On that day, she had went to the company and the HR had directed her to the training department and for a week, she was given the training and after that she was supposed to pass an exam which she did. Now today, she was to meet the main people whom she would be working with.
"I'm the Secretary of Chief Financial Officer of this company. My name is Rafay alvi," The person introduced himself to Sheharzaad, who sat infront him.
Sheharzaad gave a nod of understanding to him.
"There are total 4 financial officers, one of them is chief while the other 3 works under him. Due to high work load, CFO, Mr. Ijaz had decided to keep 2 assistants. One is me and the other is you,"
"Ok, sir,"
"And your degree is in management and finance?"
"Yes, sir,"
"Good. Mr. Ijaz office is on 27th floor. The floor comprise of the rooms of the five important officers of company along with the CEO, Mr. Shehryaar Haider Syed,"
"Ok,"
"So let's show you your office," Rafay said, and led her towards the elevator as they both got in and he pressed the button, 27.
"What was your name?" Rafay asked her, once they were alone.
"Sheharzaad...Sheharzaad Qureshi,"
"Nice name,"
She didn't answer him. She found his compliment unnecessary.
"Why have you people specifically called me. Even my interview wasn't conducted," She asked.
"You had submitted your CV, right? We checked it and called you because you were the only one that had a degree in management and finance, that is why," Came his response. "And we like your projects as well," he answered, skipping the part out of him requesting her CV to forward to the Mr. Ijaz.
She was internally relieved now as Amna's question was repeatedly coming in her mind that why only her? It seemed like Amna was being too skeptical specially after that hotel incident.
"Okay," she shortly answered. Meanwhile, he continued talking to her but she only gave short responses as she didn't open up with people easily, specially the opposite gender.
Men were vultures, according to her. And the simple proof was what she witnessed that night in the hotel and what she experienced on daily basis. Every single men would turn around and eye a woman from head to toe when a woman would walk past them. On daily basis, she had experienced their hungry eyes checking out her and every other woman.
The door ringed open and they reached on the 27th floor. She stepped out but suddenly she felt like she got a push or something that she was about to fell, when Rafay held her arms. She instantly became active and snatched herself away from him. Instinctively, she rubbed her arm where his hands were.
"I'll show you the way," he said and moved ahead while she followed behind. The floor was spacious and so vast and big. the area was triple the size of the house where she lived in.
As soon as you would enter there was a vast lounge that was surrounded with glass walls. You could see clouds from those glass. The area was beautiful and gave her those office-like vibes. To the left was a kitchenette and to right waiting area. The floor was voluminous and capacious, almost all the offices were present along that lounge but to left there was a corridor. It wasn't quite a corridor, narrow and thin rather it was widened and even she could see that there were some rooms along that dilated corridor. She gave a cursory glance to see what's the end of that corridor and she could see a spacious lounge over there too. That area was kind of kept private from all the rooms that were present on the floor.
"That's CEO'S chamber. His office, his secretary office is there and along the corridor are those rooms where you have to get permission from, before reaching CEO's office. If there is a serious problem, a dead serious one, that the people sitting in these rooms can't solve then you can go to CEO. Otherwise most of the problems are taken care of before they reach Mr. Shehryaar,"
"Oh, it means he is a private person?"
"Yes, very much. There's Mr. Ijaz's office, the CFO. Let's go,"
Soon, she was assigned a personal cabin. It was very near to Mr. Ijaz's office. Now, she was sitting on her chair and going through the file that was given to her.
She had a small meeting with Mr. Ijaz and he told her that there were tons of work to do and she might have to stay a little long. She had instantly agreed because she was here to work and second, she wanted to impress her boss as well. In that way, he would also assist her in getting a loan from the company.
Before entering into this building, Sheharzaad had decided that within two to three weeks, she would apply for a loan. And as the amount would be huge then definitely there would be difficulties in getting the loan. So if she would have her boss, Mr Ijaz on her side then definitely the circumstances would become more flexible for her.
She was going through the file and was asked to review it and perfom audits on financial statements and the reports. She began to do her task and as it was her first day, she was facing difficulties in understanding the figures and coping with the enormous amounts when Rafay came in her cabin.
