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CHAPTER 36. THE HARD CHOICEONCE ABUSED. NOW LOVED.RYDER.I opened my eyes to a face, hovering around mine. I quickly sat up, looking around, confused for a second. Nurse Gina was startled and scurried to a corner in fear. “What the hell are you doing to me?!“ I snapped at her. She muffled a cry, and her quivering lips were finding it hard to give me a coherent explanation.“You fainted,'' a voice said. That's when I realized there were others in the room. Darius, Jay, Giveon, Ciara, a few other nurses, and the bloody traitor, Jason. He had a bandage on his right rib and his face was bruised.It took me a few more seconds to comprehend what Darius had just said. My eyes widened and my gaze shot at him.“I did what?!““Fa..in…ted?“ He repeated, drawing the word like he was scared to say it.“I fainted?!“ He nodded slowly, unable to meet my gaze. “How the fuck is that possible?“ “When I hurled you out of the ring, I think you landed hard on your head. That's why we rushed you down he
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CHAPTER 37. DON'T TOUCH HERONCE ABUSED. NOW LOVED.RYDER.“On one condition, father,“ I finally said, ignoring the painful clenching of the walls of my heart. “You're in no position to give conditions. This is something you must do for your people!““On one condition,“ I repeated sternly. I wasn't in the mood to bicker, but I sure as hell wasn't letting him treat me like some pushover. He was either gonna listen to my condition or we forget we ever had this conversation.“What is it?“ “Don't touch Hara!“ He surely wasn't expecting this as his eyelashes fluttered in disbelief. I straightened, needing to put this out as coldly and venomously as I could. “I'll leave with the elders, but don't you dare touch Hara. If you do, I'll be back and drag you to ruins with me,““How dare you?!“ He roared. “Are you gonna be insolent with me because of some low life?!““I'm not being insolent, Father. I'm just putting it all out on the table. Making sure you understand what's at stake should you
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CHAPTER 38. STAY WITH MEHARAWaking up with a wince at the pricking pain from my lower abdomen, I slowly untwine my eyelashes. My blurry visions caught sight of the moonlight gleaming through the blinds.My wince grew into a painful cry. The contracting pain was killing me, and I knew I had to call the doctor or visit the hospital. It was an oh-so-familiar pain, that was the aftermath of the waistband I use to conceal my growing baby bump. It was having a greater negative effect on me, than whatever help it was designed for.Again, I shut my eyes, trying to remember how I ended up on my bed. The last thing I remembered was returning from the mall, went to grab a few things. And then the pain had hit, and I'd lost my footing. I was gonna hit the ground, but it seems I didn't. What happened?My cries erupted. I had to take off the waistband before it successfully took out all the air in my lungs.Reaching to undo the waistband, I find out it's gone. What? My fingers frantically went ar
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CHAPTER 39. DEJECTEDRYDERI forced another shirt inside the small suitcase and it took up all the space. Pissed and fucking done with this packing shit, I kicked the suitcase off my bed. It shattered on the floor, my clothes with it.Sitting on the edge of my bed, I face-palm myself. Last night, I thought this would be easy. Having seen Hara and spending time with her, I thought leaving this morning wouldn't hurt so much.But as dawn came, and I returned here, I realized just how pathetic all these were. Kissing her, and feeling her wetness through the duvet made me wanna stay back and do more of that. I took a glance around my bedroom. Its exquisite design and how incredibly spacious it was made it one of a kind. But all my life, I could make a finger count of how many nights I've spent here. I've never been an Alpha who stayed home. I was more of an enforcer, always on the road, visiting packs and making sure they were sticking to rules. I never had a reason to stay home. But rig
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CHAPTER 40. INAUSPICIOUS VISITHARAThe repeated knocking on my door snatched me away from my erotic dreams. I woke up with a moan, as my fingers had been subconsciously rubbing at my pussy.The downpour outside was deafening and I almost didn't hear the knocking on the door.The knock came again and I dragged my sleepy form out of the bed. I wrapped the duvet around my naked body and slid my feet into my flip-flops to go see who it was.I threw the door open, expecting to see either of the two people that clouded my mind. But the person standing in front of me had to do with both of them but was neither of them.“Hello,“ my voice was spiked with dizziness and anxiety. This visit had 'inauspicious' written all over it.“Hello,“ She said and walked in before I could even think of ushering her in. I shut the world, turning around. She'd disappeared into my kitchen and then she was heading to my bathroom. She looked around, and then her gaze was back at me.She had a mean, intense and in
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CHAPTER 41. A PAWN IN HIS GAMEHARA“Who are you?“ She persisted, her arms crossed over her chest. ”From what I found out, you're not a member of this pack. What hell did you crawl out from?!“Even if she asked nicely, I still wouldn't be able to answer her questions. My past was my greatest secret, not something I could easily share with anyone. Too bad I shared it with Jason, that grimy lair!“You know what? Forget it. I don't care. I just find it funny that you think you can just show up here, snag up my man and I won't smash you!“If she could just understand that "her man" pulled this whole stunt on his own and I was just a victim. Then maybe, she wouldn't be so brutal and we can just talk this out.“Who's the Father of your child? Because I'm positive as hell that it isn't Ryder!““It's not,“ I muttered, hoping that would ease her mind as little as it could.She chuckled, “Of course, it isn't. You might have messed with his brains, but Ryder's very picky when it has to do with p
