"Welcome to Adibar," Ahankara nodded. "So what brings you here?" She asked, her eyes back on Yashvir.
"You," Yashvir replied, taking another step in her direction. This time she remained rooted to her spot, since she did not want to seem intimidated by his supposed 'greatness'.
"Forgive me, Yuvraj, but flirting with a Princess does not fit someone of your status," Ahankara replied, and gasps escaped the mouths of most her maids. They looked at Yashvir in fear, scared that he would be offended, but Yashvir only smiled in response.
"There is a very real difference between being honest, and flirting, Ahankara," Yashvir replied, and Ahankara's expression hardened.
"I would appreciate it if you'd address me as Rajkumari Ahankara. I don't think we are friends, so I don't see why you should call me by my first name," she said, holding her head up high.
"I see," he smirked, nodding. "So, Ahankara, I think you should get back to the palace now. Wouldn't want any other strangers to walk in on you having a good time."
Ahankara clenched her jaw, and her grip on her shawl tightened. Normally, she would not be angered so easily. But there was something about this man that was aggravating her. Firstly his reputation as the arrogant Prince of Kalang had just been proved before her, and more over, he had also turned out to be misogynistic, ordering her to go back to her Palace just because she was a woman. Who was he to do that? Who gave him the right to?
"As I mentioned earlier, no one else comes here. You are an outsider, which is why you did not know the rules. Besides, I will go back when I want to. I only take orders from the Maharaja of Adibar. No one else," Ahankara replied, trying her best not to sound extremely rude.
"I like the sound of that," Yashvir smirked, almost looking at her with pride in his eyes. Ahankara frowned at his expression, bothered by the way he was staring at her. She noticed as his eyes once again trailed down her body, and she held the shawl tighter around herself, feeling uncomfortable.
"We will leave now. You are welcome in our Kingdom, and you can stop by the Palace if you need to see my brother. I'll inform him of your arrival. Khamma Ghani (Many Blessings)," she gave him a court nod.
"Ghani khamma," he nodded as well. "However, I feel the need to escort you back to your Palace. The sun has gone down, and I don't feel it is safe for a Princess to be roaming the streets of the Kingdom at night."
"That won't be necessary," Ahankara replied. "My people love and respect me, and they are used to this routine of mine. So you do not have to worry. Thank you for your concern."
"Very well, then. We will be back on our way to Kalang. Hope to see you again, Rajkumari," Yashvir replied, taking a good look at the Princess. He did not want to leave, but he knew he had to. He had to leave in order to come back.
Ahankara offered no response, except for a polite smile, while in her mind, she said only one thing.
Hope to never see you again, Yuvraj Yashvir Rathore.
- - - -
"The audacity of that man!" Ahankara said in disbelief, throwing her shawl on the bed. Neharika pursed her lips, and quietly picked it up, folding it neatly. "Who does he think he is? Some kind of King?"
"He will be soon. Of Kalang," Neharika frowned, shrugging.
"Yes, but he is not one at the moment!" Ahankara scowled, pacing around the room. "No one has ever talked to me that way. No one. Not even my own brother!"
"Well," Neharika smiled sheepishly, "you wouldn't expect your brother to flirt with you..."
Ahankara stopped, and crossed her arms across her chest, her eyes narrowed dangerously at Neharika. Neharika's eyes widened, and she bit her lip, smiling.
"He was very arrogant Rajkumari," Neharika nodded in agreement to the Princess. "He should have watched his words. His behaviour towards you was quite questionable.
Ahankara sighed, walking over to her bed and plopping down on it, lying down on her back.
"He ruined my mood," she said softly, frowning.
Neharika sat down beside her, wondering whether she should speak her mind or not.
"Do it," Ahankara rolled her eyes. "Say what you want to."
"You'll get angry," Neharika whispered timidly.
"Just say it. Or your stomach will hurt all night," Ahankara sighed.
"He was quite handsome, wasn't he?" Neharika said excitedly, pursing her lips together to suppress her smile. "All the maids kept giggling on the way back. I even heard them talking about him."
Ahankara frowned, confused. She blinked, reminiscing his features. His silky, dark hair falling over his forehead, his intimidating tall height, his deep, manly voice. Even the structure of his face, prominent cheekbones and a sharp jawline, littered with a light beard. Now that she thought about him, she realized Neharika was actually right.
"He looked okay," she waved off, not willing to admit that she found him handsome too. It was against her pride and honour to do that.