He sat on the chair infront her table and asked, "do you need any help, Miss. Sheharzaad,"
"Yes, sir. Can you help me in decoding the figures here. I'm thinking to make a statistical analysis of last five years so it could be more evident and lucid to one yet I'm unable to comprehend what's going on here," she said, pointing at a line.
"Show me the file. I will assist," he said, rolling his chair closer to her. She placed the file on the table and he sat next to her. And they both began to work.
As soon as they both were done, he left the office and her skeptical grey eyes looked at his retreating back. His 'accidental' touch leaving a lingering feeling on her hand. Sheharzaad didn't know but she thought, he continuously touched her hand and kicked at her feet on purpose. Because on and on, and out of nowhere he would place his hand on her or hit her foot through his, yet she would ignore it thinking it might be a co-incidence.
Since, it was kind of her official first day so she let it go. She thought she was being too skeptical. Atleast, he helped her in understanding the file and brushed the thought away.
As Mr. Ijaz had said, she was handed a dozens of file and instead of understanding it from Rafay, she went to Ijaz who gave her an idea and she was a quick learner, she immediately grasped it. The training sessions were very useful otherwise she couldn't do anything.
A dozens of files were given to her for review and report and she was supposed to submit the work by tomorrow so she decided to go to home once her work would be done. At 7 pm sharp, Rafay, again came in her cabin.
"Won't you go home?" He asked.
"Once I'm done with the assigned task, I will. I have to submit it by tomorrow," she told.
"You know, you can go home. I'll talk with Mr. Ijaz,"
"No. Thankyou very much, Mr. Rafay, I will manage. I'm here to work," her tone came out polite and professional yet she didn't like what he was trying to imply.
She was here to work and she can do it without his help. She didn't need to rely on him. He had the same post as hers so there was no need to act as if she was less than him and she would have to rely on him.
"Okay, Sheharzaad," he said, his voice holding an edge.
Only Sheharzaad?
"Yes, Mr. Rafay," She on purposely called him 'Mr' indirectly asking her to be professional with her.
He didn't say anything and left and she got herself to work again.
She didn't keep the track of time and when she was done with all her work, she was surprised to know it was 11:30 already. She didn't even inform Amna that she would come late. Given how stressed Amna would become, she quickly began to pack her things and took out the key of her cabin and locked the door of her room. The light was coming out from the glass walls of her room only while the whole floor was swirling with silence and darkness.
She was lowkey afraid yet she wasn't admitting it because if she admitted it, she would become more afraid. Her hands slightly shivered as she was turning the lock of her cabin and for unknown reasons, her heart began to pummel within her chest and she slowly began to mutter ayat-al-kursi under her lips.
That scene from the hotel was running in her mind and when she looked around herself, there was just lonliness and darkness. The floor was dimly lit. That hotel incident did affect her mentally.
'Don't or you'll die'
That voice whispered again in her ears overpowering her fear.
She turned around and hurriedly began to move towards the lift while struggling to open the zip of her purse so she could take her phone out and place the keys within her bag. She was walking and walking without looking up when suddenly she crashed into someone and at that exact moment the office drowned in utter darkness as the light was out.
She shrieked and was almost falling down on the floor, when she felt two firm hands on the small of her back and she was pushed up. Now her hands were resting against someone's chest that prolly most was a man, rather a giant man. She could feel his well built and muscular chest underneath him and an earthy and minty scent came off of him.
As she gained balance, she got herself out from his grip and stepped back. Her chest cavity expanding with her slow and shallow breaths that implied, she was fretful.
"Th..thanks," she said and on the cue the floor illuminated again. Her eyes landed on the person who stood infront him. His muscular chest was cladded in a white shirt, the first two buttons of it was opened, his sleeves were folded up revealing her veiny arms. His eyes had that very pinning or intense appearance. He looked enigmatic. He had that tinge of broodiness in him, as to her, he looked darkly menacing. A certain coldness and quietness had enveloped him. Specially the metallic shards through which he was staring into her soul.
"I'm...I'm sorry," she apologized, "and thanks," muttering, she moved past him.
"Careful," his faint yet dark voice reached her ears and for some odd reason his voice made goosebumps stand on her body.
