MYA
The soft click of the bathroom door lock sounded louder in my ears than it should have. I leaned my back against the cold wall, sliding down until I was sitting on the floor. My heart raced in my chest, so loud I could hear it pounding in the silence. Married. I was fucking married. My chest tightened as my mind spiralled. How had I let it happen? When did I even say “I do”? The words had slipped out of my lips, but I couldn’t remember speaking them. It was all a blur—a horrible, suffocating blur of whispers, stares, and his piercing green eyes. I rubbed my sweaty palms against my dress. The silk fabric felt smooth under my fingers, but the sensation did little to calm my nerves. My gaze darted around the bathroom, taking in everything. I stared at myself in the mirror, the veil was gone, but my makeup was still intact, though I could feel the cracks forming beneath it. And then there was the kiss. My stomach twisted. His lips hadn’t even touched mine, not really. But the ghost of that moment lingered, burning like a brand on my skin. He’d kissed my cheek, murmuring words only I could hear. “How old are you?” The question had been so unexpected, so bizarre. His voice, deep and smooth, had sent a shiver down my spine. And I’d been too terrified to answer him, my throat locked up. I hadn’t even managed a nod. Why had he asked that? Did he think I was too young? Too old? A million thoughts raced through my head. I clenched my fists to steady my shaking hands, but it didn’t help. I wasn’t staying. There was no way I could go home with him tonight. I squeezed my eyes shut, drawing in a shaky breath. I have to escape. That was the plan—had been the plan since this whole nightmare started. Everyone knew who he was. My brothers, as cruel as they were, spoke his name with fear laced in their voices. He wasn’t just a man; he was a monster. The stories about him weren’t whispered in back alleys; they were shouted in broad daylight. A killer. A psychopath. The Mafia Lord. And now… my husband. I choked back a laugh that sounded more like a sob. How could this be my life? Forced into marriage to pay off a debt that wasn’t even mine? Betrayed by my own flesh and blood? Trapped in a cage I couldn’t see but felt all the same? I have to get out tonight. But how? My mind raced, formulating and discarding plans. There were so few people here, no crowd to slip into, no cover to hide under. But that also meant fewer eyes watching me. Fewer people to stop me. I couldn’t go back home, not after my marriage. My brothers wouldn’t let me in. Ryan’s whip still haunted my back, that was what awaited me if I dared return. But going with Angelo? I couldn’t even imagine what he’d do. My brothers were afraid of him for a reason. A sudden knock on the bathroom door startled me, and my breath hitched. “Mya,” my new husband’s voice came through, deep and steady. No. No. No. I stared at the door as if it might open on its own. My body froze, and my mind screamed at me to do something. Say something. Anything. “Mya,” he said again, his tone calm but firm. “Are you alright in there?” Was I alright? What kind of question was that? I clenched my fists, biting my lip to keep from crying out. Maybe if I stayed quiet, he’d leave. My legs felt like jelly as I forced myself to stand. The last thing I wanted was to anger him. Rumours about his temper swirled in my mind, each one more terrifying than the last. With trembling hands, I unlocked the door and opened it just a crack. His green eyes immediately found mine, narrowing slightly. He was even taller up close. “You’ve been in here a while,” he said, his voice low but not unkind. “Is something wrong?” I shook my head quickly, my throat too dry to form words. He tilted his head, studying me like I was a puzzle he couldn’t quite solve. “Are you always this quiet?” “No,” I blurted out before I could stop myself. His brows lifted, and for a moment, I thought I saw a hint of amusement in his eyes. But it was gone as quickly as it came. “You’re pale,” he said, his gaze sweeping over me. “Have you eaten today?” The question caught me off guard. Eaten? I couldn’t remember the last time I’d had a proper meal. But why did he care? “I’m fine,” I said quickly, my voice shaky. “Do you not want to marry me?” His unexpected words were calm, but they struck like a thunderclap. I blinked up at him, my breath catching. I wanted to scream, No, I don’t! I wanted to tell him this wasn’t my choice, that I’d been shoved into this nightmare against my will. But my voice betrayed me. Instead, I swallowed hard and lied. “I… I do.” An amused laugh rumbled from him, low and disbelieving. “You’ll have to do a better job at lying than that if you want to be convincing.” Heat flooded my cheeks, and I looked away, my fists clenching at my sides. Damn him. How dare he mock me when he was the reason I was in this mess? He took a step closer, his presence swallowing the air between us. “What’s your name?” My head snapped up, my eyes wide with shock. “You don’t know my name?” The words slipped out before