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Chapter 64 NEGATIVE THOUGHTS

Author: Crystal D.
last update Last Updated: 2025-02-27 11:41:17

KILLIAN’S POV

I sat at the edge of the bed, my eyes fixed on Hazel’s sleeping form. Her face was still, and her breathing soft and barely audible. Compared to how troubled she looked yesterday, she looked at peace. I sighed, brushing a finger against her cheek.

Hazel flinched, which made me withdraw my hand immediately. My heart broke to a million pieces as I could not help but recall how she had reacted to me last night. The way she shunned me and gave me the cold shoulder was a heart wrenching thing to experience.

But I knew, I understand why she was like that. She was not in a very stable mental state, and I needed to give her some space, but it hurt. I let out a soft sigh and pursed my lips tight together. As I sat there, I had no motivation to leave her and go to work, but I knew I had to it.

Reluctantly, I dragged myself away from her side and walked to the door. I turned back, shooting her one last look before I slipped out of the door. I walked down the hallway, like a lifeles
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