She didn't give an answer to him and quickly entered the lift. The thought that only both of them were alone on the floor was provoking ominous assumptions in her mind.
She entered the elevator and when she reversed her direction, she found him staring at her whilst his hands were in his pockets and his eyes staring into hers. The doors closed atlast and she released a breath. For some strange reasons, she felt chills raising on her spine that was why she held her breath. She felt like he was not upto any good, he didn't give her that colorful vibes. All she felt was coldness.
She brushed off of her thoughts. After that hotel incident, she had gotten way too much skeptical.
..............
"Shehryaar Haider Syed," A voice called out at him and he, who was busy in his office work, looked up. His grey eyes pinning that person, "aka the bastard,"
Shehryaar stood up from his position and stuffed his hands in his pockets and gave him a good look.
"Zaroon junaid," he called out his name, "aka the fucker? Serves you well?"
"Well n well," he haughtily said, while moving closer and spread his arms wide before engulfing his friend in a hug.
"When did you come?" Shehryaar asked.
"A week ago" he said as they both approached to the sofa and settled themselves down.
They both got occupied in their usual chit-chats, that basically comprised of business, football which was Shehryaar's favourite sport and at the end Zaroon's favourite topic, his friend's marriage.
"My mother has sent an order for you. This time around, it's not an advice,"
"For me to marry. Ahaan?"
"Exactly. She is saying next time she would be coming to Pakistan must be the occasion of your marriage,"
He just gave a dry chuckle to that.
"Fuck me. Everybody wants so,"
"Don't you like any girl?"
"No," his smug response came.
"Then what about marriage?!"
"What you want my answer to be?"
"That, I want to marry. On a serious note, won't you ever get marry?"
"There's much more to do in my life than marriage. And don't start again, Zaroon. You know I don't want to marry,"
"Yeah I know. You despise woman,"
"Don't start again. I warn,"
"Yo bro, listen. Don't see everyone from the same perspective,"
"So are we talking about that? What you have got to say this time around that would have me to dislocate your jaw, again,""
"Get over her,"
He frowned and looked at him. "The fuck?"
"You're still struck on her,"
And a punch landed on his face that busted his lips.
"What the fuck. shehryaar?"
"I can do more than that,"
"I just stated a fact,"
"Don't assume things," his tone was harsh and crisp that made his friend shut-up. "You only know the fraction of me that I allow you to see. Don't establish facts about me when you don't have an absolute idea of who I actually am. The next time I saw you repeating the same words again, for sure I'd have bleeding knuckles and you, a broken skull," His voice came out grave and dark. Zaroon knew, he was serious. Rather very serious.
"Fine. I won't talk about that anymore. Let's not get too serious,"
"I've some work to do. You can go,"
"Don't act like a pregnant woman now, shehryaar,"
"What more you have to say?"
"I came here to chill out with you after such a long time,"
"You know I'm private about many things and I don't like to discuss those things with anyone. Be it a friend, family a any fucking one,"
"That's fine. I won't talk about that. Yet my statement still stand firm, if she is a slut then that does not mean every other woman is a slut and you won't marry for that reason. I know the notion that you've regarding the womankind. And I don't even want to mention that because my mother, she is a very strong woman, why god gave woman the status of mother?"
"Bearing a child and being a mother are two different things. Even a prostitute can bear a child,"
"I wish you will come across someone who will change your views regarding her kind,"
"I wish that too," Shehryaar scoffed.
"You'll come across her. I bet, sooner or later but you would,"
He laughed it off. He knew he was a hopeless case. Zaroon's lecture won't bore any fruit.
"Is that so?"
"Yes it is just make marriage your thing,"
He kept quite and didn't answer Zaroon as if contemplating. After a few seconds with himself, he spoke, "You know I won't. I won't marry at all. I'm fine with fucks. Not more than that can a woman have a role in my life. I extract pleasure and they take my money. That's it. Even if I'd feel any attraction, a mere fuck would be enough to get over her because you know what, I show them money and they are ready to open their legs for me. I've never came across someone whom I'd have an utter temptation to get my hands on. Unique, captivating, enticing and definitely not a slut. Who would make me run for her, who without trying would force me to achieve her, who make me obsessed of her. Show me, if there's any like that," he expressed. It was the rarest time of year as Shehryaar Haider Syed expressed himself.