"He was more than okay," Neharika giggled. "Did you see his eyes? They held such a sense of power, almost as if he could burn you with his gaze."
"Yeah, no," Ahankara instantly disagreed. "He had the eyes of a pervert," she said, sitting up. "Did you see how shamelessly he was staring at me? His gaze was so full of lust. He is the first man to ever stare at me in such a... Lewd manner!"
"You can't really blame him, Rajkumari. Any man who saw you would stare. You are exquisitely beautiful. I feel you have the beauty of Maa Parvati (mother Parvati, a Hindu Goddess)," Neharika said, smiling.
Ahankara sighed, before smiling back at her. "You flatter me, Neharika."
"No, Rajkumari, I don't need to. You already love me too much," Neharika laughed, and Ahankara chuckled as well.
"Hmm. But the Palace guards and soldiers are men too. They don't stare at me like that," Ahankara pointed out.
"They don't have a death wish," Neharika laughed. "Who would dare to stare at the Princess of Adibar? It requires guts, Rajkumari."
"So you're saying he is brave?" Ahankara raised an eyebrow.
"I'm saying he is bold," Neharika replied. "And probably brave too. We have been hearing the tales of his courage since a long time now, as well as of how good looking he is."
"You're forgetting the ones about his cruelty," Ahankara added, making the smile disappear from Neharika's face.
"We don't know they are true for sure," she shrugged.
"The other rumours proved to be right," Ahankara raised her eyebrows, shrugging.
"You mean you accept he is good looking?" Neharika teased.
"No," Ahankara replied instantly. "I meant his arrogance."
"Oh, right," Neharika nodded, biting her lip to suppress her smile. "But Rajkumari, by the way he was looking at you, I think there was something going on in his mind."
"So you're a psychic too now, huh?" Ahankara teased.
"No, but I can tell when someone is... Well, up to something," Neharika replied.
"And what was he up to?" Ahankara asked, amused.
"I have a feeling he fell in love with you," she giggled, making Ahankara's eyes widen.
"Haye Bhagwan (Oh God)! Don't utter such nonsense Neharika!" she scolded.
"I'm sorry, Rajkumari," Neharika laughed out loud, standing up and moving away from her before Ahankara could slap her on the head.
"I think I've given you too much freedom. You're starting to talk a lot of rubbish without thinking," Ahankara said glaring at her.
"I'm sorry, forgive me," Neharika apologized while holding her ear, biting back her smile. Ahankara narrowed her eyes at her, before sighing in defeat and looking away. She knew there was no point of scolding the girl. She had always treated her like a friend, and that was how Neharika was behaving. Like her best friend. Actually, like her only friend in the entire world. Palace life was indeed very lonely.
"Draw me a bath, please. I need to clear my head. That stupid Prince ruined my day. I'll go straight to sleep after that," Ahankara said while running a hand through her long hair.
"At once, Rajkumari," Neharika smiled, before walking away to do her work.
Ahankara laid back down, a frown on her face.
"Stupid, arrogant Prince," she muttered, rolling her eyes. His flirtatious words, and rude, misogynistic remarks replayed in her memory, and she once again felt her blood boil. "Who did he think he is, to order me around like that?" She whispered in disbelief. "'Go back to the Palace'," she mimicked his voice. "Huh. As if I would listen to him. As if I am supposed to answer to him. He may be a Crown Prince, but he is that of Kalang. Not of Adibar. How dare he try to command the Princess of Adibar? And that too in her own Kingdom? If my brother found out, he would probably wage a war against him for this!" She continued talking to herself.
'I hope I never see him again,' she thought, closing her eyes now, taking deep breaths to calm her mind.
Little did she know, that destiny, as well as Yuvraj Yashvir Rathore, both had a different plan for her.