I could stop them. His expression didn’t change, but there was a flicker of something in his eyes—curiosity, maybe. “No.” I stared at him, my mind reeling. He’d agreed to marry me, yet he didn’t even know my name? How was that possible? “It’s Mya,” I muttered, barely loud enough to be heard. “Mya.” He said it slowly, like he was testing the weight of the name on his tongue. “You weren’t what I expected.” My brows furrowed, and for a moment, I almost asked him what he meant. But his face gave nothing away, and I wasn’t sure I wanted to know. He didn’t elaborate, instead tilting his head slightly. “Are you ready to leave soon?” Panic clawed at my chest. Leave? With him? “I… I just need a few more minutes.” His gaze lingered on me for a beat too long, and I held my breath, praying he wouldn’t question me further. Finally, he nodded and stepped back. “Alright, take all the time you need.” Without another word, he turned and walked down the hall, his footsteps echoing like a countdown to my doom. As soon as he was out of sight, I ducked back into the restroom and locked the door behind me. Fuck. I glanced at the mirror, my reflection pale and trembling. “You can do this,” I whispered to myself. “You have to.” The plan came together in pieces, each step clearer as the minutes ticked by. There were maids everywhere, bustling about with trays and cleaning supplies. If I could blend in, no one would notice me leaving. I adjusted the sash on my dress and slipped out of the restroom, keeping my head down as I moved through the hallways. My heart raced with every step, but no one stopped me. My gaze darted from door to door, searching for a room that might have what I needed. Finally, I found it. A maid’s closet. The outfit wasn’t a perfect fit, but it would have to do. I tucked my hair under the small cap, adjusted the hem of the dress, and grabbed a dusting cloth for added effect. My wedding gown lay crumpled in a corner, abandoned like the life I was leaving behind. Blending in was easier than I’d expected. The other maids were too busy to notice me, their hurried movements providing the perfect cover. I kept my head down and moved with purpose, my hands trembling as I gripped the cloth. The exit was just ahead. I could see the door, the dark night waiting beyond it. My heart pounded as I quickened my pace, each step bringing me closer to freedom. When I successfully escaped, I almost cried from joy, but I was too nervous to dare stop for a second. I kept running and running, past dark, unfamiliar streets as the sky darkened… till I was suddenly grabbed and pulled off the road, my screams muffled and my limbs instantly getting tied up. A voice, low and unfamiliar. “She’ll do. She’s sexy and pretty.” Before I could react, an arm wrapped around my waist, pulling me back. I struggled, thrashing against the hold, but the grip was unyielding. “Albeit too skinny, she looks very bendable. She She’s a perfect catch,” another voice said, chuckling darkly. My scream was muffled by a cloth pressed to my face. A sickly-sweet scent filled my nose, burning my lungs and making my vision blur. My body grew heavy, my limbs refusing to obey as the world tilted around me. “No,” I tried to say, but the word came out as a weak whimper. The last thing I heard before the darkness claimed me was the sound of a car door slamming shut and someone muttering, “What a night.”MYA When I regained consciousness, the world was spinning and my head was throbbing like it would soon fall off my head. My body felt like it had been tossed around, and the cold, hard ground beneath me did little to ease the discomfort. I blinked, forcing my eyes to adjust to the dim lighting around me. The air reeked of sweat and it made it really hard to breathe. It took me a moment to realize where I was.I was in a narrow dark alleyway, huge scary men surrounded me having a discussion right above my head. “She looks good enough. How much?”“Better than most we find. Let’s start the bidding at five hundred.”Five hundred? My mind scrambled to catch up. Bidding? What the hell is going on?Panic set in. They were talking about me. I was their bargaining chip. My stomach churned as fear coursed through my veins.I inched back, desperate to put some distance between myself and the men. My movements were slow, my limbs barely making a sound. I needed to escape now that they wer
MYAWANTED! The room was stifling, and every beat of my heart echoed loudly in my ears as I tried to steady my trembling hands. The man’s body sprawled on the floor, and panic consumed me. I had no time to waste; someone would come looking for him soon.I took a shaky breath and glanced around the room. The least I could do was make it seem like nothing had happened—at least for a while. I dragged his limp body toward the bed and positioned him as though he were sleeping. My stomach churned at the way his head rolled to one side, blood trickling from the bash on his temple.It wasn’t perfect, but it might buy me some time.I cracked the door open and peeked into the dimly lit hallway. It was quiet except for the muffled voices in the distance. My heart raced as I stepped out, shutting the door gently behind me.I hadn’t made it far when I heard a familiar voice.“There you are,” the boss said, his lips curling into a smirk as he looked me over. He crossed his arms, leaning casual