"I know someone that might fit into your definition," Zaroon spoke, his tone smug.
"Who?"
"Sheharaad,"
"Sheharzaad who?"
"Sheharzaad Qureshi," Zaroon reiterated, "I saw her at your office today as I was coming in now,"
"How do you know her?"
"University times. I was a teacher at her university and even got a chance to teach her as well. You know, she is pretty and the boys used to worship the ground she walked on. It wasn't only due to beauty of her face but also beauty of her character. She had a great, great character. I always found her protecting her dignity and preserving her chastity. I've never ever seen her to even turn around and notice as much as an inch of the guy who'd be staring at her. She never brought them into her notice and that had made those perverts to strive more and more for her. And today I saw her walking out of this building,"
"She has grey eyes," he stated, more to himself.
"Yes. You know her?"
"Maybe,"
"She is a nice girl. Marry her, Shehryaar. I guess she'd upto your standard. She would make you change all the revolting views you've for women,"
"Aren't you being too so fast?"
"I am but I don't want you to marry at 50,"
"Don't worry bout that," Shehryaar said and took out his phone to demand some details from one of his officers.
'Any recruitment on my floor?' he texted and the reply came back within seconds.
'Yes sir. An additional secretary to Mr. Ijaz. Ms. Sheharzaad Qureshi,'
'Her details'
'Give me a minute, please. I'll forward her file to you,'
Within a minute, he had her file in his hand as he was going through it. The file contained all her info. Where did she live. Her university. Her projects. CGPA. CV. Everything.
"What are you doing?" Zaroon asked him.
"Going through her file,"
"What? Why?" he questioned, curiously.
"Maybe, I would also want to bed her," he answered playfully while putting his phone away as he was done analysing her file.
"No fucking way you are going to do that,"
"There is a reason people call me unexpected, Zaroon,"
"Are you literally going to do that?"
"Let the fate play it's game, Zaroon,"
"Let's see then. And hat about her?" Zaroon asked, his voice getting serious. Shehryaar stopped and moved his thick lashes up, looking at Zaroon.
His grey eyes getting darker than he had ever witnessed.
"She begs me for death, each day and each night," he stated with mirth but his eyes got soulless within seconds, "she had tried to kill herself many times so I've cut her hand and I'm eagerly waiting that she would make this attempt again," he continued and Zaroon could feel a shiver travelling down his spine, his face losing colors which Shehryaar noticed but he continued, "so I can cut her other hand too,"
Zaroon gave no reaction, that was most expected and at the same time unexpected from Shehryaar.
A mirthless and deadly laugh was apparent on his lips, making devil appear in his eyes as he ecstatically imagined the state he had put that girl in. Zaroon knew he liked to torture and for a moment he thought, he made a mistake by mentioning Shehrzaad to Shehryaar. He did make a mistake.
Because if she would come into his notice, her life would never be same again.
But thing was, she already had entered his radar.
........