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CHAPTER 42. HURTHARA“Are you alright?“ Jason was all over me, asking questions and scrutinizing my body. “Do you need anything? Why don't you allow me help you out of this wet duvet? Get you something warmer,“For someone who has been perfectly ignored since we came into my apartment, he was still asking lots of questions. Wasn't it obvious enough that I don't wanna talk to him?“You're gonna catch a cold. Hold on, let me make you a cup of coffee,“ He stood from his crouched posture and was gonna head into my kitchen.“Don't you dare,“ I seethed out feverishly. My teeth were clattering from the cold that had sprawled goosebumps to all parts of my body. But I'd rather die from the cold than drink anything he makes. He looked at me confusingly, “What?““Don't act like you have any rights to move around in my apartment 'cause you don't. You're not a relative nor a friend, so know your limits,““Hara, c'mon. I know you're angry, but…““Hara?“ I repeated in consternation. ”All these whi
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CHAPTER 43. COMPLICATEDRYDERNearing the border, I got a mind link from Jason. Turns out Ciara had lost her mind and ambushed Hara with her media buddies. I alighted from the car with the speed of lightning, ignoring the elders and whatever lecture they hurled at me.The old temple and whatever sick sacrifices we had to make had to wait. Hara was my priority, she always will be.In my human form, I was at a disadvantage, as I had to stick around and hitchhike a ride. And if I requested they come pick me up, that'll take forever.Jason had sounded rather serious and I wasn't taking any fucking chances. I had to go to Hara and see with my own eyes that Ciara hadn't done as much as touch a strand of her hair.Taking in her appearance, it seems Ciara had done more than just touching her hair strands. That bitch is gonna get it from me, no way am I gonna forgive this.Jason looked like he wanted to stick around much longer but I wasn't about to keep him around while I tried to straighten
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CHAPTER 81. A MAFIA? RYDER “What the crap, man? What's gotten into you?!” Darius spat, shoveling to his feet. “Don't you even think of playing dumb with me. The jig is up. I just spoke with Jason, you damned bastard!“ “I don't know what you're talking about, dude. What did that miserable rogue say to you to get you all worked up?!” ”You're the miserable one!” I barked, railing free from the guys and delivering another punch to Darius. They held me back immediately, pinning my hands to the back, “Fucking let me go!” “Ryder, get a hold of yourself. What's come over you?” Fred cautioned, pulling me back, it wasn't easy to keep me caged. They were using up all their energy on it. ”What is this?“ Giveon asked confusedly, glancing from me to Darius, “Dude, what's Ryder talking about?” Giveon asked him, but he still wouldn't admit it. ”I got no clue, I think Ryder just lost his mind,“ “The hell I did! You had Hara kidnapped, and then you went ahead to inject rogue blood into Jason. A
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CHAPTER 80. SO HARD TO SAY GOODBYERYDER”How is he, Doc? Is Jason gonna be alright?” I asked one of the doctors who have had him under survey ever since he was confined here. We were standing at the entrance of the room, an attempt to stay far away from Jason's earshot.”I'm afraid not, Your Highness,” The Doctor sighed dejectedly. There wasn't an ounce of hope in his tone. Got me scared.”But, he got out of his coma, right? And he's talking now. Isn't that a good sign?” I badly wanted to be told that Jason was gonna be alright. That's all I wanted to hear, but it doesn't seem like I'm gonna be hearing that from the doctor.”This is the last stage for him before he completely loses everything to the rogue blood in him,“”What? Wait, I don't understand–””Your Highness, Jason's case is complicated. I mean, he's the first pure blood with rogue blood in his bloodstream. And even though we're not sure how extreme his case is, we do know that he's gonna have the basic traits of a rogue,“
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CHAPTER 79. NO MORE SECRETSRYDER48 hours passed and I was released from confinement. There was no solid evidence to attach me to the crimes and Tiffany took care of providing me with an alibi. So they had to let me go.On my way home, I was restless. The war was yesterday, but according to Tiffany, the war didn't happen. She wasn't sure why, but all she knew was that Red Moon Pack's warriors didn't show up. Something wasn't right and I was itchy to find out what it was. But more than that, I was in a hurry to get back home to Hara and my unborn child.“How's Hara doing?” I asked Tiff, she was right beside me in the car. Her gaze lifted from the phone she held, and she was hesitant in giving me a reply.”Uh, she's fine,“ Her reply was not convincing at all. It got me edgy.“Tiff, is something wrong? You seem agitated, and you've been avoiding my gaze. What's wrong?”“Nothing, Ryder. And please, don't ask me any more questions. I don't have an answer to them,” She whined, forcing her