ANGELO “An heir,” they said. “The continuation of the family line is paramount.” I didn’t care about heirs, about continuing some legacy that felt more like a curse. Marriage wasn’t something I wanted—not now, not ever.But the noise wouldn’t stop. Their insistence had grown louder lately, and I’d run out of excuses to push them away. Then Victor, my most trusted advisor, had reminded me of a long-forgotten contract.“The girl your father betrothed you to when you were about eleven—have you considered calling in that agreement?” Victor had asked, his voice calm but purposeful.I’d frowned, trying to erase any memory of the arrangement. “You’re joking,” I muttered. “That was years ago. That contract is as good as dead.”Victor shook his head. “Her family never annulled it. They owed your father a considerable debt, and as far as we know, they haven’t paid it off. Legally, the arrangement still stands.”I leaned back in my chair, my fingers drumming against the edge of my desk. “A
MYATIT FOR TATI stared at the unfamiliar room, disoriented, before everything that happened the previous day came rushing back.The wedding. The running. The almost becoming a whore. Angelo.I sat up, my hands instinctively flying to my body. I checked between my legs, my clothes. Everything seemed intact. My dress wasn’t torn, and there was no pain, no soreness between my legs. That was good, I guess.I clutched the blanket, I was utterly confused. Was this really the same man everyone feared? The man with a reputation so terrifying even my brothers, who thought they were invincible, trembled at the mere mention of his name?Maybe he was toying with me, waiting for the perfect moment to strike. Maybe last night had been a show of restraint so he could enjoy watching me squirm before pouncing when I least expected it.The thought sent shivers down my spine.I pushed the covers aside and slipped out of bed, my feet touching the cool floor. I made my way to the adjoining bathroom. Ins
MYAI stared at Angelo, His voice was calm, like he wasn’t saying the most humiliating thing I’d ever heard. I felt like I was shrinking in front of him, and there was nowhere to hide.“I don’t fuck virgins,” he said with a hint of finality as if that was the end of the conversation.My cheeks burned, and I clenched my hands into fists to stop them from shaking. “I’m not a child,” I said, my voice quieter than I wanted it to be. It was nowhere close to intimidating.His eyebrows rose slightly, and a small smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth. “Oh, really?” he said, leaning back in his seat. “Then tell me, what do you know about sex?”I don’t know what I was expecting but this question was definitely not it. My mouth opened, but no words came out. I knew the basics, sure—what everyone my age knew—but I didn’t have an answer that would satisfy him. He was older, experienced, and there was no way I could bluff my way through this conversation.“Exactly,” he said when I stayed silent.
MYASHOPPING SPREEThe car ride was silent, but not the comfortable kind. It was crazily awkward and I was sure as hell that if we could hear each other’s thoughts, it would be so noisy. I sat stiffly in my seat, my hands clasped tightly on my lap, trying to appear composed like I wasn’t having a full blown conversation in my head.Angelo drove with one hand on the wheel, the other resting casually on his lap. His face was unreadable, his eyes focused on the road. I sneaked a glance at him, wondering how someone could look so calm while being so intimidating. He made me feel so small.I shifted in my seat, trying to adjust without drawing attention to myself. The leather creaked slightly, and I froze, feeling his gaze avert toward me briefly before returning to the road.“You’re too tense,” he said suddenly, his deep voice cutting through the tension.I blinked, caught off guard. “I’m fine,” I replied quickly.He didn’t respond, but the corner of his mouth twitched, almost like he wan
MYAAMBUSHThe sound of voices yelling outside the store made me flinch. My heart raced, pounding so loudly in my chest I was certain everyone around could hear it.This was it, wasn’t it? They’d storm in, grab me, and drag me out like an animal. I tried to think of some way—any way—to save myself, but nothing came. Where would I even go?I glanced toward Angelo. He stood near the entrance. The sheer contrast between his calmness and my panic made my terror feel even worse. How could he stand there, so unbothered? Didn’t he care that the entire Carson family’s guards were outside, demanding my head?“Stay where you are,” Angelo said without looking at me, his voice low and unbelievably confident. It wasn’t a suggestion. It was a command, one that sent a shiver down my spine.The shouting outside grew more aggressive. The words were muffled, but I caught bits and pieces—“murderer,” “justice,” “boss’s blood.” My stomach twisted. If Angelo handed me over, I’d be dead before I could plead