Two weeks already had passed since she officially joined the company. Her upline was content with her work and considered her as the asset of the company given the amount of hard work she put in, in her work. One thing she noticed and had her disturbed was Rafay. She had gauged out he was not the good guy because upon regular intervals, he would somehow try find a mean by which he could touch her. 'Accidentally' placing his hand on hers, making her fall so he could grasp her. Touching her and then apologizing, saying it was a coincidence but she knew it wasn't a coincidence at all. He was enjoying harassing her. She had been trying to find the right time to address this matter to him that what he was doing was not right but she was waiting for a reason as she would be applying for a loan within a week. She directly couldn't tell this to her boss because she was new in this company and Rafay could manipulate the situation in his own favour. They would definitely prefer Rafay to Sheh
The whole night he kept on turning sides on his bed. Whenever he would close his eyes, her face would come infront him. All the scenes kept on playing in his mind. The moment when he first saw her, when she crashed into his chest. In the lift, her saving the child that day and at the hotel when he killed that person who was aiming gun at her. He was unaware himself why he did what he did. He could have let that person kill her and it won't bother him but his hands had moved on their own and shot that man. And of today when her eyes helplessly stared at him, asking for his help. The thing that created a spark in him was recalling the moment when her eyes connected with his. His heart had skipped a beat unknowingly. What was happening to him? Had he began to like her? He shrugged the thought away. It was all because of that bastard Zaroon that had made him about her. Pretty much it was an infatuation and it could get out of his system only by a single fuck. He was sure about tha
"May I come in," she asked, nervousness was evident in her voice. "You already came in, Ms. Sheharzaad," he said with a smile, "what brings you here?" he asked and pointed towards the chair for her to sit. A ghost of smile was apparent on his lips. Sheharzaad sat on the seat just infront his table and fiddled with her fingers out of nervousness. "Speak," he commanded. She looked up and then down towards the table. She was feeling utterly anxious. "I don't know how you will take it as," she started. "Don't beat about the bush," his tone clipped. She looked up at him and gathered the courage. After the last meeting she had with him she was afraid of him. Often at nights his words that he had whispered near her ears would play in her mind like a tape making her sleepless.. "Sir, I am in a dire need of loan. Its very important, my friends life is at stake. I assure you I'll try my best to return the loan asap." She breathlessly said it all. Her eyes were filled with hope and expec
The next day in the office, after contemplating alot she decided to address Shehryaar directly. The whole night she had been gathering courage. His words at one hand kept on increasing her fear of him and at the other hand gave fuel to her rage. She was never the person to go down. Or go down without a fight. Until when she would be afraid of him and keep on running away from him? This needed to stop. She was of the thought if she talked to Shehryaar then he would back off or atleast his rigidness would break to some extent. She so needed to talk directly to him. What did he consider himself? What did he think of himself? Why this arrogance? And why this obsession with her? She needed answers. Standing up on her feet, she began to walk towards his office with quick steps. His secretary tried to stop her from entering his office, saying he was in a meeting but she glared her before violently turning the handle and barged into the office with his secretary standing behind. "Sir, I t
"It is as simple as that, Sheharzaad. You were on my mind and I want to fuck you out of this brain. Regardless of the text, I would have you in my bed. Unknowingly you have became a new obsession of mine and I want to get rid of it as it is an unhealthy infatuation. And there is only one solution to that. You in my bed," he said straightforwardly. Anger condensed in her heart. In a fit of fury she spoke, "you are nothing but a bastard, Shehryaar!" she bellowed. "That I am," he said and stood up from his position. Her heart skipped a beat. He began to come closer towards her. And her brain registered the grave error it had done again. "And you know what I do with one who run their mouth on me?" he questioned, stepping closer and she felt as if the death was approaching her. Anger and fear were two alternate emotions she felt under his presence. She was a hot head by nature but this emotion of fear was something she discovered in herself upon meeting him. He had made her introduce to
She watched him slowly getting up from his large swivel chair and walking towards her. His striking eyes giving her a perusal from head to toe, making her heart beat wide. She wanted to hide from him. With each step, he was taking towards her it was making her legs tremble more and more. The anxiety building up in her mind was evident through her eyes. His face was expressionless and so were his eyes. Dark and cold. Just like every other time. Blinking in her fear, she matched his gaze as he stood infront him. "Agree?" His grave voice asked. "Yes. I agree to your condition," she uttered, "I agree to-to spend a night with you," The sentence alone made her look down with shame. He perched her chin between her hands but she pulled her face away from his grip. "Don't touch me!" she gritted but his hand moved and this time around he dugged his fingers in her cheeks, pulling her face towards him. "Now, I can do more than just touch you. Can't I?" he asked, raising his brows. "Yes, y
