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Chapter 35 - Belong To You
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Ahankara stood outside the room, waiting for Raaj Mata Hansa Bai to grant her permission to enter. Her heart was knocking at her ribs, and she could feel beads of sweat start to form on her forehead. She had no idea how her meeting would end up, whether Hansa Bai would admit to the wrongs she had done, or would straight off deny it all. She knew Hansa Bai hated her, and even if she didn't earlier, she hated her now.
"Bhabhi Sa," Shivanya grinned as she stepped out of her mother's room.
Shivanya and Phool had no idea about what had happened.
"Shivanya," Ahankara smiled. "How are you?"
"I'm good Bhabhi Sa, why are you standing here? Is everything okay?" She asked.
"I'm actually waiting to meet Raaj Mata, I have to talk to her about something very important," Ahankara replied.
"Oh, then I guess you shouldn't waste time. Why don't you go inside? I'm sure Maa Sa won't mind," Sh
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