- - - - -
"What do you mean you don't want the crown anymore?!" Maharani (Queen) Hansa Bai's voice echoed in the room."I said what I said," Yashvir shrugged, as maids massaged his body with different oils. He was lying shirtless on his stomach on a charpoy (a bedstead of woven webbing stretched on a wooden frame on four legs), his forearms supporting his head like a pillow. Yashvir did not even bother to open his eyes and look up at his mother, too relaxed and lost in Ahankara's thoughts.The beautiful Princess of Adibar."Leave us," the Queen ordered the women, and they instantly stood up, bowed their heads in respect and exited the room.Yashvir sighed, now opening his eyes."I am asking you something, Yashvir. What nonsense did you just utter, and that too in front of all those servants? How dare you?" Hansa Bai scolded.Yashvir clenched his jaw, now standing up from the charpoy, and stood before his mother."I will not take the crown until you ge
"Rajkumari? What are you doing here?" Neharika asked, walking up to Ahankara, who was silently staring at the night sky."Hmm?" Ahankara hummed absent-mindedly."What are you..." Neharika paused to yawn, trying to keep her eyes open. "What are you doing in the balcony at this time of the night?""Do you think the Moon ever feels lonely?" Ahankara questioned, blinking up at it."What kind of a question is that?" Neharika frowned."It looks really lonely to me.""Well," Neharika sighed. "It has a million lovers staring up at it in the darkness of the night. The Moon is their only light in the sea of black.""But they are just people who stare at her from far off, they only use her as a source of light, to drown their own darkness," Ahankara frowned, now looking at Neharika."That may also be true, but they do admire its beauty," Neharika pointed out."But that's not enough. They just use her, for her light. Deep down they want to s
"You look beautiful, Rajkumari," Neharika complimented, while helping Ahankara wear her last bangle."I don't want to," Ahankara sighed. "I had to dress up-""Because your brother will scold you if you don't. I know. You've repeated that sentence a hundred times already," Neharika finished for her, and Ahankara sighed again."What if-" Ahankara began, but she was once again interrupted, this time by a knock on her door. "Who is it?" She rolled her eyes, standing up from her chair."Rajkumari Ahankara? It's Meena," the person replied. Ahankara took a deep breath to calm her nerves, before gesturing at Neharika to let her in."Khamma Ghanni Rajkumari," Meena greeted as soon as she entered the room, a huge smile on her face."Ghanni Khamma. What is it?" Ahankara questioned."You look stunning, Rajkumari Ahankara! This royal blue lehenga looks so beautiful on you!" She beamed at her."Thank you, Meena," Ahankara offered her a small smile.
"I know," Yashvir smirked, making Ahankara's eyes widen. Her brother would kill her if he found out that they had met before, and Ahankara had not even bothered to inform him about it."You know...?" Karan Singh frowned."I mean that's what I guessed," Yashvir replied. "Khamma Ghanni." Yashvir smirked at her, and even while her brother was standing right beside her, she found him giving her a once over. Ahankara clenched his jaw, glancing at her brother to see if he noticed, but he looked too busy in talking to Kabir.'Of course,' Ahankara thought to herself, feeling extremely annoyed."Khamma, Ghanni, Rajkumari Ahankara," Yashvir repeated each word slowly, slightly leaning in towards her. She startled when he did that, and stepped back, blinking at him in shock. Ahankara could see the glint of mischief in his eyes, and the ghost of a smirk upon his lips. Immediately, she felt her blood boil.
"We will leave your Palace tomorrow morning. After that you have three days to decide, whether you want us to become relatives, or enemies," Yashvir declared."You can't do that, Yuvraj!" Karan Singh replied, almost shaking with rage. Meanwhile Yashvir looked awfully calm."Says who?" Yashvir smirked. "I am the crown Prince of Kalang. I can go to war with any Kingdom I want, for whatsoever reason. No other Kingdom will dare to stand against us.""What... What will you achieve by this?" Karan Singh frowned, sighing in defeat as he looked at him in question.Yashvir smiled, and his eyes softened."Ahankara."- - - -"Rajkumari?" Someone knocked on the door multiple times, sounding extremely agitated."Come in," Ahankara frowned, exchanging a bewildered look with Neharika.Meena entered the room and closed th
"Rajkumari?" Neharika asked with wide eyes, running up to her. She gently turned Ahankara around so she would face her, and wiped away her tears. "What happened, why are you crying?""I don't wanna marry him, Neharika," she sobbed."Just calm down first," Neharika replied, leading her to her bed and making her sit down. She then knelt on the ground before her, taking her hands in his. "Now tell me what happened."Ahankara related the whole incident to her, whilst tears continued to roll down her cheeks, and Neharika kept wiping them away from time to time. Finally she poured a glass of water and handed it to her, while Ahankara calmed down a bit and drank from it."Now, what are you gonna do?" Neharika asked."I don't know, Neha," Ahankara sniffed. "I don't want to marry him, but I don't want to be the reason my Kingdom goes to war. So many innocent people will lose their lives. And over w
Ahankara quickly ran to her room, and closed the door behind herself, also proceeding to lock it. She took deep breaths, trying to calm her nerves, as her heart hammered away in her chest. She realized she was shivering, and she held her shawl closer to herself as she was feeling something completely foreign.Never before had any man came that close to her, or talked to her that way. And the worst part was, she did not even feel utterly disgusted by it. She sighed, still catching her breath, and made her way to the large mirror in her room, throwing her shawl aside. Ahankara stared at herself, as his words echoed in her mind."How can the Moon be in the sky, when it is standing right in front of me?"Heat crept up her cheeks, before she scowled at herself.How dare he say that to her? As if it was the most normal thing to say to a Princess? Had he been taught no morals, no etiquettes?
