I honestly at this point don't even know how to explain to my friend all of the things I feel at once. I mean, it's such a great thing that Georgina is here. She doesn't hate me, she still wants to be friends with me and she never once was the way that I thought she would be because of my absence. I have been so stupid at this point, how could I have stayed away from her because of what I thought she would feel against me. But it is the opposite. “For a good time, I felt so burdened by the fact that she could have been easily caught by beast and the rest of the men.” And that would have been a crazy thing to happen. “I really am not trained to understand what exactly I am to say or feel about what I am seeing.” Right on the wall of her rooms are papers from different sources, tracks and several other things that show that she tried to find me.The fact that she knows something that leads to werewolves makes me even more scared that she is closer to finding where I am and that sh
I follow Dane back into the barracks and he pulls over and parks his car. I get out of the car and I'm quite worried because throughout the entire time he was quite quiet. He did not say a word.It was just a silent journey back home. And I designed it to be quiet because I did not know what he was thinking even when I knew I had a lot to say. "Perhaps, I'm becoming too close to this man and I'm trying to fit in so good that I did not realize that I'm here against my will." "I'm not even supposed to be here, I'm a rejected Luna." I remember and try to stand with that notion. I step out of the car and I'm looking at him as his demeanor is quite different. I wonder if it has to do with the conversation that he had with Elena because right before we left to Georgina's. He was in a jovial mood. at least he is the one that brought me outside to meet Georgina so whatever is going on now. It definitely has to do with that intent. I enter into the house first and head upstairs into my ro
At every angle, there is one wolf who is trying to attack us. And standing right next to him, I hope he can see that I'm doing the best to protect him rather than let him fight alone. It probably doesn't look like what I think I'm doing for him, but it's definitely what I mean. And I was not going to back us from the fight so easily. I wasn't going to let him lay down his life and it did not matter whether I was going to be capable of fighting this oops, all that mattered was I was going to prove myself to be an human. A person with emotions and I just wanted him to see beyond what everyone says about me. They all talk about me saying that I'm rejected and how everyone has made sacrifices for me.They say my parents sacrificed their, life my grandparents did the same thing. And my ex mate also did the same. So, now I do not want them to ruin all of what I believe of myself and I just want Dane to see me in a different light or know that I'm different from what they believe me to
I am in shock. It is written everywhere on my face. I look at everything that has just happened in the brink of the moment. It feels like I should just keep to myself but there's no way especially when I have been living with this body over the years, I can't easily express my shock. I just want to so much to express and understand everything just keeps unfolding quietly under me. I look at my hands. I touch my forehead. I'm wondering what I am. What exactly am I made of to be able to do something like this? It makes no sense. Where exactly do I get the power? To make such a move? It makes no sense once again, and I needed to make sense. I need there to be some meaning tied to this point. The only thing I have is silence. The silence is definitely not I'm trying to understand where exactly I'm going with this. Should I walk downstairs and let Dane know about this or should I remain here and try to figure it all by myself. It is a crazy scenario because first of all, I do not eve
I head back into the house with anger because I cannot believe that I have to go through all of this, my life here contains pack members who clearly hate me, would love to test me and turn me to the enemies.They are here, right outside our territory. Would you ask your men to keep the bodyguard now? Am I a prisoner? I say to him and he walks closer to me as after you opens the fridge. “I only asked you where you're going to.” And you chose not to answer. Well, if you think you can make it out of here, Beast will bring you back in a second.“Feel free to go ahead and try.” He says to me but he’s definitely saying that in a way to make fun of me. He is making fun of my weakness and he doesn't even know how hurtful that is. He doesn't know where that puts me. The only he does is showing everything that gives him power but he doesn't realize that I am literally feeling the downpour of it because I am the one who suffers it.He gets to be alpha and play Mr. Nice Guy to everyone. He gets
How am I feeling right now?I cannot fully get myself out because of how he chose to answer me.Right before he leaves the kitchen and looks at me, and then says.“Give me ten minutes.” He says to me, I wonder what he is talking about. Is he about to really take me to school like I asked and if so, what was all that argument about? If he was going to say yes and take me to where I needed to be. Why did he just do that from the very beginning.This actually gives all the sense in the world because now I do not have to go back up to this and beat myself out of the condition that I'm stuck in.I stand at the counter waiting for him to get backlater, and just like, he comes back in ten minutes. We head out of the house together. I'm still kind of so just shocked about everything and I'll definitely went through all of that arguments just to do what I want. Does this mean I have the ability to fully manipulate him and knowing this. I'll find what I want to get out of him. If that is th
