Jane’s POVMy whole body hurt. I felt like I’d had a hand inside my chest, rummaging around inside my organs and displacing them. Groaning softly, I opened my eyes, put a hand to my throbbing chest, and tried to sit up.The first thing I felt were the stitches. I rubbed my palm against them, a frown tugging my eyebrows down.“Mommy!” cried Owen. Beside him, Ares jumped up and beamed at me.“Mom, you’re awake!”I blinked at them, feeling like I was in a dream. They still didn’t look like themselves, but over time I’d got used to their new faces. I could see past their outward appearances and into their eyes, and there I saw my sons.“I’m awake?” I said. It sounded like a question. I shook my head slightly, trying to dispel the haze clouding my mind. “What happened?”Hunter stepped forward then; I froze. Had he been here this entire time?His throat bobbed, and he started to reach for me before stopping himself. “You collapsed into the middle of the gardens. I brought you here.”It took
S’s POVIt just didn't make any sense to me.I’d never found Jane attractive before. I could see why Hunter thought she was, but I’d just never had that interest in her. Her blue eyes were, theoretically, very nice, as was her lithe figure and her long dark hair. Theoretically, and in no other way. And yet even if my Alpha hadn’t liked her, I wouldn’t have, either.It wasn’t me being horrible. It was just me being honest.Then, one day, my heart had beat fast and my hands had gone clammy at the mere sight of her. I’d even smiled at her. Smiled.It was weird.‘Um, actually, buddy, you might want to soften your tone there,’ said Ian, my wolf. ‘Jane is lovely! And her wolf.’ He sighed dreamily. ‘I love her so much. She’s just perfect! I get why Reg used to go on and on about Jane so much. I can’t believe I never realised how amazing she was before! And I can’t believe he doesn’t feel that way for her anymore! She’s soooo great.’I just hmphed in reply. It was generally the safest thing t
Jane’s POVStill stunned by the realisation that Ina, the wolf I’d come to know as my own over the last few months, really belonged with Rose, my best friend, I remained frozen when S burst into the room, with more emotion on his cold face than I’d ever seen before, and knelt down at her bedside.Ina was Rose’s wolf. I was back to being an Omega without a wolf. I was back to being unprotected and unable to protect my boys.I still didn’t move as he took her hand, or as he said, “Mate.”Rose and S were… mates?“Mate,” Rose confirmed, beaming at S like he was the most incredible thing she’d ever seen. I’d seen Rose do a victory dance after fixing some difficult computer problem, grin widely as she took the first big bite of a pizza, but I had never, never, seen her look at a guy like that before.All of a sudden S’s strange behaviour started to make sense. The way he’d thought I was his mate, the looks he’d given me, like he was drawn to me but couldn’t work out why, the way Ina had bee
Jane’s POVColin and I fell into a strange relationship. We became little more than roommates. Whenever I tried to talk to him, he pulled away – but then I’d catch him looking at me longingly. I couldn’t make sense of it and, after a week of his weird behaviour, I gave up on trying to understand it.I missed the way things had been before, when we’d been friends. I regretted having sex with him, and still wondered what had happened that night. I’d not looked at him the same way since, although I missed his kindness and the closeness we’d shared before.That night, though? I’d been frenzied with wanton need and desperate lust. Colin had been the object of all of my desires, the very fire that lit up my soul.It made me even more suspicious of Amy, although I didn’t let it show when she pulled me away to moan at me about her life. She never mentioned anything else about Omega Jane, which meant the time I spent with her felt like time I’d wasted. I needed to know more.Alpha Colin and I
Hunter’s POV“The Alpha wolf isn’t yours?” I asked, careful to keep my tone in check. Despite my efforts my voice still came out strained.“No,” said Jane, and I stopped listening. There was a dull buzzing in my ears that distorted every other sound. I was so confused.And, to make matters worse, Reg started to howl. ‘My heart is lost!’ he wailed. ‘I didn’t like the way Jane smelled, but it was because she had a fake wolf this whole time! I’ve betrayed her! I let my nose trick me, Hunter! She’s been beautiful this whole time, but because she had the wrong wolf I stopped loving her!’ He sniffled hard and wiped his eyes and nose with his big paws.I didn’t cut him off. I couldn’t. Believe me, I wanted to – but all I could do was listen to the thud, thud, thud of my blood pounding against my ears and stare blankly at Jane as she stumbled back and sat down heavily.She buried her head in her hands. I wanted to go to her. I could still see her injured on the ground, bleeding, unconscious…
Hunter's POVEven pinning down my own Beta felt like a game of cat and mouse. Carl was avoiding me, though the Moon Goddess only knew why. He sent me obviously edited photos of himself by gold mines, grinning at the camera and throwing up peace signs, with messages attached to the pictures that claimed he was working hard, not hardly working, and that he’d be back once his trip with the R group had concluded.We’d always been good friends, but lately something had changed between us. I knew there was one sure-fire way to get my old buddy back to the Storm pack, though.If Amy were in danger, he’d be here in a heartbeat. I just had to lay my trap and wait.* * *It was getting harder and harder for me to ignore Jane. She didn’t seem bothered by my absence at all, and I’d taken to skulking around my own pack like a spy to try to catch a glimpse of her.My heart tugged whenever I saw her with her sons. She looked at them the way I looked at Ava. She looked at them the way I didn’t look
Jane’s POVI froze.Because if I took another step, I didn’t know what I would do. Since Ina had gone, my feelings for Hunter had been more muddled than ever. The mate bond was stronger – but my hatred for him hadn’t dissipated. I loved and loathed him in equal measure and, as he came towards me, my belly swooped and my heart leapt and my hands curled into fists, ready to punch.“Hunter,” I said, my voice too low, too sultry, for him to think it anything other than what it was: a plea.He smirked at me. “Luna Eremita.”I pressed my lips together into a flat line. “Don’t call me that.”“I’m doing it to keep you safe.” He paused. “I’m keeping you safe.” His blue eyes hardened. It struck me anew how stupid I’d been, not to realise Alpha Colin had been him back in the desert. I knew him so well.But he’d been emotional then, and his brown eyes had been warm and soft. It was like the wall had gone up again the second he’d stepped back into his own skin.See? I should hate him. He’d tricke
Jane’s POVThe kiss was electric. He groaned against me, like a man lost that had finally been found. His hands were everywhere the second they touched me, firm but gentle, desperate but considerate. Sparks flew in my heart.Sparks that kindled the fire burning in my belly.I grabbed his hair – that perfectly tousled dark hair – and yanked his mouth against mine, harder, harder, harder, feeling the clash of our teeth and the soft press of his lips. His tongue slipped in, probing, careful, and I met it with vigour.This was nothing like the sweet, playful kisses we’d shared as Jane and Colin. He was Hunter now, and I Eremita, and Eremita, as it turned out, was seriously angry.And seriously turned on.The clash going on within me mirrored the clash of our external bodies. My heart and throbbing core were aching for him, but my brain was screaming at me to hurt him or get out. The hatred in me relished in every painful pull of his hair, in the way my fingers curled into it and tugged h