MYA“HOME”My pulse still hadn’t settled, and I gripped my hands tightly together to stop them from trembling. My heart was beating so hard, if was almost painful. I had never been so close to violence before. I had never seen a man shot. And yet, Angelo had done it so effortlessly, as if he was swatting away an annoying fly.“Are you okay?”I jumped at the sound of his voice, turned toward him quickly, embarrassed at my reaction. He wasn’t even looking at me, his gaze was fixed on his phone. Still, I could feel his attention, as if he could see every thought running through my mind.“I—I’m fine,” I stammered, though my voice sounded anything but convincing. “Thank you for… what you did back there.”He didn’t respond, didn’t even acknowledge my gratitude. I wanted to say something else—anything to break the silence—but I wasn’t sure what words would come out if I tried.Angelo finally spoke, his voice calm but firm. “Do you see now how much danger you’re in?”I turned to look at him a
MYA The warm water dripping over me felt soothing as I stood under the showerhead, letting it wash away the sleep from my eye. My thoughts were all over the place as I rinsed the soap off my face. I got a little in my eye and it took a little while to get it all out.I was still unable to fully grasp the reality of my new life. Everything felt surreal—the luxurious surroundings, the endless opportunities for quiet alone time, and, of course, Angelo.He was wish-washy, alternating between moments of surprising gentleness and a calculated distance that left me second-guessing everything. Last night’s conversation lingered in my mind, his words cut deeper than I cared to admit. I tried to convince myself it didn’t matter, that I didn’t care what he thought of me, but the truth was harder to ignore.After drying off and dressing in a light sundress, I made my way downstairs. The rich aroma of freshly brewed coffee greeted me as I entered the dining area. The table was set, and a plate
MYAAs I followed Angelo down the grand staircase, the faint creak of the polished wood under our feet seemed to echo louder than necessary. His calm voice broke the silence between us.“I’ll order food for us,” he said, glancing over his shoulder. His tone was casual, but there was something definitive about it. “You don’t have to cook while we’re here.”I hesitated, my grip tightening on the smooth railing. The idea of just sitting back while someone else handled everything felt weird. I swallowed hard, then spoke up, my voice softer than I intended.“Won’t that be a waste?” I asked, trying to sound practical. “I mean, I know how to cook. I actually enjoy it. I wouldn’t mind making something for you… especially after everything you’ve done for me.”Angelo stopped at the bottom of the stairs, turning to face me fully. His dark eyes locked onto mine, a mixture of curiosity and something unreadable flickering across his face.“Trust me,” he said, a faint smirk playing on his lips. “It
MYAThe car door clicked shut as Angelo slid in beside me, placing me carefully on the plush leather seat. My cheeks burned with embarrassment, and I fixed my gaze on my hands, clasped tightly in my lap. I couldn’t bring myself to meet his eyes, no matter how much I told myself to act normal.How had I fallen asleep so deeply? The whole situation played in my mind on repeat, from the moment I woke up in his arms to the flashing cameras. I wanted to disappear into the seat.“Are you okay?” his deep voice broke through my spiralling thoughts.I glanced at him briefly before quickly looking away again. “I’m fine,” I mumbled, my voice barely audible.He raised an eyebrow, clearly not convinced. “You’ve been quiet since we got in the car.”I bit my lip, struggling to find the right words. “I’m sorry,” I blurted out, still not looking at him.“For what?” he asked, sounding genuinely confused.“For… falling asleep on the plane,” I admitted, my cheeks heating further. “And for making you carr
MYA The silence was short-lived. Angelo leaned back, his arms resting casually on the seat, though his tone was anything but casual when he finally spoke. “My enemies have tripled overnight because of you.”I froze. The words hit me like a punch to the gut. My hands clenched into fists on my lap, and my heart began to race. A wave of guilt swept over me, so powerful that I felt sick.“I-I’m sorry,” I stammered, unable to meet his gaze. My mind spiralled with worst-case scenarios. What if he regretted marrying me? What if he blamed me for all of this? My thoughts grew darker, imagining him taking out his frustrations on me—what if he hit me or abandoned me entirely?“Hey,” his voice softened, breaking through the storm of my thoughts. “Are you okay?”I shook my head slightly, still staring at my lap. “I’m sorry,” I whispered.“For what?” he asked, his tone curious rather than accusatory.“For making things harder for you,” I said, my voice barely audible.He shifted in his seat, le