With every passing minute, the burden and pressure on Ahankara's mind and heart seemed to get heavier. She had delayed the decision as much as possible, but it was now the last day, the third day after Yashvir had left her Palace. This was the day she had to make her choice, whether she would destroy the lives of thousands of her soldiers, or just her own.She stood in the balcony, watching the sky, as the clear blue gradually morphed into shades of orange and pink, making her heart feel heavier and heavier with every passing second."Ahankara?" Maharaja Karan Singh walked up to her, his eyes sullen.She quickly wiped away her tear, turning her face away from him."Yes, Bhai Sa?" She forced a smile."It's time. If we don't send a messenger by nightfall, he won't reach the Palace in time, and that Yuvraj will return with an army. So unless you chose war, you need to let me know what it will
Few Months Later"You okay?" Yashvir asked softly, pulling Ahankara to his chest."Yeah," she whispered, her gaze downcast."Look at me," he demanded, brushing her hair away from her face. Ahankara hesitated, but obliged, her glassy eyes meeting with his concerned ones. "Hey, my Love," Yashvir frowned, pulling her into a hug. She held onto his shirt, and sniffed, as tears left her eyes. "Ahankara... Stop crying my Beautiful Rose. I don't like your tears, you know that.""Hmm," she mumbled, but continued to shake with silent cries."Ahankara, you know this had to happen one day, right?" He asked. "She had to go some day.""I know, but it still hurts. I miss her so much already," Ahankara muttered, burying her face into his chest.He caressed her back, and the back of her head, hoping to calm her down. "If I had known this would happen, I wo
"I knew it was of no use! I knew it! Why would you listen to me, after all? I've never truly believed in you before this," he said, scowling. He wiped away his tears, and turned around, storming to the door of his bedroom. He opened it and was about to walk out, when a small, soft voice fell upon his ears, making him freeze."Y-Yashvir?"His eyes widened and his breath caught in his throat, as he slowly turned around. His gaze fell directly upon Ahankara, whose eyes were open now, and staring back at him. A tear of happiness left his eye, and he instantly rushed to her, taking her hands into his."Are you okay? God I missed you so much," he whispered, leaning in and kissing her forehead."Wh-what happened?" Ahankara whispered, frowning. "I don't... I..." She trailed off."Wait, let me get the doctor," Yashvir said in alarm, running to the door. He ordered a guard outside to fetch the docto
A Week Later Yashvir entered the room, his jaw clenched as tears pricked his vision. His lower lip quivered and he pursed his lips, looking away from Ahankara's sleeping self and taking in a deep breath. He slowly made his way to her, and sat down beside her, unsure of what to do. The only thing he knew was, his wife was in a coma, and there was nothing he could do to help her. All his wealth as a King, his power, his physical strength, nothing would prove helpful. He was completely helpless as he stared at her closed eyes, her unmoving body.A sob escaped his lips and tears fell from his eyes, as he leaned down and placed his head on her shoulder. Hearing the sound of her breathing, and feeling her heart beat calmed him down slightly, reminding him that he had not lost her completely. She could still wake up, still come back to him."Ahankara," he said softly, sniffing, as he took her ha
"I don't understand, Kunwar Sa. Why would you choose me?" Neharika whispered, a tear escaping her eye. "You could choose any beautiful Princess, anyone at all... Why me?""Why is it so hard for you to admire yourself?" Ranvijay frowned. He walked up to her, and gently took her arms, turning her around so she would face him. "I like you. I like everything about you. Your simplicity, your wit, your grace. You, Neharika. I don't care about any fancy Princess out there, about anyone who isn't you. Because you're the one I want in my life.""Your family would never acce-""It's a good thing I don't have any family then, right?" Ranvijay cut her off. "I only have an Uncle, and his family. And they don't have anything to say to me, they don't care. They mind their own business, I mind mine.""But what if-""Shh," Ranvijay placed his index finger on her lips, making her silent again. "Trust me."