I feel like I exaggerated the way my life was changing, especially when I was on the run and I thought I was going to definitely either going to be caught or die while trying to escape. I'm about to get out of the car when he says." I need you to stay in school premises at all costs." Also, wolves will not pass human territory as long as you're there, in the building. What time does this place close? He asks and looks at the school.I nod my head in agreement."So, what you're saying it that I would not be caught by those searching for me as long as I do as you say." I say to him. "I also care about your safety." He says.And I'm not trying to fall into the hands of the enemy myself. Come pick me up by three! I say to him, and I open the car door and begin to walk towards the school premises. I'd already texted to Georgina prior to this time that I'll be coming back to school. As I enter into it you also have Eastwood high school. I can literally smell the memories in the air an
Right before the teacher comes into the class, he's about to say whatever he was gonna say, and I make sure not to break eye contact with him. He now is by my side definitely knowing that there's something different about the way I carry myself. And it's all about the confidence. It's all about the fact that I've been through enough to not get agitated by school boys, or whatever they think they've got going on. They do not in any sort of way, make me feel less of what I am. I feel powerful and just wish that I felt more of this way when I'm amidst the pack members, based on the rest of the pack members treat me like I'm some scallywag some opposition of course, as usual, and always slide back.I always slumped my shoulders and allow them to belittle me. If I could have a spark off his confidence while being in the midst of Dane.I will surely have something to say out loud to that arrogance if his without popping my head in between, it will do great for my esteem. I wish for that
“We stay in our designated lane to attack when the time comes.” We have made the plan very well. Now, the only thing I'm thinking about is how the saint brothers caught us the last time.I and Victoria are standing in the circle where we been told to stand and everything feels surreal. I cannot believe that so soon. We're already planning our attack towards them. I just hope that it goes well. I raise my head when I begin to hear the sound of footsteps drawing closer.In a few minutes, the saint brothers walk to meet us and I raise my head. I can see the smirk on their faces when they find out that Jonas has brought them two hybrids.They probably think what's the catch? And what the price is for whichever one of us they actually want. I cannot wait for them to be destroyed from the face of this earth. I take a very deep breath and I didn't realize that Victoria is holding my hand until I stare at our palms that are entwined together. “Oh my goodness.” It is the same girls we caug
Victoria has continued her life. She hasn’t really spoken ever since she saw what Max and what he was doing. Them, she decided that she was not going to care about whatever he did again. Yet, she cannot seem to focus on what needs her focus. She comes out from class and there is sweat profusely sipping from her forehead and she doesn't even realize it. She locks shut locket and she begins to head out of school.She can see Maria, walking right in front of walk and normally, she will try to start a conversation and say, whatsoever she has in our mind, but this time she just walks past. Maria sees that she walks past and she can tell that something is definitely wrong with her and because Dane has finally talked about the reason why this had happened. Maria believes she can actually have a conversation with Victoria. A conversation that does not involve the both of them trying to kill themselves or trying to show that they've got the upper hand whatsoever. Maria walks towards her o
The moment I get home I see Jonas, he literally just pops up from nowhere and begins to walk towards me. I shake my head in disapproval when I see him. I know he's trying to apologize, he's going to do as much apology as he can to make me not hate him for what he did. In fact, I do not hate him for what he did. I could never hate him. He is the love of my life and he will continue to be that to me. He is definitely stronger than Dane and he knows that why did he have to enter into the fight? Are you seriously angry with me? He says.I stop facing him, wondering what exactly he is thinking by that statement? Am I supposed to be happy with him for beating Dane? “Yes, he may be my ex boyfriend but that doesn't mean anything.” I will continue to be angry because it was so unnecessary. It basically did not have to happen. And yet it did. “Yes, I'm angry at you.” And why is that such? Why is it such a shock to me? He came into your room and you did nothing about it. He says and my facia