"Hello, Sheharzaad," his dark voice came from the other side of phone making chills run down her spine making her breathless within seconds. She stood up from her chair. Her hands that held the phone began to shiver. His voice alone was making her tremble. After that night, She had began to fear him so much. Him, His presence, His voice. Everything. "Why did you call?" She demanded, trying not to show her fear through her voice but her voice shook in the middle. "Don't get breathless, sweetheart," he stated. Smugness exuding from his voice. "I'm not," She denied. "I can feel that. Your breathless voice is instilled in my ears," he tried to remind her of that night. "Say what you-you want to-to say or I'll c-c-cut the c-ca-all," "I dare you," his voice got deep and serious, getting void of the previous playfulness it had. "You can't..... you can't threat me," she made a failed attempt to warn him. "Oh baby. I can do more that just mere threats," She didn't answer, feeling str
She was halfway closing the door when he pushed the door open and entered her room. She took a few steps back hurriedly, creating a safe distance between them before swiftly taking a hold of her dupatta and wrapped it around herself. "What are you doing here?" She spoke in her panic-stricken voice, her eyes looking anywhere but him while he was busy analysing her room and then her. "Sit," he pointed towards the chair. His voice stoic and grave. "I will but....first get-g-get out of my house," She stammered. He frowned. "Are you running that pretty little tongue on me?" He lowered his tone in a threatening yet questioning manner that made her take two more steps backwards. His eyes gave her a penetrating look, daring her to utter something against him. Her form got rebellious as she opened her mouth to speak something. "I swear, I will cut it for you, rather make you cut your own tongue if you uttered as much as a word unless I allow you to speak," he stated. She immediately
His tongue was too heavy to utter anything. He was still in shock, a state of disbelief had still encompassed him. His grey eyes kept on looking and tracing the cracks on the hardened mud of the grave. Dilemma was hitting him, clutching him in its painful paws and tightening its grip on his heart with every second.To say the least, he was baffled.Grave.It was a grave.Grave of his mother.Mother.Who had died decades ago.But still that day was freshened in his mind like yesterday. Every intricate and minor detail was in the back of hiss head.Often those details took shape of a nightmare in his dreams. The soulless and dead eyes of the lady who hung with the ceiling.Utter helplessness on her face.He thought as much that suicide was her last resort. That was why he considered her weak. Considered womankind weak. Considered womankind manipulative, cunning, untrustworthy.But here he sat, near the one, who was the reason those feelings were born within him but this time he cam
He was in ICU. His guard told her that he was driving the car fastly to home and suddenly the his grip loosened, the tyres slipped and the car crashed. She couldn't stop the tears coming out of her eyes. She knew the reason behind his eagerness to get home as fast as he could.It was because of her request to come home early. She felt utter guilt clipping her heart.That guilt too that she has suppressed within her.She still thought that Haider died because of her. She considered herself as the culprit of Shehryaar. She took his father's life away. If she hadn't given that dary to him, maybe Haider would have been alive today. She took his father's life away.And now he was fighting for his life because of her. Although, Shehryaar had told him numerous times that it was never her fault behind his father's death but she never agreed to him. There was a part of her which still told her that she was the culprit and that part of her was again taking control over her, inciting suici
The evening sky has sprawled. The blue hue was everywhere as the bird chirped, returning back to their respective abodes. There sat Sheharzaad on the sofa of the study reading the same page again, trying to regain her focus. Yet her eyes would move in between the page of the book that read, 'Karachi. The city of lights. Rather previously known as the city of lights....'The book was titled, 'Zaryaab' after the name of the male lead of that book. Sheharzaad's grey eyes again fixed on the sky, witnessing the birds. As the sun reached the horizon, the sky was a mix of orange and blue.Her mind was wondering to Shehryaar. Where was he? Should she apologize? Or should she wait for him?She found herself guilty in this situation. She should have broke it on the very first place to Maaz that she was married instead of going for that lunch. She knew that Maaz was interested in her but she was just finding the right time to reveal it to him and to everybody that she was married that too t