"I'm not playing with her feelings," Ranvijay frowned, crossing his arms over his chest."Bullshit," Yashvir narrowed his eyes at him. "Why else would you be messing around with her? You know she's not a Princess.""So what?" Ranvijay scoffed. "Since when do you care about titles? Even if Ahankara had not been a Princess, I'm sure you would still have married her."Yashvir raised am eyebrow at him. "I would, but are you serious? You wanna marry Neharika?""Look, I haven't decided yet. I need a few days around her, obviously. You tell me, is she nice a girl?" Ranvijay asked."Of course, why else would I be concerned about her? But she cannot handle a Kingdom, that's for sure. She's intelligent, no doubt, but you know Princesses receive certain training since a young age," Yashvir explained."She must have been on Ahankara's side when she received hers," Ranvijay shrugged.
Neharika stood beside Ahankara, throwing flowers at Kabir and Ananya, who walked around the sacred fire, fulfilling their last wedding ritual. Her eyes accidentally met with those of the man standing beside Yashvir, and he smirked, causing her to blush and immediately look away. Realizing that Yashvir was calmly conversing with him, Neharika lightly nudged Ahankara's arm."Yeah?" Ahankara asked softly, turning her head to look at her."Who's he? The man beside Maharaj," Neharika questioned, her voice lowered to a whisper."Who?" Ahankara frowned, looking in his direction. "Oh he. That's Rajkumar Ranvijay Samrat. He's a childhood friend of Yashvir, Ananya and Kabir. He was too busy at the time of our wedding so he couldn't show up. Why are you asking?""He's a Rajkumar?" Neharika asked softly, meeting his gaze again as she felt her heart sink."Yeah... Is everything okay?" Ahankara frowned,
Yashvir walked inside the room, his gaze meeting Ahankara's as she offered him a small, tired smile. He walked up to the bed and sat down beside her, after which everyone else left the room, except the doctor."Is she okay?" Yashvir asked, looking up at the doctor as he took Ahankara's hand in his. "Thank you for showing up on such short notice. The Palace doctor is out of town.""It's an honour, Maharaj. And your wife will be perfectly fine very soon. I would, however, suggest you take special care of her from now on. Such an accident could potentially harm your baby. You're lucky she-""What?" Ahankara and Yashvir said in unison, their expressions mirroring each other's."Did you say baby?" Yashvir asked in disbelief, frowning."Um, yeah," the doctor nodded, smiling. "You two weren't aware? She looks eight weeks to me.""I told you!" Ahankara breathed, her eyes turning g
Ahankara carried the tray of colors to the bed, her lips pressed into a thin line as she tried to suppress her smile. She placed it on the side table, watching to make sure Yashvir was fast asleep. She sat down beside him, careful not to move the bed too much, and took some of the pink color into her hand. Grinning, she slowly brought her hand towards his face, but before she could touch him, Yashvir woke up with a jolt and caught hold of her wrist. Ahankara gasped as he pulled her closer, his eyes narrowed dangerously."What do you think you're doing?" He asked."I... Uh..." She muttered, biting her lip as her gaze flickered from him to her hand, and back to his face. She realize her closed fist was vertically above his cheek, and she grinned before unclenching it, causing the color to fall onto his face."Ahankara!" Yashvir snapped, closing his eyes and scrunching up his nose."Happy Holi," Ahankara smil
Yashvir held onto Ahankara's hand from behind, his other hand resting on her waist. His warm breath tickled her ear as he leaned in to her, placing his chin on her shoulder."Keep your eyes on your target," Yashvir whispered, before he made her swing the sword around. "And then attack.""Hmm," Ahankara replied, her breath hitching and her heart beat pacing. His close proximity was making it difficult for her to focus, and a small, bashful smile stretched across her lips."Keep your grip firm, or the sword will be knocked out of your hands," he said, tightening his fingers around hers. "And don't just use the blade. You can use every part of the sword to your advantage.""How?" Ahankara asked, turning her head to look up at him. He leaned in and touched his nose against hers, gently nudging, before he pressed his lips to hers. She kissed him back, closing her eyes, as she let go of the sword, letting it fal