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CHAPTER 78. A SIGNHARAI walked past the lobby of the hotel and headed for Roland's suite. It's been tense at the palace since Ryder was arrested. The warlords wouldn't even let me come out, I had to lie that I was going to see Hailey. Still, they weren't at ease with me leaving. I wouldn't be surprised if they were tailing me right now.I just needed to speak with Roland. I'm all shades confused, but I had to be sure he had no hand in this crisis Ryder was facing. I know Ryder too well, there's no way he killed those humans. Someone was setting him up, I just need to be sure that it wasn't Roland.I got to his suite and was gonna knock but I heard his ecstatic voice talking to someone and I had the urge to eavesdrop. “Yeah, everything's going according to plan. With Ryder locked up, my pack warriors have a good chance of defeating Ryder's four warlords…“He waited for the other person in the line to say something and then he chuckled and continued.“I know the four warlords are str
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CHAPTER 77. OUR CHILD?RYDERThe blaring siren sounds awakened me from my slumber. I had a throbbing headache, coupled with the fact that I found it hard to shrug off the dizziness. I'd sedated myself to sleep and I wish I didn't. Now waking up was hard, and my nerves are weak. I tried again and it was futile.I had to implore my wolf side and only then could I shake off the remaining effects of the sedatives. I was fully awake now, and yeah, the blaring siren sounds were real and fucking close.I hopped down from the bed and hurried outside, dressed in my sweatpants and a loose shirt. The hallway was a mess.“What's going on?!“ I asked no one in particular, as I brushed past running bodies.“I think the humans are trying to start a fight!“ A random voice replied. Everyone was in panic and it got me more anxious to hurry outside and see what the hell was going on.I froze in my tracks when I got outside and saw a long line of policemen in my front yard. Also, they had guns and we're
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CHAPTER 76. A WAR TO KEEP HERRYDER“What?!” I was already hurrying inside and they came behind me. “They sent over the warning at midnight, a few hours after you left the nightclub,” Jay explained, "And in the letter, it stated that they were giving us two days to let Hara return to them, or we go to war,”“That's absurd. Red Moon Pack doesn't stand a chance against us. They might have good warriors but they're just on the same level as our trainees. Waging a war against us is suicide,” I was gloating, I was being downright disdaining and arrogant right now. But that's the only reaction I could come up with. In all honesty, I'm a bit anxious about this news. I knew it would come to this someday, the very moment I set eyes on Hara in my pack, I knew this day would come. And when her mate showed up, I knew it would come faster. And here it is, the bloody day I get to choose between Hara and the safety of my pack. After last night and how blunt she was about her feelings, the Ideal r
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CHAPTER 75. SO EASY TO BETRAY MERYDERTime went still. Our breathing slowed. Distant chattering faded into thin air. My heart banged hard against my chest. I tucked my sweaty hands into my pockets. I could feel the low whimper of my wolf as he slid to the back of my mind. Hara's outburst just spiraled me and everything else around us off balance.”Wh-What did you just say?“ I asked in a weak stutter. But dear Goddess, I heard her loud and clear. I just wished she would be a little bit considerate of my bleeding heart and not repeat what she just said. But she did, she repeated it, more firmly this time.“What if I wanna leave, Ryder?“ She asked, “What if I'm suffocating here and I want nothing more but to be free from you?”“You really wanna leave?” Tears intercepted the free flow of my words, and they made their way down my cheeks. But she didn't seem to care.”Maybe,“”Was that why you defended him back there? To show me just how much you still love him?””I just didn't want you t
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CHAPTER 74. I'll RATHER BLEED THAN LET YOU GOHARASeeing him standing there plunged me into a depth of panic and despair. Tears stung in my eyes and made their way down. He was yet to say a word, but his eyes were doing all the talking. He was blasting me with his eyes, telling me to go straight to hell. His eyes held a dose of rage I'd never seen before, and a greater shade of bitterness. He was hurting, more than I thought he would. My endless tears wouldn't let me talk, and even if they weren't in my way, I still wouldn't talk. What could I possibly say to fix this? Nothing, nothing I say right now would quench the fire of rage in his eyes. All I have to do is brace myself up for it.”Grab your stuff!” He ordered me glacially, quavering from anger. His clenched fist was hungry to ruin someone's face.I flinched at how thunderous his voice was. I ran back into the bedroom to get my bag and the bundle of my messed-up clothes. When I got back into the lounge, it was a bloody disaste
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CHAPTER 73. IT HURTSRYDER“And that's a wrap,“ Tiffany declared exuberantly as the Frenchmen signed their part, sealing up this deal.I was ecstatic, but the fuck, I had to pull myself together. This deal was worth trillions and just what I needed to kick off my estate project. I haven't felt this fulfilled in a while, the feeling was surreal.The three Frenchmen stood to their feet and we shook hands with them.“I look forward to working with you,” One of them said in a heavy French accent. It's kinda insensitive that I didn't even grab their first names. Tiffany took care of all that. She took care of everything, to be honest. All I did was attend this meeting and sign the papers.”Me too. Have a safe trip tomorrow,” I beamed, stuffing back my hands into the pockets of my pants.“Again, I love your tux. The designs are fabulous,“ The youngest of them commented, breaking off in between sentences. English wasn't his first language and he seemed to be having greater difficulty with it