She was sitting in her cabin, going through a file but repeatedly her concentration was breaking as her mind kept on shifting to somewhere.The memory made her bite her lips and take a deep breath. She was at work!She needed to focus.Why was she feeling that way?She could feel butterflies flipping in her stomach. His intense stare again came over in her mind that had her shook her head away. They both sat together, in that starry night, under the shade of moon, with their hands in hand."Isn't moon looking so beautiful today?" she had whispered dreamily as her head rested on his shoulder. "Which one?" he asked making her puzzle."The one in the sky,""Not as beautiful as the one sitting beside me," "You're cheesy with your dialogues, Mr. Shehryaar,"His eyes flickered from the stars on the sky to her face, "Dialogues ain't the only thing I'm cheesy at, Ms. Sheharzaad,"Sheharzaad averted her gaze, looking away. She was grateful that it was night because her cheeks were turning
Every eye was full of tears.Cries and wails rose from the haveli when the janazah was risen from the home.Haider has passed away. Leaving his mother-less children now father-less. Eyes were sad.Yet his grey eyes stared at nothing just the eye-catching verses that he recited. He was silent. Quiet. Unable to produce any response. Placing her head on his shoulder, his wife sat beside him, with tears propelling from her eyes as her hand held rosary reciting tasbeeh for the departed soul.Sheharzaad was crying.But Shehryaar was silent. It was just those eye-catching verses that had his complete attention. His father used to teach him the Quran in his childhood but he never got the chance to finish it because his practice sessions with his grandfather awaited him so he always used to leave without finishing his recitations. Last he read these verses was decades back and then he did not touch the holy book again. When he was set to made his first murder. He considered himself too
The wiltering flowers at his beloved's grave stood out as an evidence of the abandonment by her own family. Haider sat near the grave. As tears slowly cascaded down his eyes."You've endured enough. I wish... for once you'd have expressed your love for me. For once. Then my whole life wouldn't be so bleak. The reciprocation for which I waited finally came after decades," he played with the mud of the grave, "For once, you could have told me... what Agha did. What my father did. I wish... after your demise even for once you'd have come in my dreams and apprised me how you were brutally killed," Another tear dropped from his eye and landed on her grave, "I read... what you wrote in those pages. Where you expressed your love for me. I freed you from myself only because I wanted you to be happy and be with your lover. I've never hated you. Despite you were caught with another man.... I loved you regardless of every circumstance. My love for you was conditionless, my Jahan" (IN URDU JAHAN
"She didn't commit suicide. She wanted to live for her children. But you know what? She was hanged and it all appeared as suicide. This whole idea was of Agha, Shehryaar. Your mother wanted to live," Sheharzaad finished. Her voice has turned into a soft whisper till the end of her dialogue. She could see the enrage slowly developing in Shehryaar's eyes but he was controlling. He was really controlling himself so the monster won't break free. Zahra came running into the study followed by Haseeb. As soon as Zahra's eyes landed on Irtaza, she went in his arms and hugged him, very well aware that she needed him the most in these moments. And as soon as Dua's eyes fell on Haseeb, she rushed into his arms and hugged him. The previous talk they both had in her room was enough for her to trust him completely. He had gained her partial trust when he had convinced her before their nikkah that he will give her all the love of the world. As well as the time and space she needed for this relati
Tears were slipping down their eyes. The whole study has turned upside down. The glass table, smashed and broken. Books from the bookshelf were torned and rested on the floor. The glass pieces of vase were scattered. The place depicted of an utter apocalypse.And among all these broken and torned things, there lied a safe in the middle of the room. Bullets pierced through it and was now tattered and battered. Sat there on the sofa were three siblings, with nothing but tearful eyes.And a piece of paper in their hands. Written to them in her last moment by their mother. The letter which reached them after twenty five long years.Each word pierced through their soul. Every breath they took was heavy, filled with sighs and unattained wishes. The unattained wish to meet their mother one last time.Shehryaar's hand shivered as he still held the old worn out letter. Tears silently slipping out of his eyes. He rather wished he could have died than knowing this truth. After Sheharzaad na
Dua had immediately taken Sheharzaad to another room once her eyes had landed on her. She did not talk to her family or anyone. She wanted to say the words that have been long overdued on her mind.As soon as she entered in the privacy of the room, Dua hugged Sheharzaad and tears slowly slipped out of her eyes."I-I'm sorry, Sheharzaad. I-I-I," her voice croaked, "I wronged you.... I wronged you... I'm sorry, Sheharzaad. I'm sorry," she kept on repeating. Because she just had this word on her mind. The crime she committed was unjustifiable. It didn't matter Sheharzaad would forgive her or not, but in that moment, Dua just wanted to apologize. Apologize for the crime she committed five years back. Apologize for the crime that stayed in her mind for five long years and it kept on haunting her. The guilt kept on eating her. What she did with Sheharzaad broke her more than anything else. Sheharzaad slowly raised her hand and caressed Dua's back, "stop crying, Dua. I... forgive you," sh