MYAThe ride home was. I sat beside Angelo, my hands folded neatly in my lap, while I stared out the window. Everything that happened today replayed in my mind in an endless loop—the vows, the crowd, the kiss. Especially the kiss. The thought alone made my cheeks burn, and I pressed my fingers to them, trying to take the heat away but it was useless.When we arrived at the house, I realized how much I was going to need to get used to. There was never a time that I walked in and I didn’t feel out of place.The wedding dress, once beautiful and exciting, now felt like a trap. The bodice was too tight, the skirt too heavy, and every breath seemed harder to take. I was desperate to get out of it but didn’t know how to excuse myself without seeming rude.Angelo opened the door for me, extending a hand to help me out of the car. I hesitated before taking it, his touch firm and steady as he guided me up the steps.“You’ve been quiet,” he said, breaking the silence as we walked inside.“I’m j
MYAIt was hard to breathe with them around me. The air suddenly felt thick and toxic and I wanted nothing more than for them to move the fuck away. I forced myself to stay seated, my hands gripping the edge of the table to keep me from trembling. Their presence always brought unease, but now, surrounded by a room full of strangers, I felt exposed in a way I hadn’t before.“We’re here to congratulate you, Mya,” Carlos said, his voice smooth and disgusting. His eyes scanned me, and I resisted the urge to flinch.“Congratulations,” Nathan added, though his tone was far from warm.I didn’t believe them. I never believed them. “What do you really want?” I asked, keeping my voice steady, though my heart pounded.Carlos, the animal who had touched in very wrong ways in the past inched closer, his lips curling into a smirk that made my skin crawl. “We just want to see how our dear little sister is doing. And, of course, we’re curious,” he said, his tone mocking. “Has your husband finally mad
MYACOMFORTI watched Angelo’s expression carefully as I spoke, the words came rolling out before I could second-guess myself. It had taken a lot for me to tell him what my brothers were like. Even though I wasn’t sharing everything, I felt exposed, like a piece of me was being put on display. I half-expected him to shrug it off, but he didn’t. Instead, his jaw tightened, and his eyes darkened in a way I hadn’t seen before.He was angry—really angry. His knuckles whitened where his fists clenched at his sides, and the sharp line of his lips told me he was holding back words he wanted to say. I froze, unsure of how to react. His reaction wasn’t what I’d expected.“I need to talk to them,” he said suddenly, his voice low and controlled, but the undertone of fury was unmistakable.“No,” I said quickly, almost panicked. “You don’t have to do that.”He ignored me, already turning toward the direction my brothers had gone. His broad shoulders were tense, and the way he moved made me certain
MYATHE WEDDINGThe sound of such sweet music at my own wedding should have been soothing but only made my heart pound faster. The air was thick and I was almost defeated by the murmur of a thousand voices, all eyes were on the end of the aisle where Angelo stood waiting. My fingers clenched tightly around my brother’s arm as he walked me forward. My legs felt like lead.My dress was a masterpiece, it trailed behind me, so long it required two attendants to manage it. I should have felt beautiful in it, and maybe I did for a fleeting second when I first saw myself in the mirror. But now, all I could feel was the weight—both literal and figurative. The dress was suffocating, the corset was digging into my ribs, but it was nothing compared to the pressure of the stares and the cameras flashing so bright, they were threatening to blind me.Carlos, My eldest brother and the one I hated the most, walked beside me with the most calm expression, but I could see the curiosity in his eyes ever
MYAWEDDING BELLSHe didn’t need to do much, hell, he didn’t even need to do anything to get me shaking like a leaf. I was sitting on the couch when he strutted in and I was starting to fall asleep because of how comfortable it was but he came in and it suddenly felt like I was sitting on a prickly rock. He stood by the fireplace, adjusting his cufflinks with an air of authority that only made me feel smaller.“The wedding is tomorrow,” he said, his tone flat and unexcited, as though this wasn’t the biggest thing happening in my life right now. “It’ll be grand, public, and impossible to ignore. After that, we’ll go on a honeymoon.”Honeymoon? My stomach flipped. I froze, staring at him, but he didn’t even look at me. I could feel the heat creeping up my neck as my nerves kicked into overdrive. A honeymoon? With him? Did that mean what I think it means?I swallowed hard, trying to steady my voice. “Honeymoon?” I managed to say, though it came out quieter than I’d intended.That was whe