Maria drops Dane on the bed after dragging and wobbling him down the stairs, and then, other sorts. Honestly, she did not ever think she would make it. But now that she has made it, she's about to walk right straight out without even looking behind when he grabs her. Dane grabs her hand before she can leave and she faces him.“It is because of the decency that she has left in her soul that made her decide to bring him home.”At the end of the day, she doesn't want to have anything to do with him. So, it wasn't meant to be relationship, it was just because she puts it in the look on his face alone shows that he is going through a lot.She doesn't know why he is going through a lot or why he is looking this way. The reason for him breaking up with her is the most insensitive thing on this earth but yet it happened and she had to live with it.But he's also human and he makes mistakes and she has grown from that mistake and because she has grown from that mistake, she's able to forgive
After Dane has gotten the confrontation and information that he wasn't expecting, it has a hard time heading towards the car. As much as it wants to keep moving. There's just this freezing in the step on your face as if he cannot take another step forward. She is completely different from the person who used to or maybe it's because it wasn't prepared for this new home. She's definitely moved past from him. I will never be looking at him. Again, irrespective of where they land. did not think that this would be easier. But then he didn't think he should be accepting either. He has always been a strong person in it and this is no different. He is about enter into the car when he hears a footstep right behind him. Dane looks back—thinking it is Maria until he got that scent that proves it isn’t. He catches it before even facing back, it assures him that it is not Maria. Dane looks back and sees Joan’s behind him and his brows lift. The moment his eyes catches him, he crunches his fi
I have said this many times, how many times do you have to be told there is no us in this anymore? You and I, it's over!“I am with Jonas now, and I love him very much.” “ I know what love tastes like, I know what love is supposed to smell like…I know how love is supposed to treat someone.” Love isn't supposed to cheat on you with someone else that you were already becoming close to someone you are considering to be a friend love. “I'm supposed to do that and you're kind of love does all of this shit, doesn't it?”“Yeah, blame me for all of that.” Dane says.What do you mean by blame you for all of that!? You basically did all of that. You're asking me to blame you, dude.“It's your fault. I say to him, but I don't ever want to have an argument with him.” Jonas is right downstairs and I shouldn't be in the room where I just finished making love talking to another guy. “You need to leave, right now.” Yeah, I know. Dane says and he increases his voice. “Reduce your voice, he could
I wake up from the bed and Jonas is right next to me. I didn't know what I was expecting but I wasn't expecting him to be right so close to me where I could see him, smell him. All of that which I never thought I will ever do again. It's easy for me to look at this moment and remember how far I've come along I've put myself in this place. And how I got here. It's also easy for me to stay here forever, and I look out of it for a second and I love every bit of it. The feeling of being in his arms, being protected and so often, not knowing if he's making a fool of me or something. He captivates my heart in ways that I cannot fully process and I’m just seeing myself here right now. I'm in love with this situation where I am right now. I'm not scared. I'm not trying to understand where he stands. When it comes to me. I know where he stands. I hold on to where he stands. I have the perfect scenario hooked up in my head and there was no dogs that walks around me when I tell myself that h
Dane has a smile on his face in the presence of Elena, he has finally been able to see the brighter light of everything and workout the things that seemed to kind of want to swallow him up. She is giving an intel about her journey, who she met on the road and what it is like to be out of the city, and just how the news is brought back. “So, Victoria and Max are hybrids.” Elena says and he nods his head.“I cannot believe that Max is alive.” When I heard that Max was alive, I thought it would be such a great thing to help you . I know that you struggle a lot with the burden that rests on your shoulders, but I did not realize that there was more danger at hand or we could have ever imagined. “I'm really happy that Max's life she says to him, and he nods his head.” Yes, I'm happy too, I guess my brother's life was never lost. And I guess I know the reason why they were attacking him. “So this saint brothers and Jonas, you believed you're still working together?”Do you not trust him
Dane is in his feelings.He is not in the right mindset, right now and nothing is looking good for him. He cannot even bring his focus to on one spot—everything seems to be in disarray.Here, his mind is in multiple places at a time. He basically has a responsibility of taking care of the whole pack. The curse lies on the back and it seems like no one understands how heavy the weight lays on his shoulder. Do they think all he does is give others and command, authority toe everyone. They do not realize the influence or the adverse effect of what his orders and command may do to him.The lives that he needs to protect. His brother was known to be dead for an abrupt time and before it was revealed, he had to put up with a girl who was supposed to be the reason why his credit was put in danger in the first place. He fell in love with her. And later, he decided that he was no good for her because there was a responsibility that laid on our shoulder that he needed her to realize. And be