ever imagined. “I'm really happy that Max's life she says to him, and he nods his head.” Yes, I'm happy too, I guess my brother's life was never lost. And I guess I know the reason why they were attacking him. “So this saint brothers and Jonas, you believed you're still working together?”Do you not trust him
Dane is in his feelings.He is not in the right mindset, right now and nothing is looking good for him. He cannot even bring his focus to on one spot—everything seems to be in disarray.Here, his mind is in multiple places at a time. He basically has a responsibility of taking care of the whole pack. The curse lies on the back and it seems like no one understands how heavy the weight lays on his shoulder. Do they think all he does is give others and command, authority toe everyone. They do not realize the influence or the adverse effect of what his orders and command may do to him.The lives that he needs to protect. His brother was known to be dead for an abrupt time and before it was revealed, he had to put up with a girl who was supposed to be the reason why his credit was put in danger in the first place. He fell in love with her. And later, he decided that he was no good for her because there was a responsibility that laid on our shoulder that he needed her to realize. And be